'Fanwai' No one loves you more than me 1 It's not fair
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"Tu'er, you are a good woman." Ling Jiuyue said lightly. Although she did not say it directly, she acquiesced to her suggestion. Maybe she was a little selfish in this way, but in love, who doesn't want to be selfish and only fulfill himself.
Tuo'er smiled slightly and nodded: "I know." I am a good woman, but I'm just not the woman you love. "I'm going to pack my things first. You go find her quickly. I wish you happiness."
With that said, she stood up and walked towards the room mechanically, every step was heavy, and tears kept rolling in her eyes.
This pain far exceeds the pain when I left Xiao Zimo.
"Tu'er..." Ling Jiuyue stared at her thin back and suddenly spoke.
Tuo'er's footsteps stopped, but she didn't dare to look back at him. She just whispered "hmm" softly.
"I hope you will still treat me as a friend... I will be happy to help you with anything at any time." Ling Jiuyue said solemnly. He knew that he didn't owe Tong'er anything, and Tong'er didn't owe him anything. These four
For years, they got along like friends without any ambiguity. He loved Mingzhu as if he were his own daughter, but he couldn't love Tong'er like Lin Jiu did.
"Yes." Tuo'er kept looking up, her voice filled with stubbornness, "You will be my best friend, forever."
After saying that, she quickly walked to the room and hurriedly closed the door. Tears fell silently, and could no longer hold back the overflow on her cheeks. She was so weak that she couldn't even stand, so she leaned against the door.
Slowly going down until she was sitting on the ground, the coldness devoured her skin inch by inch...
From the day she decided to marry Ling Jiuyue, she knew very well that this marriage was just a show. Ling Jiuyue was showing it to his parents, and she was going to show it to Xiao Zimo. But she didn't know when, she
The cold heart came back to life bit by bit. Ling Jiuyue was such a good man, he spoke calmly, and he had the same look when he was angry, but his aura was overwhelming; but many times he never got angry in front of him, he
He is the complete opposite of Xiao Zimo.
Gentle, considerate, and attentive, he told him about Mingzhu's existence from the beginning, but he didn't mind. He treated Mingzhu as well as he treated his own daughter. Every time he looked at him holding Mingzhu, he grew up from a little older until Mingzhu could walk for a while.
She can run, can talk, and her heart has joy, anger, sorrow, and joy following their emotions...
Ling Jiuyue rarely mentions his own affairs. Apart from work, he spends the rest of his time in a daze except with Mingzhu. If he gets up at night to drink water, you can see him sitting on the sofa in deep thought, his brows knitted into a ball, melting into the darkness.
.She wanted to reach out and rub his frown away, but she couldn't; because she knew that such a frown was because of another woman...
She is not qualified.
From the first moment she saw Lin Jiu, she knew that she could not get into Ling Jiuyue's heart, not even for a lifetime. How could Ling Jiuyue not love a woman like her?
Can forget.
She also secretly hoped in her heart that these few years of getting along could give Ling Jiuyue a little bit of her own place in her heart, so that she could have some courage to be with Lin Jiu. But that night——
Ling Jiuyue was supposed to go find her, but in the end he came back drunk and kissed him. He knew in his heart that he thought the person he kissed was Lin Jiu, but he still fell involuntarily. That's it, even if it's a
A substitute for the night, even if only this night of happiness is enough...
Just when she thought she could steal the night that didn't belong to her, Ling Jiuyue suddenly stopped. When she opened her eyes, Ling Jiuyue was looking extremely apologetic and flustered, as if she had done something wrong and didn't know what to do.
What should I do? He looked at her like a primary school student...
At that moment, her extravagant hopes and dreams were completely awakened. His heart would never have a place of his own, because his heart was occupied by a woman named "Lin Jiu". It was so crowded that it could not accommodate anyone.
Alone...
Ling Jiuyue let go of her, losing her elegance and nobility for the first time and stumbling back to the room almost in embarrassment.
She sat on the floor all night, shedding tears silently all night long, and then she became enlightened and completely woke up.
Love never belongs to you.
In the past, Xiao Zimo did not belong to him, but now Ling Jiuyue does not belong to him, and they will never belong to him.
Tuo'er arched her legs and hugged herself with her hands, trying to give herself a little warmth, but there was no, not at all; tears were flooding her cheeks wantonly, and she couldn't stop them.
In the love between Ling Jiuyue and Lin Jiu, she is just a superfluous supporting role, a supporting role that cannot even have a name. Love is so small and cannot accommodate three people. This superfluous supporting role of hers should end and exit perfectly.
With the last remaining bit of self-esteem and pride, with the pearl and her love for him, she left quietly.
Jiuyue, the love I give you will always be quiet and will not disturb you, nor will it become a stumbling block to your happiness; neither Mingzhu nor I will.
Please - you must be happy.
***********I am the dividing line of the pure young master**********
Ling Jiuyue drove to the downstairs of Lin Jiu's apartment. When she knocked on the door, there was no one there. It must be that no one was there. He came down and sat in the car to wait. No matter what, he had to tell her once, and he must make it clear once.
For four years, he thought he could forget and give up, but it turned out that was not possible. It turned out that love was destined to only be achieved by one person, and no one else could. It didn't work.
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Lin Jiu poured one cup after another down her throat, forcing the cold liquid into her stomach. She choked on the strong alcohol and coughed several times. Tears were piling up in her eyes. Why did she feel so bad?
Four years, yes, four years... But why do I want to love him more now than four years ago?
Why do you show such a look and use such a tone to Tong'er? Lin Jiu has no qualifications or status to be jealous or anything. You really don't have any. They are husband and wife and a family. Who are you?
You are just a rotten person who left him cruelly and even cursed him to die.
When Lin Jiu grabbed the cup and was about to drink, her wrist was grabbed by someone. The person forcefully pried the cup away from her hand, "Stop drinking, you drank too much."
Lin Jiu lay lazily on the bar and smiled foolishly, but his smile was pale and lonely. He squinted at Xiao Zimo and said, "Xiao Zimo, you are so annoying...you are really annoying...that's what I said.
It's ugly. If I were a man, I would turn away and never care about this wolf-hearted woman again. Are you cheap or not? Why should you care about me?"
Xiao Zimo glanced at her sideways, holding the wine glass with his skeletal fingers, and there was a smile in his eyes, "You also know that you have a bad heart and a bit of self-awareness."
"I also want to ignore you..." I just couldn't bear it. "I just see how pitiful you are, so I stopped by to take you home so that you don't get drunk and 419 with someone."
Lin Jiu smiled mockingly, "Is there anyone who wants to have sex with me?"
"Yes." Xiao Zimo answered her firmly, his deep eyes sparkling, "I really want to develop our relationship with you into love every night."
The smile on Lin Jiu's face froze, and she lowered her lonely eyes. Without saying a word, she stood up unsteadily while holding on to the bar, turned around and walked out of the bar. She almost fell down several times, but Xiao Zimo followed her to help her.
At this time, Lin Jiudu waved his hand and said no.
Xiao Zimo followed her to the side of the road, put his hands leisurely in his pockets, his eyes fell on her thin back, and pursed his lips: "Stop making trouble, I will take you back."
Lin Jiu didn't answer. Instead, he sat on the side of the road, looking at the red wine and flowers with dull eyes. His hair was blown lightly by the wind, but under the light of the light, he looked lonely and hesitant, like a homeless child.
Xiao Zimo's heart suddenly tightened, and he came forward to sit next to her, looking sideways at her, "Ajiu, I have been chasing you for three years. Wherever you go, I will open a hotel and do business.
Why can’t you believe I’m serious?”
Lin Jiu's empty eyes met him blankly, and a helpless smile appeared on her lips, "It's not that I don't believe it, it's that I just can't believe it."
"Um?"
"You are so smart, you advance and retreat well, and you know how to capture a woman's heart. You are full of danger. It seems that if you take one step closer, you will be doomed." Perhaps because of the drinking, Lin Jiu murmured. If these words are true,
If she were sober, she would definitely not say it out loud; "You are very sophisticated and never answer questions directly. I can't tell which of your sentences is the truth and which is a lie. The best way is to tell them all."
Take it as a lie!"
Even if it is the truth, you must listen to it as a lie. Only in this way...only in this way will you not get hurt.
A faint bitter smile appeared at the corner of Xiao Zimo's mouth. He had never thought that what she said to him was like this. He listened to everything as lies, even if they were the truth.
"This is not fair, Ah Jiu is not fair."
"It's unfair, but what is fair in this world?" Lin Jiu looked at him with blurred eyes, "Ling Jiuyue can marry Ju'er and have a daughter, but I can't forget him. Is this fair? Because I don't want to lose.
I, want to protect my safety
Did Jiu Yue, who was cursed to death by my vicious curse, get justice even though she killed two people? A Nuan, who just wanted to protect me and took me away, lost Zi Yan and because of me, she couldn’t touch Jiu Yue.
Khanmao, is this fair to An Nuan?"
"Xiao Zimo, tell me what is fair?"
I just want to live for the person I love in my own way, but I hurt him completely. Is this fair?
"Ajiu..." Xiao Zimo raised his arms and wanted to hug her. If it were any other woman, he would have done so, but the one in front of him was Lin Jiu, who was so special and precious in his heart.
, touching and destroying him casually, he felt that he was unforgivable. "Perhaps, you can try to forget him."
"forget?"
Lin Jiu seemed to have heard a joke. From the day she left him, she knew that she would never forget it in this life.
"I'll help you... I believe I can help you forget him. If Lin Jiu can't fall in love with me, at least let me help you forget him." Xiao Zimo said in a deep voice, as if he could really win her over.
The Ling Jiuyue in my heart.
"How can you help me?"
"Be with me." Xiao Zimo pursed his lips and his eyes flickered: "The best way to forget someone is to start a new relationship with another person."
"With you?" Lin Jiu blinked her eyes, her eyes dull, but her face was calm, she shook her head: "It's not you...it will never be you!" She only added one more love.
Even if one day I no longer love Ling Jiuyue, even if one day I am destined to be with one person, that person can never be you - Xiao Zimo.
"Why?" Xiao Zimo frowned and just asked, Lin Jiu had already closed her eyes and fell asleep in his arms.
Xiao Zimo's body froze, and his fingers landed stiffly and slowly on her cheek, his eyes flashing with disbelief and helplessness. Because he didn't believe it? Because he couldn't tell the truth from lies, so he simply dismissed them all as lies.
listen.
Ah Jiu, I won’t tell you any more. I won’t tell lies to you in the future, okay?
His fingertips trembled, and after hesitating for a long time, he slowly landed on her cheek and rubbed it gently, full of attachment and joy. He thought that he liked her, and this feeling was love.
There is no physical desire, no purpose, just a simple desire to be with her.
If it hadn't been so many years ago and he met her before so many things happened, how could he be like this now?
If human feelings are like a newborn baby, who would you most like to be hugged by your clean skin? Xiao Zimo accidentally saw this sentence a long time ago. At that time, he never had an answer, but now he looked at the baby sleeping in his arms.
With his face, he had the answer.
With clean skin, he just wants to be hugged by her!
But the purest feeling had been completely ruined by someone before her...
"Ajiu... you can't believe this is also a kind of heartbeat. You have feelings for me, don't you?" Xiao Zimo lowered his head and looked at her softly and tiredly, focusing on her bright red lips.
Because of the moistening of the alcohol, the two full lips were red, and when slightly pouted, they looked like ripe fruits, exuding an invitation to taste. Xiao Zimo could even hear his own heartbeat, like beating a drum, as if something was coming from his body.
It popped out...
He had never felt such a raw feeling before. He felt that the breath she exhaled was light, with a bit of alcohol smell, and it was more of her own body fragrance, which was elegant and tangy.
Lin Jiu closed her eyes and fell asleep quietly in his arms. Her curled eyelashes covered her eyes quietly. Even though she was asleep, her delicate brows were tightly knitted together, as if she had an unsolvable knot in her heart.
I'm not happy even in my dreams.
The distance between the lips was only tenth of a millimeter. Xiao Zimo slowly closed his eyes and obeyed his heart. His soft lips pressed against her incredibly soft lips. The slight coolness to the touch made his heart almost explode.
Late at night, the dim light shines on their cheeks. From a distance, they look like a pleasing painting, with deep affection and nostalgia evident in the cold outlines.
Young Master: The 8,000-word update has been completed today. Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, suddenly I feel that it is even more cruel now... I said, there are no bad people in this extra story, some are just infatuated people who are paranoid about love. At the beginning, you were all scolding
Damn it, I can't bear to say that all the men she loved now love Lin Jiu, what else do you think!!! She is so timid and just leaned on Ling Jiuyue, do you want to do this?