'Fanwai' ten years of love is not worth half a step of sorrow 2 Remarriage
."Extra" Ten years of love is not worth half a step of sorrow (2) Marry again
"You go and rest, I will take care of Mingzhu. You haven't slept a wink for two days." Ling Jiuyue patted her shoulder, her tone low and distressed.
Her sad expression couldn't hide her tiredness. Tuo'er raised her head to meet his dark eyes and shook her head gently, "I don't dare to take a step away from her, I'm afraid..."
"It's okay. Mingzhu is fine. You are not in good health. If you continue like this, you will collapse. If you collapse, then who will take care of Mingzhu?" Ling Jiuyue stuffed the thermos bucket into her arms.
Stare at her sincerely, hoping she can take care of herself.
"Thank you." Tuo'er hugged the thermos bucket, her fingers trembling. She really didn't know what to do without Jiu Yue's help at this moment.
Ling Jiuyue specially asked the nurse to add an extra bed in the ward, with a separate bathroom and kitchen. It was no different from an apartment hotel. It would be more convenient for Tong'er to stay here to take care of Mingzhu.
Tong'er had no appetite and couldn't eat after a few bites. Even when she was lying on the bed, she looked at her daughter without blinking. If she could pay more attention, maybe Mingzhu wouldn't be like this.
.
Ling Jiuyue's eyes shifted from Mingzhu's body to her face, she patted the quilt gently with her fingers, and said softly: "Go to sleep."
Tuo'er grabbed the pillow with one hand, looked at him with complex and inquiring eyes, and asked the doubts that had been held in her heart for a long time, "Are you staying to take care of us because of Lin Jiu?"
Ling Jiuyue looked stunned, thought for a moment, and answered truthfully: "Not entirely. No Xiaojiu, you are also my friend. Mingzhu, I treat her as my biological daughter, so no matter whether this matter has anything to do with her or not
Relationship, I will do my best to take care of you."
A desolate smile appeared on the corner of Tuo'er's mouth, and she knew that Ling Jiuyue stayed to take care of Mingzhu because of Lin Jiu, and he was trying to compensate herself for Lin Jiu.
"I finally understand why she likes you so much. She can still resist Xiao Zimo and wait for you after knowing that you are married. Because -" the voice paused for a moment, with a hint of sadness, "you are really a very good person."
man."
Ling Jiuyue lowered her eyes and said nothing.
There was silence in the room, with only the cold air flowing slowly, and the faint smell of disinfectant filling the room. Tuo'er suddenly said: "Jiuyue, considering how many years we have known each other, can you promise me this?"
A request?”
"Say." Ling Jiuyue glanced at her.
"In the future...I mean...in case I'm no longer here, can you help me take care of Mingzhu!" Tu'er pursed her lips and her eyes turned red, "I know this is an excessive request, but I have no one else except you.
There is someone I can entrust to you! Xiao Zimo is not worthy of being Mingzhu’s father. I don’t want Mingzhu to follow such a man, and I don’t want her to know that she has such a father.”
How embarrassing would it be for Mingzhu to know that her eyes were ruined because of her biological father?
How could she accept it?!
"What stupid things are you talking about? Why aren't you here?" Ling Jiuyue frowned, clearly speaking the word "Chuan", "You will take care of Mingzhu when she grows up, and watch her get married and have children happily. You still have to be
Seeing her persistence, Ling Jiuyue nodded: "I promise! No matter what happens in the future, I will always love Mingzhu as my own daughter. Are you relieved?"
"Thank you...you." His eyes were filled with mist, and his choked voice was so humble that it almost fell into the dust.
She knew that this was unfair to Jiu Yue, but she had no choice but to trust anyone except Jiu Yue. Mingzhu was her life, and she had to choose the best and smoothest road for Mingzhu.
Only by staying with Jiuyue can Mingzhu feel the warmth of her father, and only Jiuyue can take good care of Mingzhu and treat her as her own.
Whether you call her selfish or shameless, it doesn't matter.
As long as Mingzhu can be well, everything will be fine.
"Stop crying, let's rest." Ling Jiuyue took a piece of paper and gently wiped the tears on her cheeks.
Tuo'er finally slowly closed her eyes, her eyelashes wet with tears trembling slightly.
Ling Jiuyue had been sitting by the bed and waited until Tuo'er really fell asleep, then she pressed the corner of the quilt for the mother and daughter and tiptoed away.
Tuan'er was really tired and slept deeply, breathing evenly; while Mingzhu, who was lying on the bed next to her, pressed her hands under the quilt. No one knew how long those thin hands had been clenched.
Only her nose and mouth were exposed from her wrapped cheeks. Her eyes were protected at the moment, and her vision was pitch black, but her mind was clear. What were mommy and daddy talking about just now?
Why can't I understand it myself?
Why did mommy say, "Xiao Zimo is not worthy of being Mingzhu's father. I don't want Mingzhu to follow such a man, and I don't want her to know that she has such a father."
Does Xiao Zimo refer to Uncle Xiao?
Mommy seems to dislike Uncle Xiao very much. She says that Uncle Xiao is not worthy of being Mingzhu’s father...
Could it be that Mingzhu is not daddy’s daughter, but Uncle Xiao’s daughter?
is that so?
Mingzhu is not daddy's daughter, so daddy wants to leave Mingzhu and mommy and live his own life with his aunt.
So Mommy is not allowed to go to Daddy or bother Daddy...
Because daddy is not Mingzhu’s daddy…
I feel like crying! But why can’t my eyes feel anything at all? Why is there darkness in front of my eyes...
Whose daughter am I? When can I see...
Daddy, Mommy, Mingzhu is so scared, so scared!
Mingzhu couldn't even sob lightly, but she felt so uncomfortable that she would never forget it for many years to come.
After growing up, she finally understood that this kind of discomfort was called heartache.
******************I am the dividing line of the pure young master******************
Lin Jiu got up and saw Ling Jiuyue leaning on the sofa and taking a nap. The tiredness that could not be concealed between her brows made her heart ache.
She brought a thin blanket from the room and gently covered him, moving lightly for fear of waking him up, but in the end, Ling Jiuyue woke up.
"Why don't you go back to your room to rest when you're back?" Lin Jiu squatted in front of him, her watery eyes filled with distress for him.
"I'm afraid of disturbing you. You haven't had a good rest in the past two days." Ling Jiuyue said lightly, but held her hand on her knee and squeezed it hard.
"Mingzhu and Tuo'er...are they okay?" Lin Jiu asked hesitantly. He wanted to see them in the hospital but didn't dare. Tuo'er didn't want to see him.
"Mingzhu's condition has stabilized. She will recover quickly if she takes good care of her. It's just her eyes -" Ling Jiuyue paused and couldn't continue.
Lin Jiu's eyes were dim and dull. She knew there was nothing she could do, but she couldn't help but secretly hope that God would give her a miracle and make Mingzhu's eyes heal.
Ling Jiuyue sighed deeply and rubbed her hair with her fingers, "This was an accident, no one wanted it. Don't blame yourself anymore..."
"I'm really bad, aren't I?" Lin Jiu sat directly on the ground, raised her head and looked at him with dull eyes, "Jiuyue, I..."
Ling Jiuyue seemed to realize what she was going to say, and immediately put her hand on her lips, "Don't say it! I said, I won't lose you again! You can't leave me either!"
"Xiaojiu, we finally managed to be together, don't give up so easily!! Could it be that our relationship really can't withstand this test?"
What Ling Jiuyue actually wanted to say was, "Do I only have such a small weight in your heart?" But this sentence was too hurtful to others and himself, so he never said it out loud.
Lin Jiu shook his head gently, "I said I would never separate from you again. Jiuyue, unless you don't want me anymore, I won't leave you."
"Then just give us some time, okay?" Ling Jiuyue hugged her from the ground to her arms distressedly, "When everything calms down, we will get married."
"Is this a proposal?" Lin Jiu looked at him, leaning so close that she could even count his eyelashes one by one.
"Yes." Ling Jiuyue said firmly, took her hand and put it to her lips and kissed her, "Are you willing to marry me again?"
Lin Jiu lowered her eyes, hesitated for a moment, and nodded: "There seems to be no reason not to marry, so let's get married."
"Is that so far-fetched?" Ling Jiuyue pretended to be angry with a straight face.
Lin Jiu sat on him, holding his cheeks with both hands, pressing her forehead against his, her thoughts turning thousands of times into a soft whisper: "Jiuyue, I love you so much, why can't I bear to marry you?"
for you!"
Ling Jiuyue's body visibly stiffened, and her phoenix eyes looked excitedly into her crystal clear eyes, "What did you just say?"
"I said... I love you!" Lin Jiu took a deep breath, mustering up the courage to finally confess to him. Finally, she no longer suppressed her feelings. Love means speaking out. "I love you, Jiuyue!"
"I love you too! Xiaojiu! I really love you!" Ling Jiuyue hugged her excitedly, feeling that the blood all over her body was boiling.
We know each other's feelings in our hearts; but it's one thing to know it in our hearts, and it's another thing to hear each other say these three words with our own ears!
Lin Jiu was held in his arms, kissing his chest sideways, and felt his heart beating like a drum.
Maybe I will never forget this moment in my life.
Never forget it again.
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Happiness is inversely proportional to the number of times you are happy. The more times you are happy, the thinner the happiness becomes. Life is like a big cocktail. The deeper you are hurt, the deeper you will sink until you can no longer get out.
Mingzhu's health gradually improved, but she seemed to be a different person. She didn't like to talk and was very silent even when she was awake. It was often difficult for Tuo'er and Ling Jiuyue to tell whether she was asleep or awake.
Tu'er was with her 24 hours a day in the hospital, and Ling Jiuyue was also in the hospital most of the time, either checking information and trying to find a way to restore Mingzhu's eyes, or staying with Mingzhu in the ward.
When it comes to self-blame, everyone has it in their hearts, including Jiuyue. If he could visit Mingzhu more often, maybe Mingzhu wouldn't have such an accident because he wanted to follow Xiao Zimo home.
It's just that self-blame and guilt are one thing, and love is another. There is no way to confuse the two, let alone give up on Xiaojiu.
Lin Jiu came occasionally, but she didn't let Tuo'er see her. She often stood at the door of the ward and saw Mingzhu sitting quietly on the bed, with the bandage removed from her face.
The scars and tied eyes were like a knife mercilessly cutting into his heart.
I often feel that I deserve death!
Mingzhu had breakfast and Tuo'er wiped her hands. Mingzhu asked, "Mommy, why haven't Auntie and Uncle Xiao come to see me?"
Tuan'er's hand holding the towel froze, her face turned pale, and she didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Is it because Mommy is still angry, so they are not allowed to come see me?" Mingzhu said in a sweet voice, but she was extremely serious.
"I……"
"Mingzhu!" Lin Jiu gently opened the door and looked at Tuo'er with a more apologetic look, "Every time Auntie comes, you are resting, so we didn't call you."
"Auntie..." Mingzhu reached out and wanted to touch Lin Jiu, but it felt far away.
Lin Jiu walked in, stood beside Tuo'er, stretched out his hand to hold her soft and innocent hand, "Mingzhu, does it hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore, aunt." Mingzhu pursed her lips as if she was smiling, "Mingzhu is very brave and is not afraid of pain."
Lin Jiu felt a lot of sourness in her heart, and touched her cheek with her fingers, "Mingzhu has always been brave, I know, we all know it."
Tuo'er looked at this scene with red eyes, "You stay with her, I'll go out to buy something."
With that said, he turned around and left.
Lin Jiu stared at her distant back, feeling very sad. It was not easy for Tuo'er to be alone, it was really not easy.
Any mother would definitely hate herself to death, but she didn't, she just didn't want to see herself!
"Auntie, I'm sorry. I seem to have caused you trouble..." Mingzhu held her with her little hands, her childish voice was very serious.
"No!" Lin Jiu sat by the bed, her eyes were red, and her voice was almost choked with sobs. Thinking that she would no longer be able to see her, she felt very sad and heartbroken, "It's my fault, it's me who didn't protect you! You got hurt...
…”
"Auntie, are you crying?" Mingzhu stretched out his little hand to touch her cheek out of thin air. After waving in the air for a long time, he finally touched her cheek, "Auntie doesn't cry, Mingzhu doesn't feel pain. Really... then...
It hurts so much, but it doesn’t hurt now.”
"Mingzhu, you don't have to be so sensible." Lin Jiu felt sorry for her. Such a small child needs a lot of care and love, but she has learned to comfort others.
Tong'er is too kind and teaches Mingzhu to be too sensible.
It's heartbreaking to be sensible.
Mingzhu wiped away the tears on her cheeks, placed her small hands lonely by her side, and grabbed the quilt tightly, as if she had something to say.
"Is there something you want to tell me?"
"Auntie..." Mingzhu's childish voice sounded, "Do you like Mingzhu?"
"I like it." Lin Jiu touched her cheek, but did not dare to touch her wound with her fingertips, fearing that she would be in pain and that the wound would be infected with bacteria and leave scars that would not be removed in the future.
"Then... Mingzhu, can you ask aunt to ask daddy not to visit me again?"
As soon as Mingzhu said this, Lin Jiu was completely shocked and looked at her with disbelief, "Mingzhu, you, you, what are you talking about?"
"I know, Mommy is unhappy... She cries secretly every night. It's my fault. If I hadn't gone to find Daddy and got hurt... Mommy wouldn't be so sad. From now on... I won't go there in the future.
If you find Daddy, I will be very good. I don’t want to make Mommy sad anymore.”
Although Mingzhu's eyes were tied with bandages, she looked so lonely.
"It's not your fault, Mingzhu." Lin Jiu said anxiously, what should she tell Mingzhu.
It's not her fault.
Whose fault is it?
Who can tell clearly.
"Auntie, I don't want to lie. I didn't like you before. I thought you stole my daddy. But then Momo told me that we don't understand adults' things. You can't just say you hate someone and be treated like that.
Haters will be sad.”
Maybe because she couldn't see, she was very uneasy, and her fingers were always holding on to the quilt, "Mingzhu no longer hates her aunt, she likes her very much, she likes her daddy, and she also loves her mommy. I know my mommy loves me very much, and I don't want her to
If you cry again, I will be obedient and stop making noises. I will grow up well even without my daddy."
"Pearl!" Lin Jiu held her in his arms, tears falling silently. She was still so young, why should she bear so many things.
Mingzhu was held in her arms, holding her clothes with her little hands, and whispered: "Auntie, I really, really hope everyone is happy..."
But just because I clamored for daddy and got hurt, everyone became unhappy...
Mingzhu will not behave badly in the future and won't clamor for daddy, so everyone can be happy!
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Ling Jiuyue arrived at the hospital and saw Tuo'er standing outside wondering what she was thinking.
"Why are you standing here?"
"Lin Jiu is staying with her inside."
Ling Jiuyue nodded, "Actually, she often comes to the hospital, but she doesn't dare to let you know."
Tuan'er was not surprised, "I've always known it."
Suddenly there will be more fruits and more clothes in the ward. She has the eyes to see these.
But now she doesn't know how to face Lin Jiu. She can hate Xiao Zimo unbridled, and towards Lin Jiu - she doesn't know.
Such emotions made her have no choice but to escape and pretend she didn't know anything.
Ling Jiuyue put her hands in her pockets, facing the bright sunshine side by side with her, and said lightly: "Have you really never thought about letting Xiao Zimo know the truth? After all, he is Mingzhu's biological father!"
Tuo'er lowered his head with a wry smile, "He didn't want the pearl back then, what can be changed by telling him now? Is a man like him worthy of being a father?"
Ling Jiuyue sighed and said in a quiet tone, "He doesn't seem to be that bad. I can see that he is sincere to Xiaojiu."
A person who truly likes people won't be that bad.
"Are you still speaking for him? He is your love rival..." Tong'er's watery eyes looked at his handsome silhouette, "Aren't you afraid that he will really steal Lin Jiu away?"
"It's mine, he can't take it away!" Ling Jiuyue's sunny eyes flashed firmly, Lin Jiu would not give up, "If you consider my words, he is very concerned about the pearl. Maybe this is
The nature of father and daughter..."
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"Shit!!!" Xiao Zimo stood up and angrily kicked over the trash can next to him.
Another meeting, but the result was still the same: Mingzhu's eyes could not be cured.
Those innocent eyes flashed through my mind. They were innocent and could never be seen again. I couldn't see the sky, couldn't see the clouds, couldn't see every plant and tree in this world. Thinking about it, Xiao Zimo felt like he was suffocating.
.
"Mr. Xiao..." The dean looked at him awkwardly, "We have really tried our best. You..."
Xiao Zimo didn't wait for him to finish his words, turned around and strode towards the ward. Just as he was about to go in, he saw Lin Jiu holding Mingzhu. This picture was very ordinary and very warm.
He couldn't let the pearl be invisible at such a young age, absolutely not. God has never married before.
His gaze inadvertently swept across Mingzhu's neck, his eagle eyes narrowed to cover up the look of astonishment and shock, and he strode forward in the next second.
Lin Jiu noticed someone approaching, looked up and saw Xiao Zimo with a strange expression on his face, "You..."
Xiao Zimo didn't seem to see her. His eyes fell on the red mark on Mingzhu's neck. Why hadn't he seen it before?
"Mingzhu, what's that on the back of your neck?" Xiao Zimo's voice was almost squeezed out from between his teeth.
"Uncle Xiao?" Mingzhu paused for a few seconds and thought of what he said, "It's a birthmark. Mommy said it was there since she was a child..."
Birthmark!! Lin Jiu opened her eyes wide and seemed to think of something. Xiao Zimo’s face was so pale that he almost had to crush his white teeth!!
"Uncle Xiao..." Mingzhu felt something was wrong in the atmosphere and spoke cautiously.
Xiao Zimo turned around and walked out of the ward.
"Xiao Zimo? Xiao Zimo!! Xiao Zimo!" Lin Jiu called his name in panic, but he didn't listen at all. He wanted to chase him out, but when he lowered his head and saw the invisible pearl, she couldn't chase her, so she could only
Watching him run out.
Nothing will happen again!!.
Xiao Zimo ran to the end of the corridor, and finally came out of the inpatient department. He saw the backs of Qu'er and Ling Jiuyue at the door. He slowed down and vaguely heard their conversation, and the veins on his forehead jumped——
Feng Feng's hands on both sides of his body were clenched into fists, his face darkened again and again, and his voice was so cold that it almost sounded like it was coming from hell, word by word:
"Mu,ru,tuan,er!"
After hearing the voice, Tuan'er's spine stiffened involuntarily. When she turned around and saw Xiao Zimo's furious look, she felt a very bad feeling.
A layer of chill climbed up my back and spread to my limbs.
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