Ten years of love in 'Fanwai' can't be worth half a step of sorrow 5 Willing to do it
."Extra" Ten years of love cannot withstand even half a step of sorrow (5) Willing to die for me
After living for so many years, Xiao Zimo's face has never looked so wonderful. All kinds of emotions suddenly flooded into his handsome face. The light flickering in his black eyes was uncertain.
"Pearl..."
"Don't tell Mommy that I know, I don't think she wants me to know." Mingzhu's low voice could not conceal her loss and sadness. Daddy was really not her father, but Uncle Xiao was her biological father.
Xiao Zimo stretched out his hand to hold her little hand, feeling slightly cold, his eyes flashed with distress, and finally he could tell her: Mingzhu, I am your father, I am your biological father.
However, he couldn't say a word at this moment. It seemed like there was a thorn stuck in his throat. He couldn't swallow it or spit it out. It hurt him very much.
If it weren't for Mu Rutuo'er, how could his daughter call someone else daddy? How could she?
Mingzhu's little hand slowly pulled out of his, and the cold air gathered in the empty palm for a moment, seeping through the skin and spreading into the limbs and bones of the body; Xiao Zimo looked at her deeply...
"I know you are my biological father...but...I don't want you!" Mingzhu's hoarse voice was very serious, "I only have one daddy, even if he is not with me and mommy, he
You are still my daddy. You can only be Uncle Xiao..."
"Mingzhu, I am your biological father! Ling Jiuyue, I am not your father!" Xiao Zimo said awkwardly, Mingzhu's words made him feel uncomfortable!
"Then why does mommy marry daddy? Why don't you marry mommy and become my daddy?"
Could he say, "I didn't know you existed?" Even if he knew she existed, he would not have allowed her to come to this world safely at that time.
For a moment, his mind was filled with thousands of thoughts and chaos. After all these years of wandering around, he had never been as helpless as he was when faced with a baby. He even lost the ability to speak.
"I only have mommy and daddy, I won't have a father...Uncle Xiao, thank you for coming to see me! Let's go!"
With that said, Mingzhu pulled up the quilt with both hands and covered her face, indicating that she didn't want to say anything anymore.
Perhaps, at this moment, she finally understood what adults meant by "tired".
Mingzhu is also very "tired" now, very "tired"!
Xiao Zimo sat blankly by the bed for a long time. For a long time, the room was silent except for his breathing. His fingers were clenched into fists, veins were pulsing, and a violent aura surrounded him. His eagle eyes tightened and turned scarlet.
The next second, he turned around and strode out of the ward. However, when closing the door, he couldn't help but move his hand gently and closed the door gently.
Seeing Tuo'er standing not far from the ward, he walked over and almost gritted his teeth: "Mu Rutuo'er, do you know how much I want to strangle you at this moment? I wish I could peel off your skin and tear your bones apart!
"
You gave birth to my child, only to have her deny me. Is this your way of taking revenge on me?
Yeah!!
Tuo'er's eyes were slightly red. Too many things have happened recently, and Juan's beautiful eyebrows were filled with a hint of fatigue and exhaustion. "Xiao Zimo, why do you hate me? What qualifications do you have to hate me?"
"I hate you?" A disdainful sneer appeared on Xiao Zimo's lips, "What qualifications do you have to deserve my hatred? Mu Rutuo'er, let me tell you, I will decide on Mingzhu's custody! You'd better give up obediently.
, how much does it cost? Don’t go to court, you won’t get anything by then!”
Tuo'er stepped back and hit the wall with her back. She looked at him with dim pupils, "Xiao Zimo, who do you think I am? Do you think I gave birth to Mingzhu just to sell her to you?"
"I have no interest in what you are!!" Xiao Zimo raised his eyes slightly, clenched his fingers into fists, suppressing his anger, "I was actually deceived by you, Mu Rutong'er! It turns out that I can't scream
Dogs bite the hardest when they bite people!”
Tuo'er's face gradually lost color, and no matter what she said at this moment, it was useless. Her curled eyelashes trembled slightly, and she mustered up all her courage to face him calmly, and said with difficulty: "Xiao Zimo, let me tell you...
...I will not give up the custody rights of Mingzhu! Again, you are not worthy to be her father! You will not be worthy in this life!!"
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Xiao Zimo's lawyer formally submitted a lawsuit to the court, and the court also issued a summons to Tuo'er. He is currently scheduled to go to court, and the Mingzhu custody case is about to take place.
Ling Jiuyue called Bai Su, hoping that she could take over the case, but Bai Su declined. She didn't take many custody cases like this, and she wasn't good at it; she directly handed over her most proud apprentice Ji Fengwen to
Launched.
Ji Fengwen and Yun Su went to Beijing together, and Ling Jiuyue went to the airport to pick them up. They were about to go to court, and they still had a lot of work to do beforehand.
Lin Jiu couldn't do anything. The hospital didn't need her, and she didn't know how to litigate. She could only take care of Jiu Yue's daily life at home.
The doorbell rang. Lin Jiu opened the door and saw Xiao Zimo. She immediately wanted to close the door. Xiao Zimo pressed the door fiercely, "Don't force me to kick the door directly. People will be watching, don't blame me!!"
Lin Jiu hesitated for a while. Xiao Zimo was a person who absolutely kept his word, so she had no choice but to let him in.
Xiao Zimo walked in carelessly, as if he was entering his own home. It seemed that a man named "Ling Jiuyue" had never lived here.
Lin Jiu closed the door and turned around to see him sitting on the sofa. Juanxiu's brows furrowed and she didn't understand how he had the courage to enter here. She had nightmares almost every night in this house.
Is his heart too soft, or is Xiao Zimo too ruthless?
Xiao Zimo unbuttoned his sleeves and smiled, as if he could see through her thoughts at a glance, "If you want to say that I am cruel, ruthless, and a beast, please spare it! I just have the nerve to sit here, how about it!"
Lin Jiu didn't speak, but took a few steps, but stopped a few steps away from him, "What are you doing here?"
"I should have made it very clear that I couldn't bear to see you." Xiao Zimo's frivolous voice didn't know whether he was serious or teasing her, "I thought about it downstairs for two hours, and I was planning to leave.
But now you are still sitting here. You are so smart, don’t you know why?”
Lin Jiu avoided answering and asked: "Do you have to fight for custody rights with Tu'er?"
"Yes." Xiao Zimo answered simply, "Whether you call me shameless or a bastard, that's how I am! I will not let Mingzhu follow Mu Rutong'er, I was deceived by her for four years!!
My daughter calls another man daddy, oh, how ironic!" It's not an exaggeration.
In the end, my daughter disowned me even though she knew I was her biological father.
"You deserve it." Lin Jiu's cold eyes looked at his handsome silhouette, "Don't you think it's all your fault? If you were willing to show some sincerity and give Tong'er a chance, you should be a pearl now.
Father, your wife is your wife, and now you should be a happy family."
"Ha." Xiao Zimo sneered disdainfully, stared at her with eagle eyes, pursed his lips and said: "Even if I could go back in time, I would still not marry Mu Rutuan'er!"
If that were the case, how could I meet you!
"Don't change the subject, you haven't answered my question just now!" Xiao Zimo dropped the topic to the beginning, between him and her.
"I only know that you are not sincere! You could treat Fan'er like that four years ago, how could you be sincere to me?" Lin Jiu's cold eyes swept across his gloomy face and fell to the ground, "I was married.
I've had a miscarriage, I'm not very tall, I have a bad temper, I'm not young, and the most important thing is that I have a boyfriend and we love each other. There's nothing about me that deserves your pursuit."
"Xiao Zimo, don't be extreme or persistent." If I could have recognized my feelings for Jiu Yue earlier, I might not be in the situation I am in now.
Xiao Zimo nodded thoughtfully, "I admit that what you said is right... I have hit a lot of walls with you. Every time I want to get closer to you, we always quarrel. There has never been a woman like you.
You can make me irrationally angry, but every time I am angry, I still can't help but want to come to you! Do you think this is the feeling of love?"
Lin Jiu's brows tightened when she heard this, and she glanced at him, "Are you sure you're not a psychopath?"
"I can't say for sure." Xiao Zimo smiled evilly and leaned back, with his slender legs overlapping each other, "Hey, why are you standing so far away? I won't do anything to you? I'm afraid.
What?"
Lin Jiu was silent for a moment, but did not approach him after all. It was as if there was always a gap between them. He took a chair from the dining table and sat down.
"Xiao Zimo, maybe I should tell you... Jiu Yue is not the first man I love, but he is the last man I love."
Lin Jiu pursed her lips and spoke calmly, looking at him, "The first person I loved was called Liang Moge. Maybe you have heard of his name."
Xiao Zimo nodded, "He seems to be dead?"
"Yes, he is dead. In order to save me, he even risked his own life." A warmth flowed through Lin Jiu's eyes, "Although he is dead, I put him in the softest place in my heart. This is the same as mine.
There is no conflict in my love for Jiu Yue. I used to be very bad. I even cursed Jiu Yue in anger, hoping that the person who died would be Jiu Yue. But I know that if it were Jiu Yue, he would be willing to risk his life for me.
…”
Surprise flashed in Xiao Zimo's sharp eyes, his thin lips pursed, and he didn't say a word for a long time.
Lin Jiu looked like him, her clear black and white pupils seemed to be able to see through people's hearts, "What about you? Xiao Zimo, can you be like Liang Moge, or can you be like Jiu Yue, who tolerates me and protects me in every possible way?
?Actually you don’t love anyone,
The person you love most is always yourself. In Liang Moge and Jiu Yue, I see the purest and most sincere feelings in the world, but in you, all I see is ruthlessness and hypocrisy. Your distrust of anyone,
You were so cruel to Tuo'er..."
Even if I have had one ten millionth of a throbbing towards you, when that ten millionth of a throbbing comes into contact with your cruelty and hypocrisy, it has been completely wiped out and not a single trace is left.
All that's left is coldness and fear.
Xiao Zimo's heart felt like it was being suppressed by something, dull and suffocating. He took out the cigarette case and lighter from his pocket, took out a cigarette, and held the lighter with trembling fingers. He tried several times but failed to light the cigarette.
He threw the lighter to the ground angrily, looking angry and helpless.
Lin Jiu's eyes fell on the lighter on the ground. With a calm expression on his face, he bent down to pick up the lighter, walked to him, lit the cigarette, and placed the lighter in his palm.
When he turned around, Xiao Zimo grabbed her hand fiercely and looked up at her with complicated eyes. He didn't know where to start from many words. "Yes, I can't do what Liang Moge and Ling Jiuyue did for you.
I don’t want my own life! But this doesn’t mean that I don’t have true feelings...How can you...can you measure my feelings for you in this way?"
Lin Jiu calmly opened his tightened fingers one by one, "Xiao Zimo, don't you know the point?"
"The point is that I don't love you, and there is no place for you in my heart. Liang Moge is my first love, and Jiuyue is my unforgettable love. There is no place for you, even if you are like them, willing to die for me, but I am still the same
I won’t love you!”
"That's enough! Stop talking!" Xiao Zimo interrupted her sharply, crushed the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray, and suppressed his inner annoyance. If he continued to talk like this, he was not sure whether he would be right or not.
What did she do?
He stood up, glanced at Lin Jiu, and walked out the door.
Lin Jiu also stood up and kept a distance that he thought was safe, lowering his head and following behind.
Xiao Zimo opened the door and Lin Jiu waited for the door to close.
He stood and turned back to Lin Jiu with an ambiguous smile: "Ajiu, can this be the only friendship between us? Can't you send me into the elevator? I really want to know the feeling of saying goodbye..."
Lin Jiu was in a daze, not knowing what to say. He just smiled awkwardly: "There are many women who want to send you into the elevator, but I just want to send Jiu Yue into the elevator alone."
Xiao Zimo did not close the door immediately. Lin Jiu's shadow fell vaguely on the wall of the foyer, stretched very long. Because the lights in the foyer were dim, the shadow became dim.
Lin Jiu kept her guarded distance, Xiao Zimo's hand gently placed on the wall, moving slowly. After a few seconds, Lin Jiu realized the ambiguous flow. The position where Xiao Zimo's hand touched was where she fell.
Shadow on the wall.
The position she saw happened to be the shadow of her face on the side. Lin Jiu stepped back suddenly, and the shadow also retreated.
In the original position, what was left was the thin and pale wall. When she retreated in a hurry, she saw the gentle smile in Xiao Zi's dark eyes, like a bottomless pool of water, with no ripples and no flow, only silence and depth.
Lin Jiu then took two steps back, not wanting him to notice her breath, and whispered: "Close the door, thank you!"
Then she heard the door slamming very softly. Lin Jiu breathed a sigh of relief and was wary of contact. When she turned to leave, there was another knock on the door.
Lin Jiu hesitantly opened the door a crack, but Xiao Zimo did not leave. He smiled simply, not evil, not sneer, and his voice was neither high nor low, "Ajiu, I have to admit that your words shocked me.
It’s also very hurtful.”
He raised the corner of his mouth, "But I still have to say, even if you say that I will not love you even if all men in the world die, I will not give up on you!"
"Also, I want to say good night to you."
Lin Jiu closed the door and leaned against it in a daze. Would a man like Xiao Zimo be hurt?
A cold smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, how is that possible!
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Mingzhu's health recovered, and she continued to use ointment and medicine on her face; but her eyes were destined to be invisible, with no light at all.
The next day was the court hearing for Mingzhu's custody case. Tuoer asked the nanny to take care of Mingzhu. She, Jiuyue, Ji Fengwen and Yunsu went to the court together.
Xiao Zimo was accompanied by his entire company's legal advisory team.
What's more important is that the lawyer Yang who is leading this lawsuit has been victorious in recent years and has never lost a lawsuit. He is sharp-tongued, good at attacking and defending, and has no loopholes. He is known as Bai Su.
Although Tong'er was married to Jiu Yue, she actually signed the divorce agreement the day after Ming Zhu was born. She had no job, and it was Lin Jiu's assistance in opening the cafe. Without Jiu Yue and Lin Jiu's help, she wanted to maintain herself.
It is difficult to live a normal life with Mingzhu in Beijing.
And Xiao Zimo is the president of a listed company. Apart from anything else, his wealth alone is enough to give Mingzhu a better living environment and make the judge favor him.
The most serious thing was that Lawyer Yang attacked Tuo'er's integrity and used her marriage with Jiu Yue as an attack point, putting Tuo'er in a dilemma in court. Ji Fengwen could only defend but could not attack.
After being at a disadvantage in the first round, Ji Fengwen had no choice but to apply for an adjournment and schedule a retrial.
When leaving the court, the two teams met head-on. Xiao Zimo stood in the center of the team of lawyers, with his hands in his pockets and his eagle eyes looking provocatively at the pale face of Tuo'er who was standing next to Ling Jiuyue.
He will definitely win this lawsuit!
"Lawyer Yang, it's better to see once than to hear a hundred times. He is indeed amazing." Although Ji Fengwen lost temporarily in court, he admired Lawyer Yang personally.
Lawyer Yang smiled lightly and said calmly: "It is an honor for me to compete with the apprentice of the legendary King of Lawyers. However, your performance today makes me very disappointed. Is it because Teacher Bai didn't give you all the advice?
Lawyer Ji has reservations? I hope to see your true strength!"
Ji Feng calmly lowered his eyes and kept the corners of his mouth curved, "Even if Master has taught me all his skills, Ji is too stupid to understand them all! It makes Lawyer Yang laugh..."
Xiao Zimo took a step forward and said with a smile: "You'd better waste less time. Although I don't lack the money, I want to take Mingzhu to live with me as soon as possible. Lawyer Yang, let's go."
Tuan'er's face turned pale, and she felt helpless and tired. She was speechless when she was asked by lawyer Yang in the court just now. If this continues, the lawsuit will definitely be lost!
Do you really want to lose your pearl?
Jiu Yue frowned and her eyes followed Xiao Zimo's back, "Can't we use Xiao Zimo's private life as an attack point?"
"It's useless..." Ji Feng shook his head slowly, "Xiao Zimo's private life has been very clean in the past few years, unless..."
His voice paused, and his eyes met Jiuyue, with a solemn expression on his face: "Are you willing to involve Lin Jiu in this!"
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