Ten years of love in 'Fanwai' can't be worth half a step of sorrow 7 Give up
."Extra" Ten years of love cannot bear half a step of sorrow (7)
"Xiaojiu..." Ling Jiuyue grabbed her slender arm, her movements paused for a moment, her eyes were stained with lust, and her voice was slightly hoarse.
Lin Jiu clasped her hands around his neck, leaned towards him, and said in a soft and trembling voice: "Jiuyue, hug me... give me a little warmth, okay? I'm scared!"
At this moment, she was like a lost lamb, walking alone in the storm, unable to find where she belonged.
Ling Jiuyue's heart tightened. The arms that originally wanted to stop her hugged her. She felt so distressed, "I'm sorry...it's my fault. I don't even have time to spend with you..."
Lin Jiu didn't let him continue and kissed his thin lips again, sealing all the words in her mouth.
She doesn't want his apology, she doesn't want his apology, she just wants his warmth and his embrace.
Lingering and passionate kissing, hard sucking, delicious juice filled the mouth, and the silver thread that was too late to swallow slowly flowed down from the corner of the mouth.
The heat was ignited and burst out in an instant. The two people were tearing each other's clothes off like monsters, they just wanted to have each other!!
One room, fragrant and sweaty.
When they reached the top of Wushan Mountain, Lin Jiu vaguely heard the words he said in her ear, "I love you!"
Affectionate and tired, gentle as water.
A tear slowly fell down from the corner of his eye. The slightly hot temperature was suddenly cold, and it rolled to the corner of his mouth. The taste was so bitter!
The next day.
What they did last night was crazier than ever before. At ten o'clock in the morning, Lin Jiu was still lying on the bed, revealing the long hair on Bai Xi's back scattered like seaweed. The picture appeared in the sun, and it was extremely beautiful.
Ling Jiuyue washed herself and made breakfast. She sat on the edge of the bed and looked at this scene. She felt warm in her heart. She gently rubbed her fever with her fingers and smiled at the corner of her mouth, like a spring breeze...
The emotions I had suppressed for so many days were finally released!
The quiet eyelashes filled with golden light suddenly fluttered. She slowly opened her head and met his black eyes. Her voice was hoarse, "Are you awake?"
"Yes." Ling Jiuyue reached out to hug her, holding her in his arms along with the quilt, and brushed away the hair covering her pink cheeks, "Are you hungry? I've made breakfast."
Lin Jiu leaned in his arms, shook her head gently, and hugged him with her fingers. At this moment, she was like a clingy kitten, "If you're not hungry, I just want to hug you for a while!"
The smile on Ling Jiuyue's lips became even stronger, and she turned her head to kiss her forehead, "When did you become clingy?"
"Isn't it good?" Lin Jiu looked up at him.
"Okay." Ling Jiuyue's cold eyes were full of smiles. "How could it be bad?" I don't know how many times I have thought about this scene.
Green-white slender fingers gently brushed his eyebrows, with an indifferent expression. After being ravaged by him, the red lips moved into a smile, "It's great. Your brows are finally not furrowed, like a little old man."
Ling Jiuyue was moved in her heart. She grabbed her fingers and kissed her lips carefully. She said in a hoarse voice: "When this matter is over, I will stay by the bed every day, waiting for you to wake up! You
This makes me reluctant to leave you."
Lin Jiu's eyes narrowed, "What are you going to do today?"
"Go to the hotel to discuss with Ji Fengwen how to fight the next lawsuit! The next lawsuit will probably be over." Ling Jiuyue's face became a little gloomy when she mentioned the lawsuit.
It can be seen that the situation at this moment is not optimistic.
Lin Jiu lowered his eyes for a moment, then suddenly said: "Can I go with you?"
Ling Jiuyue's eyes flickered, and she didn't expect that she would be willing to accompany him. Her eyes shone brightly, "Yes, of course you can! This is the best..."
With a faint smile on her lips, Lin Jiu got up, washed herself, changed clothes, and after eating breakfast made by Ling Jiuyue, they went to the hotel to meet Ji Fengwen and Yun Su.
**
Ji Fengwen and Ling Jiuyue were discussing the lawsuit, while Lin Jiu and Yun Su were sitting on the edge of the balcony, holding magazines in their hands and reading casually.
When Ling Jiuyue looked up at her from time to time, Lin Jiu's eyes happened to be looking at him as well. The two of them looked at each other, smiled slightly, and then lowered their heads to do their own things.
Lin Jiu looked up at Yun Su, who was sitting opposite him, "Why do you never look up at Ji Feng Wen?"
Hearing the sound, Yun Su put down her books and looked up at her with an indifferent expression, as if she had escaped from the world and refused to eat fireworks. She pursed her lips lightly and said, "I don't need to go see him, because I know..."
The voice paused, and there seemed to be a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "He will always look at me."
Lin Jiu was stunned for a moment, a trace of envy flashed in her eyes, "I didn't expect you two to be so in love with each other now."
This kind of tacit understanding is even better than that between Jiuyue and herself.
Yun Su looked at the white clouds in the sky outside, her eyes a little misty, "I don't know! I don't know if we love each other or not!"
"Well……?"
Yun Su looked back at her, pursed her lips and smiled, "I only know that I won't be able to survive if I leave him now."
When a man tries his best to accommodate you, accommodate you, and tolerate you; makes you happy and makes you sad, after a long time, he will never be able to leave you or let go.
There are millions of ways and forms of love, but she and he just used the simplest way to express it. They would not be able to live without each other!
She prays all the time. Even if she encounters death, she hopes that the two of them can cross the Wangchuan River together, walk across the Naihe Bridge together, and drink Meng Po soup together, so that they can completely forget each other and be reincarnated as human beings together.
Each continues his or her own destiny, even if we never meet again in the next life.
The four of them stayed in the hotel until the afternoon and had lunch in the room. In the evening, Ling Jiuyue held Lin Jiu's hand and said goodbye to them.
The two people were walking hand in hand on the street. The sun shone on their bodies, coating them with a layer of golden light. From a distance, the two people seemed to be bathed in flames.
"What did you say to Yun Su before?" Ling Jiuyue tilted her head, her eyes were gentle and filled with a touch of endearment.
Lin Jiu smiled and shook her head: "I won't tell you."
Ling Jiuyue smiled and did not ask her any further questions.
"Jiuyue, let's go see Mingzhu and Tuan'er, okay?"
Ling Jiuyue stopped, her eyes focused on only her, "You...really want to go?"
"Isn't it possible?" Lin Jiu's smile was a little far-fetched, "Tu'er still refuses to see me?"
"It's nothing." Jiuyue combed her hair and stared at her, "I'm just afraid that you will feel uncomfortable after seeing Mingzhu."
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At that time, Mingzhu was about to rest, and Ling Jiuyue was telling her a story in the room.
Lin Jiu and Tuo'er were sitting in the living room. They were two women who loved the same man. They looked at each other speechlessly at this moment.
Tong'er took out a check from under the coffee table and pushed it in front of Lin Jiu, and said calmly: "I should have given this to you a long time ago. Too many things have happened recently, and I don't know how to face you. Thank you, once
Helped me."
Lin Jiu looked at the check and said nothing.
"This is the cost of your investment in the coffee shop and the profit of the coffee shop!" Tuo'er said calmly, looking at her with watery eyes, "Although the coffee shop makes money, the business hours are not very long, so they are all here.
.Sorry, I have already listed it without your consent."
"I understand." Lin Jiu pursed her lips and hesitated, "Actually... you don't have to do this. In the future, your life with Mingzhu..."
A desolate smile appeared on the corner of Tuo'er's mouth, her eyes dimmed, "What's next? The outcome of this lawsuit has been determined from the beginning! Without the pearl, these things mean nothing to me!"
"The lawsuit is not over yet!" Lin Jiu said hurriedly.
"I know better than you what kind of person Xiao Zimo is." Tuo'er said, looking out the window, "I can't beat him. He's right, I can never beat him."
"Tu'er..." Lin Jiu stopped talking.
"You don't have to worry about me." Tuo'er looked away. When he looked at her, there was a hint of despair and an unknown determination in his eyes. "I will not admit defeat. Even if I lose the lawsuit, I will not admit defeat. I will persevere."
I want the pearl to come back to me."
Lin Jiu did not answer, and his expression was covered with a faint haze. Once Xiao Zimo got the custody rights, he would never let Tong'er see Mingzhu again. He could do such a thing.
The atmosphere in the living room was inexplicably silent and strange, and no one spoke.
After a long time, Lin Jiu suddenly said: "Tu'er, have you ever thought about going abroad?"
"Huh?" Tong'er looked at her with puzzled eyes.
"The medical level abroad is better than at home. Maybe Mingzhu's eyes can be cured. You can take Mingzhu abroad to change the living environment." Lin Jiu picked up the cup, held it in the palm of her hand and tasted it carefully.
Brewed tea.
Tuo'er was stunned for a few seconds, with a helpless smile on his face, "I have thought about it, if what happened to Xiao Zimo had not happened. I had already planned to wait for the coffee shop to make a profit and make more money. In addition to the previous Jiuyue
The stocks, funds, etc. that you can help me invest in should be enough for us to go abroad. I can also find a job there..."
It’s just that plans can never keep up with changes.
"Where do you want to go?" Lin Jiu asked softly.
"Australia." Tuan'er replied softly. Speaking of Australia, longing flowed in her eyes, "There are fewer people there and the environment is good. It would be better if Mingzhu goes to school there. It's a pity..."
Lin Jiu thought for a moment, "I have a friend who owns real estate there, maybe she can help."
"But..." Tuo'er's watery eyes flashed with doubts, and he looked at her in confusion.
"No matter whether you can win the lawsuit or not, you should start over in a different environment! Australia is very good. I will help you arrange it. I do this because I treat you as a friend. Don't reject me in a hurry. Think about it carefully, okay?"
Lin Jiu looked at her sincerely, hoping that she would agree to his request.
Tuan'er frowned, confused, "Don't you hate me? The existence of Mingzhu and I..."
Lin Jiu shook his head, "On the contrary, I am very grateful to you. Thank you and Mingzhu for accompanying him for four years, making him not so lonely."
Thank you for staying with him for four years, but I feel inferior that the person who stayed with him for those four years was you, not me!
Tuo'er thought for a while, then raised a slight smile on her lips, "Lin Jiu, sometimes I think how much it would be like if you were a bad woman."
Then will I have enough reason to hate you and loathe you!
"I hate that you are not a bad woman." Lin Jiu's tone was a little helpless, because Tuan'er was so quiet and docile that people could not blame her, nor could they bear to blame her existence.
At first, Lin Jiu also doubted whether Qu'er was doing this on purpose, retreating in order to make progress so that she could try to stay by Jiu Yue's side. Later, she discovered that Qu'er was really such a person. She was willing to be ordinary and willing to be ordinary.
Calm; she doesn't care what others think of her, all she cares about is the pearl...
She is more pathetic than herself. At least she and Jiu Yue are in love, and she loves Jiu Yue as a friend. She can't tell or ask, she can only watch from a distance.
Maybe she didn't believe that she could have Jiuyue from the beginning.
I didn’t believe that I could have it from the beginning, and I was destined to lose it in the end...
Ling Jiuyue coaxed Mingzhu, said a few words to Tuo'er, and prepared to go back with Lin Jiu.
Tuo'er stopped Ling Jiuyue. She wanted to have a few words with Jiuyue alone, so Lin Jiuyue went downstairs first.
"What's the matter?" Ling Jiuyue asked, is there anything that Lin Jiu shouldn't know?
Tuo'er hesitated for a moment and pursed her lips: "Pay more attention to Lin Jiu these two days. She just said a lot of strange things to me."
Ling Jiuyue frowned, "What did she tell you?"
"She thanked Mingzhu and I for accompanying you for four years, and said she could arrange for me to go to Australia." A trace of doubt flashed across Tuo'er's eyes, "I think she seems determined to do something."
Originally, she could have said nothing. Thinking of Jiu Yue's longing for Lin Jiu during those four years, she didn't want to see Jiu Yue sad again.
If you really love someone, love what they love and hate what they hate.
There is no way to possess you with love, so let me bless you with friendship.
"Thank you, Tuo'er." Ling Jiuyue looked at her with a hint of gratitude in her eyes.
In the past four years, Mingzhu and Qu'er have been by his side, and the pale years have gained a hint of color. In his heart, he regards Mingzhu as his daughter and Qu'er as his most sincere friend.
"Go down quickly, she's waiting for you." Tu'er raised a smile on her lips and watched him leave.
Just like when she watched him and Lin Jiu leave here completely, but this time she didn't cry again. Some people can't get it, so she will miss it slowly in the deepest place in her heart.
Turning around and looking at the house, every corner seemed to have his shadow, and a desolate smile appeared on the corner of his mouth——
If I can't have you in the future, then let me stay in this memory and miss you forever.
Jiuyue, thank you for what you have done for me, it is enough for me to remember slowly for the rest of my life.
After returning home, Lin Jiu said she would cook him a midnight snack, and Ling Jiuyue rolled up her sleeves and offered to help her.
"Just a side dish and fried poached eggs."
"I'll help you wash the green onions." His slender fingers washed the green onions, his eyes drifting towards her vaguely, "Don't ask me what Tu'er said to me."
Lin Jiu paused with her fingers and recovered instantly. Yun Danfeng said lightly: "Since she wants to talk to you alone, she just doesn't want me to know. Why should I ask again?"
Ling Jiuyue frowned, "Should I thank you for your understanding?"
Lin Jiu turned her head to look at him, her eyes flashing with complexity and helplessness, "Jiuyue, you don't have to be so subtle in your words. I don't ask, it's not that I don't care about you, but that I respect you! I know that you are a friend."
, most of the reason why you helped her was to alleviate my inner apology for her."
Ling Jiuyue cut onions and tomatoes and remained silent for a long time.
"Are you still concerned about what Xiao Zimo said to me in the room that day?" Lin Jiu stared at his profile, feeling sour in her heart, "Jiuyue, you can't help it anymore, right? You've been
We all care about it, but you don’t dare to ask or know... You’re afraid that Xiao Zimo and I will express our feelings to each other in the room, aren’t you?”
"I didn't!" Ling Jiuyue answered decisively, stopped moving, and looked at her with more meaning, "I have never doubted the relationship between us, I just don't know what you two can say.
Even a child has been forgotten." Live in Bujiu.
"Xiao Zimo blocked me in the room and said a lot of hurtful words." Lin Jiu said in a low voice, "He forced me to admit that I felt hurt, because having hurt feelings would prove that I care about him.
…”
Ling Jiuyue frowned, this was Xiao Zimo's style.
Lin Jiu lowered her eyes, did not look at him, and said calmly: "But why do I care about him? What I'm angry about is that he is self-righteous and always forces his thoughts on me."
"Xiaojiu..." Ling Jiuyue hesitated, he didn't expect it to be like this.
"Jiuyue, what are you afraid of?" Lin Jiu raised her head and looked at him with cold eyes, "Are you worried about gains and losses because you are afraid that I will fall in love with Xiao Zimo, or are you afraid that..."
"I'm sorry!" Ling Jiuyue suddenly opened her arms and hugged her, a trace of regret flashed in her eyes, but thinking of Tuo'er's words, she felt very uneasy. He had already suffered the pain of losing her once, and he didn't want to suffer the second time. "I
I just don’t want to lose you again! But if you really like Xiao Zimo, what should I do?"
"In that case, do you think I should let you go?"
Why can't I let you go?
Lin Jiu reached out and hugged him, her voice was very low, "I don't like him, really!! Jiuyue, I won't lie to you! I really don't like him, you don't have to worry about gains and losses, or worry about me falling in love with someone else."
After falling in love with you, I can never fall in love with anyone else.
"Xiao Jiu!!" Ling Jiuyue tightened her strength and hugged her so tightly that there was no gap left.
"Jiuyue, promise me..." Lin Jiu held his clothes tightly with her fingers, "If...if one day I get lost and can't find my home! Can you take the time to find me and find me home?"
!”
Ling Jiuyue frowned and frowned like a caterpillar, "How come you got lost and couldn't find your home?"
"I can be very stupid sometimes and lose my sense of direction." Lin Jiu said calmly, staring at him closely, "Can you come back to me?"
"Okay." Ling Jiuyue hesitated for a moment and nodded, "No matter how you get lost or find your home, I will definitely look for you! I will definitely remember to take you home!"
Lin Jiu hugged him, with a slight smile on her lips, and a touch of sadness in her eyes...
Jiuyue, you must remember what you said today. No matter what you forget, don't forget what you promised me.
The Mingzhu custody case will be heard in the morning. Jiuyue has to get up early to pick up Qu'er and meet Ji Fengwen in the court.
Xiao Zimo has already told Lawyer Yang that no matter what happens, he must get custody today and cannot delay it like this for fear of any changes.
Today's court was extremely serious and the atmosphere was solemn. Qu'er knew there would be a result today and his face was also very solemn. When he looked at Xiao Zimo, his emotions were very complicated!
Ling Jiuyue looked at Xiao Zimo with an expressionless face and cold eyes. She and Ji Fengwen had already discussed it. The certainty of attacking Xiao Zimo's growth experience was not very high, but the chance of winning was higher than the original chance.
The materials presented to the court by both parties were presented separately. Lawyer Yang was more rational and objective, and strengthened the reality of the evidence and the artificial environment; while Ji Fengwen was more emotional and fought the lawsuit from the perspective of Tong'er being the mother!
After the first visit, Ji Fengwen asked Tuo'er to make a statement.
Tu'er stood up and bowed, sat on the witness stand, looked around, and with the judge's approval, began to give evidence.
"I am Mingzhu's mother, Mu Rutong'er. I know that I am not a good mother because I selfishly flew into flames for an impossible relationship. In the end, I was scarred and brought Mingzhu into this world. I did not give her anything.
A very complete and normal home.”
Xiao Zimo narrowed his eagle eyes, the danger was fleeting...
Tuo'er's eyes fell on his stern face, and a bitter smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, "When I met Mingzhu's father, Mr. Xiao Zimo, I was still a college student. Living an innocent and innocent age, I
Fascinated by his charm, I always thought I could wait for his sincere love, but in the end I didn't wait. I left him and secretly gave birth to Pearl! In order to prevent him from knowing that he and I stole my daughter, I married
Another man."
"In the past few years, Mingzhu and I have been taken care of. I have tried hard to create a feeling of home for Mingzhu, because I only have this daughter left in my life, and I have devoted all my energy and love to her.
Yes, I don’t have a lot of money to let her live a superior life. But I can accompany her every day and watch her grow up day by day.
I cook three meals a day for her with my own hands, and I can put her to sleep at night; I can pick her up and drop her off in the morning and evening when she goes to school. When she participates in any competition, I will always stand in the audience and applaud her. When she comes from the stage
When she comes down, no matter whether she wins or loses, I can give her a warm embrace and tell her, baby, you are great, you are mommy's pride!"
Tears fell silently, and the bitterness spread across the corner of his mouth. He looked at Xiao Zimo with blurred tearful eyes, and his tears were crystal clear, "Yes, I am a person without integrity, but this cannot offset my respect for Mingzhu."
My love, she was born in my tenth month of pregnancy, she is a piece of flesh that fell from my body. Is it because of a crazy and reckless infatuation when I was young that my daughter is now required to pay for it?"
Mothers in the audience burst into tears as they listened; how could anyone who had never given birth understand the importance of a child to a mother?
Xiao Zimo did not speak, but frowned and stared at her thoughtfully...
The judge asked the people in the audience to be silent, looking at the information and the situation in the previous session, and considering the final verdict.
"After two trials, combining the testimonies of both parties and the evidence presented in court, and adhering to the principle of legal fairness, I now declare..."
While the judge was reciting his words, Xiao Zimo's cell phone suddenly vibrated. He took it out and took a look, and his eyes immediately changed. He glanced at Ling Jiuyue and Mu Rutong'er, and his mind was filled with thousands of thoughts...
When the judge was about to read out the result, he stood up suddenly and said to himself: "Your Excellency, I voluntarily give up the custody rights of Mingzhu!"