'Fanwai' suddenly ruined several springs and autumns 1 sad and happy ending
."Extra" suddenly ruined several years (1) sad and happy ending
The moon in the cold palace shines brightly in the heart, and when I look back on my heroic spirit, my love is not as deep as my frivolity, and I suddenly feel that I have lost several spring and autumn years.
——Peach Demon Demon.
Xiao Zimo's scarlet eyes were startled, and his gaze fell on Bai Xi's neck. Her slender neck, her skin was so white that it was almost transparent, and her veins were looming. Her face was calm, but her trembling fingertips betrayed her inner fear and uneasiness.
.
Looking down, Bai Xi's skin can be vaguely seen along the lines of her underwear, which is light purple...
When Lin Jiu raised her head to look at him, the crystal-clear tears in her eyes slowly slid down her fair skin. Her voice was so low that she almost fell into the ocean of humility, "Will you really be happy after you get it?"
His fingers unbuttoned the third button and slowly moved down...
Xiao Zimo stood up suddenly and bent down to hold her hand. His fingertips happened to fall on her heart and he felt her heartbeat strong and messy.
It's messy, not exciting.
"After I get you, will you come with me?"
The low and hoarse voice was almost choked.
Lin Jiuruo shook his head, his voice was very soft, as light as a needle dropped on the ground, and there was a line of wetness where the teardrops scratched, "I can repay you with my own body, but I won't
I'll go with you, but I won't be with Jiuyue. I already felt sorry for him once a few years ago, and I don't want to feel sorry for him a second time..."
"If you hate me, dying alone is the biggest punishment for me."
"Haha..." Xiao Zimo looked at her and laughed inexplicably. There seemed to be something called tears flashing in his scarlet eyes, and something called despair.
"Do you think, do you think, what I have always wanted is your body?" The desolate voice was filled with infinite sorrow, which was lamentable, "If all I wanted was this... I would have gotten it a few years ago,
Why wait until now?”
"Do you think it's difficult for me, Xiao Zimo, to get a woman to sleep with you?"
"Do you really think I have nothing to do and have spent the past seven years just getting a woman's body?"
The vicissitudes of the voice could not hide the sadness, which struck Lin Jiu's heart heavily every word, making her tremble and tremble with pain.
"What did you say?" Lin Jiu's hoarse voice spat out slowly, "We didn't even have one a few years ago...you lied to me!!"
"Yes." Xiao Zimo lowered his eyes and stared at her. A thin layer of water mist spread in his pupils, but it never fell. "I lied to you. That night, nothing happened to us at all. You drink
Drunk, he lay in my arms and called Ling Jiuyue's name all night long. No matter how despicable I, Xiao Zimo, will be, I will never want a woman who only calls other men's names when she is drunk!!"
Lin Jiu pushed his hand away fiercely, looking at him in disbelief with her clear eyes, her voice was hard and trembling, "You actually lied to me for so many years... Xiao Zimo!!"
"Have you never lied to me?" Xiao Zimo's palms froze in mid-air. After a long snap, he slowly brought them back to his side and clenched them into fists, "You clearly had feelings for me, but you didn't admit it; you clearly
You will fall in love with me, but you don’t dare to... You clearly promised to stay with me, but you... ran away the next day!!!"
Ling Jiuyue sat in their former "home" and looked at everything in the room, just like it had been many years ago. Bai Chunhanqiu.
Since Xiaojiu left, he has never been to this house again, but he has told everyone to take good care of everything in it and clean it regularly.
During the most painful four years, he was in Beijing, but he had an inexplicable hope in his heart that one day she would come back and return to their "home" again.
I just didn't expect that although she hasn't lived here in the past few years, she has bought the house next door, which is no different from living here.
Rather than saying that he wanted to find Xiao Jiu who was lost, it was better to say that Xiao Jiu had been waiting for him to go home.
Xiaojiu, I'm back.
Waiting was held in Ling Jiuyue's arms, her hands wrapped around his neck, with an innocent and bright smile on her little face, "Dad, you won't leave again when you go home this time, right?"
Ling Jiuyue came back to her senses, shook her head, and smiled at her son: "If you don't leave, dad will stay to take care of you and mom."
"Really?" Daidai opened his beautiful eyes, "Will you play games with Daitai? Buy toy guns and robots for Daidai? And will you take me to the amusement park with my mother?"
"Yes." Ling Jiuyue nodded, her warm palm fell on his head and rubbed gently, "Your name is...daidai?"
"Yes." Waitai nodded and explained: "Mom said my nickname is Waitai, Waiting for Waiting; my nickname is Ling Xi, Ling Jiuyue, and Hope Xi."
Ling Jiuyue's eyes were startled.
The hopes of Ling Xi, Ling Jiuyue and Lin Jiu.
The corners of her mouth couldn't help but turn up, and her voice was low and emotional, "Ling Xi, your mother is the best woman in the world."
Daidai raised his head and thought for a while, "If she can let me eat Grandpa Ken a few more times, I think she is too."
Ling Jiuyue looked at his cute appearance and couldn't help but smile. She put down her wait and turned towards the bedroom. She saw that nothing in the house had changed, as if they had never experienced separation and sadness in these years.
"Dad, will the monster steal my mother away?"
After waiting behind him, he was too tired to raise his head, so he simply looked down at Ling Jiuyue's feet.
"No." Ling Jiuyue said in a calm and firm tone, "No one can steal her away from me anymore. If she doesn't allow it, I won't allow it either!"
Tidai nodded in understanding, opened his arms and said: "^_^Dad, hold Tidai. I can't walk anymore."
Ling Jiuyue turned around and leaned forward to hold him in her arms, "What's wrong with your head?"
"Fight." Daida admitted honestly, and then added after thinking: "I am a man, and I want to fight to protect my mother!"
This way dad won't scold Tatai.
Naturally, Ling Jiuyue wouldn't scold him. Men would know better about the psychology of boys when they were young. Boys just have to fight, and it would be abnormal not to fight!
Although Mr. Ling is now the deputy director of the great Procuratorate, he is handsome, handsome, gentle as jade, and always smiles when he sees everyone; who would have thought that when he was a child, he would ride on Liang Moge and hit him every day until Liang Moge called him "
"Brother".
However, not long after, Ling Xi became even worse than the little bully Ling Jiuyue back then, and he was like a little devil in the world.
*****
Lin Jiu lowered his head and remained silent. His eyelashes wet with tears trembled slightly. His fingers fell on his knees, so stiff that he seemed to have lost consciousness.
Xiao Zimo couldn't wait for her answer. He slowly lowered his head and stared at her with his phoenix eyes. He was silent for a while, with a self-deprecating smile flowing at the corner of his mouth——
"I see."
When Lin Jiu glanced at him, Xiao Zimo stretched out his fingers to gently wipe away the tears on her cheeks. With an unprecedented smile on his lips, he said very gently: "Ajiu, I won't force you anymore. I
I hate you and will never forgive you!"
Her silent tears rolled down slowly, and she saw that the sadness in his eyes was not intentional, it was uncontrollable...
He touched her hot tears with his fingertips and chuckled, "Ajiu, you shed these tears for me, right? How wonderful that you are finally willing to shed tears for me..."
"R-no..." The mist in front of her eyes blurred his stern outline, but the injury under his eyes was permanently imprinted in her heart.
"Don't say you're sorry..." Xiao Zimo lowered his fingers and arced lonely through the air, his voice cold and decisive, "I want you to feel guilty and remember me forever, I want to curse you and Ling Jiuyue,
Never be happy."
The desolate voice slowly ended. He stood up, turned around, picked up the wisteria flowers on the ground, and walked out of her sight step by step.
The back is very straight, the tall back, the solidity, the loneliness, the vicissitudes of life are very sad.
Lin Jiu's eyes were filled with tears, and she watched his figure gradually leave from the corner of her eye. What was getting farther and farther was not only the distance between them, but also his hatred for her!!
After all, he left her nothing.
Except guilt.
There was silence in the room, only soft sobs could be heard, not very loud, but they were being suppressed with all their strength, and tears were flooding on the cheeks crazily, almost causing a disaster.
Xiao Zimo lied to her.
She also lied to Xiao Zimo.
But in the end, they were both deceived and hurt, but they were unable to hate each other.
Because in relationships, there are never bad people, they are just helpless and unable to control themselves.
However, in love, we all honestly only fulfill ourselves.
Xiao Zimo slowly walked into the elevator holding the wisteria flowers. The elevator door slowly closed. For a moment, his body leaned heavily against the cold and hard wall behind. The tears that had been spreading in his pupils slowly fell down without any warning.
, can no longer suppress it.
The silver wall reflected the faint traces of tears on his handsome face, and the corners of his mouth remained stiff with a self-deprecating smile.
He asked himself what kind of suffering Xiao Zimo had not endured in these years, what kind of people he had not met; he thought that he would never be sincere again, but then he met that late love.
He has been doing everything he can, whether he is cheating or despicable, he wants to confirm this kind of love, and even wants to catch the tail of love...
It's just that that little bullshit little angel who kept his butt exposed and shot arrows all day long never paid attention to him.
Never.
The elevator door opened with a ding. He stood up straight and strode out quickly without looking back, without a trace of nostalgia. His footsteps stopped when he reached the trash can.
He threw the wisteria that was in full bloom into the trash can, put his green-white fingers as clear as jade bamboo into his pocket, took out a small velvet red box, and opened it——
The dazzling diamonds glowed, whether it was irony or sympathy...
She would never know that she had defeated a man's most sincere heart, leaving nothing behind.
He hates marriage and hates children.
But in the end he was willing to let go of everything and give her marriage...
And she, from beginning to end, disdained anything he gave her.
Xiao Zimo, if you are the second biggest fool in the world.
So who is ranked first?
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Waitai lay on Ling Jiuyue's shoulder and fell asleep unconsciously.
Ling Jiuyue put him on the big bed and tiptoed out of the room. She didn't hear any movement from the next door. She hesitated in her steps, but finally walked over.
Xiao Zimo and Wisteria disappeared, leaving Lin Jiu sitting there alone, like a person without intuition, with his lowered eyes covering all his emotions.
He walked gently to her, knelt down, looked up at her Bai Xi's skin, and couldn't help but gently touch her cheek with his fingers, "Our family will never be separated."
Lin Jiu's eyelashes fluttered when she heard his gentle voice, and her eyes slowly fell on his cheek, "I will always be indebted to him."
Ling Jiuyue didn't quite understand what she meant.
"He lied to me..." Lin Jiu's hoarse voice slowly rose, "Nothing happened between me and him on the night you got married. He lied to me and you... In the end, I lied to him..."
From beginning to end, Xiao Zimo never did anything to substantially harm her except forcing her.
Ling Jiuyue's eyes were full of surprise. When her fingers dropped, they were slightly loose and clasped tightly.
with her.
"There is no sin in loving each other." Ling Jiuyue said lightly. If it weren't for Xiao Zimo's insistence on forcing each other, Xiaojiu would not have been in a dilemma and finally chose to leave. "Xiaojiu, stop being timid and hesitant.
How much time do we have to waste in this life?"
If we no longer love each other, we will be old.
Lin Jiu stretched out her hands to hold his cheeks, and pressed her forehead gently against his. The faint warmth blended together, just like when he met her for the first time...
One glance sealed the fate for thousands of years.
Warm sunlight poured in through the patterned glass, falling on them and giving them a faint halo.
The two figures are like a fusion of ink paintings, beautiful and charming.
The sun shines all over the city.
Their Ling Xi next door was sleeping soundly and sweetly, dreaming of sweet dreams.
Peace of mind and peaceful love.
for many years.
****
Australia.
The sun is shining brightly, the scenery is beautiful, and the air seems to be filled with green grass.
A series of hurried doorbells rang, and Tuoer put down the half-knitted sweater in his hands and stood up to open the door.
Opening the door and seeing the person standing in front of him, Tuo'er's face suddenly turned miserable, fear and anxiety flashed in his eyes, and his voice was trembling, "You, why are you here?"
Since leaving the court, he has never come to see her again.
Xiao Zimo's face was stern and calm, and he said solemnly: "I'm not here to steal your daughter from you, so there's no need to be so afraid."
Hearing his words, Tuo'er's tense mood relaxed slightly, she stepped aside and said, "Please come in."
Xiao Zimo stepped in and glanced at the house. It was quite large and the decoration was very warm. There was a wicker chair near the indoor balcony; he could almost think of Mu Rutong'er every afternoon with mild sunshine.
Lying on a wicker chair and basking in the sun.
It's her preference.
"Please drink tea." Tuo'er handed the cup to him, and the color on his face gradually recovered.
Xiao Zimo picked up the cup and took a sip, with a faint smile on his lips, "Your tea-making skills have not changed at all over the years."
Tuo'er sat down on the chair in front of him and said nothing.
"They are together." Xiao Zimo put down the tea cup, his dark eyes looking sharper at her, "You should know."
Tuo'er nodded gently: "Jiuyue called me and said that they have a child named Daidai. I heard it's very cute."
Xiao Zimo thought of the child who had a double relationship, "It's quite cute." He seemed to be carved from the same mold as his father.
Tuo'er took a teacup and sipped the tea, wondering what the purpose of his visit was.
"I heard that you opened a flower shop and the business is doing well, but now you leave it to someone else to take care of it. You stay with Mingzhu every day."
"Yes." Tuo'er put down the cup with a glance and looked at him intently, "Xiao Zimo, just say whatever you want. I admit that I will never be your match in front of you."
Xiao Zimo smiled carelessly, holding the cup and sipping lightly, "Now that things have happened, what else do you think I can do?"
He was confused and didn't say a word.
"She left you here, living a worry-free life and being protected, so what can I do?" These words were somewhat helpless and desolate.
Thinking about how many times he has fallen and stood up in his life, he has never truly lost.
In the end, he lost to the woman he wanted most.
Sad, ridiculous.
Tuo'er reached out and took the cup in his hand and placed it gently in front of him, "Xiao Zimo, it's so easy to let go of a thought. You have been despicable and proud all your life, but it will be of no use to Lin Jiu. Why force yourself anymore?"
Belongs to you..."
Xiao Zimo's eyes fell on the tea cup in front of him, with a faint smile flowing at the corner of his mouth, "Can you really let it go? Everything about Ling Jiuyue!"
"I've let it go." Tuo'er said lightly, with a faint hurt between her eyebrows. She had loved two men in her life, but she had never truly received their love. They both loved the same woman.
I don’t know if it’s the sadness of fate or her sadness.
"I have been living a very peaceful life in Australia these past few years. Mingzhu is everything to me and I am very satisfied with her. Jiuyue is a dream in my heart. I am dreaming about everything about him here. I don't have to be afraid of myself."
Love becomes twisted and crazy. When you can't see him, you can be bolder, love him unscrupulously, and experience the feeling of loving him..."
"Are you going to dream this dream to death?" Xiao Zimo couldn't tell whether she was pathetic or pitiful.
Maybe it's the same.
"Isn't it good?" Tuo'er chuckled, as gentle as a flower, "I love him well in my heart, and he and Xiaojiu love each other well there. This is our ending!"
I can't tell whether this ending is sad or happy.
Tong'er and Xiao Zimo used to be as intimate as lovers and had a daughter, but they never fell in love for a day.
Xiao Zimo loves Lin Jiu, but he can only sit in front of the mother of his daughter, who loves the same man as Lin Jiu, and talk about the past of their respective loved ones.
Bit by bit.
Along this bumpy journey, who can say who is right and who can say who is wrong...
There are mixed joys and sorrows, everyone has his own sadness, and there is an indescribable sourness and astringency in everyone's heart.
Looking back at the past, we just loved and hurt along the way; loving the people we thought we loved, hurting the people who loved us without hesitation.
But at the end of the ending, who can insist on waiting for whom?
I pray that I can love you well from a distance.
I pray that I can make you remember me with guilt throughout your life.
That seven-year wasted time is the most bitter but also the most touching. Its name is——
Jiuyue and Xiaojiu.
Young Master: The 5,000-word update has been completed today! Please call me diligent Young Master! ^_^ Do you think this is the end? That’s it? That’s it?