'Fanwai' suddenly ruined several years and 5 owe you
."Extra" suddenly ruined several years (5)
"You don't want to be taken care of by me, then why did you come here with me?" Xiao Zimo looked at his daughter intently. They both knew each other well and had not spoken out over the years, but they didn't want to be embarrassed.
Mingzhu thought she could pretend not to know if she didn't tell him, pretending that he was not her father and that Jiuyue was her daddy.
But, can you continue to pretend now?
His curled eyelashes trembled slightly, his head lowered, and his uninjured right hand slowly stretched out in front of him from behind his body.
Xiao Zimo looked down at her thin fingers, which were painfully dry. He gently placed the ointment on her palm and said softly: "I believe you can take care of yourself."
Mingzhu stiffened and raised her head. Although her eyes were dark, the blurry outline appeared in her mind, and she could no longer remember the appearance of others.
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to call me dad or uncle. This will be your home from now on. No one will force you to do anything you don't like. As long as it is what you want, I will give it to you. As long as you can do it well
, happily."
Xiao Zimo really doesn't know how to take care of a child, but he will work hard and learn how to be a good father.
"Have a good rest. I'll go out first. If you need anything, please call the internal line. The housekeeper will be at your service at any time." Xiao Zimo's faint voice fell in the air, and he turned around and left the room with a quick stride.
Mingzhu heard the soft closing of the door, her fingers were still frozen in the air, her fingertips trembled slightly, she gradually grasped the slightly cold ointment, and tears slowly fell from her eyes.
Everything here is designed according to Australian rooms. She is familiar with it and will not hurt herself.
It's just that everything here is very strange, there is no mommy's breath, calmness, and it's strange and scary.
Mingzhu slowly tightened her palms, grasped the ointment, slowly squatted down, hugged herself, and suppressed low sobs. Tears continued to flow from her dull black pupils, glowing with sadness and despair.
Mommy, I'm so scared. I'm so scared of everything here. It's very strange, very cold and very dark...
I will be good in the future and I won't cause you any trouble. Even so, aren't you willing to ask for the pearl?
That year, the little pearl was finally abandoned by fate, and she continued to sink alone in the dark and cold world.
I once longed to be saved, but no one came to respond.
Children who can grow up normally are lucky, but those children who are abandoned by fate can only look down at the darkness and holes in their hearts for many years. What should those abyss be filled with in the long years to come?
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When Xiao Zimo rushed to Tuo'er's home, he saw her unconscious on the ground and immediately sent her to the hospital for emergency treatment.
After some rescue efforts, she was temporarily out of danger and was transferred to the ward for recovery.
The doctor has already said that it will only take a day or two for the family to be mentally prepared.
Xiao Zimo returned to the ward and watched her in a coma, looking so peaceful, pale, and thin, as if she could leave with the wind at any time.
Is such a woman really going to die?
Her life has never truly blossomed, is it about to wither?
The hawk's eyes couldn't help but turn scarlet, and his heart hurt as if thousands of needles were pricking him. There was even a little bit of regret deep in his heart.
Why? Why didn't you treat her better in the first place?
Even just a little bit.
Tuan'er didn't know when she woke up, her eyes fell on his gloomy face, and her thin fingers slowly pulled a corner of his face.
"Are you awake?" Xiao Zimo glanced at her.
"Don't be sad." Tuo'er spoke softly, her lips were dry and cracked, "Life and death are fateful, it's no big deal."
"Who is sad?" Xiao Zimo had an ugly sneer on his lips, suppressing his heartache, "Mu Rutuo'er, don't be sentimental. I'm not sad for you, not at all."
"Oh." Tuo'er responded gently. Her eyes were so gentle and calm, and she seemed to have no regrets when she looked at him.
When the cold fingers were about to pull away, Xiao Zimo grabbed her hand fiercely and held it hard. His voice was low and hoarse, "Mu Rutun'er, I'm warning you, you'd better hold on for me! Otherwise, I will
You will definitely marry any woman and go home, and you will see if she will treat your pearl well."
Tuo'er was stunned, staring at him with warm eyes, and a bright smile flowing at the corner of her mouth, "You can't do it. Xiao Zimo, you can't do it..."
"I can!"
"You don't know how." Tuan'er's expression was calm, but his voice was extremely determined.
Xiao Zimo, you will not marry any woman, because the position in your heart is occupied by a woman named Lin Jiu, and there is no room for anyone else.
Except for Mingzhu, you will never accept the approach of any woman.
Tuo'er's eyes moved little by little towards the pale ceiling, seeming to mutter to himself: "I wonder if he is doing well? With Lin Jiuhe by his side, he will be doing very well, better than anyone else."
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Xiao Zimo's heart twitched when he heard her old voice. Why did she always think of others like this?
If she had been willing to think about herself, maybe things wouldn't be like this today.
The sadness filled the cold ward and was boundless.
After a long silence, she suddenly looked at Xiao Zimo and said firmly: "Xiao Zimo, I want to be discharged from the hospital."
"You can't be discharged from the hospital now." Xiao Zimo refused. Her body, in the words of the doctor, was completely exhausted, and it was possible at any time...
After being rescued this time, who can guarantee that I will be so lucky next time.
"I don't want to die in this cold hospital." Tong'er's clear black and white pupils shed crystal tears without any sound, "I want to go home."
Go back to the place where he still has his breath and his presence.
Xiao Zimo secretly put away his other hand. He really didn't want her to be discharged from the hospital, but at this moment, facing her pleading, he didn't know how to say it if he refused.
Tuo'er stared at him closely with longing and pleading eyes. Now, the only person she could turn to was him.
"Okay." Xiao Zimo couldn't resist her, and finally slowly closed his eyes and spoke one word between his teeth, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
"Thank you, thank you." A hoarse voice came out faintly, and hot tears ran across his face, soaking the pillow cover.
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At the airport, Ling Jiuyue and Lin Jiuyue got off the plane, but there was more of a kid in their arms than expected.
I originally wanted to leave the waiti to Bai Su to take care of me for a few days, but the waiti refused and insisted on following Lin Jiu.
Lin Jiu was so troubled that she had no choice but to bring him here.
Ling Jiuyue wanted to send them to the hotel to rest first, but Lin Jiu was unwilling. It was more important to see Tuo'er first.
Since I didn't feel sleepy at all, I naturally wanted to follow suit.
Ling Jiuyue nodded and had no choice but to take a taxi with them.
He was still in high spirits when he got in the car. After sitting for less than half an hour, he fell asleep in Lin Jiu's arms. Ling Jiuyue took off her coat and covered him.
Lin Jiuyue looked at Ling Jiuyue. The two people's eyes met each other. In the flowing light, only each other understood. Ling Jiuyue patted her fingers gently, with a comforting smile on her lips, faint and gloomy.
No need to say anything, Lin Jiu knew in her heart that her heart was as sad, regretful and regretful as Jiu Yue's.
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Tuan'er returned home, looking at the familiar furniture and layout, with a faint smile on her lips, and the emptiness in her eyes gradually turned into contentment. She weakly walked back to the room, took out a piece of clothing from the closet, put it on, and sat down
In front of the dressing table, lightly apply powder on yourself to make yourself look better.
It's just that the woman in the mirror has a haggard face and dull eyes, as if she might fall down at any time.
Xiao Zimo stood behind her, watching her fingers holding the lip gloss trembling, and stepped forward to take her lip gloss, "I'll help you."
"Thank you." Tong'er's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.
Xiao Zimo took the fragrant lip gloss and gently applied it on her chapped and bloodless lips. The veins were throbbing when he pinched them tightly with his fingers. His eyes were dry and painful. His throat seemed to be blocked by something. It was very uncomfortable, almost
asphyxia.
Tuo'er saw her own appearance in his dark eyes, and her pink-stained lips gently pursed into a beautiful curve, "Xiao Zimo, do I look good?"
"It looks good." Xiao Zimo nodded, his voice almost hoarse and hard to hear.
Her beauty is a kind of "quiet" beauty that emanates from her bones; just like the quiet beauty of Qiu Ju, there is stubbornness in her bones.
Tuo'er smiled lightly, her eyelids kept drooping, and she was a little unable to hold on anymore, but she tried hard to speak, her voice was as soft as a needle dropped on the ground, "Don't let Mingzhu know that I left her forever, wait until she grows up."
One thing, she is still too young, too young..."
"Okay." Xiao Zimo nodded, looking at her with unspeakable sadness and pain in his gloomy eyes.
"I have never made her happy. Xiao Zimo, you are her father. You must make her happy...When she grows up, find a man who loves her wholeheartedly. Don't...don't be like me."
I have never been loved by the man I love in my life.
"Okay." Xiao Zimo held her cold fingers and solemnly promised: "I promise you, I will make our daughter the happiest little princess in the world."
A faint smile appeared at the corner of Tuo'er's mouth, and she stood up slowly. The world was spinning, and Ying's frail body was swaying, almost losing her balance and about to fall.
Xiao Zimo immediately stood up and supported her, "What do you want to do?" It's spring and autumn.
"I want to go to the living room." Tu'er leaned in his arms and spoke weakly.
"I'll help you over." Xiao Zimo held her shoulders with both hands, letting all her weight rest on him.
Slowly helping her to the living room, Tuo'er suddenly stopped and looked at the open door of the study room full of longing and fascination, "He likes to be in the study room the most. He always frowns when doing work, but if I give him a cup
For tea, he would always say thank you politely and smile gently at me, but his frown would never loosen..."
"When he is not working, he also likes to be in a daze in the study. His eyes will become empty and confused. I know...I know that he must be thinking about Lin Jiu..."
"Stop talking, sit down and rest for a while." Xiao Zimo couldn't stop anymore. Her eyes and tone were so full of longing and yearning. Her love for herself was crazy, without any care, for Jiu Yue.
Love is truly unforgettable.
Xiao Zimo helped her sit on the sofa. Tuo'er's trembling fingers couldn't help but caress the coffee table. Tears were shining in his eyes. His voice was so humble that he could no longer see himself.
"I really, really love him, and really want to be with him...but I know, I know that I am not qualified to have him, so...so I don't even dare to say the words "love him" to him.
, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that he won't even want to look at me after he finds out..."
Xiao Zimo listened quietly, his thin lips pursed in an uncurved line, and his eyes glanced at the clock hanging on the wall——
My previous phone call should have arrived even if I was booking a flight for the next night.
"Xiao Zimo, do you still love Lin Jiu?" Tuo'er suddenly turned her head and looked at him with tears in her eyes.
"Love." Xiao Zimo answered without any hesitation.
"Look... how ridiculous we are." Tong'er blinked and gasped as he spoke, "I love you, but you don't love me, I love Jiuyue, Jiuyue doesn't love me, you love Xiaojiu, but Xiaojiu doesn't love you.
...From the beginning to the end, we are just a ridiculous supporting role...a sad supporting role."
"Tu'er..."
Xiao Zimo frowned, but before he finished speaking, Qu'er's whole body leaned against his arms without any strength, as if it had turned into a puddle of dust and would disappear with a gust of wind.
"I really want to see him again, but I don't dare to see him, because I don't want him to sympathize with me, and I don't want him to pity me... I know in my heart that the kindness he treats me is just because he sympathizes with me and pitifully
It’s just me…”
Tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes, and his voice trembled softly, "Xiao Zimo, do you think if he knew that I was leaving soon, would he feel sorry for me..."
"Yes." Xiao Zimo gently picked up the ends of her hair with his fingers. Her hair was no longer silky and silky like her youthful appearance, but looked like a handful of withered grass, like her life that was about to disappear.
"Then I... still don't want him to see me..." Tong'er muttered to himself, his eyelids drooping constantly. He was really sad. "I don't want him to feel sad for me... I just want him to be well."
Yes, it is happiness..."
The sound gradually disappeared into the cold room, and the eyes slowly closed, a little by little. The curled eyelashes quietly covered the eyes, and he slept peacefully.
"Mu Rutong'er, are you a fool?" Xiao Zimo tightened his arms and hugged her tightly, his voice was so numb that he no longer knew what sadness was, "You must be a fool... You are going to die and you still care what we do.
What?"
We all owe you, we all owe you...
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The car has been stationary since twenty minutes ago, and the long driveway is blocked by water. It is a dream to move at all.
Ling Jiuyue's face became darker as she waited, and anxiety flowed in her cold eyes.
He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to make it in time, and that Tong'er wouldn't be able to wait that long...
Lin Jiu released a hand and held his hand tightly, comforting softly: "It's okay, Tuo'er is very strong, she will definitely be able to hold on..."
Ling Jiuyue met her gaze and nodded hesitantly.
The uneasiness in his eyes was increasing, and he had a very bad feeling in his heart, as if he was missing something.
Young Master: Today’s 4,000-word update!!! Today’s update is early enough! Have you woken up? The sound of a squeak when you wake up proves that you are alive...