'Fanwai' suddenly ruined several springs and autumns 6 When the dream wakes up
."Extra" Suddenly lost several years (6) When I wake up from the dream
Tuo'er leaned in his arms. She didn't know how long she had slept. She just felt that the strength and temperature of her body were losing little by little. Her curled eyelashes trembled a few times, and she slowly opened her eyes, vaguely.
Suddenly he seemed to see that majestic face right in front of him.
I fell into such a warm and warm embrace that I couldn't help myself.
"Jiuyue... you're here, aren't you... you've come to see me..." A weak voice came quietly.
Xiao Zimo was startled, his body stiffened, and he lowered his head, looking at Tuo'er's haggard, pale, bloodless cheeks with puzzled eyes, wondering what she was talking about.
Tuo'er leaned in his arms, slowly raised her head and looked at his profile carefully, her eyes were affectionate and bitter, and the light in her eyes was so weak, as if it would disappear at any time.
"Jiuyue, you are finally willing to come see me. I have been waiting for you, right..."
The crystal clear tears passed by silently, and the lips were so bitter from the corners of the eyes...
She was no longer conscious, and she recognized herself as Ling Jiuyue.
What a shame this is for Xiao Zimo!
"I'm not Ling Jiuyue, I'm Xiao Zimo." This sentence stuck in his throat. He wanted to say it, but looking at her affectionate and desperate eyes, he couldn't say it.
She was thinking about Ling Jiuyue in her heart. She really wanted to see Ling Jiuyue again, but she didn't dare. She didn't even have the courage to disturb his life...
She is such a woman who always lives silently, thinking, loving, complaining, suppressing herself to the point of collapse, and unwilling to disturb other people's lives.
"It's...it's me...I'm here...to see you." Xiao Zimo said hoarsely and intermittently. He couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, but he felt very uncomfortable and didn't want to disappoint her before she left.
beautiful fantasy.
Her lips wet with tears raised a faint smile of satisfaction. She leaned into his arms and kissed his chest sideways. She felt him tighten his strength and hug her tightly. She didn't even dare to imagine such a scene.
.
Now, she really looked forward to it.
"Jiuyue... I'm so happy... You're finally here. I've been dreaming in my heart. In the dream, I can tell you that I love you, and I can hold you gently, even if it's just for a moment.
I'm so happy just seconds later. I know the person you love most in your heart is Xiaojiu. Your heart can't tolerate anyone else. I don't dare to expect you to like me, but occasionally I will greedily hope in my heart.
, can you take a look at me, even if it’s just a glance..."
"Tu'er..." Xiao Zimo's heart tightened as he listened to her words. He glanced at the clock on the wall with his peripheral vision, wondering why Ling Jiuyue hadn't come yet...
Doesn't he know that Tuo'er has been waiting?
"Jiuyue, the four years I lived with you were the happiest time in my life...I have never regretted marrying you...even if it was a fake marriage...but I...can't help but integrate myself into
In the role of a wife, taking care of you...taking care of Mingzhu has become the greatest joy and happiness in my life. I have thought about how great it would be if she didn't come back...if she didn't come back and we just lived like this for the rest of our lives...
. But she still came back... When she comes back, I will give you back to her..."
"Stop talking...Tu'er...stop talking..." Xiao Zimo's voice was choked.
Tuo'er's breathing became weaker and weaker, and no matter how hard Xiao Zimo hugged her, he couldn't retain the lost body temperature, and she gradually became colder.
"You are my borrowed happiness...How can you be happy with borrowed happiness...Borrowed happiness must be repaid eventually..." Tears fell silently, with clear black and white pupils.
The water mist was hazy, "Jiuyue...can I be willful and beg you for the last time...please kiss me...kiss Mu Rutong'er, not Xiaojiu..."
That night, Ling Jiuyue kissed her lips, but all she could think of was Lin Jiu's name.
She really wanted to be kissed by Jiu Yue and let him kiss Mu Rutong'er. She was not Lin Jiu's substitute or anyone else's substitute.
Xiao Zimo's deep eyes glanced at the clock and the door, with a faint sneer on his merciless lips.
Mu Rutong'er, he won't come... The man you love till death won't come to see you.
Why are you such a stupid woman? Why do you fall in love with a man who is destined not to fall in love with you? Ling Jiuyue and I are the worst and baddest bastards in the world. How can we deserve your deep love?
Little by little, his dark eyes met her confused and expectant eyes. She was once so beautiful, but he deprived her of her best innocence and years. Could it be that in the end he couldn't even satisfy her little extravagant wish and let her live without regrets?
Can't you even leave?
Xiao Zimo, who was as proud as him, smiled and murmured softly: "Okay". He leaned forward and pressed his thin lips coldly against her cold lips, which was slightly cold to the touch; her lips were no longer as soft as they used to be.
It's so smooth and smooth that people can't seem to get enough of it.
Now she is exhausted and old, like an old tree that has died from the core. Her rough lips are full of cracks. Just like her fate, no piece of intact skin has been damaged by the years, leaving only scars.
That night, Xiao Zimo really wanted to love Ah Jiu, but his pride and self-esteem did not allow him to be another man's substitute; but at this moment, he felt sorry for the fact that he had never loved
The woman became that man's substitute...
I don’t know if this is the greatness of fate or his irony.
Tears fell slowly and gently from the corners of her eyes. In her blurred vision, she seemed to gradually see clearly the cold outline in front of her eyes. Her heart felt desolate, and the sadness in the sky was boundless.
It turned out that I still had a dream in the end.
If it is a dream, you will wake up.
Enough...really enough...she was really tired of walking in this life. She loved Xiao Zimo desperately and fell in love with Ling Jiuyue in a daze. Everything was enough.
A woman will always love two men in her life, one is desperate and the other is tender and attached; the two men experience a new woman, although in the end they will be missing in this woman's life.
"Thanks..."
The slight movement of her lips and the faint gratitude seemed to be his illusion. What are you grateful for?
Is it to thank Ling Jiuyue who gave her a happy time, or to thank Xiao Zimo who put down her pride and self-esteem and became a substitute for her?
Who knows.
Tuo'er looked at him with gentle eyes, and smiled gently at the corner of her mouth, as if she had no regrets anymore. Her eyelashes as thin as cicada wings trembled violently for a while, and then she gradually returned to the ending given to her by fate - fragmented.
His eyes kept sinking, and the light in his eyes was like the wick of an oil lamp that had burned to the last second and gradually went out...
This young life was lost.
The fingers that were holding on to his sleeves were gradually pulled away, tracing a lonely arc in the deserted air, and then falling downwards...
"Tu'er..."
The next second, the door was pushed open, and Ling Jiuyue gasped for air. At that moment, she saw Tuo'er's hand crossing the arc of silence and then falling, as if a knife was stabbing into her heart...
Too late...
In the end it was too late....
That second of being late separated Yin and Yang from now on, never to meet again.
How can life be so cruel.
Ling Jiuyue stood blankly at the door, looking at the eternally sleeping person with cold eyes. Pain and unspeakable sadness flowed in her eyes. The sweat on her forehead silently flowed down along her handsome outline...
Xiao Zimo hugged her who had lost her warmth tightly, the veins on his hands were exposed, his face showed indescribable hurt and pain, he slowly raised his head to look at Ling Jiuyue, with complex resentment in his dark eyes, and his voice was low.
Dumb, extreme anger leads to extreme indifference.
"Do you know that she has been waiting for you... She took her last breath and just wanted to see you for the last time... Ling Jiuyue... at this moment... what do you have with me?
the difference?"
We gave our deep love, tenderness and attachment to Ah Jiu, but we all ignored this woman who has been loving us quietly.
What is the difference between Xiao Zimo and Ling Jiuyue?
They are both kind to those they love and cruel to those who love them. They only care about the scenery they like and ignore the scenery that has been waiting for them.
Are they wrong? They just don't love, that's all.
Was Mu Rutong'er wrong? She just fell in love involuntarily, that's all.
A person's life is full of ups and downs. Love, love, hate, and hate are entangled until in the end, they cannot be brought into the loess, only the bones are left.
***
Xiao Zimo was responsible for Tuo'er's funeral. There were not many people, only those she loved.
Respecting Ju'er's wishes, Mingzhu was not informed of her death, but Xiao Zimo ordered his servants to prepare a set of black clothes for her, and even the hair tie was black.
On the day of the burial, it was cloudy and drizzling. The spring was shaking and the autumn was changing.
Xiao Zimo talked to Mingzhu for a long time the night before, saying that he was attending a friend's funeral and that she should go.
Standing in front of the tombstone, everyone's face was extremely sad. They were wearing solemn black clothes, holding umbrellas, and staring at the black and white smiles on the tombstone. They were young, simple, and beautiful.
Mingzhu stood there, motionless, with a chill in the autumn wind blowing in her face. Xiao Zimo stood beside her. Although he was holding an umbrella and tilted it all over her, half of his clothes were still soaked by the drizzle.
Her pale cheeks were expressionless, numb and almost soulless. She would blink occasionally, and her curled eyelashes were trembling slightly. She didn't know who was buried, but the heavy atmosphere made her feel depressed and uneasy.
The fingers hanging next to his body grasped his clothes, and the joints of the bones were protruding from the force. The crows standing on the branches nearby screamed, making the sadness nowhere to hide, flowing everywhere, cold and dark, endless.
No one said anything while looking at the tombstone, but everyone had many, many things to say in their hearts.
Lin Jiu stepped forward and placed the lily in front of the tombstone. He looked at her with tears in his eyes. He couldn't help but gently caress her young face with his fingers, feeling cold and wet...
Ling Jiuyue stepped forward and put down Lily, put her arms around Lin Jiu's shoulders and patted her gently, as if to comfort her.
Xiao Zimo walked to the tombstone with Mingzhu in hand, and at the same time put down the lily in his hand. The white petals were stained with raindrops and swayed gently in the wind.
Tong'er, although I couldn't tell Mingzhu that you were leaving, I still brought her here. I know you would hope that she could send you on your last journey.
Don't worry, I will take good care of our daughter, make her grow up healthily, and one day return all the happiness I owe her to her.
In this way, can you leave with peace of mind and no regrets?
Today he was wearing a small black suit. Although he didn't like it, his mother had repeatedly warned him not to take it off today or talk nonsense, so he remained serious and didn't take off the clothes that were annoying to bind his body.
Actually, he was not in the mood today because he saw the girl who was a little older than him.
My mother said that she was my sister, but she was blind.
I don't understand when my father and my mother gave birth to a sister for me, and why her eyes can't be seen?
And what is her relationship with that weird guy who wants to steal her car?
Ling Jiuyue asked Daidai and Mingzhu to get in the car first, while she had a few words with Xiao Zimo.
"Mingzhu, you and Dai stay in the car and wait for us. You'll be fine soon." Lin Jiu looked at Ming Zhu with pitiful eyes, her heart tightening and painful, and she said uneasily to Dai: "Tai Dai, and
Sister is waiting for us in the car, no running around, no bullying, do you hear me?"
"I heard it!" Waiting for the lazy reply, he looked at the pearl with eyes like a fox, wondering in his heart: Is this sister made of wood? She can't laugh, cry or speak.
Lin Jiu closed the door gently and walked towards the two men talking.
When Mingzhu saw Jiu Yue and Lin Jiu again, she wasn't as disgusted with them as before, but she didn't reject them either. She politely and politely called them, "Daddy, Godmother."
After that, he never wanted to speak again.
Waitai was bored sitting there. He wanted to get out of the car and heard his mother's words but he didn't dare to get out of the car. The atmosphere today was very strange. He had better not make his mother angry. His eyes rolled around and finally fell on Mingzhu next to him.
"Can't you see? Why are you always looking out the window?"
Moreover, there is nothing good to see outside the window.
Mingzhu was indifferent and seemed not to hear.
"Hey, I'm talking to you!" Zhidai was ignored and was very annoyed, "My name is Ling Xi, Ling Jiuyue's Ling, Hope's Xi. What about you? The one who doesn't speak is a little pig."
piggy……
The still eyelashes trembled slightly. Memory Daddy likes to tease himself with piglets. Those joys seem to have happened a long, long time ago.
She slowly turned her head, and her fingers groped in mid-air for a long time. Finally, she touched the waiting cheek, and her cool fingertips carefully touched his forehead, eyebrows, and the bridge of his nose...
Waitai was stunned for a moment, and immediately became furious the next second: "You, you, you, why are you touching my face?"
Small face, small ears, suspected to be flushed.
The little bully has never had his cheek touched like this by a girl, not even his mother!
"Wait a minute..." Mingzhu whispered softly, her fingers trailing down the bridge of his nose and landing on his lips, "Ling Jiuyue's Ling, Hope's Xi, Ling Xi, you are my brother!"
Many years later, the little bully's treatment was something that the demon Ling Xi could never forget when he grew up. The invisible girl who was older than herself said in an extremely sad and desolate voice: Ling Xi, you are my brother.
ah!"
Young Master: Lin Jiu’s extra chapter will end tomorrow. This is a confirmed date, I’m not fooling you... Is it sudden or unexpected?