.〖Extra〗If you don’t marry someone other than your wife, your years will be wasted
When Xiaochen introduced "her" to me very carefully, I dismissed her. How powerful could she be?
No matter how powerful she is, she is just a woman.
For me, there are only two types of women: those I want to have sex with, and those I don’t want to have sex with.
When I first saw her, her dark eyes were like two black holes. For a moment, I felt that she was not a woman.
Which woman can be like this, go through everything without breaking down, and still be with a man?
Si Lan, to me, obviously belongs to the former group - I really want to have sex with her.
I am the illegitimate son of the Li family, but I can't get on the stage. I can only deal with the dirty and unknown things for them. Then, I leave all the glamor to them.
They don't understand the principle that things must turn in reverse. I understand. I even borrowed Si Lan's power to overthrow the Li family. Only when the Li family is completely destroyed can I build my own transition.
I have really thought about falling in love with her. As long as I see her eyes, the blood in my body will boil, as if a vampire who has been thirsty for a long time needs fresh blood to quench his thirst.
I deliberately exposed Lan Sichen's false identity, deliberately watched her collapse, and deliberately wanted to know how long she could last. I thought I had a chance to get close to her, but I didn't expect-
She is crazy.
Because Xu Ningmo died, because she found out that the person she loved was Lan Sichen, she drove herself crazy.
I secretly looked at her, but she didn't have any expression, her empty eyes no longer had any brilliance, and she looked very embarrassed. She was simply not the woman I wanted.
Only then did I realize that the one I wanted was someone who would smile gently when standing next to Lan Sichen, speak with a soft and soft voice like a child, be tough and cold as ice when facing others.
I watched with cold eyes, watching her and Lan Sichen entangle with each other, hurting each other again and again. At the beginning, I was dismissive and contemptuous, but in the end I could no longer sneer.
Because I have never seen such a stupid woman. She had her heart ripped out, betrayed by her own sister, and abandoned again and again by the person she loved. She still has the ability to believe in love, and she is even willing to dig out her heart again for the man she loves.
kidney.
Why is she not crazy?
I have never seen such a man. When he is cold, he can take out people's hearts without blinking. When he is affectionate, he can even risk his own life, or even his own face, self-respect, and pride. He will sacrifice himself in order to forgive his sins.
Become humbler than dust.
He's not a fool, so what?
A fool, a madman, if they can't be together in the end, then the world will be really blind.
She went to England and he chased her to England, but he didn't dare to appear in front of her. I sent the ring to her by express delivery as a gift from me.
They finally got together, and even though they lived a very poor life in England, they seemed very happy.
What Silan doesn't know is that I have always been looking at her. As long as I am not busy at work, I will always fly to the UK and see her standing side by side with him from a distance, their fingers intertwined tenderly.
What a beautiful picture.
I just didn’t expect them to be deported in the end. After learning the reason, I laughed so hard while lying on the sofa; my female companion snuggled next to me, staring at me with very surprised eyes, and asked puzzledly: "Zhe, what's wrong with you?"
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I laughed so hard that tears almost came out, and I told her that I saw a madman and a fool falling in love.
The female companion stared at me with a very strange look. I did not explain how others would understand some things.
The last time I saw her was when she was shopping for baby supplies, and I knew it was time to say goodbye to her.
Say goodbye and never see you again.
Because I'm afraid that if I appear next to her all the time, I can't help but destroy her hard-won happiness.
Instead of letting her hate me, it's better to let her remember me forever.
Later, I returned to Beijing to run my career and my country. I never lacked women, but I never met a woman who made me more passionate than her.
I often dream back at midnight, and when I wake up, my insides are wet, because I dreamed about her delicate body, and dreamed that I had never felt more comfortable and satisfied in her body.
She or the body is a fatal temptation to me...
Although I have never had her, I know that I am obsessed with her taste. I even go to find women similar to her and look for her shadow in them. But every time I reach climax and release myself, my heart feels better than ever.
More empty before release.
Having a stupid dream with these women makes me feel more uncomfortable.
Gradually, I became alienated from those women because I knew that I could not find her shadow in them, especially those eyes, which seemed to be engraved into my bones and could not be forgotten.
While working, I watched her life. Everything between her and Lan Sichen was under my control, and they were as happy and ordinary as expected.
But she didn't expect that her good friend Lin Jiu would pull them all into a whirlpool. Lan Ruixiu still had some skills and actually hooked up with the president's daughter to keep them safe.
Silan, Silan, you are such a troublemaker. You have been a troubled person since you were eighteen years old. How come you are still like this even after you get married and have children.
I didn't go to see her. I just used all the connections at my disposal to contain the forces in Beijing so that they would not dare to act rashly.
Lin Jiu's life and death has nothing to do with me, but I can't watch anyone ruin her current happiness.
In the end, Lin Jiu followed those lunatics and Ling Jiuyue, that stupid man, actually agreed to get married in order to help Lin Jiu bring down those people, forcing the entire Ling family to fight against these old foxes.
I always thought that I was an outsider, watching their joys and sorrows, watching them being torn between so-called "love" and "righteousness", and suffering terribly; I thought that I was a special existence and would not be affected by them, but in the end I
Still stuck in it and unable to get out.
Ling Jiuyue bet on the entire Ling family, and I bet on the country I built.
The assistant asked me why I was doing this. It had nothing to do with her at all.
Yes, it doesn't matter.
But the existence of those people will threaten Lan Sichen sooner or later, threatening Lan Sichen and her happiness. How can I allow their existence.
What's more, this time it was really just a push for Ling Jiuyue to help those people.
Although, she never knew.
I don't want her to know either.
All I can do for you is not to destroy your happiness.
I once participated in a talk show, and as expected, the host asked about my relationship status. I didn't know where I got the confidence from, but I was sure she could see it.
I told the camera that love and women are fairy tales, but to me they are just jokes.
No matter what choice you make, you are the only one to me and will always be closest to my true heart.
You owe me a favor that you will never repay in this lifetime. Only in this way can you remember me for the rest of your life. This is enough.
This is my love, a person's love, if it has not bloomed, there will be no results.
But what you don’t know is that you owe me more than just a favor.
In the hot July, I returned to her city and bought a house, which happened to be opposite hers.
I admit that this "coincidence" has human factors.
There are lush leaves in the middle, and the sunlight sheds tiny pieces of light like the sparkling waves on the sea. I often lie on the wicker chair in the yard and see her walking in the yard with her little son in her arms. Her smile is warm and ordinary, but it’s really
It's so heart-warming that you can't bear to touch it.
I suddenly understood that love and me are not a joke, but a myth.
The love that has never touched me, when I wanted to touch it, she was already someone else's wife and the mother of someone else's child.
I don't want to admit at all that I am in love with her. I have been in love with her for many years and have no regrets about it.
I fell in love with her and became a joke.
In October, the autumn air was crisp, and the yellow leaves fell on the ground. Through the messy branches, I saw her and Lan Sichen sitting on the swing kissing. She had her eyes closed, and her curled eyelashes were filled with golden light.
Extremely beautiful; the man kissing her had his eyes closed, but his expression was affectionate and tired...
The background is filled with light, and they blend together like an ink painting, becoming the most dazzling scenery.
Overwhelming the country and the city.
My new girlfriend came to see me. I was lying on a wicker chair basking in the warm sunlight, holding a book I had been reading for a long time.
She took my book away and smiled: "You have been reading this book since I met you, haven't you finished it yet?"
I stared at her facial features and expression, which were very similar to the woman opposite. There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth: "We break up, you can get out."
She was stunned for a moment, and the blood on her cheeks instantly disappeared without a trace, becoming as pale as paper.
"Didn't you agree to get married?"
"If I don't say it a third time, get out!" I said to her with a smile, but I could see how cold my own eyes were in her misty eyes.
"I know." She replied tremblingly. She stood up and took the check I had prepared on the table. She took two steps and suddenly looked back at me. "Li, you like the woman across from you, right?" It was an affirmative sentence.
, not a question.
I smiled and said nothing. I just put the book on my cheek and felt the warm sunshine shining on my body. It was like the temperature on the corners of her lips...
She waited for a long time without getting the answer she wanted, and finally left silently.
I took the book down and carefully stroked the uneven patterns on the book with my fingers. I had read this book for many years and never saw the ending. I could only see a few pages after turning over them, and the creases always stayed there...
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It's like the relationship between me and her has remained unchanged for many years. We are neither far nor close, neither friends nor friends. Dihua is cautious.
The book is printed with beautiful landscape paintings, and the title of the book is clearly printed: If you don’t marry someone other than your wife, your years will be wasted.
You never knew, I love you.
You never knew that you would not marry someone other than your wife.
Silan, you never knew that I am by your side.
Young Master: Second update. The ending that belongs to Li Mingzhe.