.〖Extra〗Love is a poison, love is poisonous to the bones (6) Who is the outsider?

Feeling that the strength of her wrist was gradually disappearing, Mingzhu finally dialed Xiao Zimo's number helplessly. After two beeps, she soon heard his low and hoarse voice, "Mingzhu? Call me. Is there anything?

thing?"

"I want... to go home." As soon as the voice came out, he choked up and tears fell down. The emotions that had been suppressed for many years completely collapsed and disintegrated at this moment, leaving only desolate ruins destroyed, "I want to go home... I want to go home."

Want to go home...Mingzhu wants to go home..."

The gentle sobs stabbed Xiao Zimo's heart. He immediately waved to stop the meeting, walked to the window with his cell phone, and said in a gentle voice, "What happened? Where are you? I'll pick you up right away.

, please stop crying..."

"I don't know...I want to go home..." Mingzhu had lost any consciousness and could only repeat a few words incoherently.

Why is it always dark, why is it so cold, why can't I find my home?

His wrist gradually lost consciousness, and his cell phone crashed to the ground, turning the screen into a black screen. After interrupting the call, Xiao Zimo's eyes darkened, and he immediately dialed Lan Ximo's number. Damn it!

What on earth did he take Mingzhu to?

In these years, he had never heard Mingzhu speak to him in such a tone. Even when she left Qu'er, she had never been like this. It seemed that her entire mood had collapsed.

Thinking of this makes my heart clench violently!

I have never been a good man, so why can't I be a good father?

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The door was suddenly pushed open, and someone immediately picked her up on his back with a cold voice, "Just hold on, I'll take you to the hospital right away."

In a daze, Mingzhu smelled the fragrance of milk and strawberries, and the familiar voice echoed in her ears. Tears fell fiercely, hitting his neck drop by drop, cold and cold.

"Wait to wait... wait to wait..." He sipped softly, his voice was soft and reluctant.

"Cry well for me, and I will settle the score with you after you finish crying!!!" Ling Xi's thin body carried her and ran out of the hotel quickly, his face blurred by various shadows under the street lamp.

The pearl could not be seen, but in my heart I felt extremely fearful, even desperate, followed by some unclear sense of relief, entangled together, and shrouded in a greater sense of shame.

Ling Xi stopped an empty car and carefully threw her into the car. She immediately said to the driver: "Go to the nearest best hospital, quickly!! No matter how much the fine is, I will pay it!"

"Wait a minute..." Mingzhu sobbed.

Ling Xi did not speak, and the whole journey was extremely dull. No matter how softly she called him, Ling Xi did not respond, and Mingzhu gave up the idea of ​​speaking again.

After being sent to the emergency room, the doctor asked about the situation and told Ling Xi and Mingzhu about the side effects and serious consequences of taking that kind of painkiller for a long time.

Mingzhu didn't want to listen at all. Fortunately, she was sent to the ward after two injections, and her lost consciousness slowly recovered.

From the moment Mingzhu entered the emergency room to the time she entered the ward, Ling Xi had no expression on her face at all, not even a frown, she just waited quietly aside.

When the doctor came for follow-up consultation and confirmed that he could be discharged from the hospital, Ling Xi, who had been silent, asked coldly: "Do you want to be hospitalized or go home?"

Mingzhu couldn't understand the tone and shivered inexplicably. She had stopped sobbing long ago. Her voice was hoarse and calm now, "It's okay, then go back and wait..."

Who knew that Ling Xi ignored him at all and turned to the doctor, "Do you still have the painkillers she took?"

The doctor was startled and shook his head: "That is a drug that has long been banned from being prescribed to patients by the Drug Administration. Not to mention that our hospital and other hospitals cannot prescribe it."

"I know, thank you." Ling Xi thanked her lukewarmly, then turned to Mingzhu and said, "I'll carry you out."

"I can……"

Before Mingzhu could finish her words, Ling Xi had already grabbed her hand and pulled her up his back, "You don't want me to throw you away, now shut up."

Mingzhu didn't dare to say anything, and lay obediently on his back. It was obviously not very wide, and she could feel his thinness and youthfulness, but why did she feel like there was a stream gurgling in her heart, with blue sky, white clouds, and beautiful sunshine?

, green weeds, and flowers in full bloom all over the ground, endlessly blooming.

Ling Xi carried her out of the hospital and took her to a nearby small drugstore before leaving. When she came back, she took Mingzhu to take a taxi to the place.

When Mingzhu reported the address, she knew it was not the Xiao family's address, but she didn't dare to say anything just sitting next to him.

After getting out of the car, Ling Xi carried her on his back again. Although she was bigger than him, her weight was really light. She was like carrying the whole world on his back.

If possible, Ling Xi even hoped to carry her on his back.

He arranged for Mingzhu to sit on the sofa. Ling Xi's head was covered with sweat, and his back was soaked with sweat. He was gasping for air. Just listening to it made Mingzhu feel distressed.

"Wait to wait..."

As soon as she opened her mouth, Ling Xi stepped in front of her in three steps and slammed something next to her, growling like a little monster, "Shut up! Don't you want to die? You

Eat, I bought a full bottle for you to eat. I promise not to charge you after eating it.

The police will not call 120 to save you!! Xiao Mingzhu, you are so patient! Give it to me! If you eat this bottle, I will eat the second bottle immediately. Don’t you just want to die? You are not afraid of death,

What else am I afraid of? Don’t you want to die? I will die with you!!”

The angry voice kept lingering in the silent room, and the haggard look was full of surprise, shock, disbelief, and hundreds of emotions suddenly surged into his heart.

It's been a long time since I came back to my senses.

"Don't you **** want to die? You give it to me! You eat it! You can't see me opening it for you!!" Ling Xi was almost hysterical. She bent over and grabbed the medicine bottle. Her hands kept shaking and she almost dropped it.

He finally pulled off the lid and stuffed it into her cold palm, "Xiao Mingzhu, don't you want to get cancer or die? Now I can help you, so don't thank me too much! I died young and went to the underworld.

I'll settle the score with you slowly."

The teardrops fell down extremely slowly for some reason. The long eyelashes were almost clear one by one. The crystal clear teardrops fell and slowly crossed the almost transparent cheeks, body, and fingers.

There was no sound, but sadness filled the sky, as if the heart had been broken.

Ling Xi's legs were trembling and weak as she knelt down in front of her. The young man's youthful face was covered with unspeakable sorrow and helplessness. His originally arrogant voice now asked her tremblingly and helplessly, "Xiao Mingzhu,

Is it really that difficult to live well? Is it really difficult to breathe well, stand well in the sun, and accept the care of others like a normal person? "

Is it more difficult to live well than to always miss someone when you want to see them?

Will it?

"Wait...wait..." She sobbed softly, her hands carefully groping in the air for a long time without finding his cheek. Ling Xi grabbed her hands and placed them on her cheeks, her voice tearing, "Mingzhu,

Live well, isn’t it?”

Mingzhu finally touched him, bright, clean, like the sun, her brother, her love.

Her forehead was gently pressed against his, and her tears fell down, dripping on the corner of his mouth. The taste was so bitter. Her body shivered slightly, and the medicine bottle fell from her hand to the sofa, and now it fell to the ground again,

The capsules were scattered all over the floor.

"Tai Tai, I'm so sad, so sad, as if I'm about to die... No one knows, it's really painful, no one tells me, no one knows... It's really hard for me to live alone..."

All the pain and secrets, everything can only be carried by one person.

"It doesn't matter! It really doesn't matter. How can I be here alone? I won't lie to you again, and I won't leave you alone... Mingzhu, even if I am by your side, I will never go anywhere, not anywhere."

go."

Ling Xi reached out and hugged her waist, resting his head on her neck, and in a choked voice made a lifelong promise.

When I was young and frivolous, I always thought that I was invincible, but later I realized that the most powerful thing in this world is the impermanence of things.

When we can no longer say the vows about our lives as we please, it means that we have grown up; and our originally pure and pure hearts have also experienced thousands of hammers and thousands of arrows piercing the heart and being riddled with holes to become invulnerable to all poisons.

After the invasion, they lost their initial courage.

Mingzhu was a little dazed. In the quiet night, she noticed a piece of scalding liquid on her neck. It cooled so quickly that she almost felt frostbite on her skin.

The young man's tears were like a tattoo that was deeply imprinted on the apex of her heart, and could not be covered by the dust of time, so that she was often tortured in her long and dark life and was in pain.

Xiao Mingzhu, live well, isn't it good?

How could it be bad if you, Ling Xi, accompany me?

If they were to be together for the rest of their lives, even if Mingzhu died of pain, she probably wouldn't commit suicide.

That year, she never told him this sentence.

Ling Xi made a place in the room for Mingzhu to sleep on the bed. Before that, she cooked a bowl of instant noodles for her, which was already a very, very great thing for Ling Xi.

Mingzhu had taken a shower and lay on the edge of the bed, leaning sideways facing Waitai, "Taidai."

"What are you doing?" Ling Xi rolled her eyes. The kid is so annoyed. He talks so much and doesn't sleep yet. I'm so sleepy, so sleepy!

"You have been in Beijing and haven't left?"

"Nonsense." Ling Xi was too lazy to answer such an idiotic question.

Mingzhu blinked and smelled the refreshing scent of shower gel on his body, which was completely different from Xi Mo's. "Wait a minute, can't sister and brother sleep in the same bed?"

"Do you want to sleep on the same bed with me?" Ling Xi's eyes immediately lit up, she sat up and looked at her flatteringly, "The ground is so hard and cold, I want to sleep with you."

"But I'm afraid..." Mingzhu looked hesitant, "Can my brother and sister sleep on the same bed? No one told me before!"

"Yes!" Ling Xi insisted, "It's okay if I say yes! I'm still underage and afraid of the dark. It's normal for me to want to sleep with my sister."

"Really?" Mingzhu didn't believe it!

"Believe me, my words are truer than gold!" Ling Xi coaxed her, "Let's sleep together. I'm your younger brother. Didn't you say that I'm the only younger brother you want to truly love? Are you willing to give up your most precious one?

Is my brother sleeping on the floor? Ugh... rolling around... my sister doesn't love me at all."

The corners of Mingzhu's eyes turned up helplessly, and he said hesitantly, "If it's to be treated, I don't seem to be that scared."
To be continued...