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The snowflakes slowly drifted downwards from unknown time, and fireworks kept blooming in the sky. His outline flickered in and out of the darkness, blurring and becoming clear. The unique fragrance on his body was her favorite perfume.
He has never used anything else.
The familiar smell in the cold air made people feel sour. Her fingers squeezed his clothes tightly, for fear that if she let go, she would never have the strength to hold on to him again in this life.
Between them, it is like a tooth that has grown out of nowhere. It is not a big problem when it exists, but it is a hidden danger. You may also suffer for its existence. What to do with it is difficult to choose.
A relationship that was inexplicably derived ended without any problems when it passed away. Careful forgetting may seem calm, but it is also a hidden danger. It is like the familiar and secret reflection that remains in the heart. One day | it becomes an illusion that is so real that it is false, and then another
What will happen?
This kind of love will hurt when it is lost, but you don't know what to do if it exists, just like wisdom teeth.
Misplaced teeth, misplaced love.
Misplaced him and her...
The two of them stood like this in the snow for who knows how long, maybe it was the end of the world, or the sea was drying up, or it was just a brief flash in the pan. His low breathing echoed in his ears, revealing a depressing and desperate atmosphere.
In the end, Xi Ting slowly let go of his arms and tried his best to suppress something in his low voice, "Sister, go in."
Lian Lian's body stiffened instantly, and she looked up at him suffocatingly. She couldn't believe that these were the words he said! He actually called herself - sister.
For a moment, severe pain accompanied by the biting cold wind swept over him, swallowing up his whole body. His expression was dark and unclear in the darkness, making it difficult to figure out.
These two words stung more than Lian Lian, it was more like Xi Ting stabbing her own heart with a knife, causing blood to flow into a river and hurting her to the extreme. The shock and grief on her face were not unnoticeable from the corner of her eye.
, just slowly turned his head, pretending not to see it, pretending not to feel heartache. You are newly enlightened.
He has never called her "sister" in so many years. In his heart, this person is the woman he loves, the woman he loves to the depths of his soul!
If he could, why would he want to hurt him and himself like this? But something between them has changed, and someone has to stop and cut off the unnecessary thoughts. In this case, why not let yourself be the executioner.
If she hated him, it would be much easier than missing him.
Lianlian didn't dare to ask, let alone vent hysterically. All the grief and despair collided and surged deep in her heart, and she staggered and even fell down; the cold atmosphere was almost suffocating.
He turned around and stumbled inside, running as hard as he could, but couldn't stop the tears from flowing down his face.
Xi Ting stood alone in the yard and watched the fireworks blooming all over the sky. They were beautiful and brilliant, just like their long years. Thinking about it now, it was really too short, too short.
Lianlian ran back to the room, hugged the quilt and cried loudly, not daring to make a sound to disturb others, but there was no way to vent the pain in her heart, and she was extremely uncomfortable.
Mingzhu knocked on the door, but no one answered. She opened the door directly and groped her way into the room. She sat on the bedside without saying a word and heard Lianlian sobbing softly. She didn't say anything, but just stayed with her and breathed shallowly.
Faintly visible.
I don't know how long I cried. Lian Lian slowly raised his head and looked at the indifferent Mingzhu with red eyes. He seemed so cold that he had escaped from the sufferings of the world and had no emotions.
"When did it start?" Mingzhu asked, but Lianlian didn't react for a while.
"When did you discover your feelings for that person?"
Lian Lian bit her lip and murmured in a hoarse voice: "A year ago in the hotel, A Mo exposed A Que's feelings for me in front of my aunt A Que." At that moment, she did not feel embarrassed, and was even a little happy.
Later she realized that she was happy because the person A-Qian loved was her, and she also liked A-Qian.
"Momo is really..." Mingzhu took a deep breath and sighed heavily, her attack was too harsh.
Because of Xi Ting's concealment, Xi Mo confessed the feelings that Xi Ting had hidden for many years in front of everyone's eyes in front of Si Lan and Lian Lian. Why was Xi Ting so embarrassed?
Lian Lian, how can Si Lan and the others be so embarrassed?
"Actually, I don't hate Ah Mo for doing this at all." Lianlian sniffed, her eyes filled with sadness, "At least we don't need to act this way. Ah Que is probably tired after so many years of acting."
"I have always liked Amo. When I was a child, I always wanted to be Amo's bride. At that time, Aque often laughed at me, but there was always something in his eyes that I couldn't understand. Amo had a cold personality and was not interested in anyone except my aunt.
We are close to each other. It was better when we were young. But the older he gets, the more he finds me annoying and doesn't want to talk to me. Every time I am made to cry by Ah Mo, Ah Que stays with me. He treats me better than anyone else, even me.
The first time I came here, he taught me how to use it.”
"For so many years, I have regarded his kindness to me as family affection, and I also thought that my dependence on him was family affection. But now I understand that dependence is not a kind of love. The dependence on him is deep in the bone marrow, and the love for him is naturally...
…But, why should I be his sister? Why can’t we be together even though we really love each other!!”
Choking and crying.
Dai Mei frowned slightly, wanting to comfort her but unable to organize her own words. The pain of love can never be healed by words.
"I feel really bad! Why should I be that person's daughter? She is so bad and has done so many bad things. She framed my aunt and made her miserable. I know that her blood is flowing in my body, but my aunt and the others are still the same.
Love me and protect me; no matter how selfish I am, I cannot be selfish enough to commit incest, seduce my younger brother, or do unethical things!"
Mingzhu listened to the sad voice, stretched out his hands to hold her in his arms, "Lianlian, forget him."
If we can't be together, we must forget.
"I can't do it, I really can't do it! Mingzhu, please teach me how to forget this man who I have relied on for more than 20 years?! I think about it during the day, at night, and in my dreams, forget...
Easier said than done?”
Mingzhu didn't say anything. Don't do to others what you don't want others to do to you.
I can't forget Xi Ting because of my love. How could I have forgotten Mo Mo? Even if I hate him so much that I can't sleep at night, even if I hate him so much that I gnash my teeth with hatred, even if I hate him so much that I can't bear to live, the funny thing is that I still remember hate, I can't bear to forget it, I can't forget it.
What is ridiculous is that another name for hate is: extreme love.
Lianlian cried on her shoulder and talked a lot intermittently, messy and fragmentary, about every bit of her relationship with Xi Ting. Xi Ting was a gentle, handsome and good-tempered person on the surface, but in fact he and Xi Mo were inseparable.
Same, maybe even more cruel than Xi Mo. They are twin brothers after all, how could they be different.
Mingzhu stayed with Lianlian until she fell asleep, and then she covered her with a quilt very slowly and tiptoed out of the room. The sound of the door closing was so soft that it didn't seem to exist. When she turned around, she was clearly in the dark, but she felt
But it was strange that there was no sound in the deserted corridor, but she softly said, "Momo, are you there?"
The air was filled with the fragrance of lavender, a scent that was unique to him, and she couldn't ignore it.
Xi Mo's body has not recovered yet, and the doctor advised him to sit in a wheelchair as much as possible, but Xi Mo will not listen. At this moment, he is standing against the railing, staring at her deeply with his deep eyes, his eyes are shining softly, and he murmurs slowly: "
It's me."
Mingzhu heard the voice and walked towards him accurately. When there was still one step left, Xi Mo reached out and grabbed her hand and hugged her directly.
She did not resist, but instead hugged his strong waist obediently, buried her head in his chest, greedily enjoying his breath, and hugged him tightly with her fingers...
Xi Mo's body stiffened. Mingzhu obviously took such initiative, and he couldn't help but feel good. He said softly: "What's wrong?"
"It's a bit uncomfortable." Mingzhu said honestly. She let go of his waist with her hands, cupped his cheeks tentatively, stood on tiptoes and pressed her forehead against his, and whispered, "Momo..."
"I'm here." You could almost see her eyelashes from a close distance, and something soft was lingering in her heart.
"Perhaps -" She whispered in embarrassment, paused, and a suspicious blush appeared on her cheeks. Xi Mo said nothing, holding his breath and listening to her words. "Perhaps, we can start over!"
"What did you say?" Xi Mo was startled, wondering if he was dreaming?! He suddenly became excited and almost wanted to hug her!
"If you don't mind, can we start over?" Mingzhu was referring to the aspect of intimacy.
"I mind..." Xi Mo hugged her tightly, and the corners of his eyes were even wet. He lowered his head and kissed the corner of her lips, "I mind that you suddenly gave me such a good New Year's gift. I didn't prepare anything for you."
Mingzhu's heart felt cold at first. After hearing what he said, she couldn't help but raise a faint smile. She raised her head and her dark pupils reflected the warm and gorgeous light of the glazed lamp. "Mr. Lan, please give me your advice in the future."
"I am willing to serve the princess at any time in the future!" Xi Mo lowered his head and couldn't help but kiss the corner of her lips. It was the first time that such a pure smile came from the depths of his heart that his handsome face was stained with such a pure smile!
Ling Jiuyue named her Mingzhu because she wanted her to be loved as if she were the apple of someone's eye. Although fate had not been kind to her, she had always been loved like the apple of their eye, wasn't it?
Later there was Ling Jiuyue, then there was Xiao Zimo, and now there is Xi Mo. In fact, her life was not too bad, at least she was always loved.
"Why did you suddenly change your mind?" She thought it would take a long, long time before she could make a complete decision.
Mingzhu clasped his hand and felt the tenderness of his palm. Lianlian's sobbing words echoed in her mind. A gentle smile floated on her lips. She replied calmly, "It's nothing. I just suddenly thought of your car accident. I feel like
I can’t imagine what my world would be like without you!”
"No!" Xi Mo kissed her sympathetically on her forehead, "We will never be separated again." Even the God of Death can't take me away from you.
"Where's Xi Ting?"
"Still standing outside."
"It's too cold, it will freeze your body." Mingzhu sighed.
"Let him go. If he doesn't torture himself, how can he vent the pain in his heart?" Xi Mo replied very coldly, not caring about the fact that Xi Ting was still his twin brother.
Mingzhu sighed helplessly and tugged on his ears with her fingers, "Momo, you can't be so petty! He is the elder brother!"
Xi Mo was not angry even after his ears were pulled. The smile on his lips gradually spread and he nodded: "Okay, I'll call him in later."
When Mingzhu heard this, a smile appeared on her lips.
When Mu Ze walked out of the room to drink water, when he saw this scene, his heart felt like it was being torn apart by something. It was very painful and uncomfortable. Helplessness and sadness flowed in his beautiful eyes.
Who in this world dares to pull Xi Mo’s ears? No one would believe him.
Only she can do it. She has lived in Xi Mo's heart for more than twenty years and has done many things for her that she doesn't know about. He is like Satan in hell in front of everyone, but he is a clean angel only in front of her.
.
I lost in the end, completely lost to this woman named Xiao Mingzhu.
A smile or a small movement of hers can affect Xi Mo all the time, but what does she mean? I have been wishful thinking for so many years!
A silent bitter smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he finally returned to his room without disturbing such a warm scene.
No one knows when Xi Ting left. On the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, Rong's sister-in-law told Mingzhu that Xi Ting left a note and left. Mingzhu was not surprised and didn't say much.
Anyone could see that Xi Ting was avoiding Lian Lian, and anyone could see that Lian Lian was unhappy, but she still pretended to be happy all day long, with a smile on her lips.
Only she herself doesn't know, but her smile makes people feel distressed and want to cry.
After breakfast, Mu Ze didn't say anything and left the Xiao family silently; he came with Xi Ting, and since Xi Ting left, there was no reason for him to stay. How could he expect Xi Mo and Mingzhu to be harmonious?
Get along with yourself?
It’s better to be a little self-aware as a human being.
Mingzhu received a call from Ling Xi early in the morning. When she heard the call, she could think of him dancing with joy. The reason was nothing more than the custom of eating a single coin in a dumpling, which would bring good luck in the new year.
Ling Xi asked her on the phone if the big-tailed wolf had ever bullied her. Mingzhu subconsciously reached out to touch Xi Mo, but he held her hand back, smiling and said no!
Ling Xi was urged to go and pay New Year greetings to her grandparents, so she had to hang up the phone first.
Mingzhu's phone was taken away by Xi Mo, and the next second she was held in his arms. His warm breath sprayed on her neck, making it warm and itchy.
"Momo, don't be like this...it's just a phone call."
"I don't like that brat!" Xi Mo's low and hoarse voice was clearly unhappy! The brat had already left, but he kept calling, and his ghost still lingered.
Mingzhu touched his cheek with her fingers and asked teasingly: "Mr. Lan, are you jealous now?"
"I'm just jealous." Xi Mo admitted without hesitation, tilting his head to kiss her fingers and sucking, a tingling sensation quickly rolled into his heart along the fingertips, and the shocked Mingzhu suddenly retracted his hand.