Countdown to the full book: I only wish you a bright life 16 Heartbroken Dinner
Countdown to the whole book: I only wish you a bright life (16)
Xi Mo had dinner with Mingzhu and was originally going to rest with him, but something urgent suddenly came up for him to deal with. He could only reassure Mingzhu to rest first and not wait for himself.
Mingzhu nodded obediently, letting him go about his business without worrying about his own safety. After all, they were all his people here. Although they didn't appear directly in front of Mingzhu, she could feel it, so she wouldn't be afraid.
Xi Mo kissed her lips with a smile, and then left reluctantly.
After taking a shower, Mingzhu sat on the bed and read a book for a while. The clock on the wall struck twelve o'clock. The surroundings were very quiet and there was no sound. Momo hasn't come back after so long. Is something going to happen?
"Miss, you'd better rest first. Maybe your husband has something to do and won't be able to come back." The servant said cautiously.
Mingzhu thought for a moment and nodded, "Okay." The servant helped her lie down, covered her with a quilt, turned off the light and tiptoed down.
Mingzhu couldn't sleep while lying on the bed. Turning off and on the lights meant nothing to her. Her fingers touched the gift Momo gave her on her neck. Is there anything so important that she couldn't come back all night long?
Mingzhu didn't fall asleep until dawn all night long. The sky was just turning white. Mingzhu sat up and fumbled to put on her clothes. As soon as she got dressed, Xi Mo's hoarse voice came from the door, "Why are you up so early?"
When Mingzhu was about to get out of bed, she paused, faced him, and said calmly: "Last night - you didn't come back." I couldn't sleep without you.
Xi Mo looked stunned, strode up to her, leaned forward and kissed her lovingly on her forehead, apologetically saying: "I'm sorry, I didn't come back because I had to deal with something last night. Otherwise, I would have breakfast with you first, and then
Catch up on some sleep."
The distance was very close, and what Mingzhu smelled was not the aroma of lavender on his body, but a pungent smell of perfume. Dai Mei frowned slightly, but said nothing, just nodded.
Xi Mo also noticed something when he lowered his head, but never said anything. He just straightened her hair and said, "You go wash up first, and I'll take a shower and change clothes."
When he turned to go to the bathroom, a coldness flashed across his eyes. Damn it, he actually touched the pearl with the breath of another woman!!
After taking a bath, she carried Mingzhu to the restaurant and ate with her. A bowl of barley porridge, a hard-boiled egg, and a glass of milk were specially prepared for Mingzhu. Ximo's breakfast was a sandwich with coffee.
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Mingzhu didn't ask anything, and Xi Mo didn't say anything. The two of them ate breakfast in silence.
Xi Mo took her back to the room and put her on the soft bed. He lay half beside her, gently twirling her hair with his fingers, and said in a gentle voice: "Go to sleep."
Mingzhu leaned into his arms, smelled the lavender on his body, and felt inexplicably relieved. She held the corner of his clothes with her fingers, closed her eyes and whispered, "Don't touch me if you are touched by another woman in the future.
Go take a shower first." He didn't like the scent of another woman on Momo's body.
"I'm sorry." Xi Mo lowered his head and kissed her hair, sincerely apologizing, "There won't be a next time."
Mingzhu said nothing and slept peacefully against him.
Although she was not used to sleeping with Xi Mo in her arms, compared to this strange and unknown environment, Xi Mo was still the existence she was most familiar with and relied on the most.
Xi Mo didn't know why she didn't ask. Was it because she didn't care at all, or because she believed in him too much?
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When Lianlian got off work, Ji Xian picked her up for dinner and took her home as usual. The car stopped at the gate of the community. When Lianlian unfastened his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, he suddenly heard Ji Xian say: "Sang Yu?"
"Huh?" Lian Lian paused and looked sideways at him.
There were no lights on in the car, and the lights from the roadside slanted in and fell a little blurry on his handsome face. Only his dark eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky outside the car window.
"Why didn't you think I was pursuing you?"
"Uh..." Lianlian was stunned by his words. Isn't it the care between good friends? She blinked and kept looking at him blankly without reacting.
Seeing the dull look on her face, Ji Xian sighed helplessly, reached out to touch her head, and said sincerely, "Since there is no chance of being with that person, why don't you consider changing your breasts, which may be more suitable for you!"
Lianlian reached out to push his hand away and lowered her eyes without seeing him. Thinking of that person, her heart ached involuntarily. Her voice sounded faintly in the desolate night, "I have leaned on that chest for twenty years, and no one knows it better than me.
Who is the best for me."
"Ji Xian, whether you are joking or testing me for them, enough is enough. I know how to deal with my own feelings. Don't treat me like this in the future. Goodbye." 15530561
After speaking calmly, he opened the door and got out of the car without even hesitating.
Ji Xian looked at her back, thin and stubborn in the dark night, narrowed his eyes, and the next second he couldn't wait to get out of the car and rushed over to hug her.
Lianlian didn't resist or reject him, she just raised her head and stared in confusion with her clear eyes.
"I'm not testing you for anyone. Lan Sangyu, all I'm doing now is pursuing my beloved girl according to my own will, and it has nothing to do with anyone." Ji Xian's eyes flickered, and he tightened his arms to hug her.
In his arms, "Stay with me and let me take care of you!"
The charming voice was full of temptation in the dark night, especially for a handsome and successful barrister like Ji Xian. There were a lot of women flying towards him outside, but at the moment Lianlian listened to his voice, but her heart felt calm, and there was nothing.
A little ripple.
"Ji Xian, you are a very good friend in my eyes, there is no other possibility!" Lianlian slowly pushed him away, took a step back to open the distance between them, and looked at him apologetically.
"Thank you for taking care of me these days. I'm sorry, you will meet other better girls."
Lianlian avoided his sharp eyes, turned around and walked upstairs.
Ji Xian turned around and followed her back with eyes, helplessness flowing in his dark eyes, and sighed softly, "What a stubborn and stubborn girl!"
Lianlian returned upstairs, did not turn on the light, and threw herself into the sofa dejectedly, clasping her fingers tightly on her heart. Darkness surrounded | everything around her was dark and powerless, her eyes were dry, and she thought
Want to cry but there are no tears.
Ah Que's warmth is still in his arms. Even if he desperately wipes away the traces between the two of them and suppresses the feeling of longing, how can he stop the relationship that has already started?
The plan is for one person. Twenty years of dependence and companionship have penetrated into the bone marrow. Ji Xian cannot just replace him casually.
Unable to give up Ah Que's tenderness and dependence, she had no way to accept another person. She knew that mom and dad had always been worried that she and Ah Que would do something shady, fearing that the Lan family's reputation would be tarnished again.
,Afraid that the incest scandal will remind people of the Lan family back then...
How could they know that they and Ah Que would rather humiliate themselves than do anything to regret the Lan family. Ah Que can't because he is the eldest son of the Lan family and has responsibilities and burdens on him; he can't because as long as he returns the favor
If you don't have any sense of shame, you won't be able to repay kindness with enmity.
Ah Que, I miss you, I really miss you. I like you, I really like you, I really can’t control myself.
The next afternoon, before Lianlian got off work, she received a call from Xi Ting. The moment she held the phone, her heartbeat seemed to stop. It seemed that she had never expected that Ah Que would take the initiative to call her.
Xi Ting invited her to dinner, left early for the first time for the first time, and went home to take out all the clothes. For more than a year, he had not bought much clothes in the hospital, and there was no decent clothes in his wardrobe.
The only thing that caught her eye were the clothes Ji Xian bought for her. They were brand new and hung in the closet. She had never worn them before.
Do you really want to wear it?
Lianlian hesitated for a while and kept shaking her head. She couldn't wear the clothes Ji Xian bought to see Ah Que! In the end, she had to go to the mall to buy a set on the spot and then go to see Ah Que!
The restaurant chosen by Xi Ting has a couple's atmosphere; the melodious sound of violins, candlelight, glass lamps, red wine and steak.
Wearing a black formal suit, he was talking on the phone with a cold face and no emotion. When he saw Lian Lian, he immediately cut off the phone. The expression on his face was much softer, and there was a faint smile at the corner of his mouth, "You
It’s beautiful tonight.”
"Thank you." Lianlian was wearing a long white dress, paired with nude high-heeled shoes, and her hair was casually scattered on her chest. The work in the hospital has tempered her to be calm and calm, and she is not so squeamish, but in front of Ah Que, she is still
That love.
"I ordered food before, do you mind?" Seeing her mature and steady appearance, Xi Ting felt an undercurrent in his heart, which he suppressed and could not be noticed.
Lianlian pursed her lips and smiled, "It doesn't matter! Anyway, no one knows what I like to eat better than you."
The words were blurted out without any deep meaning, but both of them were stunned for a moment after saying it.
Yes! No one knows what she likes and doesn't like better than Ah Que. He even knows her better than herself. He is obviously the person closest to her in the world, but he is also the person furthest away from her.
This world is not just about love, there are many things that can separate them. After all, love is not omnipotent or great!
The waiter came to serve the food at the right moment, placed the tableware in an orderly manner, poured the wine, and left.
Neither of the two said anything, they just ate quietly. In the quiet restaurant, there was only the melodious sound of the violin and the subtle sound of tableware clashing. Each sound seemed to hit their hearts, heavy as hell.
Xi Ting picked up the cup, his eyes looked at her with more meaning, his thin lips curled slightly, "I heard that Ji Xian is pursuing you?"
Lianlian's hand holding the knife and fork paused for a moment, she raised her eyebrows and raised her thin eyebrows, "What do you want to say?" He should have known that nothing was wrong and he would not take the initiative to ask her out. It turned out to be about Ji Xian.
What’s ridiculous is that I actually went to great lengths to attend this appointment...
I really feel embarrassed to have been slapped.
"Ji Xian...it's not bad, isn't it?" Xi Ting's voice was very low. He hesitated for a moment and looked at her and said: "Didn't I say before that I would introduce you to a handsome guy who would be nice to have at home? Ji Xian is Uncle Ji's.
Son, her mother was Lan Sichen’s former subordinate, and she is a person who knows everything, so he must not dare to bully you."
These words are sad and heartbreaking. Ji Xian is really good, very good, but no matter how good he is, he is not himself.
Lianlian put down her knife and fork, looked at him intently, her heart suddenly fell from the sky to the ground, and she murmured in a low voice: "You came to me today just to help Ji Xian be a matchmaker?"
The curled eyelashes trembled slightly, casting a green shadow, and a faint gloom enveloped the pale cheeks.
"Lianlian..." Xi Ting hesitated, looking at her like this, what could he say?
Tears welled up in her eyes. She just wanted to have a good meal with him. Even if they couldn't be together, as long as they could be in the same city, it would be good to have a meal together occasionally.
Her wish is so small, is this not allowed?
"You are not young anymore. You should get married, have children, and have a wonderful married life." Xi Ting said with difficulty, and took a sip of the slightly cold red wine. The chill went down his throat and reached his internal organs, as if he had been frostbitten.
"Is getting married and having children really that important?" Lianlian glanced at him, holding back tears, feeling extremely heartbroken, "Ji Xian is really that good. If he is good, you have to push me to him?!"
Xi Ting was slightly startled. If he could, he would not give up. Pushing Lian Lian into the arms of another man was like cutting his own heart with a knife. How could Lian Lian understand this feeling?
"Ji Xian really likes you. From a long time ago..." Xi Ting said awkwardly. Many people knew about this, but Lian Lian didn't know about it.
Her white teeth bit her fresh lips tightly, saying nothing. No matter how good Ji Xian is, or how much she likes him, what does it have to do with him?
The person I like is not him!
"Have you never noticed? Each of Ji Xian's girlfriends are very similar to you. Some have noses like you, some have eyes like you, some have lips like you, and some have personalities like you. The one who is least like you is the one from college, but
There is also the word "elm" in her name... He has never said it is because of me, and now, now he doesn't need to avoid anything... Lianlian, Ji Xian is a good man, I believe he will take good care of you."
Ji Xian knew Xi Ting's feelings, and also saw Lian Lian's dependence on Xi Ting, so he kept falling in love and suppressing his feelings since junior high school, but no matter how many girlfriends he found, every girlfriend's
There is a shadow of love all over my body.
Xi Ting is not a fool and cannot see that Ji Xian has suppressed his feelings for brotherhood for so many years, but he can't give Lian Lian any happiness, so he should do something for Ji Xian and his beloved girl.
Xi Ting doesn't need to tell her how good Ji Xian is, she knows better than anyone else in her heart. What's important is not how much Ji Xian likes herself or how many years she has been with him. What's important is that the person she likes has never been Ji Xian. 13acv.
Xi Ting's words were like using a knife to pierce the last line of defense in her heart. She had no extravagant hope that she could still be with Ah Que in this life. She even thought about it humbly and stayed alone until she grew old. At that time, it would not matter whether Ah Que was married or not.
Children, when they are old, they put on clean clothes and say, "Let's go together." If we die together, we won't want to be brothers and sisters in the next life, just ordinary lovers.
But now, he wants to push himself to other men, how can he understand the discomfort in his heart.
Tears flowed silently from the eyes, big tears flowed out of the black and white pupils, hanging on the bloodless cheeks, reflecting the broken and despairing light.
Xi Ting's eyes trembled. He didn't expect her to cry. Her heart felt like it was torn into pieces...
"Do you really want me to marry Ji Xian?" Lianlian stared at him without blinking. His handsome silhouette appeared in his dreams countless times in the deserted night, and his voice was desolate and humble.
No, I don’t want you to marry any man. The words are stuck in his throat, how could he hope to marry another man.
only--
He is not qualified to say such things.
"Yes. Ji Xian is a man worthy of your trust for the rest of your life." Xi Ting suppressed the urge to wipe away her tears. Every time he said a word, a portion of his body's strength was drained. On the way here, he met countless
I warned myself again and again that all this was for the sake of love and the overall situation, but there was always an undetectable distance between thinking and doing.
Lian Lian's body was stiff and cold, as if she had no consciousness and could not move. The melodious music fell into her ears and she felt inexplicably sad. After an unknown amount of time, her fingers seemed to be able to move, and she wiped away the tears on her cheeks with trembling hands.
She looked away from him with misty eyes and looked down at the food in front of her. She felt sick for a moment. She never wanted to eat steak again in her life.
Standing up slowly, without looking at him again, he tried to pull his thin lips several times, and finally found his voice, "Lan Xiting, I hope you will not regret it in your lifetime."
I regret that I pushed the woman you loved to others, and I regret that I pushed Lan Sangyu, who loved you, to others. Lan Xiting, is it really that important to get married and have children? Is it really that difficult to be alone? Why do you
I can’t believe that I can live my life like this, why don’t I just miss each other for the rest of my life, and why do I have to choose someone else?
Can a marriage without love really lead to happiness?
What should I do if I am happy and you are not?
Xi Ting's vision was blurred by something. Seeing her slender back getting further and further away, his heart tightened and hurt; he knew that this was cruel, and he also knew that this was very hurtful...
However, he really has no choice. He can't be selfish and drag on his whole life. He blames himself. He has set traps step by step over the years and finally let her fall into this gentle and affectionate trap, but he can't give her happiness.
Lan Xiting, you are indeed the most despicable person in the world.
The crystal tears fell slowly from the eagle's eyes. Under the glass light, they looked so unreal, like a desolate dream.
Lian Lian didn't know where she was going. The night wind was chilly, and it hurt her cheeks to the point of numbness. After all, she couldn't walk any further, so she squatted down and sobbed hard.
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