Countdown to the full book: Love you and life are equal 1 Marriage without love
Countdown to the whole book: Loving you is equal to life (1) Loveless Marriage
Time passed quickly.
Today is the day when Lianlian and Ji Xian get married.
A car took Lian Lian to the church early in the morning. In the lounge next to it, Xi Ting sat there for the first time, waiting for him to appear. Watching the makeup artist take care of everything about Lian Lian, all that was left was for the wedding to begin.
A few minutes.13acv.
Lian Lian sat quietly in front of the mirror, looking at herself in the mirror. It was obviously a big day, she was wearing the most beautiful wedding dress, it was obviously the most beautiful day in her life. But - why did she look so unhappy even when she smiled?
I don’t know when Xi Ting’s figure appeared in the mirror, Lian Lian was stunned for a moment; how long has it been since I looked at it so carefully?
It's still dark today, and it seems that the whole world is in a festive atmosphere, but there is no smile on Xi Ting's face, and it is even a little gloomy, decadent, and not as bright as before.
This plan is against him. Xi Ting's hand gently covered her shoulder, and a shallow warmth came from the palm. Without saying a word, he just looked at Lian Lian through the mirror, looking at her carefully, as if he wanted to
This girl looked into his eyes and was deeply impressed.
I don't know how long it took, but he slowly lowered his body and got closer to her. When Lian Lian turned her head, she could see his side face. The faint cologne on his body was chosen by her for him, and it was attracting her to get closer to him.
…
Lian Lian slowly moved closer to him, her lips getting closer and closer to him, and she felt his breath, which belonged only to Ah Que, lingering under her nose.
Xi Ting did not avoid it, and the hand on her shoulder gradually tightened——
There was no earth-shattering passion, no death-defying lingering, just quietly feeling each other's presence. Neither Lianlian nor Ah Que broke the silence, but stayed quietly in this short time. It was better to say that it was immersion.
It's fun to say that I enjoy it. It's ridiculous to think about it. I've hugged so many times in the past, but never once did it feel as warm and heart-pounding as now.
At this moment, it is more like a kind of farewell before death. It seems that we will be separated by the world from now on, and we will never see each other again.
"This is my first kiss. I have always wanted to give it to you." Her bright eyes were as silent as death at the moment, her lips were pressed against his, and her pink tongue jerkily pried his lips apart, and her teeth were in the air.
His cavity was churning, searching for his.
Xi Ting did not refuse, his hands fell on her slender waist, feeling her raw kiss, sweet and desperate; his heart was like a knife, he had many opportunities to deprive her of her first kiss over the years, but he did not have the courage.
I never thought that after so many years, two people would have their first kiss under such circumstances.
From now on, his girl will become someone else's woman, his best brother's woman.
His behavior at this moment seems to be an unforgivable sin. Since he cannot have it in this life, let him be the sinner this time and let him selfishly keep some for himself. Otherwise, what will he use to support himself in the long and lonely years to come?
Spend it by yourself?!
The lingering and desperate kiss lasted until there was a knock on the door, and the two of them suddenly separated. They were a little panicked, even at a loss - but Lianlian didn't think there was anything wrong with this!
Someone came to urge that the wedding ceremony was about to begin.
Lianlian and Xi Ting walked through the corridor one after another. There was no one around, but she could clearly hear the wedding march playing in the church, as if to sarcastically remind her that the time to leave Xi Ting had come.
Lan Ruixiu's legs were inconvenient, so everyone tacitly agreed to let Xi Ting accompany her on the red carpet.
Xi Ting walked to the door first, looked back at the most beautiful bride in the world, and stretched out her arms. Lian Lian lowered her eyes and reached out to hold his arm, wanting to grab some warmth that belonged to him in this last moment, even if
just one last time.
When the retro door with carved patterns in front of it was opened, the solemn and joyful wedding march came to the face. The applause of all the guests present was instantly pushed to high levels at this moment. Everything around seemed to be pressing forward step by step, and the steps had to be stopped.
Then they moved forward. At this point, neither Lan Sangyu nor Lan Xiting had any way to retreat.
The symbol of the church hanging high in front is sacred and solemn. The priest is holding a Bible in his hand with a kind face, and Ji Xian is full of expectation and smiling, looking at Lian Lian ecstatically.
In a daze, Xi Ting walked up to Ji Xian holding Lian Lian's hand, took Lian Lian's slender green hand, and handed it to Ji Xian personally.
There was just a slight pause at that moment. Lianlian even felt his hesitation, her eyes looked at his unspeakable expectation and helplessness. Maybe some thoughts should not be had, but at this moment, they actually came from her heart.
I even hope that he can take him away from here at all costs, far away from the present.
The guests below were a little agitated and confused, and all eyes were focused on Xi Ting and Lian Lian. Several parents looked at this scene with heavy and worried faces, but no one had any intention of standing up to ease the atmosphere.
Suddenly, Xi Ting came to his senses and hurriedly let go of his hand, taking two steps back as if to avoid it. Realizing his gaffe, he quickly adjusted himself and solemnly said to Ji Xian: "Sang Yu, sister, leave it to you.
Please take good care of her from now on!" As he spoke, his eyes did not dare to look at Lianlian again, and then he hurriedly stepped aside with an abnormal look on his face.
What happened next, the wedding notarization, the declaration of marriage, the exchange of rings, the kiss, everything seemed to have nothing to do with love from beginning to end. I felt as if my soul was drying up in an instant, and I was like a prop.
Just helping to complete this wedding.
Those blessings and applause were ringing in Luo Yi's ears, but she couldn't feel them at all. Her eyes subconsciously searched for that familiar figure. After the wedding, Xi Ting's leaving figure was obviously walking slowly, but why was it in the crowd?
After a few turns, he disappeared without a trace...
Why is it so hurried to leave, and why is it so difficult to even look back at each other properly?
Lan Xiting, I hate you!
But, I love you more!
Xi Mo and Mingzhu watched the wedding silently. No one except Ji Xian felt happy.
Xi Mo, Mingzhu, and Mu Ze all felt very heavy. Everyone knew that there was no love in this marriage, but only family affection.
Giving up the woman you love deeply to another man with your own hands and saying "Congratulations on a happy marriage" is more cruel than stabbing yourself in the heart with a knife.
Xi Mo put his arms around Mingzhu's slender waist and said softly: "How about we get remarried? The wedding won't be held, it's meaningless."
Mingzhu couldn't see, and holding such a wedding would tire her out, and he didn't want her to be burdened.
Mingzhu held his hand tightly, with a faint smile on her lips, and nodded cautiously, "Okay." Since we have decided to be together, no matter how difficult it is in the future, and how many twists and turns there are, never let go of the tightly held hands.
It's open.
Xi Mo lowered his head and kissed her lips, "Mingzhu, you can't go back on what you said in front of God."
"No regrets!" Mingzhu smiled softly, with a faint smile on her eyebrows. Compared to Lianlian and Xi Ting, she and Xi Mo still had a chance to be happy, so why should she give up the chance of happiness.
"One month." Xi Mo looked at the bride and groom. They had to go on honeymoon for a month, and then let Ji Xian handle matters for him and Mingzhu after one month. He didn't trust others for such a big event as remarriage.
The pearl didn't have any meaning. In fact, around Xi Mo, whether she was married or not, it didn't mean much to her. However, Xi Mo seemed to care about the engagement, so she had no choice but to follow him.
Mu Ze was standing a little far away from them, and now he slowly moved to their side. His handsome face attracted the attention of many girls, and even men couldn't help but look at him a few more times. It was a pity.
His eyes were always on Xi Mo and Mingzhu.
"Xiao Mingzhu..." Mu Ze said awkwardly, and when he noticed Xi Mo's ice-sword-like gaze, blood flowed from his heart.
Mingzhu's body froze, and she felt Xi Mo tighten his arms around her, and slowly faced Mu Ze, "What do you want to say?"
"I'm sorry!!" Mu Ze hesitated and struggled for a long time, facing her with a serious face, his voice sincere and unable to find any flaws, and he sincerely apologized to her, "Xiao Mingzhu, I'm really sorry!"
He couldn't plead for Su Luo, nor could he ask Mingzhu for forgiveness, but he really wanted to apologize to Mingzhu properly.
Both Mingzhu and Xi Mo had some surprises. Xi Mo's enigmatic eyes swept across his body coldly, and he refused to say even a word to him.
After a long time, Mu Ze's heart seemed to be torn by something. Just when he thought Ming Zhu would not talk to him, he suddenly heard Ming Zhu say in a low voice, "Lan Mu Ze, I accept your apology, but - I don't.
I will forgive you!"
Such terrible memories, such painful experiences, almost a lifetime of nightmares, are always with me, and cannot be wiped away by Mu Ze's apology and a few words of sorry.
"Thank you." This is the greatest tolerance for Mu Ze. Even if Xi Mo never forgives himself in this life, he will never say another word to him.
Mu Ze glanced at the bride and groom, then at Xi Mo and Mingzhu, and said softly: "Don't worry, I will take good care of Xi Ting!"
The sound fell, and he turned and left.
Mingzhu held Xi Mo's hand tightly and leaned her head gently against him. A faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. She slowly closed her eyes and immersed herself in the tranquility of the moment.
Now, this is a very good ending.
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After the wedding, Ji Xian didn't stay much longer. Ji Xian had already booked the air tickets and hotel for the honeymoon. Before leaving, Lian Lian wanted to go back to Lan's house to pack her things, in the name of seeing Xi Ting again, but Ji Xian was prepared for anything.
Okay, all I need is her.
After Ji Xian said this, Lianlian couldn't hold on any longer. She picked up the phone and wanted to call Xi Ting. Ji Xian took her phone directly and said calmly, "No need to call. Yesterday Xi Ting said he was busy.
Can’t come to see us off.”
While speaking, his eyes looked at Lianlian tentatively. He knew her feelings for Xi Ting, but...
What makes Lianlian uncomfortable is that now Xi Ting is unwilling to come to see her off.
After the wedding, he went to Beijing and she went on honeymoon. When she came back, she still didn’t know what her plans were, and she didn’t even want to meet him?
"No. Ah Que knew I was leaving, so he wouldn't have come to see me off..." Lian Lian said that she couldn't continue. She didn't know if she was denying Ji Xian or trying to convince herself.
The fact that he would never want to see himself again.
Ji Xian looked at her deeply, handed the phone back to her, slowly turned his head and stopped talking.
Lianlian sighed softly and dialed Xi Ting's cell phone. After three beeps, someone picked up the phone. Mu Ze's voice came from the other side, "Hello, who's there?"
"Muze, it's me. Where's Ah Que? Why did you answer his call?"
"Xi Ting flew back to Beijing an hour ago and left his cell phone behind. What do you want from him? I'm going back to Beijing tomorrow and you need me to help you transfer..."
Before Muze could finish speaking, Lianlian hung up the phone first and pressed the hangup button. The hand holding the phone began to get cold and could not stop trembling. People were coming and going in the terminal hall constantly.
No one would stay longer for anyone, but for him, I was willing to wait, even willing to spend my whole life waiting, but why did he dodge like this?!
There is also one of Xi Ting's most private numbers in the phone, which only she knows. When Lianlian pressed the call button, she couldn't help but hold her breath. After a "beep..." sound, it was not Xi Ting's low voice that rang.
voice, but a mechanical answer - I'm sorry, you...
The same voice kept repeating on the phone, and the cold response was more uncomfortable than dying. 15530561
Ji Xian looked at her and heard the voice coming from the phone. He said slowly after a while: "Sang Yu, you are already my wife. This is the last time I will allow you to miss him."
"Let's go. We should board the plane." His voice revealed a hint of helplessness, and he held Lianlian's hand and walked towards the boarding aisle.
Lianlian let him hold her hand, and the phone in her hand kept repeating the words that it was turned off, until it finally hung up automatically.
He walked to the first class cabin in a daze. The luxurious decoration and high-quality service left no impression on Lianlian at all. He only thought about Xi Ting. He looked out the window at the vast sea of people, but he could no longer see him.
Xi Ting did not return to Beijing in advance, but stood in a corner where she could not see and watched her. Her trembling when dialing the phone, her expression after hearing the phone was turned off, the words "desperate" are not an exaggeration to describe it.
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When she left, she followed Ji Xian after all. And should I leave too? Maybe, I shouldn't come back. If I stay here, I will always realize that she will be not far away from me when she comes back soon.
, with her husband by her side, and maybe she will have a child after returning from the honeymoon.
I don’t know what the future will be like, maybe I will deliberately block all information about her from now on.
If you leave her to Ji Xian, you should be able to rest assured. Ji Xian will be very kind to her, very good, and will do better than himself.
Lianlian, I look forward to your happiness more fervently than anyone else in the world. However, it still makes me very sad to think that I am not part of this happiness.
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