Countdown to the full book: Love you and life are equal 3 truths and misunderstandings
Countdown to the whole book: loving you and life are equal (3) misunderstanding of the truth
Beijing, President's Office.
Lan Ruixiu has completely handed over Tianlan to Lan Xiting; he did not return to the head office, but stayed in the subsidiary in Beijing. As long as he can manage the company well, it is the same everywhere. What's more, there is Lan Si in the city's head office
Chen, he doesn't need to worry too much.
Not sleeping for 24 hours, even a hard-working person can't hide his fatigue at this moment, with faint dark shadows under his eyes and a look of fatigue between his eyebrows. The pen in his hand suddenly stopped, and he covered his stomach with his left hand, forcefully pulling off his clothes.
All scratched.
The next second he opened the drawer and grabbed the medicine bottle, his hand trembled violently. The medicine bottle fell to the ground with a roar, and there were white pills all over the floor. When he bent down to pick them up, he couldn't support himself and fell to the ground.
The door was suddenly pushed open. When Mu Ze saw this scene, his face darkened, and he strode forward to help him up, "Damn it, do you know what you are doing? What kind of job are you doing now?
Can't you just take a good rest? What else are you going to see? If you look at her, she's not your wife!"
Angry and angry, Mu Ze still bent down to pick up the bottle on the ground, handed him some water and pills, and watched him eat them before feeling relieved.
There was no surprise because he was the first to know.
Xi Ting leaned against the sofa. The pain caused the clothes on his back to be soaked with sweat. Sweat also oozed from his forehead, with a thin and dense layer glowing with broken light. His haggard face was sickly pale...
Mu Ze gently wiped the sweat from his forehead with a piece of paper, a hint of distress flashed in his beautiful eyes, "Lan Xiting, why do you have to do this? Since you can bring her back, why not bring her back? As long as you don't say anything, as long as you don't say anything,
Be careful, no one will know..."
"But I know it myself." Xi Ting took a deep breath and restrained his arm with her fingers. "What if I bring it back? Do you want her to count the days and wait for me to die? After I die, what will she do alone?
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It's not that I don't want to take her away, it's not that I don't dare to take her away, it's that I can't take her away.
He couldn't selfishly secretly have fun and make her lonely for the rest of her life.
Muze raised his slender eyebrows, but did not say anything. He had been following Xi Ting, and he understood his situation better than anyone else. The current situation was really indescribably complicated and entangled.
"The doctor said there is hope for surgery! Didn't you promise to do the surgery?"
"I will." Xi Ting pulled his lips and smiled, "In the early stage of gastric cancer, as long as you have surgery and take care of your body in the later stage, you can live for another ten or twenty years. But what about ten or twenty years later? Or it will relapse after five years.
?" No one can guarantee how long he can live.
"Forget it... Now that you have helped Ji Xian with this, what else is there to say?" Mu Ze sighed deeply. No one was more stupid than Ah Que.
He pushed his favorite girl to his best brother, and in order to cut off Lan Sangyu's thoughts, he helped Ji Xian perform a show of weakness and incompetence to make Lan Sangyu hate herself and make her give up completely...
But a few people knew about the pain in Lan Xiting's heart.
"Don't worry, I won't give up my life. I want to live well, and only by living can I see her." Xi Ting took a deep breath, her voice weak, "I just want to arrange everything before the operation, otherwise I will be hospitalized.
You will be too tired. Don't let A Mo or my mother know about this matter, Mu Ze, you must keep it a secret from me."
"Don't worry while I do the work!" Mu Ze patted his shoulder, covered him with his clothes, and said softly: "You rest for a while, I will help you deal with those things."
"Thank you." Xi Ting looked at him and smiled happily. At this moment, having a brother like Mu Ze by his side made him feel much better.
"Brothers who have been together for so many years, do you still need to be polite to me?" Mu Ze stood up and lowered the temperature of the air conditioner. Xi Ting's body couldn't bear the cold now. It didn't matter if he had hot spots. As long as that fool was fine, that was more important than anything else.
Xi Ting leaned on the sofa, closed his eyes with Mu Ze's coat covering him, and fell into a deep sleep perhaps due to the power of the medicine. Mu Ze sat on the chair and his eyes fell on the documents. When he raised his head to look at him, Feng
There was a hint of wetness in his eyes.
Everyone thought that Xi Ting had no courage and didn't love enough. Who knew that it wasn't that he didn't love deeply, but that he loved too deeply, so deeply that he lost himself. He just wanted that person to live a better life.
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After Xi Ting left, Lianlian cried loudly in Ji Xian's arms. She cried until she fainted and woke up without much emotion. Although her body was sick, Ji Xian didn't need to think about the medicine and food she should take.
No matter how hard you try to coax her, she will insist on eating, even if she vomits after eating.
Only then did Su Weixi know that she had been ill for a long time, so she quickly left the awkward young master Lan to take care of her daughter. Seeing Lianlian lose a lot of weight, her eyes immediately turned red.
"Mommy, I'm fine, everything is fine." Lianlian showed a shallow smile, but there was an indelible mist in her eyes.
"If I had known this, I might as well have given you to Ah Que!" Su Weixi choked. Lian Lian was not her biological child, but it was better than her own.
Hearing the word "Ah Que", my heart suddenly jumped, followed by a long period of calmness and tranquility, "Mommy, everything has passed. Now I am married to Ji Xian and am his wife. Ah Que is just me
My younger brother, just."
Since he doesn't love you enough, why bother waiting for him? It's so stupid.
Ji Xian is so good, she can no longer squander his feelings. Since she married him, she should act like a wife.
Su Weixi was stunned, not understanding what was going on, but when she said this, she seemed to want to give up on him. "No matter what, as long as you feel happy, anything will be fine." It's amazing that she can find brother Liancheng to reconcile Lianlian and
No matter where Xi Ting is sent, no one will find out about their relationship.
Su Weixi originally wanted to stay overnight and take care of Lianlian for two days, but just after dinner, the driver came to pick her up. By the way, her husband hadn't eaten at home yet. Su Weixi had to go home and wait on that bastard. 13acv.
After dinner, Lianlian was about to wash the dishes. Ji Xian frowned and stopped her, "I'll do this. You're in good health and need more rest."
Lian Lian's clear eyes looked at him, with a helpless smile on her lips, "It's just that washing dishes is not a heavy job, so don't treat me like a porcelain doll, okay?"
Ji Xian couldn't resist her, so he had to let her wash the dishes while he stood aside and wiped the dishes.
"From now on, you cook and I wash the dishes and share the hygiene together, okay?" Lian Lian said quietly.
Since marrying Ji Xian, Ji Xian has done all the housework in the family by himself. He doesn't like anyone to disturb their world, so he doesn't hire a servant. When he was at his busiest at work and fell ill,
He didn't find anyone, at most he hired part-time workers to clean the house, and he cooked three meals a day himself.
Ji Xian was stunned for a moment, looking at her blankly, unable to react for a moment.
This plan is true. Lian Lian turned off the faucet, turned her head to meet him with watery eyes, and smiled lightly, "Ji Xian, I have thought about it. Now that we are married, let's live a good life. You also know that I have been spoiled since I was a child.
When I was growing up, I didn’t know much about the kitchen, but I knew how to wash the dishes and help with housework. I tried my best to be a good wife. If there’s anything wrong, you can tell me. Do you think this is good?”
She looked at him cautiously. After all, Ji Xian had handed over the divorce agreement before and had completely trampled all the tenderness he had given him. Now if he wanted to live a good life with him, he might not be willing.
Ji Xian's eyes gradually became gentle and affectionate. He put down the bowl in his hand and pulled her into his arms. He lowered his head and rubbed her ears and temples, "Okay, how could it be bad?"
Before Lianlian could smile, Ji Xian picked her up and turned towards her room. Her eyebrows furrowed slightly, and her nervousness reached her throat. She knew what would happen next, but this was the wife's responsibility and obligation.
, just, just...
Can you do it yourself?
Ji Xian laid her on the soft big bed, his gaze was so hot that it was almost like a fire that was about to burn her up. His hot breath sprayed on her neck, and his hands were spread on both sides of her, close to each other.
Looking at her, "Sang Yu, you still have feelings for him in your heart, right?"
Lian Lian looked into his deep eyes and nodded honestly. Although she promised to forget and work hard to be Ji Xian's wife, how could feelings be forgotten and let go at the drop of a hat?
"You also want to be my wife, don't you?!" The warm breath sprayed on the ears, with a slightly seductive sexiness.
Lianlian hesitated for a second and nodded again. Being sick these days, she felt more and more how kind he was to her, and she also understood that it was really no longer possible for her and Xi Ting.
Even if we love till eternity, even if we love until we die, even if we love so much that we don’t even care about our lives, we still can’t withstand the turmoil of distance in this reality. What’s funny is that you can’t see that person’s well-being when you look away. What’s sad is that
I can't even say "I love you".
I just wish you were well and that I could forget you.
"I'll help you." Ji Xian placed a light kiss on her forehead on her thin lips, like a dragonfly touching water, and slowly unbuttoned her shirt with his fingers, "Lianlian, as long as you can take a step towards me, the rest of the ninety
I will complete the nine steps!"
Lian Lian was a little dazed, and when she met his deep and blurred eyes, her heart felt as still as water, and a touch of emotion flowed under the waves. She was touched that Ji Xian was so kind to her, touched that he could wait for her for so many years, and touched by his tolerance and persistence for more than half a year.
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She hugged his neck with trembling hands, and her clear eyes reflected his face, "I, I don't know how long it will take, but I will try my best to forget him."
"I love you..." Ji Xian lowered his head and kissed her red lips. This was enough for him.
Just like peeling off a lychee, he carefully took off her clothes, and gentle and lingering kisses fell on her Bai Xi's skin. Inch by inch, the thin and dense kisses were full of pity and nostalgia. The handsome face in front of him was shaking, and he was in a trance.
The outline seemed a little blurry, and there was warm breath in his ears.
It was the first time that my shy body was so close to someone and made such an intimate gesture. Her cheeks couldn't help but blush, and her breath became messy.
"Sang Yu, call my name, who am I?" Ji Xian's low and hoarse voice sounded in his ears.
Lianlian opened her eyes and was greeted by his hot and deep eyes, which were so deep that they seemed to suck her all in and swallow them up completely. Her heart trembled slightly and her voice was low and hoarse, "Ji Xian... you are Ji Xian...
"
The tight curve at the corner of his mouth suddenly relaxed. Fortunately, he was not regarded as a substitute. Even if he could not accept it wholeheartedly, at least do not regard him as a substitute!!
Desire was sent deep into the mountains and rivers, and pain swept over him instantly. He did not move immediately, but held her fingers apart, interlocked them, lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows and red lips, and waited until she was completely accustomed to him.
Indulge your impulses.
There is not much love involved, only the initial desire between a man and a woman. Ji Xian has done his best to treat her with tender care; there is not much passion in love, it is just the instinct of the body to cooperate with him to complete the relationship between husband and wife.
There should be a relationship between them.
That night, Ji Xian only had sex with her twice. When she was tired and exhausted, he took her to the bathroom to clean herself up and fell asleep hugging each other.
The quiet bedroom was still surrounded by fine silk threads. He held Lian Lian in his arms, staring closely at her Bai Xi's blushing cheeks, and couldn't help but kiss her red lips.
"Sang Yu, you are mine. Don't leave me again, never."
Maybe his methods were a little despicable and he was a lot crueler to Xi Ting, but this was all for Sang Yu's sake. He really liked her. And Xi Ting really couldn't give her happiness...
Playing a little trick in happiness is sometimes not a bad idea.
When Lianlian woke up and changed clothes the next day, she saw him preparing breakfast and smiled lightly. Thinking of the passionate love affair last night, she felt a little embarrassed. After all, they had known each other for so many years, and even though they were husband and wife, it was a bit embarrassing to have sex like this.
Still a little uncomfortable.
Ji Xian saw the blush on her cheeks, walked over and lowered his head to give her a good morning kiss, "We are already husband and wife." It was a pun.
Whether legally or physically, they are a veritable "husband and wife"
Lianlian nodded, raised her head and smiled at him, "Remember to wake me up tomorrow, I want to learn to make breakfast."
"Okay." Ji Xian couldn't help but kiss her red lips again, "Eat breakfast."
"I've found a job in the hospital, and I'm going there today to get familiar with the environment." During the meal, Lianlian couldn't help but speak. She would only think randomly at home. It was also time to go out to work, change the environment, and start a normal life again.
"Okay." Ji Xian had never interfered with her right to work or make friends, and handed her the soy milk, "Which hospital is it? I'll drive you..."
"No need." Lianlian gave him a strange look and quickly refused.15530561
"What's wrong?" Ji Xian was puzzled.
"Your car is too flamboyant." Lianlian spoke slowly. Although Ji Xian was approachable, neither luxurious nor flamboyant, it was puzzling that he naturally liked to drive sports cars. On the first day at work, he was attracted by
Being sent by someone who drove a sports car, Lian Lian could almost imagine that he might become famous in the morning.
Ji Xian couldn't help laughing and nodded: "Okay, then you take a taxi there first. I have time to go to the car dealership this afternoon and help you choose a low-key car."
There are millions of sports cars in the garage, and Lianlian has not even touched the door.
Lian Lian nodded, and after breakfast, Ji Xian asked for a kissgoodbye before going out. Although I am not very used to it, I should be able to get used to it after a long time.
Ji Xian finished his work early in the morning and immediately went to the car dealer to look at cars. Not only did he look at a car for Lianlian, but he also looked at one for himself. Since she didn't like sports cars, she just didn't want to drive one in the future, so she should be able to
Drive her to work.
Regarding the words Lan Sangyu, Ji Xian knew that he had never had a bottom line. He was desperate to wait, but he didn't expect that he could make her his wife now. Everything was slowly developing in a good direction, and he would not give up.
Don’t give up either!
He believed that sooner or later Sang Yu would have his own place in Sang Yu's heart. Even if he couldn't surpass Xi Ting, it would still be good to be evenly matched.
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"Ms. Xiao, it's hard for me to do this." The woman in the shirt was gentle and calm, with a light fragrance on her body. She felt approachable, but Mingzhu was very resistant.
It had been two hours, and no matter what the other party said or did, Mingzhu had no response.
"I have done a lot of your tests since I was a child. You just asked a few test questions and said I had depression, and then prescribed me antidepressant drugs and hypnotherapy. These were of no use to me at all." Two hours.
, Mingzhu finally spoke, her voice was calm and mixed with indifference, making a living crack in the gentle atmosphere she tried to create, "You can't help me at all, don't waste everyone's time."
"Miss Xiao..." Ruan Yinyin's face turned blue and white. She never expected that the legendary eldest lady of the Xiao family would be more difficult to handle than the rumors.
If it weren't for the fact that she wanted to catch a peerless good man like Lan Ximo, she wouldn't have wanted to accompany this eldest lady Zhou Xuan at all. She was one of the leading psychologists in Beijing who had returned from studying abroad. She was really angry at being belittled and humiliated by her.
Mingzhu stood up and faced the door, "I don't want to see you again!!"
He said coldly and walked to the door. When he opened the door, he heard Xi Mo's elegant and gentle voice, "Mingzhu, are you okay?" Originally, there were many things to do in the company, but he had to send Mingzhu to the psychological clinic, so he brought the official business with him.
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Xi Mo reached out and held her hand. Mingzhu shook it away indifferently, and said in a straightforward voice without any emotion, "Momo, you make me very angry."
As he spoke, he walked forward without even taking a step to avoid him.
Xi Mo frowned and looked at Ruan Yinyin who was standing at the door. What did she say to Mingzhu? Otherwise, why did she suddenly become angry?
Ruan Yinyin looked at him with resigned eyes. Before she could speak, Xi Mo turned around and chased Mingzhu. It didn't matter whether he listened to what others said or not.
Mingzhu sat in the car, Xi Mo got in, the driver closed the door and started driving.
"Why are you so angry all of a sudden?" Xi Mo held her hand, his low and hoarse voice filled with confusion.
"You think I'm already having sex in my heart."
"No, Mingzhu..."
"If not, why did you lie to me to see a psychiatrist?" Mingzhu interrupted him coldly and threw away his hand!
Young Master: Today is 5,000 words, and this article will be finished on June 19th.