Loving you is equal to life: You are the light of my life in the whole play
Loving you is equal to life: You are the light of my life (in the whole play)
On the day of Xi Ting's surgery, everyone was waiting at the door of the hospital's operating room. Only Lianlian did not come, and there was no news. No one knew where she had gone.
Ji Xian did not go to find her. The most important thing now was to hope that Xi Ting could get off the operating table safely.
After sending Xi Ting to the operating room, because it would still take several hours, Silan held Mingzhu's hand and said in a gentle voice, "There is a cafe near the hospital. Let's go and sit there."
Mingzhu was a little surprised. Before she could answer, Lan Sichen said: "I will accompany you."
"You stay here until Ah Que's operation is over and call me right away!" Si Lan's eyes signaled that he was not allowed to follow her, and she held Mingzhu's hand and walked out.
Lan Sichen looked depressed and looked at Lan Ximo with his black eyes, wondering what on earth he had said to Si Lan.
Xi Mo turned around and sat on the chair prepared by the hospital to wait for Xi Ting to come out. Although his expression was indifferent and he seemed to be unconcerned, he was nervous in his heart. Cold sweat broke out in his clenched palms. He was worried about Xi Ting, but he should be confident.
.How could a member of the Lan family die of illness so easily? So, Lan Xiting, you will come out alive, right?
Mu Ze remained silent. All the people standing here were Xi Ting's blood relatives. He was the only one who was not the most worried and afraid!
Who can he talk to, who can drink with him to relieve his boredom?
Ah Que, live well. You promised to take care of me and be my good brother for life.
"What on earth did you say to Aspen?" Lan Sichen sat down next to him and asked unable to restrain his curiosity. It's so strange that Aspen left him alone!
Xi Mo glanced at him indifferently, and Yun Danfeng said lightly, "She will solve your future grandson's problem!"
Lan Sichen's forehead was covered with black lines, and he always felt as if he had been cheated by his son!!! This deal would not be a loss for Xi Mo at all!!! (Master: This shows that Xi Mo is more mature than his father)
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A faint smile flashed across Xi Mo's lips, and he looked towards the operating room. He wanted the pearl and the child, and he also wanted Lan Xiting, his brother. He didn't want to lose any of them!
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Half a year later, country a.
Lian Lian was wearing an embroidered long skirt and originally wanted to go for a walk by the river. Unexpectedly, she saw a familiar face as soon as she opened the door. She had not seen him for more than half a year and was much thinner. Her face was sickly pale and beautiful, but she seemed to be in good spirits.
, a doting smile appeared on her thin lips, "Hello, my little princess."
"Ah, Que..." For a moment, uncontrollable tears rushed out, and the whole person froze in place. Looking at the stiff hands of the person standing at the door, he opened his arms and hugged him tightly, choking: "Ah Que...
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Xi Ting held her in his arms, kissed her hair, and said in a gentle voice, "It's me. Fool, didn't I say I would love you forever, how should I love you if I die." 15530561
"Aque... I miss you so much... and I'm so scared..."
She has been here for the past six months, but she is worried every day and every night. She is afraid that Xi Ting is gone and that she will never see him again. She wants to go back countless times, but she is afraid that what she will face when she goes back is the most difficult thing to face.
Goodbye to the right.
She would rather stay here and deceive herself, so that she can believe that Aque is living in this world.
"Fool! You don't have to be afraid from now on. I will live well and always pamper you." Xi Ting held her cheeks in his hands and kissed her forehead lovingly, "Lianlian, someone is waiting for you.
go home."
The pale face was startled, and she raised her head to look at him. The water in front of her eyes was hazy, but Ah Que's gentle and affectionate expression could be clearly seen. Perhaps his appearance had been engraved in her bones and she would never forget it, even if it was in disguise.
For ashes.
Xi Ting brushed away the hair covering her eyes with his fingers, a faint smile on his lips, and his voice was charming and confusing, "Lianlian, my love for you will never change in my life. You can't use it as a lover, I still have the identity of a brother.
Protect your life. No matter when and where you look back, you can see me behind you. I know you have me in your heart, and that is enough."
"There are many kinds of helplessness in a person's life, and none of them is more painful than being in love but not being able to stay together. In love, we are in love. Since we love each other deeply, we should wish each other happiness. Whether we can stay together is irrelevant.
Important! You are married and you are someone else's wife. You can't be so willful and fool around in the future. You are already used to Ji Xian's existence, aren't you? You don't dare to go back because you are afraid that he will be angry with you, right? "
"Ah Que, I -" Lianlian choked and hesitated to speak, "I am good or bad, I am not worthy of you and Ji Xian loving me like this... I am very selfish."
Xi Ting smiled lightly and pinched the tip of her nose with his fingers, "Which of us is not selfish? I am also selfish. I am selfishly afraid that you will regret loving me in the future, so I push you to Ji Xian. Ji Xian is selfish and selfish.
I only fulfilled my love and married you! It doesn’t matter if you are selfish, as long as you know how to let go.”
"Are you willing?" Lianlian opened her clear pupils wide and looked at him in confusion.
"Give it up, give it up, you can only get it if you know how to give it up." Xi Ting held her hand and walked out, her gentle voice echoing in her ears, "You can only get the warmth Ji Xian gives you by giving up your dependence on me."
There was a green grassland downstairs. When Lianlian saw the people standing on the grass, she was stunned.
Lan Ruixiu, Su Weixi, Si Lan, Lan Sichen, Mu Ze, each of them are here. The sunlight scatters and gives them a faint halo, as beautiful as an ink painting...
"Daddy, Mommy, Auntie, Muze..." Lianlian's eyes turned red again.
Ji Xian held a bouquet of red roses in his hand and stood more than one meter away. His phoenix eyes were gentle and affectionate, and a doting smile floated on the corner of his mouth, "Sang Yu..."
Lianlian turned her head and saw him, her eyes were stunned and she didn't speak.
Ji Xian said: "Sang Yu, it was my fault before. I shouldn't have lied to you, and I shouldn't have acted with Xi Ting to deceive you. I won't make any excuses anymore, and I won't lie to you again. How about we go home?"
Lianlian didn't say anything and looked at Xi Ting, not knowing what to do for a moment.
"Sang Yu, I love you! Please give me another chance to take care of you and love you, okay?" Ji Xian confessed in front of everyone and asked them to testify that he would definitely do it this time.
Take good care of her, sincerely, and no longer use any despicable means!
"Go!" Xi Ting gently pushed her forward while a low voice floated in his ears, "Go bravely and walk your life. I will be behind you. I will be happy only if you are happy.
, for my happiness, good happiness!"
Lian Lian took a step forward, with Ji Xian on one side and Xi Ting on the other. Her husband and the man she loved most were like the existence of the left hand and the right hand, and neither one could survive without them.
Ji Xian looked at Lian Lian with expectant and uneasy eyes, and felt uneasy in his heart. He had been in love with her for so many years, and had only been with her for a year, and she and Xi Ting had so many memories and such deep feelings. He was not sure about Lian Lian.
Will you choose yourself, or will you completely leave yourself?
Xi Ting wore a white shirt on her upper body, and her slender legs on her lower body were wrapped in straight suit pants. She stood there facing the wind, her erect facial features as sharp as a knife while looking at her with eyes full of tenderness and thin lips.
With a faint smile on her face, she silently repeated a sentence: You must be happy!
Everyone watched this scene nervously, no one knew what kind of choice Lianlian would make.
Silan looked at Lan Sichen uneasily. He took Silan's hand and touched it gently on his lips. No matter what decision Lianlian made, it was the choice of their young people. The elders should not interfere.
good.
Lianlian reached out to wipe the tears from the corner of her eyes, smiled lightly and turned towards Ji Xian. "Ji Xian, never lie to me again. I promise you, I won't miss him so much in the future."
Ji Xian's tense nerves finally eased. With a bright smile, he stood up and held her in his arms. His eyes were so moved that they overflowed with tears. He looked at Xi Ting, full of gratitude.
Xi Ting saw the figures hugging each other, with a faint smile on their lips. There was no unwillingness or jealousy, but only deep blessings.
Lan Sichen came over and patted him on the shoulder. Looking at Lianlian and Ji Xian hugging each other, he couldn't help but said: "Actually, I gave you three years to give you a chance to take her away. Why don't you do this?"
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Tianlan will not collapse without Lan Xiting. Lan Sichen has even made plans. If Xiting leaves with Lianlian, he will announce to the public that he is leaving the country and will settle overseas in the future. As for what he does overseas, he has no control over it.
Xi Ting lowered his head and smiled faintly, and replied in a low voice: "I know. It's just Dad, if you love someone, you don't have to give her happiness yourself. If there is better happiness, you should let her run to it, right?"
"When we are young, we can risk our lives for love and love like moths to the flames. Even if we are scarred in the end, it doesn't matter. In the beginning, there is love, passion, and even quarrels will make us feel happy, but who can guarantee that in the future? Will she regret it?
?Why should I choose my younger brother? Why should I bear the shackles of morality and worldliness for a relationship? If she regrets it, what should I do to return her happiness? Dad, I can gamble my life, but I can’t gamble with Lian Lian.
It's too risky to gamble!" He couldn't afford to lose the happiness of being in love.
Lan Sichen looked at him, with a hint of appreciation in his eyes, and patted his shoulder comfortingly. His son was very responsible and responsible, and he hoped that he could get the happiness he wanted.
Mu Ze patted Xi Ting on the shoulder, "There are still brothers without love!"
Xi Ting looked at Mu Ze and smiled knowingly. Not being able to have the person you love deeply does not necessarily mean you are unhappy. If you can see the person you love happy, is it the same thing?!
Su Weixi stood next to Lan Ruixiu and couldn't help but sigh: "Ji Xian is so good..."
Lan Ruixiu squinted at her, "How about me?" He didn't like her praising other men, and neither could a junior!
"A thousand times ten thousand times better than you!"
"Huh?" Lan Ruixiu immediately frowned and his face turned dark, "What did you say?"
When Su Weixi sensed the approaching danger, she immediately flattened her mouth, bad guy! She couldn't even say he was bad in disguise, it was too bad!!
Lan Ruixiu reached out, grabbed her hand, spread it into his palm, and slapped her hard, "If I had known better, I shouldn't have settled here with you!"
"No!" Su Weixi immediately squatted down and said flatteringly: "You are the best! We want to settle here!"
Lan Ruixiu saw that she looked like a loyal dog, and couldn't help but smile lightly on her thin lips. He pinched the tip of her nose with his fingers and said, "Stupid Su!" His calm voice was full of endearment.
Lian Lian was held in Ji Xian's arms. She couldn't help but look back at Xi Ting, who was standing not far away. He was talking to Mu Ze, smiling lightly, as if sensing something, he raised his head and looked at her.
Looking at each other with a big smile.
Her heart seemed to be filled with something. At this moment, she suddenly thought of a sentence: The years are quiet and the world is stable.
She doesn't know if her love for Xi Ting will change. It's really hard to let go of the relationship of twenty years. He is her favorite man and also her brother. They can't be together as lovers, but they have relatives.
This identity supports each other. She also has her husband Ji Xian by her side. She should be happy and she must be happy!
She understands that only when she is happy can Ah Que let go of himself and pursue his own happiness.
Sometimes when we give up on love, it doesn’t mean that we don’t love. On the contrary, it’s because we love too much, because the love is too deep, so deep that we can’t bear any harm! Today, she finally understands that Xi Ting’s love is so good and so warm.
, protect her, shield her from wind and rain, and prevent her from falling into the whirlpool of public opinion and condemnation.
Maybe they could impulsively run away together and leave everything behind, but if they abandon their loved ones and friends and only care about their own happiness, can they really last forever?
Not necessarily.
But now they are all well together. If they can't be together, at least they can look at each other and be like a family.
Only when you have been attached can you let go of attachment. Only when you have been worried can you be free of worry. It is better to forget each other in the world than to let go of each other.
Their love will always be frozen in the most beautiful time.
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Lan Ruixiu accompanied Su Weixi to settle in country a, because that was Su Weixi's hometown. Even if the woman he loved most in his life would never be Su Weixi, at least he could hold his son's hand and grow old together with her.
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Silan and Lan Sichen stayed in country A for a few days, and then traveled to Europe. Lan Yunsheng and Helianze stayed in the company, Xi Ting and Muze quickly returned to Beijing, and Ji Xian and Lianlian also
back to their lives.
Mingzhu was sitting on a wicker chair basking in the warm sun. Suddenly she felt a shadow on her body and the sunlight was blocked. Without opening her eyes, she said softly: "Who blocked my sunlight?"
"It's me..." The originally loud voice was now low and full of decadence.
Mingzhu suddenly sat up and opened her eyes. Her eyes were still dark, but the familiar breath made her heart tremble slightly, and she whispered softly: "——Wait?"
"You lied to me! Xiao Mingzhu, you lied to me!!" Ling Xi's beautiful big eyes were filled with water mist, and he reluctantly looked at her slightly protruding belly. There was no trace of blood on Bai Xi's skin. He thought she was always
I should have waited for myself, but unexpectedly...
Mingzhu's fingers slowly landed on her stomach, lost in thought, "I'm sorry, wait a minute..."
"Xiao Mingzhu, I hate you!!" Ling Xi pursed her thin lips and her voice was as cold as if it came from hell.
"Wait a minute..." Mingzhu's heart tightened violently, and pain swept over her, "Wait a minute..."
"But I... love you more." Ling Xi stared at her belly and wanted to kick Lan Ximo's seed, but how could he be willing to hurt Mingzhu!
"I'm sorry, Waitai..." Mingzhu grabbed his hand randomly, tears falling down, "Taidai, I am your sister..."
Ling Xi's beautiful eyes were scarlet. He almost went crazy when he found out about her pregnancy in the United States. He always thought they were lying to him. When he flew back and saw her, it was like a bolt from the blue. He couldn't believe it but had to believe it.
, Mingzhu is really pregnant...
"Lan Ximo!!" Ling Xi fiercely threw away Mingzhu's hand, stared at the person at the door, and roared: "I want to challenge you, if I win, Mingzhu and the child will be mine!!"
Mingzhu was stunned for a moment, her eyes hanging on her cheeks, and she was completely stunned.
Lan Ximo's calm expression didn't show any reaction, his dark eyebrows were picturesque, and when he walked towards him slowly, he said softly: "Okay!" You are still coveting his woman and child, Ling Xi, Ling Xi, you really don't know how to live or die.
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"Momo..." Mingzhu said worriedly. She was afraid that Momo would hurt Tidai if he got angry again! You're going to lose the drama period.
Xi Mo stopped, with a half-smile at the corner of his mouth, took off his coat and placed it on Mingzhu, and unbuttoned his clothes to avoid any obstruction.
"Don't worry, I am sensible. I will never be too violent in front of my daughter!"
Mingzhu still felt uneasy after saying this. But she couldn't see, and Ling Xi and Xi Mo didn't listen to her at all now!! I don't know what the situation was. I could only hear their conversations from time to time...
Xi Mo: I'll give you one arm and one leg.
Ling Xi was furious: Who wants you to give in? I don’t want you to give in!
Ling Xi studied in the United States, but because he was too beautiful, he was often mistaken for a girl. For this reason, he ran away many times. In the end, he was unable to go to the martial arts hall in Chinatown to learn martial arts. As a result, he was still mistaken for a girl.
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Xi Mo just smiled and said nothing. Although Ling Xi was more boyish than before, she was still too delicate compared to Xi Mo. Moreover, Xi Mo spent some time in the army when he was young, and he was involved in the underworld when he grew up.
, Ling Xi was immediately weaker when compared with him.
"Damn it! Have you ever heard of hitting someone in the face? If you ruin my face, I will fight with you!"
"Damn! Lan Ximo, you are despicable, bastard, bastard..."
"My hand is going to be broken. Mingzhu, your dog bullies people..."
"Damn it, if you hit me in the face again, see how I bite you..."
"..."
The jittery Mingzhu had no idea what was going on. Were they fighting?
Mu Ze didn't know when he appeared at the door. He saw the two fighting men sneering disdainfully. He walked to Mingzhu and saw her protruding belly. His expression immediately softened, "How are you doing recently? I came from the suburbs.
I brought two chickens, both of which were raised on rice and corn, an old hen for stew and a rooster for braise. Eat more!"
"Thank you." Since her pregnancy was publicized by Xi Mo, Mu Ze and Xi Ting came to see her. The atmosphere was quite strange at that time, and Mu Ze left without saying a word. Later, Mu Ze would come to see her once every month.
I always bring something to replenish my health.
Xi Mo still ignored him, treating him as a stranger with an indifferent attitude, but Mingzhu was not embarrassed to ignore him anymore.
The thin lips flowed with a warm smile, which was unparalleled in the country. The narrow peach blossom eyes squinted at the entangled figures on the grass, and faintly uttered two words: "Childish."
"Are they okay?" Mingzhu asked worriedly.
"It's okay!" Mu Ze replied calmly. He already has a child, so why would the person named Ling make a fuss? "I'll help you in to prevent them from accidentally hurting you!"
Mingzhu hesitated, but for the safety of the child in her belly, she nodded and let Mu Ze help her up and walk into the hall.
"Is Xi Ting okay? Haven't you found a girlfriend yet?"
"You also know his feelings for Lian Lian, and it is impossible to find another woman. He said that if you can't give others the love they want, don't get married and harm others!" Mu Ze said sadly as if he had lost his capital. In fact, he wanted Xi Ting more than anyone else.
He can be happy, but he has already made up his mind. Now Si Lan and Lan Sichen are not forcing him to do anything, and as good brothers, it is inconvenient to say anything.
"What about you?" Mingzhu sat on the sofa, "Do you still... like Momo?" It's really embarrassing to talk about this with your rival, especially since this love rival is a man.
Mu Ze's face was very indifferent, his eyes fell on her belly, "It has nothing to do with this. I don't like women, and I don't want to find someone to live my life. You know, my old man with convulsions would rather I die alone.
I'm going to harm innocent people!"
Thinking of Helianze, I have met him several times and found him interesting when listening to his words. He is very similar to Taitai, but much smarter than Taitai.
"Are you and Xi Ting really planning to stay alone like this forever?" Mingzhu frowned, feeling very worried.
"It doesn't matter. I've thought about it. I'll see if I can find a surrogate mother in two years. He and I will leave a child alone!" Mu Ze said calmly. He had discussed this matter with Xi Ting, but Xi Ting had some thoughts.
He doesn't want a child who is conservative and is not the result of love. Give him a little more time and see if you can persuade him to keep a child anyway. Otherwise, what will the Lan family do in the future?
Mingzhu touched her belly with her fingers, "It would be great if it was a boy."
"Girls are also very good, it's nothing." Mu Ze comforted her. In fact, Xi Mo and Mu Ze all like girls. This generation only falls in love with such a girl, and there are only a few of them who are capable.
You know girls are favored.
It is strange to say that Si Lan and Jing En were twin sisters back then, and later they gave birth to twin brothers Xi Mo and Xi Ting, and now Ming Zhu is pregnant with twin sisters.
Xi Mo felt depressed when it came to this point. Mingzhu originally had a shadow in his heart due to past injuries. On the day Xi Ting had the operation, he asked Silan to talk to Mingzhu to see if he could help Mingzhu. He didn't know what the relationship between Silan and Mingzhu was.
What did Mingzhu say? Xi Ting's operation was successful, and Mingzhu gradually let go of the shadow in her heart.
A week after Xi Ting was hospitalized, he and Mingzhu finally got to eat meat. This proved the sentence, "A man cannot be hungry." Although Mingzhu was his first time, Xi Mo tried his best to control himself and be as gentle as possible.
I came a few times, but - this is absolutely impossible!
At the beginning of Mingzhu, the night was so tortured that Xi Mo couldn't even stop falling asleep. When she woke up in the morning, her whole body was sore and weak, and all the bones in her body seemed to have been dismantled and reassembled. What's even worse is that she found out when she wanted to get out of bed.
The root of my thigh is wet and hot...
Ximo tormented her all night, but he didn't clean her up. Mingzhu was very angry. Mingzhu was very angry. Lan Ximo's fate was miserable, and he was forced to sleep on the sofa for a week.
A week later, Xi Mo was finally able to climb onto Mingzhu's bed, but Mingzhu still refused to allow him to touch her. Xi Mo could only hold the fragrant Mingzhu in his arms. He could touch and kiss him, but he couldn't get in. He was extremely frustrated and resentful of the people in the company.
The people who were tortured by him were upset. By the second week, Mingzhu finally stopped being angry and half-heartedly agreed to let him touch her. The result was that she vomited!
Xi Mo was so frightened that all the color drained from his face. He didn't even have time to put on his shoes. He threw on his clothes and rushed to the hospital with Mingzhu in his arms. The result of the examination made him dumbfounded - she was pregnant.
It happened to be the night they first met each other, and they had two little babies in Mingzhu's belly.
The doctor told her not to have sex in the first three months of pregnancy, no matter how gentle she is. Mingzhu’s uterus is weaker than that of ordinary women, so the doctor also added that for the sake of safety, she should not do strenuous exercise for five months...
So Xi Mo, who had just become a vegetarian, ate meat once and was banned for another five months. I can't talk about this matter. Talking too much will make me cry←_←!
After Lan Sichen finally got rid of the title of "virgin", he hugged his wife every day. He could kiss and hug her but couldn't play with her. He lived his life relying on the five-fingered girl. It was really sweet and tortured!
Xi Mo and Ling Xi, who were fighting outside, saw Mingzhu and Mu Ze walking into the hall, and immediately called a truce. Ling Xi ran into the hall like a tornado, "Mingzhu, I will be the godfather of your baby!!"
"Ah?" Mingzhu was startled.
"I've reserved the godfather's seat long ago, you line up!" Mu Ze gave him a squinting look.
"Based on the woolen thread! I will be the godfather of the baby in Mingzhu!" Ling Xi roared, looking at the black panda eyes that were beaten by Xi Mo.
"Get out!" Xi Mo stared at these two unconscious things, walked to Mingzhu, put his arms around her shoulders, and swore domineeringly: "My daughter only has me as a father! As for the position of godmother, I don't mind you choosing!
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"Lan, don't bully me too much! All the people in Mingzhu are yours, and the child is yours, so why not just ask the child to recognize me as his godfather? You bully me!" Ling Xi clenched her fist and roared!
"I just want to bully you!" Xi Mo said calmly after taking some time to calm down!
"--you!"
"Okay!" Mingzhu really couldn't stand the two of them, "Taiba, you are Tangtang and Guoguo's uncle, why do you want to be their godfather? And you, Mu Ze... you are an uncle, why do you join in the fun?"
After Mingzhu became pregnant, she liked to eat sweets, so the two children's nicknames were: Tangtang and Guoguo.
When Ling Xi was about to yell again, Mu Ze glanced at him and said, "Can you lower your voice? If Tangtang Guoguo is frightened by you, see if I don't kill you!"
I swallowed hard the sound that reached my lips. I originally wanted to stay and destroy Xi Mo and Mingzhu. It would be best to get them to divorce. But now I think that if they divorce, Tangtang Guoguo will have no father, and Mingzhu will definitely not
When she would be with him, Ling Xi's beautiful brows became tangled into caterpillars. She squatted at one end of the sofa and drew circles reluctantly.
Xi Mo's eyes despised him. It was useless to act cute and pretend to be pitiful. Mingzhu could not see him.
Mu Zefengmu spurned him, why don't you go back to the United States to study and join in the fun here!
Xi Ting walked in after finishing his business in the company and saw the contemptuous eyes of two men. One looked like a pitiful abandoned little man, and the other was confused and didn't know what was going on.
"What's wrong?"
"It's okay!" Mu Ze answered him first, "Why so late? There should be no traffic jam now."
"I just took a call from Ji Xian outside!" Xi Ting took the tea brought by Mrs. Rong and took a big sip!
Mu Zeliu raised his thin brows and said jokingly: "Lan Sangyu ran away from home again? How many times has this happened in half a year? What's the reason for this time?"
Xi Ting sat down with a smile on his lips, "It seems that it's because Ji Xian pierced the condom. You also know that he has been eager to have a child with Lian Lian ever since he found out that Ming Zhu was pregnant!"
"Pfft." Mu Ze couldn't help but snort, "It's really a shame to be a man like Ji Xian."
Xi Ting smiled disapprovingly, "It doesn't matter if Lianlian is really pregnant, Tianlan won't have to worry about no one to inherit her." His eyes glanced at Mingzhu's belly. He originally wanted to have Ximo's child, but he found out that both of them were daughters. Xicai
;Lan Ximo will not let his daughter become a strong woman...
"Maybe Lianlian and Ji Xian's child is also a daughter. It would be more reliable to have a child of your own!" Mu Ze mentioned the child again. He really hoped that Xi Ting could consider using surrogacy to have a child!
Xi Ting frowned, "It doesn't matter, you can let Ji Xian continue to work hard and have more children."
Xi Ting is very clear about Mingzhu's life experience. She is not the product of love. She has never been happy since childhood. She has gone through too many twists and turns and hardships and finally managed to be with Xi Mo. But not every child who has suffered hardships can be with her.
To be as lucky as a pearl.
He can find a surrogate, or he can have a child, and he can give the child the best material and a superior living environment, but he cannot give the child a mother, and there is no way for him to have a complete family with healthy and complete father's love and mother's love.
Can such a life really bring happiness to the world?
If he could not ensure that the child's mind and body would grow up healthy and happy, he would rather not have the child.
When Mu Ze wanted to speak again, Mingzhu spoke first: "I'm a little hungry, let's eat." She knew Mu Ze's thoughts and also understood Xi Ting's thoughts. No one was wrong, they just had their own concerns and things.
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Since becoming pregnant, Mingzhu's appetite has been much better than before, and the kitchen is always ready. Whenever Mingzhu is hungry, she has something to eat at any time.
"I'm not hungry yet. You go with Mingzhu to get something to eat." Xi Mo looked at Xi Ting. After the operation, he only had half of his stomach left. He had to eat small amounts and eat frequently. His body needed good maintenance. Once he arrived at Xiao's house, he
The treatment is similar to that of a pregnant woman.
"Muze, you come too." Mingzhu called Muze, not wanting him to stay and be embarrassed with Momo.
Ling Xi looked pitifully at Mingzhu and then at Xi Mo, still unwilling and unconvinced, "How can I not compare with you? Why did she choose you instead of me! Why can't I compete with you!"
Xi Mo's face was calm, his eyes looked at Mingzhu's side face, his eyes glowed with a soft light, and his thin lips pursed lightly: "From the day she asked me to leave, all I think about every day is to marry her when I am 18 years old.
I've been waiting for so long, why are you arguing with me?!"
After such a long period of growth and experience, all the hardships and sufferings are just to stand in front of her like a real man, capable and qualified to give her happiness.
Ling Xi was stunned. He had also heard Lin Jiu mention the incident between Xi Mo and Mingzhu when they were young. His voice was quiet: "What if she died?" Didn't you wait in vain for so many years?
"If she dies -" Xi Mo murmured, a smile flowing on his thin lips, "then engrave on the tombstone, Mingzhu & Momo's Tomb.
We can't sleep together in life, but I hope we can sleep in the same hole in death
His life is colorful and turbulent because of the pearl. Without the pearl, his life seems to have no meaning. He would probably be like a walking zombie without emotions. What is the meaning of living in this world without emotions?
?!
Ling Xi looked at his handsome side face, her beautiful watery eyes filled with complexity and inquiry, vaguely understanding that the fate between Xi Mo and Mingzhu was destined. They were the catastrophe in each other's lives, and no one could escape. No matter how good he or she was,
No matter how hard you try, whether you are born early or late, you will never be able to get in between them.
The long curly eyelashes drooped down to cover the loss and loneliness in his eyes. His love withered before it blossomed, just because he fell in love with someone he shouldn't love.
If you meet the wrong person at the wrong time, there is no point in waiting no matter how long you wait.
Ling Xi returned to the United States within two days to continue his studies, to walk his own path in life, and to find his true love. Before he found it, he would still pester Mingzhu. He told Tangtang
When Guoguo is born, his little uncle will still come back!
Xi Ting always disagreed with surrogacy, and no one tried to persuade him. Not even Lian Lian, who was already pregnant. He would not risk his life. Lian Lian even wanted to introduce a girl to him, but Xi Ting politely refused.
He just wants to obey his heart. If he meets a woman who can really depend on each other, he won't resist. But he hasn't met a woman and he doesn't want to force it. Besides, now he is used to Mu Ze being around and Mu Ze talking about him.
The people around you, whether in life or work, can help you, and everything else seems insignificant.
In fact, what everyone needs is just someone to depend on. It doesn’t matter whether the person is male or female. As long as there is such a person, no matter how difficult life is, you can continue to struggle. If there is no... If there is no one, who knows the result?
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Mu Ze couldn't force Xi Ting, so he had to find a surrogate. After all, he was Helianze's only child, and it was necessary to retain a trace of his blood. He had no intention of finding another person, and was already used to living with Xi Ting.
Together, we take care of his daily life and become his good partner at work. As for his heart, which will always belong to that man, it will not change and there is no way to change it. He himself feels powerless.
Maybe like many people, you can find a suitable person to live with. Maybe you won't like it, but as time goes by, you will always have some feelings, or you can just say break up in a cool way and find someone again. No matter how big the problem is, just be the most practical one
People who kiss, hug and make love at night become strangers at dawn.
Of course Mu Ze can do these things, but he is also afraid that no one can resist this one, because it is not Xi Mo, and he is afraid that when he wakes up, he will be left with more emptiness and loneliness.
Many times, it is not that I am willing to wait, nor that I want to continue to love like this, but that I know that the person who can make me love so unforgettably will never meet another person in this life.
So Xi Ting won’t look for her again, and neither will he, so let’s leave it at that.
That's all it can do...
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Mingzhu was six months pregnant, and Xi Mo had abstained from sex for six months. Because Mingzhu was pregnant with twins, she definitely couldn't press, and could only use her upper and lower body. However, Mingzhu's body became stiff every time she went up to her, and she didn't know what to do. Xi Mo was very worried.
Looking at her with aggrieved eyes, it's a pity that she is pretending to be cute and pitiful, and the child's mother can't be seen!
"Momo...I..." Mingzhu was very conservative about sexual intercourse, her cheeks were red and bleeding. She became more sensitive after becoming pregnant, but after all, it was only the second time and she couldn't see. She really didn't know what to do.
Xi Mo turned over and hugged her under him, kissed her red lips, avoiding pressing the twins, and moved them in and out very gently. After hastily finishing the round, he grabbed her hand and said: "Use your hands...
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"I...won't..." Mingzhu's voice was low and hoarse, mixed with lust and helplessness.
"I'll teach you!" Xi Mo quickly kissed her red lips and taught her step by step.
After using Mingzhu's hands to solve the problem twice, Xi Mo finally felt a little satisfied. He kissed her red lips and rubbed them repeatedly for a while. He reluctantly got out of bed, filled her with hot water, used a towel to clean her body, and changed into a clean set.
pajamas.
After everything was taken care of, Xi Mo lay down on the bed and held her in his arms. Mingzhu was a little tired, but she slept too much during the day and couldn't sleep at night.
"Momo, do you think Xi Ting and Mu Ze will fall in love with someone else?"
"I don't know." Xi Mo never cared about other people's affairs.
"Will Lianlian and Ji Xian be happy?"
"meeting."
"Why?" Why did Lian Lian's Happiness answer so simply.
"Because she has learned to let go, and she also understands what happiness is the most important to her." Xi Mo gently groped her hair with his fingers, and said softly: "I'm not sure whether Ah Que will fall in love with someone else. The only thing is that she has learned to let go."
What I am sure of is that he is actually very happy. Because the happiness of being in love is his happiness!" As for Mu Ze, he still cannot forgive him.
Mingzhu was silent, perhaps feeling regretful, or perhaps this was just right.
"Mingzhu..." Xi Mo suddenly spoke. Mingzhu hummed and heard his low, seductive voice ringing in her ears, "If there is an afterlife, I will still choose to love you."
"Did you see it?" Mingzhu was surprised.
In fact, I have always understood Braille, a secret Xi Mo never told Mingzhu.
"Mingzhu, you always thought that I was the one who brought you out of the darkness, but in fact -" the low and hoarse voice paused, as affectionate as the sea, kissed her red lips, and made a touching confession, "it was you who brought me out of the void and darkness,
You are the light of my life.”
The pearly lips were sealed by his kiss, sweeping her charmingly.
Mingzhu had written a suicide note when she committed suicide that year. Later, when she was rescued, she naturally hid the suicide note quietly, but she didn't expect Xi Mo to see it.
The suicide note reads like this -
Momo:
If there is an afterlife, if possible.
You must be in good health, and I wish you a worry-free life.
If being a human being is too hard.
It is also good for flowers, birds, fish and insects to be in pairs.
(Complete)
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From July 9, 2012 to June 19, 2013, three hundred and forty-five days of companionship and support, a long and torturous but heart-warming process. Perhaps many people regret the ending of Xi Ting and Mu Ze, and many people regret the wait.
The ending, but to me, this is the best ending. There is still a long life ahead of him, and he still has many opportunities. That is his own path, and he will walk it by himself. As for Mu Ze and Xi Ting, as long as they are
Dependent on each other, as long as the person they love is happy, they are also happy. Love does not necessarily have to be together. They will still love each other even if they are separated, and they will love deeper, but this does not mean that they are unhappy.
Countless times I wanted to give up. Countless times I was provoked by unintentional words, raged, sad, secretly angry, and finally persisted. Thank you to those who cannot understand what I expressed, and thank you to those who can understand what I expressed. Thank you for this
For those who shed tears through the story, I would also like to thank you for your suggestions and support along the way. As an author, no matter how bad the story is, there is always something she wants to express. No matter whether anyone can see it or not, at least it is worthy of my recent experience.
A year of hard work. For those of you who have been following me for a year, and for yourself, I have given you a report card that does not have full marks, but is at least qualified.
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This story ends here. If we are destined, I hope we can meet again in the next story and walk together together.
Prayers, blessings.
Peach Demon Demon was written on the evening of June 18, 2013, at 11:56.