Chapter 69: Taunting "What does this have to do with her marrying Lan Ruixiu?" Si Lan's watery eyes were full of doubts. [ | ]
"Little idiot." Lan Sichen scraped her nose affectionately, and explained to her impatiently in a low and hoarse voice: "Xin'er's body can't stand any stimulation, even the most basic duties of a wife.
Gee, she will leave at any time, do you think she would want to be a burden to others under such circumstances?"
Silan was awakened by him. Thinking of those things, her pale skin turned pink, and she withdrew her hand. Her clean eyes were filled with loss and heartache. She closed her eyes and sighed deeply: "But our child...
…It’s always gone.”
His white fingers tightly grasped the clothes on his lower abdomen. A child had been conceived here, but now it was gone. He disappeared without a trace, not even leaving any evidence. Maybe it will take a long time in the future.
, even I would doubt whether he had even appeared.
He owed Qin Xin his life. He couldn't watch something happen to Qin Xin, so could he just watch something happen to their child and abandon him?
There is a thorn in the heart that will always hurt.
There was a looming worry between Lan Sichen's eyebrows. At this moment, no matter what she said, she couldn't listen. Warm fingers held up her hands and put food on her hands: "Don't hurt because of sadness.
My body, obey me."
Silan looked at the still steaming food, looked up and fell into his deep eyes, tears falling again. "That's our child, he hasn't even come to this world to take a look. How can you sacrifice him? What should I do?
I believe you..." How to forgive?
The thing in his hand fell to the ground hard, causing a mess all over the floor. The hot liquid even splashed on Lan Sichen's hand, and his fair skin quickly turned red...
Lan Sichen's eyes tightened, and he hugged her trembling body with both hands, holding the thin girl tightly in his arms. His hoarse voice was full of heavy whispers: "I know. I know..."
How do you know? You don't understand at all... How important is this child to me? When I watched you hug her and leave her, my heart hurt, and you can't understand it at all.
Si Lan cried uncontrollably in his arms, her hands constantly hanging on his strong chest, venting the resentment in her heart. This little strength was nothing to him. No matter how much trouble she made, he couldn't bear it.
I hugged her in annoyance, and my chest quickly became soaked...
Si Lan was crying and quarreling for a long time. Lan Sichen's calm and handsome face showed no trace of impatience. His eyes were filled with distress and regret, and he whispered to her from time to time, like coaxing a child.
, exhausted all her patience, and continued until she was tired and fell asleep.
……The pure young master’s dividing line……
Si Lan opened his eyes and didn't see Lan Sichen. He might have gone to work, or... he might have gone to see Qin Xin.
Qin Xin, this name was like a knife stabbing into her heart. It was painful and uncomfortable. Even if Lan Sichen said that there was really nothing between them, if it really was nothing, would Qin Xin risk her life for him?
Si Lan sat up and bit his lip. Because he cried too many times, his eyes were as red and swollen as walnuts. He opened the quilt and wanted to pour some water to drink. Before his feet even touched the ground, an exclamation came from the door: "Si Lan
Lan, don’t move."
Si Lan was startled, and looked up to see Qin Xin sitting in a wheelchair wearing hospital clothes. Her face was as pale as a dead person, sickly and nervous. Although her hair had been taken care of, it was much less glamorous than usual.
.The nurse standing behind her helped push the wheelchair.
I didn't expect that she would actually come to see me!
"Ahem..." Qin Xin coughed a few times, her pale face slightly painful. When she looked up at Si Lan, her eyes were filled with tears and deep guilt. "What do you want, some water?"
Let the nurse help you. You just had a miscarriage and your body is still very weak. Don’t get out of bed and have a good rest."
The nurse took the initiative to pour her a cup of scalding hot water and gently reminded: "Be careful of the scalding..."
Si Lan reached out and held the cup. The scalding temperature almost shook her hand away, but she did not let go. She just tightened her grip harder. This kind of pain was compared to losing a child, and compared to watching Lan Sichen hold Qin Xin in his arms.
The pain when leaving is nothing.
Qin Xinshui looked at her, but hesitated to speak, and her voice sounded feebly: "You go out first, I will call you if anything happens." You are here, my dear.
"Yes, Miss Qin." The nurse pushed her wheelchair closer, turned and left, closing the door.
Jinxuan arched her legs, held the cup tightly with one hand, and avoided her eyes. She didn't know what to say at this moment. Do you blame her? She fell down the stairs and almost died, but if it weren't for her, her child would
It won't be gone. What was supposed to be a joyful engagement party turned into a life-and-death farewell.
"I know you don't want to see me now, and you must be very angry. But I'm really worried about you, so I couldn't help but ask the nurse to send me down to see you." As soon as Qin Xin opened her mouth, tears fell down, and she cried like a pear blossom.
Yu stared at her apologetically: "I'm sorry, it was me who caused you and Si Chen to lose their child. I'm sorry... I'm really sorry."
Si Lan lowered his head and saw that his hands were shaking all the time, and the hot water in the cup was rippled, reflecting his pale face. However, in just two days, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.
"Slan, you can scold me or hit me... it's my fault. I really didn't expect that I would step down and roll down the stairs, and bump into you, causing you to lose your child. No matter how much I say,
It's useless to apologize..." Qin Xin choked with sobs and couldn't continue.
Si Lan suddenly glanced at her, his calm eyes looking at her crying so hard that she couldn't help it. Her big teardrops were crystal clear hanging on her fair skin, which was pitiful. If he were a man, he would definitely feel sorry for her.
"You..." The voice paused, and then rose again with a bit more bitterness: "You love Lan Sichen, don't you?"
Qin Xin looked stunned for a moment, her wet eyelashes stained with tears also stopped for a moment, her watery eyes were filled with surprise and confusion, "Si Lan, did you misunderstand something?"
"Is it a misunderstanding?" Si Lan's thin lips raised a bitter smile, and his eyes showed a self-deprecating smile: "Although I have never been in love, at least I am also a woman. If I don't love a man deeply, so what?
Would you be willing to save him without risking your life? He told me everything, you were willing to risk your life to save him back then."
Qin Xin's watery eyes widened and she looked at her very innocently. She kept shaking her head and explained anxiously: "No...it's not like that. You misunderstood, Si Lan...you really misunderstood."
"You love him so much that you would die, so why do you want to be with Lan Ruixiu? What if..." Silan lowered her head and was too sad to say anything. What if she was not with Lan Ruixiu, but Lan Sichen?
, maybe I wouldn’t love him, and wouldn’t have the chance to have such a beautiful dream.
"The person I love is not Si Chen!" Qin Xin raised her hoarse voice with determination, sniffing, and said decisively: "The person I love is Lan Ruixiu!"
Si Lan turned his head to meet her watery eyes: "What did you say?"
"The person I love is Lan Ruixiu." Qin Xin repeated again, with a firm attitude, and her eyes met Si Lan's questioning eyes, without any evasion or guilt.
"But you..."
"He is Lan Ruixiu's younger brother." Qin Xin interrupted her, the hesitation in her eyes fleeting, too fast for Silan to catch. She bit her lip: "The four of us grew up together, and everyone around the world knows it.
The person I love is Lan Ruixiu, and he is Ruixiu's younger brother. I treat him as my own brother. He is in danger, can I just watch with cold eyes? If it were you, you would watch your relatives helplessly
Something happened?"
Si Lan said dumbly, but looked at her with red eyes, always holding a trace of suspicion.
"Si Lan, I have no reason to lie to you." Qin Xin's pleading voice was full of sincerity, and her fingers fell on her heart: "Since that incident, Si Chen has always felt guilty towards me. He thinks everything
It's all his own fault, so he always cares a little more about me than Ruixiu. But just because I can die at any time..."
"It's my fault, I'm not good enough. If I were healthy and like an ordinary person now, I wouldn't make Si Chen feel so guilty and wouldn't kill your children. In fact, I am the one who deserves death." Qin Xin
With a pale smile on his lips, he lowered his head and murmured to himself: "Why isn't I the one who died?"
"Qin Xin..." Si Lan hesitated. If it was not her child who left, but Qin Xin, she would not be happy. Over the years, her health has been in such bad shape that even the ordinary things she wanted most would not be happy.
I don’t even have a life, actually...it’s so pitiful.
Qin Xin raised her head and shook her head slowly: "Don't sympathize with me... People like me don't deserve your sympathy. Ahem..."
As she spoke, she began to cough uncontrollably, as if she wanted to cough out her heart and lungs, and covered her heart with her fingers.
Si Lan put down the cup and looked at her with concerned eyes, a little at a loss: "What's wrong with you?"
"I don't...ahem...nothing...ahem..." Qin Xin couldn't stop coughing, and uncomfortable tears fell slowly and silently from the corners of her eyes.
"Xin'er..." Lan Ruixiu, who pushed open the door, saw Qin Xin coughing violently, and his eyebrows instantly knitted together. He strode up behind her and patted her back gently, saying softly: "You
I just had an operation and my body is very weak, why are you running around?"
Lan Ruixiu brought the hot water that the nurse had poured to Si Lan to Qin Xin. She took a sip and finally stopped coughing. She put on a forced smile: "I'm fine. I'm sorry. I made you worry again..."
Lan Rui's sharp eyes gradually turned cold as they glanced at Si Lan. After staying for a few seconds, they fell softly on Qin Xin's body. "I'll take you back to the ward. The doctor said you can't catch cold and you must have a good rest."
There was a trace of struggle in Qin Xin's eyes, and her eyes fell on Si Lan's body, full of begging——.
Silan avoided her eyes and looked at the corner without saying a word. Looking at her like this, it would be false to say that he was not soft-hearted, but this incident had a great impact on him. Even now, he is still very confused. He still needs to
Time to think about it carefully.
Lan Ruixiu pushed Qin Xin to the door and handed her to the nurse. "You go back to the room first, I will come up in a moment."
Qin Xin said nothing, just nodded.
Si Lan didn't expect that Lan Rui Cultivator would come back again. Shouldn't he be by Qin Xin's side every second?
Lan Ruixiu put his hands in his pockets and walked to the table. He took out his right hand and picked up the clean cup on the table and poured her another cup of hot water. He turned and placed it on the bedside table. His sharp eyes stared at her pale face.
Very profound.
"Thank you!" Si Lan whispered softly, took the hot water and took a sip. His tongue was almost blistered because of the hot water.
Lan Ruixiu raised her thin lips slightly: "How on earth have you survived all these years?"
Si Lan put down the cup, raised his head and looked into his sharp eyes, and said unconvinced: "What do you mean?"
"If I had a daughter like yours who is as stupid as a pig and has a poor IQ, I would throw her into an orphanage because it is too embarrassing." Lan Ruixiu's cold voice was slightly contemptuous, completely ignoring that Silan had just had a miscarriage.
of weak body.
"Ha!" Silan couldn't help but sneered and retorted: "Do you think everyone is as cold-blooded and cruel as you?"
"Otherwise, why would you be thrown into an orphanage? Huh?" The last sound rose, full of danger.
Si Lan was speechless for a moment. Over the years, he had never thought about why he was abandoned in the orphanage, who his parents were, and why they abandoned him.
Lan Ruixiu glanced at her disdainfully and said coldly: "I have no interest in whether you want to live or die, but -" After a pause, he stared at her with sharp eyes: "Xin'er's body is very weak.
, if anything goes wrong, your life is not enough to compensate."
The implication is self-evident, Si Lan's life is not as valuable as Qin Xin's. Her father is a tycoon in the business world, a daughter of a wealthy family, so naturally a powerless orphan like Si Lan cannot compare.
Si Lan's eyes trembled, and he became more and more suspicious of how there could be such a cold-blooded person in the world. He loves Qin Xin, he cares about Qin Xin, what does it have to do with him? Now he is the one who lost his child, and he is the only one who is sad and uncomfortable
Why should you accept his ridicule? She stared at his back as he walked towards the door with both hands, and opened and closed his thin lips: "Do you and Qin Xin really love each other that much?"
Lan Ruixiu didn't look back, but the figure standing at the door visibly paused. "If you don't believe the person you love, get out."
Si Lan bit his lip and said nothing, watching his back disappear from sight. What he meant was... he believed in Qin Xin, and believed that his girlfriend and his brother had nothing to do with each other.
Si Chen said that he had nothing to do with Qin Xin, Qin Xin said that he didn't love Si Chen, and Lan Ruixiu didn't believe there was anything between them - almost everyone said so, but did they really have nothing to do with each other?
Si Lan's mind was in chaos, and there seemed to be two people fighting in his heart. One was persuading him to trust Lan Sichen and the person he loved, while the other was using his children and Lan Sichen to hold Qin Xin and leave with repeated reminders.
She, there must be something between them. She is so swaying, the tug of war seems to tear her in half.
Should you believe your own eyes or their words?
Lan Sichen specially brought the soup made by the housekeeper, fearing that she would not be used to the hospital food, and some changes of clothes. "You are very weak after the miscarriage, and you need to observe one more night. If you are fine, I will take you out of the hospital tomorrow."
"
Si Lan lowered his head and didn't look at him. He didn't even want to hear his voice.
Lan Sichen didn't mind her cold attitude at all. He sat by the bed, handed the bowl to her, and said in a gentle voice slowly: "Drink the soup and have a good rest."
Si Lan raised her head and fell into his deep eyes. The beautiful pupils were like black gems, shining with dazzling light, which made people's heart strings flutter. After hesitating for a few seconds, under his insistence, she took the bowl without drinking anything.
of**.
Lan Sichen stretched out his hand and rubbed her head affectionately, with a faint smile on his thin lips, and took out a letter from his arms: "This is a letter from the orphanage."
Si Lan's eyes flickered, and he quickly put down the bowl, snatched the letter from his hand, and couldn't wait to tear it open and read it - within a few seconds, tears fell on the letter paper, and the black fonts blurred out.
"What's wrong?" Lan Sichen took the letter in her hand and looked at it. It turned out to be a letter written by the director of the orphanage to Si Lan wishing her happiness, and there was also a letter signed by the children of the orphanage.
"Fool, there will still be children."
Silan's tears fell even more fiercely. She could always dream of that child these nights, but she could never see his face clearly... Now that I saw the dean's letter and thought of those children who had no home, she felt even more sad.
.If I had not left the orphanage and met Lan Sichen, perhaps nothing would have happened.
But I can't meet Lan Sichen. Thinking of this, I feel sad that I don't live up to expectations. I still want to meet him subconsciously!
Lan Sichen gently wiped her tears with paper and said in a coaxing tone: "It won't look good if you cry like a panda."
Si Lan avoided his hand and wiped away the tears on his face with random hands. Until now, she still couldn't accept his explanation and didn't want to be touched by him.
Lan Sichen's hand was stiff for a long time, and he took it back silently, straightened the quilt for her, and said in his always gentle voice: "I won't disturb your rest. There is an operation to be done in the afternoon, and I will come to accompany you in the evening."
Silan didn't say anything, and didn't look at him anymore. He sniffed and went to get the dean's heart. When he saw the children's signatures, he felt sad and sad.
.........The dividing line between pure young masters......
When Lan Sichen returned to the office, Ji Fengwen was enjoying tea comfortably, with a leisurely expression that made people want to twitch. When Feng Mu saw Lan Sichen, he smiled playfully and threw the document in front of him: "This is Angel
Title deed for the orphanage house.”
"How are those children doing now?" Lan Sichen didn't even look at it. He was not interested in an orphanage at all.
"It's settled. From now on, no one can drive them away except you." Ji Fengwen took a sip of the fragrant green tea and curved his thin lips, "What? You are soft-hearted and want to do something to make up for her?"
Lan Sichen glanced at him with calm eyes, and took out the information about the surgery for the afternoon from the drawer. "You should know that she is very important to me."
"Ok." Ji Fengwen shrugged nonchalantly: "However, I have good news to tell you. That person has signed up for an organ transplant. In other words, we don't have to wait until you get married. It's enough to perform the operation immediately."
"No." Lan Sichen replied decisively, without any hesitation.
"reason?"
"She just finished the operation. She is too weak and is not suitable for major surgery in a short time." Lan Sichen's calm voice did not fluctuate at all.
Who exactly was the "she" in the words? Ji Fengwen knew it as soon as he heard it and nodded: "Okay, then you plan to really marry her? I just meant to register and get a certificate, but I didn't ask you to hold a wedding.
Everyone knows about it.”
"It doesn't matter." Lan Sichen replied casually, "As long as the result is what I want, I don't mind putting a little more thought into the process. Besides, I still don't have a clue about the information. Lan Yunsheng is coming back soon."
As soon as Ji Fengwen heard the words "Lan Yunsheng", his head started to hurt. "What is that dead man doing back here? He can only do bad things."
"Lan Ruixiu asked him to come back to help retrieve the information." Lan Sichen crossed his hands together and blocked his mouth: "I will find a way to have someone hold him back and try to get him to come back after the matter is over."
Ji Feng stood up steadily, put his hands in his pockets, and smiled lightly on his thin lips: "I will try to continue to find suitable candidates, but it is unlikely. After so many years, there are only these two."
Lan Sichen said nothing, just lowered his head and read the information, indicating with an indifferent attitude that he could leave.
Ji Fengwen walked to the door, suddenly stopped, and looked back at him: "Actually, you have nothing to feel guilty about. If it weren't for you, she would have died in Lan Ruixiu's hands. The end may not be better than now..."
Lan Sichen's hand while flipping through the information froze and he never raised his head. When he heard his footsteps gradually moving away, he leaned back. His cold eyes fell on the bright light, gradually becoming gloomy...
If he had not appeared, Yilan Ruixiu would have been too stubborn to silence him, or at least not forgive him. But things have already happened, and thinking too much about it will not help. The most important thing now is to find information and prevent Lan Yunsheng from coming back.
late at night.
Si Lan slept in a daze and felt her mouth was dry. There was no light in the room, the curtains were stretched, and it was pitch black. She could not see anything. She vaguely remembered that there was half a glass of water on the bedside table before going to bed. She got up and reached for it.
I searched for a long time and couldn't find it.
She had no choice but to sit up, and when she was about to turn on the light, the sudden light filled the whole room, driving away all the darkness. Seeing the person sitting next to the bed, her eyes froze. Silan remembered that the room was empty when she fell asleep.
human.
Lan Sichen couldn't hide the tiredness between his eyebrows, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Do you want to drink water or go to the bathroom?"
Silan didn't speak, but glanced at the empty cup with his peripheral vision. Lan Sichen was keenly aware of this tiny detail, and stood up to pour water for her: "I drank your water. Now your body is weak, you can't
It’s suitable to drink cold water, but remember not to drink it.”
Silan took the cup he handed over, took a sip, couldn't help but look at him, and said hesitantly: "Have you been here all this time?"
"It's cold at night, and I'm worried because you like to kick the quilt." Lan Sichen said calmly, speaking so matter-of-factly.
Si Lan tightened the strength on his fingertips and saw the lethargy in his eyes, and felt pain lightly flashing through his heart. He pretended to be indifferent and said: "You don't need to stay here, go back."
Lan Sichen stood at the head of the bed, his shadow falling on her body, his thin lips curled slightly, but no sound came out.
Young Master: There are still 4,000 words left, and today I will finish 20,000 words...