The out-of-control emotions made people lose their minds instantly, and the fruit knife in their hands stabbed Pei Shaochen's chest fiercely.
The tip of the knife penetrated his flesh, and a suppressed groan came from the top of his head. The violent movement of his body stopped instantly. Pei Shaochen looked at the dagger stuck on his left shoulder in disbelief, and his face showed a hint of pain.
Somewhat distorted facial expressions.
Blood began to gush out, with a warm breath. Gu Qingyan's hand holding the dagger began to tremble violently when he saw the blood gushing out and rolling out along the handle of the knife.
Blood, blood!
Gu Qingyan's eyes were wide open, full of panic. She was holding a part of the dagger in her hand. She didn't even notice that the dagger had scratched her palm. Her eyes were stunned by the blood-red pajamas, and she was lying on the sofa.
Don't know what to do anymore!
Pei Shaochen, who was lying on top of her, looked a little pale. The dagger was still stuck on his shoulder, and the blood had already soaked the shoulder of his pajamas.
She hurt him, she hurt him with a knife!
An unpredictable expression instantly appeared in his black eyes. Pei Shaochen did not pay attention to the wound on his shoulder in time, but looked straight at her.
"How are you? Pei Shaochen, are you okay?" Gu Qingyan, who was still in shock, suddenly recovered her consciousness, got up and wanted to jump off the sofa. The shocking red color on Pei Shaochen's shoulders made her confused, and
The injury was caused by her own hands. She ignored the torn skirt on her body and ignored the embarrassment on her chest. She crawled over and tried to block his wound with her hands, but she stretched out her hand but didn't know how.
She looked at where the blood clots on her pajamas were getting bigger and bigger. She turned pale with fright, rolled over from the sofa, and started rummaging around for her phone. She was so nervous that she stammered to herself, "
1,2,0, hit 120, fast, fast!”
Lu Qingyan sat on the floor and found her bag from the foot of the sofa. In her panic, she unzipped the bag several times without opening it. Her hands were shaking with such anxiety that she finally pulled out her phone, but her hands were shaking so much that she couldn't hold it firmly.
The phone fell on the floor with a bang, and she hurriedly picked it up. A big hand had already picked up the phone from the ground. Gu Qingyan raised her face, her eyes were red, and she bit the corner of her lip in a panic, her face turned pale.
It was so scary. When he raised his face, he saw that handsome face with a calm expression and no trace of nervousness. The calm eyes had the power to soothe people's hearts. However, Gu Qingyan couldn't ignore the injury on his shoulder. The man sitting on the sofa
He looked calmly at the panicked woman sitting next to his legs, who was about to cry. He frowned slightly, held the phone in his hand, and said in a calm tone, "Send me to the hospital!"
Lu Qingyan stared at a pair of scarily red eyes. His calm words somewhat relieved the panic in her heart. She got up and noticed that their clothes were disheveled and that a large piece of her chest had been torn off.
Even her underwear was crooked. Not to mention how embarrassed she was at this moment. But she couldn't care about it anymore. She knelt down and, under Pei Shaochen's surprised gaze, blushed and reached out to lift up Pei Shaochen's pants.
, biting her lip when she stood up, her voice was trembling, but she was much calmer than before, "Wait for me for a while, I will take you to the hospital right away!"
No matter how calm she pretended to be, when she looked at the dagger stuck on his shoulder, she knew that if she pulled out the dagger at this time, more blood would flow, and she didn't know where the dagger was stuck.
How deep was it? She wanted to use the first aid kit to temporarily stop his bleeding, but she was so worried that she might injure his wound, so she had to grab his hand and run out the door. She was so flustered that she couldn't control it and held it.
The hands on the steering wheel were shaking uncontrollably. The car reached a speed of eighty yards. The nearest hospital was less than half an hour away. Pei Shaochen, who was sitting next to him, had not opened his mouth since he got in the car. He closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep.
, Lu Qingyan was worried that he would faint. She was afraid that he would faint when she went downstairs. She couldn't help him into the car, and she was afraid of pulling the wound on his shoulder. She didn't even dare to wear a seat belt along the way.
She tied him up, but was afraid that her driving would not be stable enough. She mentioned calling an ambulance many times, but Pei Shaochen only said one word in reply to her.
It’s not like I’m going to die!
"Hey, wake up?" Lu Qingyan looked at the person next to her and closed her eyes again, and she panicked in her heart. She couldn't help but call out in a low voice, "We're almost there, don't sleep!" The book said that excessive blood loss will occur after a long period of time.
Feeling cold will be accompanied by coma. Will he pass out due to excessive blood loss?
Gu Qingyan was so distraught that she stepped on the accelerator and rushed forward, looking towards him from time to time, feeling annoyed and scared. Did the knife stab above the heart? Would it hurt his heart?
When she thought of this terrible possibility, Gu Qingyan was so frightened that she screamed, and tears burst out uncontrollably, "Pei Shaochen, don't die, wake up!"
The hand hurriedly reached out and moved his left hand, as if she was afraid of hurting his wound. She stretched out her hand and touched the palm of his hand. She grabbed it tightly and could clearly feel the trembling of her palm and the tips of her fingers.
There was still something moist and moist. Although Pei Shaochen had his eyes closed, he did not fall asleep. He was a little tired and tired. The injury on his shoulder had long been so painful that he had lost consciousness. His whole left arm was numb. He
Hearing her call, he wanted to open his eyes, but his eyelids were too heavy to open. Then he felt her hand reaching out to grasp his unconscious left hand, and his numb fingers became numb.
A trace of feeling came into contact with the moisture on her fingertips, and his heart trembled slightly. Is she crying? He heard her nervously calling his name, wanting to respond to her call, but he was too tired to open his eyes.
He was a little tired, as if he hadn't had a good rest for a long time. His numb hand was clenched, and he felt the warmth coming from the palm of his hand. The corners of his lips curled up slightly, and he fell into a deep consciousness after listening to her voice.
vortex.
"You, you -" Qi Tianxin looked in disbelief at Gu Qingyan, who was sitting in the hospital corridor with her eyes as red and swollen as walnuts. She received a call from Gu Qingyan and rushed over overnight. Gu Qingyan's voice sounded like she was crying on the phone.
Hearing this, he panicked. Something must have happened to make the usually calm Lu Qingyan panic like this.
"It's okay, Qingyan, you've come to your senses!" Qi Tianxin reached out and hugged Gu Qingyan, letting her face rest on his shoulder. He kept patting her back with his hands to comfort her, but he was secretly cursing in his heart.
, Nima, why don’t you stab me to death with a knife? It’s best to die!
"Tianxin, I-" Leaning in the arms of her friend, Gu Qingyan took off all her guard, and her tense nerves were relieved, and her whole body became limp, "The doctor hasn't come out yet, do you think he can
---, he was already unconscious when he went in!"
What will happen?
If you control your emotions, will you die?
I wish he died!
However, good people do not live long, and disasters last for thousands of years!
Qi Tianxin was thinking this in her heart, but she didn't show it. Seeing how flustered her friend was at this time, she couldn't bear to say anything that would affect her emotions.
"What's the matter with your clothes?" Qi Tianxin looked at the men's shirt that was worn as a skirt on Lu Qingyan in surprise, and then glanced at the men's shorts underneath. He knew at a glance that they belonged to that bitch.
clothing!
"I -" Gu Qingyan was about to explain when she saw that the doctor in the ward had already come out. She quickly stood up and walked towards the doctor. Her tone could not conceal her anxiety, "Doctor, how is he?"
"Are you a family member of the patient?" The doctor looked at her suspiciously. She was indeed the one who sent the patient just now!
"Yes!" Gu Qingyan hesitated, but still nodded!
"If the dagger was five centimeters lower, it would be the heart!" The doctor looked at Gu Qingyan seriously. Gu Qingyan's heart trembled and her face turned pale. 13acv.
"But the bleeding has stopped. He is asleep now. He will be energetic after a night's sleep! He will wake up soon, don't worry!" The doctor saw that Gu Qingyan's face was not very good, and he knew that if he said it more seriously,
, I’m afraid she will also faint without being able to hold on.
"Thank you!" Gu Qingyan thanked her and stood at the door, looking in through the transparent glass on the door. She looked at the man lying on the hospital bed, thinking that her knife almost killed him, and the feeling of fear came again.
She came out, her eyes were hesitant but also filled with fear and worry. She stood at the door for a long time, and finally opened the door and walked in.
Qi Tianxin stood behind her and watched the changes in the expression on her face. His heart convulsed. He was frightened by his friend's emotional expression at this time. Gu Qingyan, are you really in love with the man inside?
When you worry, you will have a little more care. Because of care, there will be a special existence in your heart!
Qingyan, Pei Shaochen is a special existence in your heart, right?
A special existence that I love and hate!
The ward was very quiet. Because it was an emergency room, it was a temporary room, and it was not a single room, but a four-person ward. As soon as you entered the door, the room was filled with the pungent smell of strong disinfectant mixed with medicine.
, Gu Qingyan walked to the bedside and saw that the curtains of the other three beds were closed. It was already night. Once the specified time came, the lights in the ward would be turned off. Unlike special wards, the power supply inside was controlled by oneself.
of.
Pei Shaochen slept very uncomfortably on the hospital bed. He didn't know whether it was because the pain after the anesthetic was unbearable, or because he was uncomfortable sleeping on the hard wooden bed, or because the air here made him feel uncomfortable.
The ground tightened and unclenched.
Lu Qingyan took a small cup of warm water from the water dispenser next to her, wetted it with a cotton swab, and applied it to his dry lips. When she touched his split lips, she remembered that she had desperately resisted because of her resistance.
I bit his lip, and now I looked carefully and saw that there were still a few deep tooth marks left on the inside of his lip, which were still filled with blood, so I couldn't help but be gentler with my hand that was wet with water.
It was obvious that he violated her and she resisted and hurt him, but watching him being stabbed by herself and watching him lying here, her mood was like a roller coaster, scared, nervous, worried, fearful,
All the emotions that shouldn't have appeared at this time came out. She couldn't control it, thinking about what she would do if he really died like this? Her mind went blank!
Qi Tianxin, who was leaning on the bed, watched his friend carefully wipe Pei Shaochen's face and the blood stains on the back of his hands, and his heart sank slightly, this damn Pei Shaochen!
"Qingyan, call Ling, you should go back!" Gu's mother called twice and asked if Gu Qingyan was at her house!
"Tianxin, Ling Rui is a man after all!" How can a woman take care of someone carefully?
Qi Tianxin raised his eyebrows, "Are you staying?"
"I'll stay!" Lu Qingyan wiped his palms with a towel. She was the one who hurt him. No matter how unhappy she was, he was lying here because of her. She couldn't turn around and leave without mercy!
Qi Tianxin hated Tie Bucheng and glared at her, "Gu Qingyan, your soft-heartedness will let men take advantage of you." Qi Tianxin looked at the man lying on the bed and raised his eyebrows. He didn't know if this man was pretending?
"Okay, I'll take care of the other things!" Qi Tianxin said, and went to the nurse station to find someone to add a nursing bed. The four-person hospital bed is no better than a single ward. Without a nursing bed, Qi Tianxin would have to sit there all night.
Although she didn't want to see Pei Shaochen, she felt sorry for her friend and went to the nurse station to ask the nurse to add an accompanying bed.
Soon, the accompanying bed was brought over. It was a simple small bed with folding seats. It was uncomfortable to turn over even if someone slept on it. Qi Tian thought to himself that Pei Shaochen was asleep anyway, couldn't he call if something happened in the middle of the night?
Nurse? She wanted to ask Lu Qingyan to stay in a hotel next to the hospital for one night, or follow her home. It was obvious that Gu Qingyan had made up her mind to stay in the hospital for one night. What else could she do besides being dissatisfied with Pei Shaochen?
Gu Qingyan rarely stayed overnight in the hospital. She was originally afraid of smelling the smell of disinfectant. In addition, the hospital was surrounded by a white tone. The sheets, quilts, walls, and even the curtains and curtains used for blocking were all white.
In this white atmosphere, she couldn't help but feel a little panicked, because the venue used for memorial ceremonies was mainly white.
This white space reminded her of her childhood. She was only five years old when her grandfather passed away. The ice coffin, white chrysanthemums, white paper flowers, and white elegiac couplets. The dazzling white color symbolized farewell deep in her memory.
, she was afraid of this color, because when she saw this large expanse of white, it was equated with death deep in her heart.
The central air conditioner in the room made a low sound as the air circulated, and the white curtains were gently blown by the wind. Gu Qingyan was sitting on the nursing bed, and the curtains were shaking beside her. She didn't know if it was because the air conditioner was too low. She felt
A little cold, she crossed her arms and touched it, sniffing the smell of the potion between her nostrils. This smell was like the key that opened the memory gate, and some pictures flashed through her mind quickly.
The white cloth was slowly pulled up to cover an old man's face. Through the thin layer of cloth, the squeaking sound of the hospital bed's pulleys rubbing against the smooth floor could be heard.
"Mom, grandma is crying!"
"Mom, is grandpa asleep?"
.........
Later, she realized how common death is. As soon as you close your eyes, the person will be gone. No matter how much you hate someone or someone you love, you will be afraid when facing death!
This is the fear of death and the inability to let go of that person!
If a person doesn't care about the other person so much, why would you waste your precious time hating him and resenting him?
Lu Qingyan clenched her hand. She didn't realize how badly her shoulders were shaking now. Her right hand was still holding the sheets. She suddenly wanted to hold his hand to calm her uncontrollable heart.
She was hurt, wanted to ask him if he was in pain, wanted to wake him up and talk to her, even if it was just a few words, even if he got up and looked at her coldly.
She was like an isolated island drifting in the sea. Without the support of land, she was drifting in the wind and waves. She didn't know where to find a fulcrum. The loneliness and fear growing in the darkness made her afraid.
Want to escape.
But the hand holding the sheets was gently covered by a large, slightly cool palm, and then slowly tightened.
Gu Qingyan, who was in panic, raised her face in shock. She sat on the edge of the bed. Because the lights were turned off, except for the light projected from the corridor outside the door, she could barely see a glimmer of light. Before she got used to the darkness,
Her vision was blurry. She looked at the figure on the bed, and seemed to see his deep and dark eyes. The hand holding her palm squeezed slightly, and a hoarse and mellow voice sounded faintly.
, "Don't be afraid!"
Don't be afraid!
Just such a simple sentence, but like a drowning person seeing driftwood and life-saving straw, he saw a glimmer of hope for survival. His fingers were slightly cold, but Gu Qingyan's heart was filled with turmoil, and he endured it.
The unstoppable tears broke through the last psychological defense line. She leaned on the bedside desperately, her face pressed into the palm of his hand, turning all her weakness and helplessness into tears and pouring out.
When grief and despair appeared in her world, she couldn't find the direction and allowed herself to stumble around helplessly without a goal or direction. How many times in her life had she hesitated and been helpless. What she longed for was to have someone who would be there when you were lonely and afraid.
When the time comes, stand up, hold your hand, and say, "Don't be afraid, I'm here!"
It was in the heavy rain that he used his tall body to block the wind and rain for you, wrapped his trembling body in his wide coat, and told you gently and helplessly, 'If you don't leave, you won't be able to leave when the rain gets heavy.
Got it!'
Facing his father's military whip, he blocked the dozens of whips without hesitation, and said frankly and frankly, "It's all my fault! The one you should hit is me!"
Even when he was scarred, he still smiled and comforted her, "Gu Qingyan, men and women are different. It's okay for a man to be whipped, but it's different for women! Men are born to protect women!"
She wanted to ask right then.
Is the man in those words Pei Shaochen, and is that woman referring to the unique Gu Qingyan!
————I have a cold, which has been particularly severe in the past two days. Yesterday’s chapter was revised. Alas, it’s such a big river crab————