The power in his body gradually disappeared, and Gu Qingyan's consciousness began to faint, and he was dragged into a huge black vortex, sinking and sinking -
Someone's voice echoed quietly in the air.
"I'm sorry, I've tried my best! Her health condition was too bad and the child couldn't be saved!"
"Her health is so bad, she needs to take good care of herself!"
"The child is too fragile and has been bleeding non-stop for more than half a month. In fact, in this case, as doctors, for the sake of eugenics, we do not recommend keeping the child."
"Ms. Gu's relevant examination information is recorded on the medical card. She signed the agreement agreeing to the operation in the morning, and the operation was scheduled for one o'clock in the afternoon. It's just a pity that I didn't expect such a thing to happen!
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Outside the ward, because of the patient's special needs, the chief physician of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology came here specially. After carefully checking the patient's examination information, he took out a consent form signed by Gu Qingyan from the stack of examination reports and reached out.
handed it to the other party.
"Mr. Pei, this was signed by Madam Ling herself!"
Ling Rui, who was standing aside, noticed that Pei Shaochen's hand holding the consent form could not help but tremble.
God knows what happened in the company?
Shen Xian was the first to find Gu Qingyan fainted at the door of the bathroom. By the time Pei Shaochen sent her to the hospital, it was already too late.
Standing at the door of the ward, Pei Shaochen's face looked extremely hard, his lips tightly pursed into a straight line. His expression had changed from shock at first to astonishingly calm now, and his eyes seemed to penetrate everything in sight.
, in the straight suit sleeves, the slender fingers slowly curled up and clenched into fists.
The consent form was written in her graceful handwriting. He could tell at a glance that it was her handwriting. Holding these two pieces of paper, they seemed to weigh a thousand kilograms.
Gu Qingyan, this is what you want to tell today, right?
You want to tell me personally that you gave up this child! Right?
Gu Qingyan, this child is not just yours? Why?
You are the mother, you are his mother, how did you feel when you signed the consent form?
Do you know that this seemingly simple signature of yours can mean a life!
Don't you feel distressed?
His chest felt so tight that he could hardly breathe. Pei Shaochen squeezed the consent form tightly. He had never been so sad before. In his heart, he was still secretly happy that she finally took the initiative today. But he didn't expect that he prided himself on being smart.
, but I didn’t expect it to end like this.
"Young President, the young lady is awake!" Ling Rui frowned. No one was mentally prepared for such a thing to happen. Even Shen Xian, after learning that the woman who lost the child because of fainting was the young lady.
When I saw the general wife, I was so scared that I still have lingering fears.
Pei Shaochen's back was stiff and he turned his back to the door of the ward. He was silent for a while before turning around and pushing the door open.
Lu Qingyan had already woken up, lying on the hospital bed, her eyes were blank and her reactions were slower than usual, but her face was still pale. When she heard the sound of opening the door, she closed it tiredly when she saw that the person who came in was him.
Eye.
The moment she fell, she clearly realized that the child could not be saved! Maybe this was the best result, wasn't it? She had originally planned to have surgery in the afternoon!
However, when he thought of the unwanted child leaving quietly like this, he seemed to know that he was not loved, so he chose to leave in this way.
Something was blocking her heart, making her unable to breathe.
"Do you feel better?" Pei Shaochen came in, sat calmly on the chair beside the bed, and looked at her quietly. She had lost weight. When he carried her to the hospital, she already weighed less than a hundred pounds.
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"It's okay!" Gu Qingyan opened her eyes and looked at him. She didn't expect that the two people's opening remarks would be so calm. There was no conflict, no irritability, and no tiredness of mutual suspicion. It seemed that everything was calm.
The calmness is almost coming to an end, and this tired tail is about to draw a full stop!
When everything becomes insignificant, you will no longer care about who did something wrong, who was right, who should be responsible, and how they should do it. You will use your own standards to measure other people's actions and judge others.
The right and wrong, fault-finding, harshness, suspicion, and sarcasm are gone, and everything has become dull.
It just turned into a faint regret!
Yes, the marriage is a pity. She is regretting her willful and desperate revenge. The child is a pity. If there had not been the quarrel that night, the conflict of distrust and violence, there would have been no future.
After getting drunk and giving up on himself, perhaps this child was expected!
Gu Qingyan had a trace of regret. If, if they could have had a good talk that night, maybe, they wouldn't--
However, everything turned into deep helplessness in this mentally and physically exhausted resistance and entanglement.
"You came today just to tell me about this, right?" Pei Shaochen's tone was very calm, but his voice was a little hoarse. There was something flowing in his eyes that made Gu Qingyan feel a little sad, but it disappeared in the blink of an eye.
It was so fast that she almost thought she had seen it all wrong.
"Yes!" Gu Qingyan replied calmly. This is the most common way for the two to get along. But this time, such a calm confrontation made both of them smell something strange. However, neither one was willing to tear apart the other's disguise.
Just because everyone knows that behind the disguise, everyone is stubborn and unwilling to bow.
Pei Shaochen lowered his head. This man always had a straight back, but now he lowered his head and bent his body slightly like a shrimp. He actually looked a little tired, "The child is gone, you can feel at ease now!"
"
His words were like a long whip dipped in pepper water, hitting Gu Qingyan hard, and like a poisonous dagger, piercing her heart.
"Since you don't want this child, it may not be the best ending if he chooses to leave in this way!" Pei Shaochen lowered his head and spoke softly, but these words made Gu Qingyan burst into tears instantly.
Yes, she has no intention of keeping the child. Can she keep it?
Gu Qingyan suppressed the sadness in her heart. Yes, sadness was just like the sad ending in a TV series. Sad words would always make people burst into tears.
The gentle yet sad eyes slowly raised their gaze and fell on her face. Seeing the tears on her face, Pei Shaochen felt that his heart was filled with panic. "You are sad because of regret, right?"
?Or are you just being soft-hearted because you actually love him in your heart?"
The tears falling from her face were salty and cool, and her sight was obscured by the thin mist. She could hardly see his face clearly. Just listening to his words made her feel sad.
Yue's mental strength is haggard, and her inner struggle and pain will soon disappear with the departure of this child, but at this last moment, no matter how hard-hearted she is, she will still feel pain!
"Gu Qingyan, I never thought that we would really get to this point! From the beginning, you were not optimistic about this marriage, so you refused to make any effort and only thought of getting out of the way in the end, so even this child
, you can't tolerate it." Pei Shaochen finished speaking quietly, and Gu Qingyan saw a trace of blood red in his eyes.
Lu Qingyan bit her lips tightly, as if this was the only way she could hold back some of her words and not say anything out loud, but when she looked at his determined gaze, she opened her lips and said, "You have been the same from the beginning.
, Pei Shaochen, you don’t love me, so I am just a substitute from beginning to end. You and I both know that this marriage will not end well!"
"Oh, it turns out you have always thought this way, so no matter what I do, you will never believe me, even if it's superficial, right? Gu Qingyan, you are really wronged by following me like this!" Pei Shaochen looked at her.
, there was a sense of vicissitudes in his eyes that was different from his age. He stood up and looked at Lu Qingyan on the bed, unable to hide his fatigue, and said softly: "I just realized now that what I imposed on you is not what you like or what you expected.
Even marriage is like this! Are you tired?"
After Pei Shaochen finished speaking, he turned around and his voice became hoarse, "I didn't expect to make you feel so uncomfortable! I'm sorry!"
When Pei Shaochen left, the sky had darkened. The lights in the ward were not turned on in time, and it was dark. His shadow disappeared at the door of the ward, and the footsteps gradually faded away. The sound was like coming from ancient times, which can be heard in the heart.
There was an echoing sound, but the sound became farther and farther away, until Gu Qingyan could no longer hear it.
His eyes became blurred, and his vision became increasingly blurry. The water mist condensed into two streams of clear water that could no longer stop popping out of his eyes. The big hole in his heart was torn open when he said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."
When she spoke, it was like being sprinkled with salt. It hurt so much that she reached out and covered her chest tightly.
The heart-piercing pain of the last blow was so painful that she wanted to die!
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Gu Qingyan was hospitalized for a week. Qi Tianxin came to accompany her every day and brought her delicious food and fun things. Of course Qi Tianxin did not dare to tell Mama Qi. Mama Qi was a big mouth. If Mama Qi found out about Gu Qingyan, it would only take a few minutes.
She would let the Gu family know that something like this happened, and she knew that Gu Qingyan would not tell her family.
Gu Qingyan has been resting her body for a while. She has been sleeping and sleeping all day long. She has not slept well for a long time. What she hated most in the past was being hospitalized. The smell in the hospital was unbearable to her. However, this time
, but she slept soundly. Except for getting out of bed and walking a few steps every day, she still felt that her steps were wobbly, but it was much better than before. She sat in bed watching TV and reading magazines.
Sometimes she felt in a daze that she had reversed right and wrong, no longer had the trouble of work, and could sleep whenever she wanted. Occasionally when she was conscious, she felt that someone was looking at her, and there were so many things in her eyes that it was difficult to understand.
In such a mood, she just turned sideways and buried her face deeply in the quilt, until she caught her eyes and left again.
"Do you have any other discomforts in your body? If so, please tell the doctor!" Qi Tianxin was peeling an apple. She knew that someone had already come. There was also a thermos box on the bedside table with stewed soup inside. This week
There were all of them, but Gu Qingyan had never touched them, which gave her an advantage. Every time she came, she was forced to drink them all by Lu Qingyan.
"It's fine now, don't worry!" Gu Qingyan sat on the bedside. She had been catching up on her sleep this week, sleeping hard every day, as if she wanted to make up for all the sleep she didn't get in the previous month.
"Well, Gu Qingyan, why isn't your examination report here? Let me take a look at it!" Qi Tianxin asked. What Dr. Chang said that day was very scary, so she went back to check Baidu. Indeed, ectopic pregnancy is harmful to women.
It is extremely harmful to the body.
"Lu Qianxing took it away!" Gu Qingyan replied quietly.
"Well, why did he take it away?" After Qi Tianxin finished speaking, thinking about Lu Qianxing's expression when he held Gu Qingyan's hand tightly that night, his heart skipped a beat. After thinking about it, he was like this, and wasn't it the same last time that Gu Qingyan had appendicitis?
Did you take Gu Qingyan's report so arrogantly?
"Does he want to be a gynecologist? That doesn't matter!" Qi Tianxin muttered, glanced at Gu Qingyan who was as if nothing had happened, and asked tentatively: "Gu Qingyan, Lu Qianxing, he treats you -"
The smile on Gu Qingyan's face froze slightly, and she chuckled for a while, with a regretful expression on her face, "Tianxin, it's all over, don't mention it again!"
Qi Tianxin looked at Gu Qingyan's lack of hesitation and secretly breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, no matter what, she felt that Lu Qianxing was no longer suitable for Gu Qingyan. Just like what Lu Qingyan said, time has changed and she wanted to relive the dream.
It's impossible.
It’s just that Pei Shaochen——
"Qingyan, you, will you regret it?" Qi Tianxin asked worriedly.
Gu Qingyan's expression froze, she put the apple to her mouth, took a bite gently, and after a long silence, she whispered: "Tianxin, this child is destined to be destined to be destined to be together but not destined to be destined!"
Qi Tianxin felt nervous, but her anxious heart was still a little calmer. Fortunately, she had figured it out. She was really afraid that she wouldn't be able to pass this hurdle!
A crisp phone ringing broke the tranquility. Gu Qingyan looked at her cell phone. The call was from her brother. She answered the call. Gu Qingyang's voice was a little anxious, "Yanyan, you go home now, hurry up!"
My brother's voice was urgent, and I could tell that he was driving now, probably on his way back.
What happened?
"Brother, what's going on? What's going on at home?" Gu Qingyan had already climbed out of bed, feeling annoyed. She had a very bad dream last night, and because of this dream she has been thinking about it all day long. Unexpectedly,
It will come true.
Qi Tianxin also helped start organizing. Seeing Gu Qingyan hurriedly saying that he was going to be discharged from the hospital, he ran to the nurse station and asked the nurse if he could go through the discharge procedures. The nurse said that this required the signature of the attending doctor, but Gu Qingyan's attending doctor did not say
The patient can be discharged from the hospital.
"Nothing can be done, let's go first!" Gu Qingyan hung up the phone, packed her clothes and was about to leave. Her brother was hesitant to speak on the phone. No matter what she said, he didn't tell her what was going on, which made her even more anxious.
She couldn't bear it, and she always had a bad premonition in her heart. This bad premonition made her couldn't help but feel that sad emotions began to slowly gather in her mind, and she couldn't get rid of it!
Lu Qingyan packed her things and was about to go out. At this moment, there were two people standing at the door. Gu Qingyan was stunned for a moment, then stood still and glanced at the person: "Lawyer Jiang!" Lu Qingyan pursed her lips tightly, Qi Tianxin
It was discovered that Gu Qingyan had a strange expression when she saw this person.
"Miss Gu, do you have time? We need to go through a procedure!" Jiang Zhenghao asked quietly, and the assistant behind him handed over the folder.
Jiang Zhenghao glanced at Gu Qingyan and said softly: "As entrusted by Mr. Pei, Miss Gu please take a careful look at this divorce agreement that was drafted by you and modified by Mr. Pei! If you have no objections, please sign!"
What? Divorce?
Qi Tianxin is already shocked. Pei Shaochen wants a divorce?
This bastard, Gu Qingyan just lost her child!
No wonder Pei Shaochen didn't come to the hospital during this period. She originally wanted to ask, but she was afraid of mentioning her friend's sadness, so she never dared to ask.
After listening to Jiang Zhenghao's words, Lu Qingyan understood in her heart that he finally agreed. She thought it would take a long time, but she didn't expect it to be so fast!
Biting her lips lightly, Gu Qingyan lowered her eyes. Her eyelashes had covered all the emotions in her eyes. She nodded, "Okay, Lawyer Jiang, just stay here!"
Jiang Zhenghao sighed in his heart. These two people were really the most peaceful couple he had ever seen divorced. They were both so peaceful. However, one person was not as peaceful as this Miss Gu. The Admiral last night
When a revised document was thrown to him, he could clearly smell the strong smell of alcohol and cigarettes. He knew that the man who seemed not to care was actually about to collapse.
In this case, why should we divorce? Alas!
Jiang Zhenghao watched as Gu Qingyan turned to the last page of the agreement, quickly signed his name under Pei Shaochen's signature, and without even looking at it, he closed the agreement and handed it to him.
Jiang Zhenghao was stunned, God! She didn’t even look at it!
"Miss Gu, do you need to read the contents carefully? Mr. Pei said that if you have any other requests, feel free to put them forward!" He remembered that Pei Shaochen added several supplementary agreements to it, including
Many of them are additional compensations. Even the wedding house and a luxury car in his name were attached to one of the agreements, not including the considerable financial compensation. It is hard to tell that Pei Xiaosan, a businessman,
I am usually reluctant to spend money, but to this woman, I can't wait to give away all my belongings!
Jiang Zhenghao thought like this. He reminded Gu Qingyan to read it carefully. Maybe Lu Qingyan would be moved by the details when she saw the small clauses. If she didn't sign, she might still have reservations.
However, he never thought that she would sign it without hesitation!
Indeed, women have the most poisonous hearts!
In fact, what Jiang Zhenghao didn't know was that when Gu Qingyan saw the handwriting signed by Pei Shaochen, the only thought in her heart was torn to pieces. Gu Qingyan's body was in decline.
"No, I have no other requirements. He has already given me the best compensation. Lawyer Jiang, if there is nothing else, I will leave!" It shouldn't be mine, and I can't keep it even if I want to!
Pei Shaochen, divorce is the best compensation you can give me!
"Miss Gu, please allow me to say something!" Jiang Zhenghao stood up. He actually didn't want to say anything, but thinking about his friend's performance yesterday, he thought about it and spoke, "You should understand his deep love for you.
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Affectionate? Oh, talking about affection with Pei Shaochen? This word is really ironic!
Gu Qingyan turned around and when she took a step forward, her steps felt a little empty. She did not turn around, but her back was a little stiff and her voice was a little hoarse, "I can't afford his affection!"
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"Young President, the reception arrangements over there have been arranged. Regarding-" Ling Rui was about to go on to talk about a few things that needed attention when he was interrupted by the ringing of the phone in the car.
Pei Shaochen raised his hand to ask his question, paused, picked up the phone and glanced at the caller ID. He looked a little doubtful at first, but still pressed the answer button.
"Well, yes!" Pei Shaochen's face changed slightly when he answered the phone, and his voice soon became darker. A trace of sadness flashed across his face, and he whispered: "Don't worry, I'll be there as soon as possible!"
"Ling Rui, tell the people over there to cancel the flight and rush to City F immediately!"
Huh? Ling Rui was shocked, vaguely knowing that something serious must have happened, but he saw that the sad expression on the face of the man in the back seat of the car had not dissipated, his brows were tightly knitted, and there was hesitation and entanglement in his eyes.
But in the end I chose to pick up the phone.
"San'er, she signed it!" Jiang Zhenghao said on the phone.
The hand holding the phone shook slightly, and Pei Shaochen didn't say anything for a long time. He originally wanted to call her, but thinking that he asked Jiang Zhenghao to handle the divorce agreement yesterday, he didn't expect his speed to be really good.
Very quickly!
"Where is she?" Unable to control his consciousness, he actually asked his friend about her whereabouts.
"Let's go. It looks like he was in a hurry. He didn't even go through the discharge procedures and just left!"
Pei Shaochen hung up the phone, leaned back on his chair, and looked at the scenery on the street, his heart slowly sinking.
"Go directly to City F!"
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F City Hospital, Gu Qingyan ran towards the inpatient building as soon as she got out of the car. Qi Tianxin chased her all the way, calling her name as she ran. Gu Qingyan had just been discharged from the hospital. Even her running steps were floating, but now she was struggling
He rushed forward desperately, stumbling and falling several times, getting up and running forward regardless of his own embarrassment.
Gu Qingyan rushed into the hospital building. She was already in a trance. The doors next to each other seemed to be moving.
Like a headless fly, she rushed into every ward, and then rushed out in despair. Repeatedly, when she climbed up to the next floor, she heard a burst of uncontrollable crying erupting from the ward not far away.
, her whole body was shocked. She suddenly stretched out her hand and covered her mouth tightly. She bit her lip tightly and drew blood. The blood all over her body solidified in an instant.
The central position exploded with a bang, with a madness that could make people collapse!
grandmother--
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Written at the back: Regarding that unfortunate child, I think I need to give an explanation. It was the result of marital rape, a product that combined violence, fear, anger, and even despair.
It is destined not to have a good ending from the beginning. Many readers and friends will think that this is too impersonal, but think about it from another angle. Even if this child stays, I don’t think it was born out of love. You let the male protagonist and the female protagonist use
What kind of mentality should you face this child? As soon as you see this child, you will be reminded of the violent conflict that night. He is a time bomb. His existence will only be a continuation of the repeated entanglement between the two people. There are also readers who are
I told the group that I wanted to see something different, and why most of the complete breakups between the male and female protagonists are based on the sacrifice of their children. I think such plots are cliche. Oh, to be honest, romance novels are just like these clichés.
, Alas, so I don’t have enough brains, and I really can’t think of a better routine! Please forgive me, viewers!
ps: I was exhausted from working on the manuscript a few days ago, and I have been recuperating my energy these past two days, so I only read the messages in the comment area one by one and did not reply to them personally. Please forgive me! But I did read your messages one by one.
, thank you for your message despite your busy schedule.
Recently, someone has been chasing me and asking, where is your substantial breakthrough, where is your breakthrough, where is your breakthrough...
After several days of questioning, I once dared not read the comment section again! 13acv.
I admit that my will is not strong, and my mentality has not yet reached the state of being indifferent to whatever you say. I once lost the courage to touch the keyboard again because of a malicious comment from a reader. Therefore, people are inherently fragile, so I
is also like this!
To use an analogy from another angle, I am like the story teller, and you are like the story sharer. I sincerely listen to your opinions, but they cannot change the main line of my outline of this article. Adhering to the original intention of creation is the most basic requirement of an author.
If I were to follow your lead, I would be telling your story, not mine!
These are my honest words. If there is any offense, please forgive me! The cultivation of this three-acre land requires mutual respect and mutual support! Thank you to the friends who have supported us all the way!