"Mom, I didn't tell you that day. When I went back to Pei's house to pick you up things, I met my dad!" Gu Qingyan said as she walked to the water dispenser to pour water. When she turned her face, she paid special attention to the change of Zhong Aixin's expression. She found that Zhong Aixin's face began to become a little heavy. She felt a little bulging in her heart, and hurriedly stopped and secretly warned herself not to mention Pei Guangyuan again.

Although Zhong Aixin's face was heavy, his tone was quite calm, "His he returned from the Pei family courtyard?"

"Yeah!" Gu Qingyan poured half a glass of water and walked to the bed and handed it to her. Zhong Aixin took it and took a sip.

Gu Qingyan found that the atmosphere, which was originally quite active, began to become a little subtle because she mentioned Pei Guangyuan.

It took a long time to hear Zhong Aixin's response. Gu Qingyan saw her closing her eyes tiredly and waved to her that she could leave first. Gu Qingyan stood by the bed and took the cup from her hand, frowned, remembering that she had just arrived and saw her unconscious on the hospital bed, and her heart almost stopped beating. She said softly, "Mom, have you really decided? I look at him, dad--"

"Gu Qingyan, since you have agreed, don't try to change your decision again. This is the most basic condition for the promise. If you can't do it, you shouldn't have agreed at the beginning!" Zhong Aixin suddenly opened her eyes, and her sharp gaze in her eyes was so serious that Gu Qingyan's words were stuck in her throat by her intimidating eyes.

"Just like the words 'I do' at your wedding that day, it's not a simple Chinese word, it's a solemn promise, do you understand?"

Gu Qingyan didn't know what happened to Zhong Aixin suddenly? She just mentioned her father, so she took the opportunity to turn to her promise to marry Pei Shaochen. She always had that thorn in her heart, thinking that her marriage with his son was an irrational union, otherwise she wouldn't have been picky about her during the days after their marriage.

It seemed that she was also aware that her emotions were too aroused. Zhong Aixin covered her chest, and her chest was fluctuating violently. The pain from the liver made her mood more and more irritable and uneasy. She also understood that she was making unreasonable at this time, because as her body was eroded by cancer cells, her emotions became more and more unrestrained. Moreover, she found that any unhappy scene in her heart would become a reason for her to get angry. Then she thought of the information provided by the private detective agency that she saw in the morning. She grabbed the clothes on her chest and pulled them tightly. She looked at Gu Qingyan standing by the bed and remembered that the private detective said that she had recently had a close relationship with the officer named Ye, and the anger aroused by the irritability suppressed in her heart was almost unable to control.

Unable to avoid being unable to control one's emotions, Zhong Aixin waved to Gu Qingyan, "You go first!"

Gu Qingyan didn't understand that they were having a happy chat just now, but the ending ended up with a bad break. She looked at Zhong Aixin's face that had become pale and twisted due to the pain, and walked to the head of the bed to press the first aid bell. Zhong Aixin reached out and slapped it over, "Didn't you hear what the doctor said to you today? Pain is necessary, even if it is given analgesics, it will still hurt!" She said, with an unknown emotion flashing in her eyes, and she grabbed Gu tightly.

Qingyan's hand closed her eyes and gritted her teeth and endured the stinging pain of her chest like a needle. When the nerves were almost numb, the hand she was holding was bulging with blue veins, and the hand she was being grabbed left with a few eye-catching red finger marks. After the pain, she fell on the hospital bed weakly. Gu Qingyan gasped heavily. The pain from her arm where the nail marks were scratched had become numb. She grabbed so hard that it showed how unbearable the pain she was suffering.

Gu Qingyan knew that the patient's emotions would be shady, but she had witnessed the pain of Zhong Ai's heart and pale face twice in a row. She let go of Zhong Ai's hand and reached out to grab her bag. She had to tell Pei Shaochen the news that the promise she had promised was not as good as her pain now, and she struggled soberly when she was in pain. She should not keep any promises. Take marriage as an example. So many people swear to say "I do" at the wedding, but in the end, the divorce rate is still rising every year. If a promise locks people's consciousness firmly, what's the point of being alive?

"Gu Qingyan!" Zhong Aixin, who had no strength, looked at Gu Qingyan's actions and hurriedly reached out to grab her hand. Gu Qingyan grabbed the bag and stayed away from the bed, took out the phone from the bag. She couldn't wait for a moment. How tormented this huge secret was in her heart, she couldn't stand it!

"If you dare to call, I will jump from here now!" Zhong Aixin turned directly from the hospital bed. She had no extra strength to roll to the floor-to-ceiling window with the motivation to turn from the bed. She rolled twice and grabbed the railing with her hands. Her eyes turned red and she looked at Gu Qingyan with a determined look.

"Mom, why do you have to force me like this?" Gu Qingyan grabbed the phone tightly and looked at Zhong Aixin, who was holding the railing and climbing up against the balcony. Her hair was already messy. Her arms, whose needle tube was pulled, were still bleeding. She didn't care at all. The blood was soaked in her pajamas. The hands that had long lost their luster and became small and weak grabbed the railing, leaning tightly against the side, and said coldly: "I said I can do it! You can try it!"

"Mom, don't you think that your decision is unfair and just fulfilling your selfishness?" Gu Qingyan tightened his phone, but Zhong Aixin refused to give in. "I have my reasons. Even if it is selfish, it is my choice. Don't use justice as an example. I believe that those who are fair in this world are all unpromising people!"

Gu Qingyan felt that her head was too big. She wanted to call but was forced to death by Zhong Aixin. Looking at her bloody arm, Gu Qingyan felt distressed and helpless, so she could only put her phone away and put it back in her bag, "Mom, I won't call anymore, I promise you, I won't say anything, okay?"

"You swear!" Zhong Aixin refused to let go. Gu Qingyan wanted to say that there were very few people in this world who believed in oaths, but looking at her firm red eyes, she put the bag on the ground, raised her hand, and gritted her teeth, "I swear!"

Seeing Gu Qingyan compromise, Zhong Aixin did not let go of his hand holding the railing, but continued, "You swear you will never leave Shaochen, you said--"

Um?

Gu Qingyan felt that this vow suddenly changed the subject and nature? She couldn't help but pause, her brows frowned slightly, and she changed her tone. She heard the coercive remarks of "crying, making a fuss, and three hanging" from the words of others in the book. However, this was the first time she met her mother-in-law and used this to force her to swear.

In Zhong Aixin's expectant look, she slowly retracted her hand and said softly: "Mom, I don't believe in the oath!"

Lu Qianxing once said that he would never let go of her hand no matter what happened, but he gave her a two-year gap period. The oath gradually faded away in two years. The power of the oath became like dust in the air. No matter how high it flew, it would fall into the ground, and it would appear so insignificant.

Pei Shaochen half-kneeled in front of her when he was picking up the bride that day, saying, "Gu Qingyan, marry me." This was a promise. She also accepted the promise with practical actions. But now, the storm is in turmoil, she smells the sad ending.

True feelings, no commitment required!

It's the kind of, you stand, I love you, you lie down, I love you, you are healthy, I love you, you are weak, I love you, you don't need any reason, because it's you, so what I love is you!

But Gu Qingyan felt that it was not a question of whether to love or not, but a question of whether it was needed or not!

Whether it is a strong woman or a weak woman, there will be such a small expectation in your subconscious mind. I am what you need!

This is a kind of affirmation of self-existence.

But now, Gu Qingyan found that she was not that important to Pei Shaochen!

The promise of a person who has not been felt by need is not worth mentioning.

Zhong Aixin's expression was stunned, then she smiled, with a hint of ridicule and depression in her smile. She didn't believe in the oath. She believed it? She was really making trouble, but the expression of her daughter-in-law had an indescribable heartbroken and heartache, because it was not yet certain that the news was true, Zhong Aixin did not dare to throw out that topic easily. She suffered so much grievances, but she never said Shaochen in front of her again these days. But she noticed that whenever she mentioned Shaochen, Gu Qingyan's eyes showed a faint loneliness and helplessness, but what made her even more heartbreaking was that there was no struggle, no pain, only a faint calmness, and she seemed to have smelled the breath of death in her heart.

What are you most afraid of in the marriage world? It is not endless quarrels. Quarrels are because you still care about it in your heart, it is indifferent and calm facing it. What kind of mentality has cultivated such peace of mind? It is because your heart is dead!

Many people think that marriage is another form of continuation of feelings, but this continuation is also named another name, called "The Grave of Love". When all the passions begin to be filled with dullness, the freshness is gradually being worn away. The sublimation from love to family affection requires a process of running-in, running-in, and running-in. But this process sounds simple, but it is difficult to sit up! 13acv.

Zhong Aixin couldn't help but feel ache, and the eyes that looked at Gu Qingyan were filled with a hint of complex pity.

Then my family got it. She lowered her eyes and said in a sigh: "Even if I jumped off the building, I guess I was forced by you!"

Zhong Aixin sighed that the nurse who came in to deliver the meal was shocked when she heard it. She walked over quickly and saw that there was still blood on the back of Zhong Aixin's hand. She hurriedly put down the lunch box in her hand and exclaimed in surprise: "Ms. Zhong, please stop the bleeding immediately!" After that, the young nurse looked at Gu Qingyan who was still standing by the bed with a look. Are they quarreling? She seemed to hear the sound of their disputes at the door.

Zhong Aixin did not make unreasonable requests to Gu Qingyan. After stopping the bleeding at the nurse's request, he drove Gu Qingyan away, and no longer had the life-and-death look just now. Gu Qingyan was worried about leaving, but in the end he was stared at by Zhong Aixin.

Gu Qingyan, who had left the ward, felt a chill in her vest. Zhong Aixin's actions just now scared her into a cold sweat. It can be seen that this forced death was indeed effective, at least she was scared to death and almost lost control.

When he walked out of the entrance of the inpatient building, Gu Qingyan saw the Mercedes-Benz car with a familiar license plate number. The woman who got out of the car was the woman who kowtowed and cried in front of Zhong Aixin that day. Then he got off the car, Ling Rui, who was driving. The two walked towards another inpatient building one by one. Gu Qingyan stood there and did not see the owner of the car.

Even Ling Rui knows much more than her!

In fact, no matter how hard she tried, there were always areas around him that she could not get involved. This feeling was very subtle, that was that she had been isolated from him.

She didn't know what he was busy with these days, because since seeing that scene that night, the cold war between the two has begun to escalate. Perhaps, this is the same pattern as before, just her alone in the cold battlefield.

Gu Qingyan picked up the thin sweater on her body and became a little cold. The cell phone in her bag rang. She picked it up and took a look. It was called by her elder sister Pei Manyue. Today is the weekend, and Pei Manyue asked Gu Qingyan to go shopping.

Under the iron umbrella under the pedestrian street light rail, Gu Qingyan found Sister Manyue in casual clothes. Seeing that she did not bring Xiao Lele, Gu Qingyan stepped forward and grabbed the instant coffee she was holding, and said in a preaching tone: "Pregnant women, can't drink coffee!"

Pei Manyue smiled helplessly and asked, "Then please ask Miss Gu Qingyan, are you drinking coffee now?"

Gu Qingyan looked a little unnatural by her rhetoric. Pei Manyue was indirectly asking if there was any news in her stomach. Gu Qingyan put the coffee paper cup on the lid of the trash can next to her without comment, "Go and go shopping!"

"I said it so boldly, why? Have you encountered something unhappy?" The woman's mind is sensitive.

Gu Qingyan took a deep breath and shook her head. This really confirmed the name of Carnegie's book. "Details are doomed to succeed or fail." She wasn't too careless about her emotions? Alas, people with secrets in their hearts may not be able to enjoy it. Look, a word may lead to clues by others!

When shopping with Pei Manyue, he naturally strolled like a walk. Gu Qingyan was so nervous that he was a little faster. After all, he was pregnant and there were crowded places, so Gu Qingyan was always nervous.

"You look even more nervous than me!" Pei Manyue smiled with Gu Qingyan's hand and walked towards another container. Gu Qingyan found that the baby products Pei Manyue looked at, such as clothes, were all male. Can she feel that she was pregnant with a boy?

Gu Qingyan looked at a set of pink and blue baby clothes and bamboo charcoal fiber fabric. According to the clerk, the skin of the baby was breathable and dry. She held it in her hand and couldn't put it down. She unconsciously curled the corners of her lips. She suddenly remembered that she obviously had infantophobia. If she had been in the past, she would never have set foot in the maternal and infant shops and other places related to children. However, today, she had been shopping for so long before she remembered that she had infantophobia, but she had inexplicably adapted to the environment here and couldn't help but look stunned.

"Miss, do you need to buy it?" the clerk asked enthusiastically. Gu Qingyan came back to his senses and put the items back on the shelf, pointing to Pei Manyue who was purchasing, "My sister bought it!"

"Oh, then please choose as much as you like. The store is full of new products from this season, many new styles, all of which are very cute!"

After the clerk left, Gu Qingyan looked back at the baby suit she had just taken, and even she herself didn't notice that her eyes had become softer.

"Qingyan, do you think these are good?" Pei Manyue chose a lot, but because they are all new products and their patterns are quite attractive, they are dazzling and can't pay attention.

Gu Qingyan flipped through the shopping cart and said, "Why are all the clothes for boys?"

Pei Manyue next to her smiled awkwardly, "I hope this baby is a boy!"

Gu Qingyan, who was bent down and flipping through things in the shopping cart, was slightly stunned and turned to look at Pei Manyue. The embarrassing expression on Pei Manyue's face was no longer there, and she felt a little melancholy, and she whispered: "His grandma wants a boy, so--"

Gu Qingyan's brows were raised. No wonder she often heard Xiao Lele say something wrong with her grandfather and father, but she only heard Xiao Lele say something about her grandmother.

"The Lin Xun family is actually a single descendant of the four generations!" Pei Manyue said, looking a little cramped. Gu Qingyan heard what she said, "Preferring boys over girls!"

She remembered Pei Shaochen said before that his brother-in-law Lin Xun's family was a politician, and Lin Xun's mother was the director of the G Municipal Education Department. A woman who can take such a position will definitely have a majesty, but this old thought made Gu Qingyan feel incredible.

Gu Qingyan almost asked this question, what if the baby is a baby girl again? Will you still have to give birth? The mother-in-law also became a daughter-in-law and is also a woman. What do they regard women as?

Pei Manyue felt Gu Qingyan's abnormal mood and hurriedly changed the topic, "Shaochen likes girls. Once I joked with her, and he also said that he hopes that the child will be like you in the future! He said that he is smart and beautiful like you!"

This is indeed a good topic that separates the topic, but Gu Qingyan thinks it would be fine if she doesn't mention Pei Shaochen. When she mentions him, Gu Qingyan has a kind of rush to draw a clear line with him immediately.

The farther away, the better!

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Hospital.

Dai Qingping came out of the attending doctor's office. The doctor told her that the kidney source with rh rare blood type was difficult to find, and it was more practical to find the kidney source from the immediate family. Dai Qingping came out of the office in a daze. Thinking of the doctor's words, she felt a little cold. There was a small note in her pocket, which was the phone number written to her that day by Pei Shaochen. She was stunned at the phone number for two consecutive days, but she still didn't call it in the end.

It’s not that she doesn’t want to save her daughter, but that she really doesn’t want to have any connection or any involvement with the Pei family anymore.

She walked into the stairwell alone along the corridor and walked unconsciously towards the rooftop. She still held the phone number in her hand and sat down slowly at the edge of the rooftop, allowing her thoughts to flow freely in her mind.

"I really don't know what to do?" Dai Qingping murmured against herself against the cold iron railing, but heard a cold voice floating from behind, "It's easy to deal with, return the kidney to my son and let her die!"

Dai Qingping turned her face in shock. When she heard this familiar voice, she had already started to mess up. When she saw Zhong Aixin standing not far away, she showed a panic expression on her face, "You, why are you--"

"How did I know, right?" Zhong Aixin did not approach, but leaned against the wall next to her and smiled a little coldly. "Dai Qingping, when it comes to going to hell, aren't I more than the only one qualified now? You killed one of my sons and damaged another son. You said that if you exchanged this debt for her life, I will always lose it!"

Unlike the madness that day, Zhong Aixin today is surprisingly calm. When it is time to go crazy, she has passed by crazy. When it is time to feel sad, she is already heartbreaking. Her heartbreaking pain will only happen once. The last time was the departure of that son, but this time it was because of the youngest son's confusion.

"Don't, Mrs. Pei, the past has passed--"

"Then why did you force my Shaochen to cut off a kidney for that wild species? Since you have disappeared, why should you come back?" Zhong Aixin's words became sharp. She now wanted to rush into the ward and stab the woman to death.

Dai Qingping covered her face and whispered: "This is all accident. I didn't force him. Mrs. Pei. I really feel sorry for what I have done before, but please think about it. If I weren't forced to go to the forefront by you, I wouldn't--"

"Don't mention your glorious little three history to me, because once you mention it, I will regret that my methods were not ruthless and unsatisfactory enough!"

"Mrs. Pei, please think about it. If you could have a chance back then and not forcibly acquire my husband's company, he would have been so depressed that he would have divorced me. If you didn't use any means to make Mu Jinqing jumped off the building and committed suicide by jumping off the building, my daughter would not have lost the happy family she should have early, and she would not have fallen to this point today!"

"A woman with an ex-husband and a back-husband and even an affair, you are romantic and happy. Will your daughter be like this be retribution?" Zhong Aixin said casually. Dai Qingping had red eyes and bit her lips tightly. In front of the strong Zhong Aixin, she was always a weak person. She was confused for a while back then. She gritted her teeth, "Then Mrs. Pei, your son is also retribution for you to do all the bad things!"

"Pa--" A slap came over hard. The two sons were the thorn in her heart. Once teased, they were in pain. It was because of Pei Guangyuan's cheating twenty-nine years ago, she was so fierce that she could kill all the things. Not only did she force Dai Qingping to divorce her original husband, but even Dai Qingping later remarried, she did not let Mu Jinqing who dared to marry Dai Qingping. These were far from enough than her son who died in the cradle!

The only time, no other woman dared to approach Pei Guangyuan by killing the chicken to scare the monkey!

Who says women are born ruthless? That is forced out!

Dai Qingping covered her face. The thing she regretted most in her life was that she went to Pei Guangyuan's bed that day and got into this woman. She thought she was not a mistress, and Pei Guangyuan was also drunk and was distracted. When she woke up, she had torn apart and there was no more entanglement. She was all adults. Everyone knew the rules of the game, but they didn't know how Zhong Aixin learned it. She was forced to go to the fore. Even the child in her belly was born with anger. If it weren't for Zhong Aixin's step-by-step pressing, she would have done it before the child was formed.

How could it be possible to say there is no hatred? This woman caused her family to be destroyed, but she felt so guilty that she regretted her child in the end. The grudge between the two involved an innocent child, she also had children, and she also knew the heart-wrenching pain of a mother when she lost her child.

"You beat you and scold you, and you scold you, don't have any more entanglements!"
To be continued...