Chapter V 167: If it's a dream, then I will never open my eyes
Why is it getting more and more gloomy?
Qi Tianxin couldn't help but tremble her body. She was brave enough to follow her. It rained heavily in F City last night. Although the rain stopped today, the weather was still gloomy, which made few people originally.
The corridor that will come over will appear deserted and quiet, with a deep and yin energy.
But Gu Qingyan was walking in front, and she followed Cheng Zhiyuan closely, for fear of losing her. Qi Tianxin looked at Gu Qingyan's back and couldn't help feeling distressed. Qingyan, what can you do if you go and see it?
It would be better not to go and see him, so as not to cry heartbroken when I see him again!
Qi Tianxin felt that Gu Qingyan's feelings were a montage movie, and the whole story was a real version of a novel. However, when she learned that Pei Shaochen was dead, Qi Tianxin was no longer calm. She felt incredible. Until now
Even though she was on the way to the morgue, she still couldn't believe it.
I'm afraid Gu Qingyan has the same idea, he wants to see people and die!
But she was afraid that she would not be able to stand it later!
Qi Tianxin felt sorry for Gu Qingyan and was even more worried about the child in her belly. However, Gu Qingyan had just found out that the child was dead. His father here was dead. A mother-in-law had just passed away. Pei Shaochen went here too. Oh my God!
Gu Qingyan, can you, you, can you withstand it?
She was really afraid that when Gu Qingyan saw Pei Shaochen's body, she would be so cruel that she would go crazy! This woman with a tendency to be self-abuse in her heart would not be impossible if she committed suicide at this time!
Qi Tianxin was scared and even faster, following Gu Qingyan tightly. Her eyes were eager to nail Gu Qingyan to death, so that she could not let her leave her sight.
The three followed a doctor leading the way to the morgue. At the door, Cheng Zhiyuan looked sad, looked at Gu Qingyan, and said in a deep voice: "Are you sure you want to go in?"
Gu Qingyan's hands were tightly held together. The psychological journey along the way was so long that she realized what life was worse than death. Along the way, her steps were so heavy that it felt as uncomfortable as if she was filled with lead. She was forcing her body to fight for perseverance.
When she walked here, she felt the air conditioning air penetrated from the doorway where the gap was opened. It was the chill that could penetrate into the bone marrow of the body, just like a bucket of ice water pouring her from head to toe, so wet her.
The coldness of the soles of her feet continued until the coldness of the brain nerves. She seemed to hear the sound of her nerves being frozen and then stumbled. She pinched her palms and nodded heavily, "Look!"
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Pei Shaochen suddenly opened his eyes. He sat up from the bed, reached out and pulled out the needle on the back of his hand decisively, completely ignoring his right hand with a medical bandage. Is she here? Where is she? Qingyan
, Don't leave, I'm here, wait for me!
A series of words emerged from his mind frantically. Although he was groggy, he suddenly woke up when he heard her name. The confused thoughts in his mind gathered into a sentence.
She is here!
Qingyan, you can't bear to leave me after all!
Pei Shaochen flipped off the bed directly, and rushed out of the ward with a surprised and shocked expression from the person in the room. Jiang Zhenghao looked at the man who rushed out like an arrow and looked at the lazy Gong Yan again.
Gong Yan's tone was faint, "Why didn't you remind him to wear shoes just now?"
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"Please don't stay inside for too long!" The doctor who led the way opened the door. Qi Tianxin reached out and grabbed Gu Qingyan, shouting worriedly: "Qingyan, you, don't go in!"
The morgue is already gloomy. People say that people who are pregnant should not go to these places. Of course, these are not scientifically based, but it is better to avoid them as much as possible. She just doesn't think about herself, but she should think about the children in her belly.
, and Qi Tianxin was even more worried that Gu Qingyan would not be able to bear it. Lu Qianxing's medicine was part of the effect of the child who had miscarriage last time, but Gu Qingyan's mood was not very good at that time, which was also one of the important reasons for the miscarriage.
I have just experienced the grief of the mother-in-law's death. Although I also know that the grief brought to her by Pei Shaochen's departure is inevitable, Qi Tianxin is still looking forward to Gu Qingyan not going in.
When he encountered his friend's begging gaze with concern, Gu Qingyan reached out and shook her hand, and patted her gently, "Tianxin, I can do it!"
Qi Tianxin felt sad, Gu Qingyan, you can't. If you were really as you said, you wouldn't have cried there so much that you almost fainted.
Qi Tianxin suddenly regretted chasing Cheng Zhiyuan to bring them over because she could not predict what would happen when Gu Qingyan saw Pei Shaochen's body. When Gu Qingyan let go of her hand and turned into the morgue, she
He hurriedly took out his cell phone and called Gu Qingyang.
"Brother Qingyang, come quickly!" 13acv.
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"What did you say? The morgue?" Gu Qingyang's voice suddenly rose, "Who took you there?" After hanging up the phone, Gu Qingyang tightened the phone. If he didn't beat the little bully of the Cheng family today, he wouldn't be Gu Qingyang!
"How could she go to that kind of place? Qingyang, hurry up, go!" Mother Gu stamped her feet in an anxious mood, and Dad Gu's face was also cold. Gu Qingyang comforted his parents and looked at the corridor, but he didn't see it.
Pei Shaochen's figure was trying to call, but Pei Shaochen's phone was turned off. Seeing that he was running so anxiously just now, I was afraid that I didn't have time to bring my phone.
"Let's go, go and stabilize her first!"
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The temperature inside is lower than that outside. Small squares lined up like drawers, each with numbers on it. Cheng Zhiyuan couldn't help but shivered when he walked in. He heard Gu Qingyan appearing in a low voice.
"Which one is it?"
The doctor who Cheng Zhiyuanjian brought them over stood outside the door, and he pointed at one randomly, "Here, that's it!"
I wanted to tell the truth when Gu Qingyan opened the grid, but Gu Qingyan stood still and did not move. Her eyes quietly looked at the bottom corpse cabinet and said softly: "Can you go out first?
, Let me be quiet! Be alone with him for a while!"
Cheng Zhiyuan's eyes looked at this bizarre morgue, and he couldn't help but tremble. It's not that he was alone, so many, he reached out and touched his arm, feeling that it was a mistake. He even had one.
Women are worse than that, and he is not as calm as Gu Qingyan.
Cheng Zhiyuan felt extremely small by Gu Qingyan's powerful calmness. The man's self-esteem began to cause trouble. He wanted to force his courage, but he was still shocked by the coldness given by this gloomy space and retreated out.
Gu Qingyan heard Cheng Zhiyuan's footsteps and stood there for a long time before slowly squatting down. Cheng Zhiyuan was referring to the one at the bottom. Her hand touched the handle and then followed the iron.
The edge was caressed, and the cold temperatures made the iron cabinet colder. Her fingertips slowly touched her, as if she was stroking the other person's face.
"Will you be cold here? You have always liked warm things. How could you like it so cold here?" Her voice was slow, and she could not hear obvious sadness, but she was holding the pain of her heartstrings.
"Did you blame me for leaving you cruelly? Did you blame me? You must have blamed me!" Gu Qingyan touched the handle with her hand and gently leaned over her face.
She stretched her legs straight, sat on the ground, leaned over, trying to warm the cold iron box with the body temperature on her face.
It was so cold that Cheng Zhiyuan, who leaned over and came in to see this scene, was stunned when she saw this. She was really--but just when he was about to bring her out, he was pulled hard by someone next to him.
It seemed that the person almost screamed, but he was forced to close his mouth by the light emitted by the slightly red eyes.
"When you asked me about the cause of my mother's death, I was blaming you in my heart. The night you took Mu Shuiyun back to the apartment we stayed in, I was in the park. I watched you help her upstairs and watch
The woman's footprints were found that night when the light was on. Do you know how uncomfortable I felt when I saw the light on? You may never be stingy to show your attitude.
My concern is good to me, but you ignore a question. You insulated everything about her to me so much that you didn't mention it. Even my questioning that night still didn't let you speak. I don't care.
What is the ex or something you have had with her before? What I care about is that I can't enter your world. I am confused because I always think that Mu Shuiyun is a time bomb. She
Let my life go on thin ice. I don’t know when you will leave me behind and choose to take care of her. The scars in my heart that are similar in my face will be revealed every time she appears.
The bloody flesh and blood are revealed, I don’t know if you will understand this feeling? Because the anxiety and panic brought by the uncertainty in my heart have made me lose confidence in you and even in marriage! I always think about it
Could I be the substitute for her in your heart? I am not as indifferent as I seem to be. I care, I care a lot. I long for the sense of security brought by marriage not from marriage, but from you!
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Gu Qingyan, who was close to the drawer door, said softly, her eyes focused and tears were shining. She thought that he was sitting next to her. She closed her eyes and leaned over, and her face touched a wide arm.
Her closed eyelids trembled slightly, and the tears that had slid down stopped at the corner of her raised mouth, and fell into her mouth. The tears were bitter, but this familiar feeling really came back again
She moved her face in that direction greedily, and tears couldn't help but rolled out.
If this is a dream, then I will never open my eyes!