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Chapter 27 Reflection

Lin Lefeng took the five yuan given to him by Lin Mingqi in his hand and went out to take the bus according to the route Lin Mingqi said. He has never taken a bus before in his age. Every time he encounters a bus while driving, he will think with contempt.

, it is these buses that slow down the traffic in the entire city. He blames the bulkiness of the buses. He often sees several buses running side by side, with the distance between the stops very close, and they often have to pull over to let the people following them.

The driver behind the bus was very helpless.

He waited at the bus stop for a while and then saw 211. This bus passed by his home. There was a stop not long before his door where he could get off. It only took a few minutes to walk.

The bus was full, but the driver kept collecting passengers. He had no place to sit, so he could only stand while holding the ring. Behind, to the left and to the left were big men whose whole bodies exuded the smell of sweat, which made him want to vomit. There were children.

The sound of crying, the mother's angry and angry voice, the couple sitting in front, whispering, so warm. A migrant worker's cell phone rang, and the loud Phoenix legend drowned out all other sounds in the car. The migrant worker's cell phone rang.

The voice was so loud that almost everyone could hear him, but because he spoke his hometown dialect, everyone only heard his voice but did not understand its meaning.

After rushing to stand, there was a sudden brake, and Lin Lefeng bumped into the arms of the big man in front. The big man looked at him expressionlessly. Perhaps he was used to such scenes and it was not worth paying attention to. However, for Lin Lefeng,

But it was a shame that he was hugging a man.

But there was no time for him to feel sad. Another group of passengers immediately came up, and the driver shouted: "Stand in, stand in, there is plenty of room inside."

Bus culture means that there is always a squeeze. Lin Lefeng was squeezed by the passengers who came after him, and he was face to face with the big man. There was no distance between their bodies. Except for hanging their hands, they couldn't touch each other.

, almost the whole body is stuck together.

He was surrounded by big men on both sides, and the smell of sweat kept getting into his nose. In addition, he was still a little nauseous from the lunch he had eaten at the electronics factory today. He felt his stomach churn, just when the bus stopped again.

, he vomited it out with a sound, and there was yellow and white vomit on the white sweatshirt of the big man opposite him. The big man suddenly frowned, roared, and grabbed Lin Lefeng's collar. Lin Lefeng was standing in front of him.

Feeling uncomfortable, he groaned and vomited on his hand again. The big man shouted unbearably, pushed him away and hurriedly squeezed behind him to get off the car.

Lin Lefeng stood blankly, and all the passengers in the car were gone. Because it was an air-conditioned car, the smell of his vomit made everyone want to vomit. No one was willing to endure it, so they had to get off the car early.

The driver looked back at him resentfully, silently lit a cigarette, opened the driver's seat window, and started to speed up.

Lin Lefeng found a comfortable seat and sat down. The atmosphere in the car was very awkward. When he stopped to pick up passengers, the passengers saw the dirt in the car and silently turned around and got out of the car.

The driver was a little crazy, but he couldn't lose his temper because there was no rule that said passengers were not allowed to vomit in the car.

When Lin Lefeng got out of the car, the driver drove the car very fast. I believe that when he saw Lin Lefeng in the future, he would restrict him from getting in the car.

Lin Lefeng entered the house and fell on the sofa. Everything he saw today came to mind. A sense of panic slowly grew in his heart. He didn't want to live such a life, but what could he do? Lian Yixiangchicheng

The grandfather of the shopping mall had to work as a janitor in a remote industrial area to avoid debts. He was too old to die. At this moment, he hated himself. He had spent more than twenty years of his life eating, drinking and having fun.

He has always despised his father, but at this moment, he discovered that Lin Shuyu has always been self-reliant and has never asked for half a penny from the family, so now even if the Lin family dies, he can still live well. And what about himself?

? He has no skills, no work experience, cannot bear hardships, cannot accept anger, and even if he wants to work as a waiter in a hotel, no one will want him.

He thought that if he could pay more attention when he was studying, he wouldn't have to ask his grandfather to send him abroad with money. Even if he went abroad, it wouldn't be a famous college, but if he studied hard, he could still learn something real.

It was expected. Even if he failed to study, after returning from abroad, he entered the company to study. Today, he can at least become a manager. Having been a manager in Shengming, it is easy to go out and find a better job.

But he had nothing. After graduating from junior high school, he went to Noble High School. After one year, he was expelled because of fighting. He went to another school and was expelled again because of fighting. His life was constantly causing trouble, and then his grandfather

Constantly helping him deal with the aftermath, he always naively believed that no matter what he did, as long as his grandfather was around, he would have no worries.

"Boss, what's wrong with you?" Sister Yu saw him sleeping on the sofa, his face was slumped and his eyes were dull, thinking that he was uncomfortable.

Lin Lefeng looked at Sister Yu steadily for a while. He had a lot of things in his heart that he wanted to talk to someone, but he couldn't say anything. He sat up, shook his head and said, "It's okay, just go ahead and get busy."

Sister Yu reached out and touched his forehead, "If you don't have a fever, that's good. If you're tired, just rest more and I'll make some porridge for you later."

Tears almost came out of Lin Lefeng's eyes. There were still people who were kind to him. Even in this situation, Sister Yu was still kind to him.

No, he then thought about it, that's because she didn't know that our Lin family was going bankrupt. If she knew, she probably wouldn't be nice to me anymore, right? Thinking like this, he felt sad again.

After Sister Yu left, he picked up his mobile phone. Sister Yu had recharged the phone bill for him this morning. His mobile phone had been charged to a fixed bank card, but it would shut down, proving that the bank card had been frozen.

He opened his address book and looked at a lot of people, including his former friends. For some reason, he didn't want them to know how miserable he was now. His eyes were fixed on the name Long Jing'er. After hesitating for a few times, he dialed

Got out.

"What's the matter?" Long Jing'er's voice came from the other side of the phone, without any warmth.

Lin Lefeng's throat was choked up and he wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, nothing came out.

Long Jing'er was silent for a moment, then asked again: "If you don't say anything, I'll hang up. I have a meeting soon!"

Lin Lefeng hung up the phone first. He wanted to tell her and let her ask for help from Hu Xixi. He didn't want to see his grandfather going out to work at an old age. He wanted to tell her that he felt very sad. He wanted to tell her

, he regrets it now, and he also wants to tell her that he doesn't know what to do now.

However, he couldn't say a word. Although she was his honorary wife, she had been tense all the time. He also deliberately made her angry and opposed her. Yesterday morning, he spit in her toothbrush.

Put cockroaches in her clothes.

He thought she was deliberately targeting him by asking him to be a salesperson, but it turned out that everything was because he was too naive. Even an outsider knew how to do his last bit for the Lin family, but he was just messing around.


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