"Moyu, you... you tell me that this is not true. I am not pregnant, I am not pregnant with a child, and I am not having a miscarriage. I am not..."
Tears welled up from her eyes, and in an instant, the whole sky was so dark that it seemed as if it was about to press down on her, making her breathless.
She collapsed on the grass, holding her head in her hands so hard that even her fingertips almost penetrated into her scalp. At this time, she was like a shell that had lost its soul, and could only murmur stupidly.
Repeating the same sentence, "I am not pregnant with Shi Jing's child, I am not..."
She deceived herself and told herself this, but the more she deceived herself, the clearer her brain became.
The heart-wrenching pain became clearer and cut through every piece of flesh in her heart more sharply.
She was pregnant, pregnant with his child, pregnant with the child of the man she loved most, but she lost the child again.
How could she be so careless? How could she be so careless that she didn't even know she was pregnant?
That night, she was so hot and sticky that she didn't even think about being pregnant.
Haha, did she really not think about it, or did she not want to think about it at all? Or, as Qin Moyu said, in her deepest subconscious, she just wanted to use that poor child, who had not seen the world.
A child to win Shijing's sympathy?
Use the most direct and cruel way to hurt yourself to win Shi Jing's sympathy?
She succeeded, didn't she?
She thought of how Shi Jing suddenly cared for her, doted on her like that, and loved her regardless of past grudges, right?
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She has no child, so he can no longer bear to blame her?
Qian Qianqian, Qian Qianqian? Is money really the only thing in your heart?
Can you really not think of anything except money?
That was your child with Shi Jing. Why didn’t you even think about this? You hurt him again and again. This time, you cruelly deprived him of his right to be a father. What qualifications do you have to let him love you like this again?
, do I have to tolerate you?
"How could this happen, how could this happen, Qian Qianqian, how could you do this..."
She collapsed on the ground, murmuring such words, her tears wet the sun-scorched lawn again and again, and her body was shaking violently.
Qin Moyu stood behind Qian Qianqian dumbfounded, looking at her helpless and self-blaming look, forgetting her movements while standing there.
I just watched tears welling up from her eyes again and again, and her eyes became increasingly red and swollen. Gradually, I squatted down and reached out to comfort her, but when I was about to touch her back,
, and took it back coldly.
Standing up, she turned and left the hospital. She did not expect that Qian Qianqian would not know that she was pregnant with Shi Jing's child, let alone that she would not even know that she had a miscarriage.
At this moment, when she saw Qian Qianqian in such pain, she realized that she didn't feel too happy. What she didn't even expect was that she should have hated Qian Qianqian for taking her away.
The person who originally belonged to her felt compassion for her when he saw her in such pain.
She shouldn't be such a person.
Just like that day, she told Qian Qianqian that she would never allow herself to lose, and she would win it back even if she resorted to any means.