Just like that day, she told Qian Qianqian that she would never allow herself to lose, and she would win it back even if she resorted to any means.
However, after she made such a deal with Qian Qianqian by any means, she realized that no matter how hard she tried to win, she would still lose in the end.
Compared to the beginning, the loss was even more miserable.
After thinking about it, she shed tears for the first time over such a thing. She really loved that man, and she was unwilling to give in again and again. She tried her best again and again. When all the tricks were exhausted, she was also hurt.
Only when she was completely naked did she realize that she had fallen in love with a man who never intended to love her from the beginning to the end, and who never belonged to her from the beginning to the end.
Qian Qianqian was alone, holding her body that felt terribly cold. On the lawn where the sun was shining brightly, she still felt uncontrollably cold.
It was so cold that it was so biting that she wanted to wrap herself up forever, tightly, so that she would never feel the cold again.
"Why... is it so cold... so cold..."
She hugged her body, as if she was isolated from the whole world. She was in a world of ice and snow. She wanted someone to put a warm coat on her, but she saw everyone
They are just passersby passing by.
"Shi Jing, where are you... I'm so cold... So cold..."
Her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't make any sound, and her red and swollen eye sockets were like walnuts, so swollen that they even attracted patients coming and going.
Qian Qianqian, don't worry, I will spare no effort to make your life worse than death.
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Shi Jing's words were like stabbing needles, lingering in her mind, making her unable to get rid of them.
Life is worse than death.
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At this moment, she really felt worse than death, haha, worse than death.
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Shi Jing, you did it, you really did it. I don’t blame you, not at all, really.
All of this, from the beginning, was my fault.
The tears flowed so much that she wanted to cry again but there were no tears left for her to shed.
She didn't know where to go, how to face the man who would come to see her later, the man who had tolerated her time and time again.
She didn't want to go back to the ward, not at all.
There was no sunlight there, just white walls. Although luxurious, she didn't feel a trace of popularity.
She doesn't want to go back, at least.
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It also gives her some sunshine.
"Qianqian, what are you doing here?"
Behind her, there was a voice that made her heart tremble, and there was a hint of worry in the gentleness.
She was too scared to move, she just squatted on the ground stupidly, her body trembling even more than at the beginning.
"Qianqian, what's wrong with you?"
Shi Jing's worried and deep gaze appeared in her sight, still nervous and worried about her as she remembered.
"mirror......"
She called his name, but her body subconsciously wanted to escape from his arms.
She was afraid of him, afraid of seeing him, and even more afraid of facing him. It was she who ruined his child and his right to be a father.
"What's wrong, silly girl? What happened? Why are you crying like this?"
Shi Jing looked at her severely swollen eyes, frowned for half a moment, and reached out to wipe away the tears that had inadvertently fallen from the corners of her eyes again, feeling pain in his heart.