Guilt filled his heart, and he squatted on the ground, hugging Qian Qianqian tighter and tighter, thinking of the child who could have called him daddy, but turned into a pool of blood under his cruel revenge.
"Qianqian..."
He closed his eyes and buried his head between her shoulders. A thick nasal voice came out of his mouth with his eyes instantly turning red.
Qian Qianqian raised her head from his arms, sobbing so hard that her body held by Shi Jing was trembling from beginning to end.
"I'm sorry, I...I didn't know I had a baby, I really didn't know..."
She stretched out her hand, hugged Shi Jing's waist, and apologized repeatedly, "Jing, I'm sorry, I didn't know..."
She kept shaking her head, and the movement of shaking her head was a bit strong, as if she was trying to expel all the pain in this way.
"Qianqian, don't be like this. I really don't blame you. Seriously, be obedient and don't be sad, okay?"
Shi Jing stretched out his hand, held her face, and kissed away the tears on her face with love and affection, which was so hot that it almost burned his heart.
"Good boy, don't cry. Be obedient and keep your body healthy. In this way, we can have many, many children in the future, okay?"
Covering up the discomfort in his eyes, he looked at her with a smile and said comfortingly.
"after?"
She looked up at him absently, and then cast her gaze into the distance again, "In the future... I'll have many, many children... Haha... Really...
.May I?"
She didn't know whether she was asking Shi Jing or muttering to herself, but her lost expression made Shi Jing feel uneasy.
Hot tears fell gently from Qian Qianqian's eyes, and she smiled more and more bitterly.
God gave her many opportunities to have him, but she always failed to take advantage of them.
For the first time, he rejected his marriage in front of all the media in the world, causing him to lose face.
The second time, when he was full of joy to make her his bride, she selfishly gave him no choice and pushed him to another woman.
The third time, for her own purpose, she shamelessly came to the door again, hurt him again, and destroyed their child with her own hands.
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Too many times, she no longer knows how many opportunities she has to have him or how many opportunities she has to hurt him again.
Love, for her, is a luxury that she doesn't deserve. She has missed too much and made too many mistakes. Life is so fragile, and she simply cannot bear too many luxuries.
In her heart, her laughter became more and more painful, so painful that even though she knew that being sad was hurting her lungs, she still had no choice but to swallow the pain in her mouth.
"Of course it's true. In the future, we will have many, many children."
Shi Jing's gentle voice blew through her ears like a spring breeze, causing her eyes to slowly come back to her.
Facing these deep eyes, she didn't know when her deep-set dark eyes began to sink in, like a clear spring, merging her into them.
She gave him a sweet smile and said, "Okay, we will have many, many children in the future..."
She leaned into his arms and closed her eyes bitterly, tears falling from the corners of her eyes again.