Whenever I need you, you will always appear immediately, protect me and prevent me from getting hurt at all.
Even though I know that you and I are from two different worlds, I still want to be protected by you without hesitation. I want to avoid your firm eyes when you protect me again and again, but I find that I can't avoid them at all.
Maybe, this is life, I can't escape, and I don't want to escape.
But this time, I still escaped, seriously being a coward, and completely escaping from your world.
Mirror, do you know? Every time I call your name like this, I will think of your cute look when you held me like a child that day, kissed me, and childishly asked me to call you a few more times.
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As she wrote this, she was already crying so hard that her tears blurred her vision and soaked the color LCD screen.
At the corner of his mouth, he deceived himself into a seemingly relaxed smile, but he did not notice that the tears had soaked the hospital clothes and the mobile phone.
The text message continued to be edited word by word in her trembling hands——
[I think if you knew that I used cute to describe you, you would definitely complain to me with your eyes wide open. Haha~~Jing, I wish I could have many, many children with you and listen to them call us mom and dad.
, I really want to be in your arms and grow old with you slowly. When we are old, I can still happily listen to you calling me wife. I think this is the most romantic title in my life, but
, I know that such a title is just an unreachable luxury for me.
I don’t have much courage to wait for this day to come. Whenever I see you doting on me and tolerating me, with clear eyes without any impurities, the more I feel sorry for you. I owe you.
, I can no longer pay it off in my lifetime, so this time, I choose not to pay it back. There are too many debts that I can’t pay back and I don’t want to pay them back, so I can only escape. Mirror, please forgive me for indulging me again this time.
I indulged my selfishness once, and I still made my own choice without your consent. I promise, this is the last time, please let me be selfish again.
Mirror, I want to tell you a secret that you have never known. In fact, I am very afraid of the dark. I have been afraid of the dark since I was a child. I am so afraid of the dark that I dare not sleep. However, I still have to face the dark night. When I gradually get used to this
In the dark night, you gave me the warmest arms, so that I would never fall asleep in fear in the dark night. So, thank you. Thank you for using everything you have to pamper me, protect me, and tolerate me.
, I don’t know if I will ever be able to find someone who can pamper me, love me, and protect me unconditionally like you, who won’t care too much about me even if I’m badly injured, but can let me meet you.
This one is enough.
The most cliché thing is that we have fate but no fate. Fate allows us to know and love each other, but there is no fate for us to stay together.
Deep love and shallow relationship can only go so far.
Sorry, mirror, take care!】
When the last exclamation point was pressed, she cried silently and squatted on the ground, pressing the send button with a trembling thumb.
Everything finally came to an end.
Her clothes were wet with tears, and she held the phone tightly. The tears made the phone slippery and fell to the ground. Her eyes were blurred with tears, and she picked it up gently with trembling hands.