"Qianqian, I have been looking for you for a month. During this month, I have thought a lot and I have understood that being with me has put you under too much pressure. I have never considered these things. I have always understood
I thought that to love someone, all I need is a heart, but I didn’t know that it turns out that loving me requires not only a heart, but also courage.”
When he said the last sentence, Qian Qianqian felt so powerless and helpless.
Loving him requires not only heart but also courage.
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Yes, after being with him, what she lacked most was courage, but she never tried to find such courage, but chose to hurt him again and again and push him away from her.
Is someone like her, such a timid and selfish person, really worthy of his love?
Her eyes were dazed and helpless. She was held in Shi Jing's arms, and tears finally fell silently from her eyes.
Shi Jing hugged her for a long, long time. When she thought she could hold her like this forever, he gently let go of her.
Seeing the tears on her face, he reached out and gently wiped them away for her.
He showed a gentle smile to her, "Qianqian, this time I find you, I won't force you to go back with me. I will wait for you until you have enough courage to love me and stay with me forever.
I believe that you will definitely find your courage. But this time, promise me not to leave quietly again and let me go crazy to find you again. Qianqian, I am really looking for you.
Very tired.”
Sorry, Shijing, sorry.
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Qian Qianqian looked at him silently in her heart, her throat was choked with sobs, as if a large piece of stuff had been stuffed inside, and she couldn't make a sound at all.
"Okay, I'm leaving first. Promise me not to slip away again, okay?"
He looked at her lowly, his eyes full of requests and expectations. When he couldn't get a brief answer from Qian, he turned around and walked towards the car door in despair, a helpless sigh slipping from his mouth.
"Qianqian, actually I'm also afraid of the dark..."
One sentence, gently drifting past her ears in the breeze, also hit her heart hard.
Two people who are equally lonely and afraid of the night are destined to be entangled in this life.
[Suddenly I am afraid to think about the silent past and the regrets that I have tried to collect. Now I don’t want to be brave or be too strong. I just love his old appearance.
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【I am too lonely, living without you, happiness is not as simple as imagined.
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The song she heard in Shi Jing's car that night sounded again in her mind. At this time, it deeply hurt her face and her heart, which lacked too much courage.
"Mirror...Mirror!!!"
She suddenly came to her senses and rushed off the bus quickly. ZA8888 had already disappeared from her sight, getting further and further away, and gradually turned into a small black dot.
"mirror......"
She squatted beside the bus and cried silently.
I am too lonely. Living without you, happiness is not as simple as imagined.
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"Mirror, I'm sorry...Mirror..."
He couldn't hear the apologies one after another, but he could feel them. In ZA8888, Shi Jing's hands tightened on the steering wheel, and tears inadvertently slipped down the bridge of his nose and dripped down his resolute chin.