"I want to live, but this is not the only way I can live. I can make you not hate me so much. You can believe that if I want Guan Yucheng to marry me, it is not impossible. I choose you, choose to marry
You, because I found that I like you, and I feel different from Guan Yucheng. However, in your heart and in your eyes, who am I, just a burden that I have to accept? Someone who can give up after finding a reason in the future.
Woman? You told me time and again that I can't be with you openly, so why on earth did you marry me? Prince Xuan's Mansion, Princess Xuan is just a title to me, and all I want is stability.
A man who can stay with you for a lifetime." Xian Ziyan said with a trembling voice.
"I can't give you this." Xuan Yi replied stiffly, "My identity means that I have to make choices on many things without considering it. I am the eldest son and grandson of Prince Xuan's Palace. I want to be responsible for the future of Prince Xuan's Palace."
Be responsible, and I can ignore all my own joys and sorrows. Your sister once gave me the idea of neglecting my family, but you can believe that you haven't."
"I will never be Xian Ziyi." Xian Ziyi's voice suddenly became tired, and she said tiredly, "So, I accept my life, no matter whether it is good or bad. But, Xuan Yi, I'm sorry, if I have to be like this
If you secretly marry into Prince Xuan's palace and become your wife, then you should choose to give up your life. I believe that with my sister's ability, the Xian family may not be able to do anything, right?"
Xuan Yi looked at Xian Zijian and opened his mouth but did not speak.
"I'm just a little greedy." Xian Ziyuan smiled slightly, still looking at the tree in front of him, his tone was still tired, but slowly calmed down, "Suddenly, everything seems to be different. When I meet you, no one will dislike you.
The Queen Mother's marriage grant made everything possible. My sister got married and the Xian family no longer had to live in fear. The little daughter who had never been favored changed her status. Everything was great. However, my grandmother once told me
, everything that prospers must fail. The Xian family cannot afford such prosperity."
Xuan Yi said calmly: "You can choose for yourself, whether to stay here or move to another garden today."
Xian Zijiantou didn't even look back and said without thinking, "It's better to stay here."
"How do you explain to the Queen Mother?" Xuan Yi didn't want to ask anymore, but he couldn't help blurting out, "I don't think the Queen Mother can allow you to stay here like this."
"I can destroy my reputation and secretly marry into Prince Xuan's palace to become a shameless daughter-in-law of the Xuan family. I can also tell the Queen Mother that Zi Xuan would rather stay here and wait for Mr. Xuan to change his mind. As long as you don't marry for one day, no matter if you marry Zi
Zi Yuan is any woman, including of course women from the Daxing Dynasty, then Zi Yuan will be safe for a day, and the Xian family will be fine for a day." Xian Zi Yuan took a deep breath and said, "Similarly, no matter which woman you are with now
You can have a romantic relationship, but as long as you get too close, the Queen Mother will definitely take action against you. If you don’t want to harm others, you can only keep your position as the head wife and continue to be romantic."
Xuan Yi smiled slightly and nodded: "Well, that makes sense."
"Do you like this tree?" Xian Zigen suddenly asked a question that was completely different from the topic they were talking about.
Xuan Yi looked at the tree and frowned slightly. It was just an ordinary tree. Compared with other trees, it was only in a special position. The tree trunk was straighter and taller, and the crown was also larger. "And the other trees."
The trees are the same, there is no difference, I can’t say whether I like them or not.”
"This is not an ordinary tree." Xian Zijian said lightly, "Before her death, my grandmother always liked to tinker with some strange medicinal materials, half of which are not easily found in medicine shops, so Zijian knows a little bit about it. This tree looks like
It is exactly the same as other trees, except that it is thicker, taller and in a special position. However, the only difference between this tree is that it can emit chill. You see, there is not a single insect hole or bug hole on the tree trunk.
There are scars all over, because the cold air emitted by this tree can make people stay in the sun for a long time, and the dense canopy cannot let in the sun at all, which is a living ice."
Only then did Xuan Yi feel that he was standing here and had not been exposed to the sun, and he couldn't help feeling a little chilly. He felt that the clothes on his clothes were directly attached to his skin, which was cool. No wonder he had just seen Xian Ziqian shivering slightly. The temperature here was obvious.
Much lower than elsewhere.
"This is a good place." Xian Ziqian said slowly, "Although there are many pasts that cannot be mentioned and make people feel sad when they think of them, but after all, times have changed, at least for now, everything is fine. Mr. Xuan, if you have nothing else
Well, it’s better to go back, you can just show up occasionally, the Queen Mother doesn’t expect a happy ending.”
Xuan Yi hesitated, nodded, but said nothing, turned and left. After walking for more than a dozen steps, he reached the sun and felt the sun shining on his body. He suddenly felt warm and felt much better. Xian Ziqian must know more than what she said.
If there is more, who is her grandmother?
Until Xuan Yi's footsteps could no longer be heard, Xian Zijian didn't even look back.
Princess Xuan returned to the house from outside and saw Xuan Yi sitting in a water pavilion in the garden fishing. It seemed that a fish had taken the bait, but he did not pay attention to the fishing rod. When Princess Xuan came closer, she discovered that Xuan Yi was fishing.
He was leaning back on the wicker chair and basking in the sun with his eyes closed, seemingly asleep.
"Yi'er." Princess Xuan signaled Ruyi to move another wicker chair near Xuan Yi's wicker chair, then she sat down and said softly, "The fish has been hooked, why don't you lift the pole?"
Xuan Yi had actually heard his mother's footsteps, but he didn't open his eyes. It wasn't until his mother spoke to him that he said lazily: "I don't care about fishing. I have no interest in this kind of fish that will take the bait if you don't use your heart to catch it."
, I just want to bask in the sun.”
"The conversation with Miss Zijian didn't go well?" Princess Xuan smiled slightly and said gently, "Did you hit a snag and get rejected? If you wish, go make a pot of good tea and bring some snacks over."
Ruyi agreed and turned around to do it. Only Xuan Yi and Princess Xuan were left in the pavilion.
"That girl is so stubborn!" Xuan Yi said stiffly with a slightly annoyed tone.
Princess Xuan smiled slightly and said slowly: "What did Miss Zijian do to make you so angry? I see that this girl is quite gentle and amiable."
"She is gentle and amiable?!" Xuan Yi sat up straight from the wicker chair, looked at his mother, repeated his mother's words with a rather speechless expression, smiled bitterly and said, "That's weird! That's
The girl looks gentle and amiable on the surface, but looks weak and easy to bully, but in fact she is the most difficult person to deal with, and she is also stubborn as hell! This is the first time that I have encountered such an unreasonable guy, especially a little girl!"