Xian Ziqian paused for a while, looked at Shen Moyan, and continued slowly: "Otherwise, you said that if she knew that you thought you were Ruoshui, she would insist on my grandmother handing me over to you, saying that it was Senior Sima Yimin who abandoned me.
If you leave, you want Sister Ruoshui to become your woman for Senior Yimin. What will she think? Fortunately, although you were drunk and lost your mind at that time, your grandmother was very sober at that time, so she had no choice but to poison her.
On me, otherwise, how would you face Ruoshui now?"
A trace of unclear embarrassment flashed across Shen Moyan's face. He had indeed drunk too much at that time. He knew clearly that the woman had personally sent Ruoshui to Prince Xuan's Mansion, and knew that Xian Ziqian was not Ruoshui. But that day, he drank
Too much alcohol. That day was the most painful time every year after Yi Min was poisoned, and it was also the saddest time for him, so he drank and saw Xian Ziqian, who was only six years old.
In fact, he doesn't want to marry any other woman at all, including Ruoshui. Ruoshui is too much like her father in some places, and there is always a slight coldness in her expression. Although there is Yimin's cuteness and cuteness hidden in her eyebrows, even he
During the years when he secretly accompanied Ruoshui growing up, he also intentionally or unintentionally led her in the direction of Yimin's feelings. However, he knew very well in his heart that Ruoshui was always the flesh and blood of Liu and Yimin.
Therefore, even though she looks like Yimin, she still has traces of her father, which makes him very conflicted. Therefore, he chooses the safest way and keeps concealing his appearance. His presence is not even noticed by Ruoshui.
around, because he really didn't want Ruoshui to see his troubled expression when he saw Ruoshui.
However, that day, Xian Ziqian, who was only six years old, stayed in the courtyard.
He had been taken hostage by him since he was born. He happened to meet one of his natural nemesis, Sima Yibai, who was both a friend and an enemy.
The handsome young man next to him turned out to be his son, the product of an absurd incident in his youth. However, he had no joy or feeling at all. He felt that even if the young man was really his son, he was just a son.
A stranger.
The most disgusting thing was that he accidentally found out later that the young man who was considered his son was not Sima Yibai's disciple. Sima Yibai just happened to have time to take him out and taught him some martial arts. This young man
In fact, people grew up under the secret training of Liu Yanjun. Half of their martial arts came from Liu Yanjun, so they also use poison.
As a result, he couldn't appear in front of everyone for a long time, and he faked his death to hide it from Sima Yibai and his so-called son. In fact, he knew that Sima Yibai didn't want to know that he was in this world.
Life or death, Yimin's departure has made his life worse than death. Sima Yibai no longer wants to argue about fairness and unfairness, and has secretly let him go.
But their appearance forced him to give up his plan to use Xian Zijian as a hostage. Especially when facing Sima Yibai, Shen Moyan always felt that he was a loser. He had no way to deal with Sima Yibai, so
, he had to leave in embarrassment.
Sima Yibai saved Xian Zijian who almost lost her life and detoxified her. However, because Xian Zijian was too young at the time and was born after Xian Zi Ai, her physical constitution was naturally weaker. Therefore, Xian Zi Jian at the age of six was much weaker than Xian Zi Ai at the same age.
Still fragile and pale.
However, the strange thing is that this girl seems to be naturally content with her fate. She is too much like a member of the Sima family. Her eyebrows are always calm. Even if she is rejected by her family because of her frail body, she never complains or is angry.
She stayed alone and played in a deserted place, occasionally talking to herself with a smile on her face, even though her grandmother, who was sometimes sober and sometimes confused, mistook her for Ruoshui and forced her to memorize those weird names.
He would treat her as his granddaughter and ignore her, and she never showed any impatience. She would always accompany her grandmother in a good mood, listen to her parents' punishments, and let her sister deliberately tease her.
Sometimes, Shen Moyan feels that this girl is really evil, as if she has seen everything, so she is too lazy to care about it, so she accepts it indifferently, as if an adult tolerates the unreasonable troubles of a group of children. Sometimes, Shen Moyan feels that she is quite similar.
Sima Yibai, did Sima Yibai help her detoxify her when he rescued her, and also made her feel like Sima Yibai?
This idea was really ridiculous. Shen Moyan shook his head subconsciously, and his thoughts returned to the beginning.
Under the sun, although Xian Zijian was thin, her black hair had an attractive luster. Although her skin was pale, it had a jade-like luster. Her eyebrows were exquisite, and her beauty was unassuming but endearing. It seemed that Shen Moyan had always felt that he must be more than just
He drank too much, because he really misunderstood that Xian Ziqian, who was six years old at that time, was a trace of Sima Yimin's childhood. It was as if Sima Yimin suddenly returned to his childhood, standing in front of him so beautifully.
At that time, he stood there and suddenly wanted to cry, as if he had finally found the treasure he had lost for a long time. He said to the woman who was sometimes sober and sometimes confused, and who had been fighting against him all his life: "I want to take her away, she
I want to replace Yimin and become my woman. She is still young now. I want to raise her up and make her my woman. I want her to grow up and give birth to my flesh and blood!"
That woman who was sometimes sober and sometimes confused was always good at confronting him. She knew that she could never defeat him, so she bit Xian Zijian on the neck. She said: "Don't think about it, if Ruoshui is the child of senior Yimin, how can you let him go?"
Bullying, I would rather let her die than let you ruin her! My blood is poisonous and no one can save her. She cannot get married or have children. Otherwise, if she gets married, she will not be able to survive.
After giving birth to a child, she will forget everything that happened before, and then she will become another woman, a woman with no previous memories at all. Any man who falls in love with her, any man who marries her, will fall in love with her after he falls in love with her.
I will be stuck in the pain of losing her all my life, and she will fall in love with someone else again, marry someone else, and the cycle starts over again!"
It was an illusion between the two of them. At that time, he thought she was the rebirth of Yimin, and her grandmother thought she was Ruoshui. Back then, her grandmother took amnesia medicine in order to keep the whereabouts of Liu Yanjun and Sima Yimin. That kind of
The poison had been with her grandmother all her life and was inseparable from her grandmother's blood. From that time on, the blood of six-year-old Xian Zijian was fused with the venom in her grandmother's body.