The only time in Xia Chiwan's life that she mustered up the courage to pursue love bravely, she ended up with a bruised head and blood dripping from her head.
So when facing Li Xu again, Li Xu was a little less proactive, but to Xia Chiwan, it felt like he was far behind. There was even a difference between just one step and the ends of the earth.
Just like Bu Zhanfeng in his previous life, he talked about how much he loved Xia Chiwan, but only Xia Chiwan was fighting for their future.
Therefore, Xia Chiwan neither wants nor can afford such love and marriage in this life.
Li Xuzhi made a choice, and Xia Chiwan was willing to respect it.
In her previous life, she had no interaction with Li Xuzhi.
Li Xuzhi had his own way of sunshine, and Xia Chiwan lived his own single-plank bridge.
So in this life, even if the two of them are separated, whoever leaves the other will not be unable to survive.
Xia Chiwan kept comforting herself and taking deep breaths.
However, the pain in my heart is like a needle pricking me, one after another, and it is impossible to ignore.
Xia Chiwan smiled, "It hurts, it hurts, it hurts enough once."
After the pain is over, it will get better.
Once the wound healed, she could live her happy life again.
Xia Chiwan's dejection, discouragement, giving up, and struggle were all seen by Li Xuzhi.
Li Xuzhi's fists were clenched and released, released and clenched again, constantly changing with Xia Chiwan's mood.
Giving up Xia Chiwan was not what Li Xuzhi wanted, and Li Xuzhi was not willing to let go of Xia Chiwan.
It can be said that Li Xuzhi never gave up on Xia Chiwan, but he just couldn't say it out loud.
However, he has not given up on Xia Chiwan yet, and Xia Chiwan seems to have decided to let go of the hand that the two of them have not yet held together.
This made Li Xuzhi feel an unusual pain in his heart.
When Xia Chiwan was about to give up on Li Xuzhi completely, he raised his head and looked at Li Xuzhi, and was instantly shocked by the pain in Li Xuzhi's eyes.
She thought that Li Xuzhi's concern for her was dispensable to Li Xuzhi.
In other words, Li Xuzhi, who had lost everything, wanted to find someone to care about, and it happened that Xia Chiwan was that person.
Xia Chiwan knew that Li Xuzhi had different feelings for him.
However, what Xia Chiwan didn't expect was that Li Xuzhi's love for him was really that deep!
Li Xuzhi's heart-wrenching look, as if the whole world had stepped down, made Xia Chiwan unable to recover for a long time.
Xia Chiwan lowered his head and was silent for a while, then raised his head again and looked at Li Xuzhi:
"Come for a walk with me."
Li Xuzhi felt that his whole body was numb.
The bones in his neck turned into wood, and he nodded stiffly.
Although Li Xuzhi has never been a man of many words, today Li Xuzhi seems to be particularly quiet.
After a while, Xia Chiwan had something to worry about.
"Foreword, I can treat you as a friend and have a chat with you. Please don't laugh at me, okay?"
Xia Chiwan and Li Xuzhi walked side by side, Shi Xin followed from a distance.
"Um……"
Li Xuzhi felt that his "hmm" was too soft to be heard, but Xia Chiwan received it.
"When women grow up, they all have to get married. I don't think I can escape this fate."
Xia Chiwan sighed quietly, as if she were a girl waiting to be married.
Li Xuzhi's body stiffened again, and he almost forgot to take a step forward.
Shi Xin, who was following from a distance, naturally saw this scene.