Shao Yatong was not happy with this meal, but her mood became heavy. She found it difficult to swallow every bite.
"Is it so unpalatable?" Chu Mohan was very anxious when he saw Shao Yatong's reaction.
When Chu Mohan asked this question, Shao Yatong burst into tears.
"What's wrong, girl..." Chu Mohan hurriedly stood up and went to Shao Yatong's side.
Shao Yatong passionately hugged Chu Mohan's waist, buried her face in his chest and cried loudly. She released her emotions so freely, hugged this man without any scruples, she really wanted to face herself
The truest heart, but she wanted to ask this man if it was possible. Will it really always be true?
Chu Mohan actually understood why Shao Yatong was sad and entangled. He was not willing to forgive him for what he had done, let alone Shao Yatong who had been wronged.
Chu Mohan gently held Shao Yatong's face and carefully kissed away the tears on her face.
"I'm sorry girl... I'm sorry..." Chu Mohan couldn't help but burst into tears. These were the only three words he could say.
Sometimes Chu Mohan doesn't know whether he is right or wrong in keeping Shao Yatong by his side like this. He knows that he has fallen in love with her and hopes that she can be happy, but she is always sad and crying when she is around him. How can he heal the past injuries?
?
Chu Mohan sat quietly at the stern of the boat. He looked at the blue water and his mind went back to thirteen years ago. If his brother had not died at that time, would everything be different now? He didn't know if it was.
Because he was too extreme, he put himself in that kind of pain. This pain could not help but hurt himself and the people around him who loved him.
Shao Yatong took his coat and searched around the boat. Then he found Chu Mohan at the stern and stepped forward to put the coat on him.
"Want to hear a story?" Chu Mohan never reveals his thoughts to others easily. For as long as Lu Manni has been with him, he has never fully analyzed himself with her, but today he wants to show his truest side.
In front of the woman he loves most.
Shao Yatong did not make a sound, but sat quietly next to Chu Mohan. She knew that Chu Mohan must be talking about himself, and she had always been curious about what Chu Mohan had experienced.
The sea breeze blew gently, Shao Yatong looked at the white waves rolling on the side of the boat, and listened quietly to Chu Mohan talking about his childhood and his relationship with his brother. Shao Yatong could hear Chu Mohan's longing for his brother,
It was this kind of emotion that led to his extreme character later on. The guilt kept tormenting him and kept him in that dark tone. This is why he likes "Paradise Lost" and those sad songs.
After listening to this, Shao Yatong seemed to really not resent him so much. Everything happened for a reason. In the final analysis, it was because this man had feelings. Even if he hurt her, it was just for the sake of love!
Shao Yatong unconsciously held Chu Mohan's hand. It was so cold. She gently lifted his hand and put it to her lips and breathed, hoping to warm him up.
"With you here, I won't be cold! You are my little stove." Chu Mohan hugged Shao Yatong into his arms.
Shao Yatong raised her face and gave Chu Mohan a smile as bright as the sun. She used this to tell him that she was willing to be his little stove to keep him warm.
"Let's go, I'll take you to the cab." Chu Mohan smiled and pulled up Shao Yatong, putting aside the grudge, he wanted to give her a different journey.
Chu Mohan replaced the captain and took the helm himself.
Only then did Shao Yatong realize that there were more than just the two of them on the boat. She felt that she was really stupid for ignoring that the yacht was moving most of the time and needed someone to control it.
Chu Mohan told her that the captain was selected by the yacht club, as well as the crew. Because this was a long voyage and his energy was limited, he did not choose to drive himself.
Speaking of limited energy, Shao Yatong didn't want to say that he was thinking wrongly, but it was true that the picture in his mind was not very harmonious.
Seeing her inexplicably shy look, Chu Mohan really didn't want to drive anymore, but they had a long life ahead of them, so there was no rush.
These days on the yacht will be something Shao Yatong will never forget. She really feels that she has become the happiest woman in the world.
I thought Chu Mohan was just taking her out to sea to relax and escape the hustle and bustle of the city, but the yacht docked at a small island, and Chu Mohan actually took her ashore. He never let her leave the yacht during the previous supply dockings.
Is this the purpose?
Shao Yatong gathered her clothes and looked up at Chu Mohan, who had a solemn expression. She followed him silently.
The sea in the early winter in the north does not have the unbearable summer heat, nor the severe cold wind and snow that is unique to the north. Instead, the sea breeze blows the waves gently, and the waves seem to be almost frozen and difficult to surge.
Along the coast, two people were about half a meter apart, pacing side by side slowly, as if they were taking a walk after a meal, and seemed to be walking towards the dark night full of stars in the afterglow of dusk.
Looking at the busy figures of fishermen in the distance, the afterglow of the setting sun shrouded the fishermen in a layer of golden light, which was very charming. Shao Yatong couldn't bear the silence. She didn't know what Chu Mohan's frown was.
What, finally couldn't help but ask: "Where is this?"
"Haxian Island."
"Huh?" Chu Mohan's answer was basically no answer to Shao Yatong.
Haxian Island is an almost unknown island in the north. It is located on the golden beach of the Yellow Sea and is surrounded by a vast ocean.
"There once lived a great woman on this island. She once turned her back on her lover twice, but it was precisely because of that deep love that she gave up love and hid herself here for the sake of her lover's career. She even endured missing her daughter.
What kind of torture is that..." Chu Mohan sighed as he narrated to himself.
"The stupid man who was loved and protected hated her, complained about her, and even humiliated her excessively. She silently endured it, endured it, stayed with her silently, and did things for him that might have sent her to jail.
matter……"
"Does she not hate that man at all?" Shao Yatong asked curiously. She felt that she was stupid enough, but there was still a shadow of the past hurt.
"If she hated him, she wouldn't have sacrificed so much for him. She would have been willing to hide those sacrifices in her heart and let the man she loved continue to misunderstand."
Although Shao Yatong was not very clear about the story Chu Mohan told, she understood the heavy feelings he described. "Are they people you know?"
Chu Mohan nodded, "That man is also a pitiful man. I understand him as a person and I also understand his paintings! Through his paintings, I know the deep love in his heart! Because of misunderstanding and resentment, the gloom in his heart is all reflected in
In his paintings..." The scene of seeing those paintings for the first time appeared before Chu Mohan's eyes, and each one touched the most vulnerable part of his heart.