Chen Ran almost fainted as soon as he opened his eyes.
Why?
Because when he opened his eyes, he saw a kitchen knife dangling in front of his eyes, which frightened him so much that his brain, which was still a little sleepy, immediately woke up.
When he saw the scene in front of him clearly, Chen Ran was stunned, but in the next moment, he immediately understood what happened and couldn't help but let out a sigh in his heart.
"You're awake!"
The landlady, a female police officer, was wearing a criminal police uniform, standing in front of the bed, with her head lowered, wiping the kitchen knife in her hand with a rag, her movements were methodical, and she felt like she was sharpening a knife to a pig.
Chen Ran looked at her quietly. Although she acted very calm, Chen Ran could guess that she was definitely not as calm as she appeared on the surface. This could be seen from her slightly trembling shoulders.
Thinking about it, it’s strange that the virginity that I had kept for more than 20 years was handed over to a man who was no different from a stranger in this way.
In fact, this is indeed the case.
When Yuan Yue woke up in the morning, the first thing she felt was the stinging pain in her lower body. She was shocked and immediately opened her eyes, only to see a scene she had never imagined in her dreams. She was lying naked on a bed.
In a man's arms.
Realizing what had happened, Yuan Yue felt as if a big thunderbolt from above the sky had struck Tianling Gai in an instant. Her mind went completely blank, and she even lost the feeling of shock and fear, just like herself.
At the moment of death, the soul floats out of the body and no longer exists in this world at all.
It wasn't until a long time ago that Yuan Yue woke up. Then she rushed out of the room and entered the bathroom. She wanted to clean herself thoroughly, clean all the traces left by that man on her body, and clean herself of endless shame...
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean it, and I didn't expect such a thing to happen."
After a long silence, Chen Ran finally apologized. Although apologizing at this time gave people the feeling of shirking responsibility, he still had to say what should be said. Of course, he would definitely bear the responsibility that he should bear.
Although there is no relationship between him and her yet, as a man, he has certain responsibilities that he cannot escape.
I have to say that Chen Ran's thinking is still very traditional.
"You don't need to apologize to me, I should be the one to apologize to you, no, it's to your parents!"
The female police landlord still lowered her head and wiped the kitchen knife in her hand with a rag. When she heard Chen Ran's words, she replied without raising her head. Her voice was so cold that it made people feel as if she was not the one who had drunken sex with Chen Ran.
Chen Ran was startled.
The landlady policewoman raised her head, looked at Chen Ran, and said coldly: "I think you should understand what I am planning to do with a kitchen knife. Since it was that dirty thing that hurt me, I will cut it off.
I'm sorry, but your family may have no descendants!"
What a crazy woman!
Chen Ran frowned, but in the end he sighed softly, looked at her quietly and said: "I was indeed at fault for what happened last night, but I didn't mean it, but since I did it, I will
Responsible."
"Responsible?" the female police landlord repeated, but her tone was gritted: "Then tell me how you are responsible? Do you give me a lot of money?"
Chen Ran was choked by her, but still looked at her seriously and said: "As long as you agree, I am willing to be with you..."
"Go and daydream!"
Before Chen Ran could finish speaking, he was interrupted by the female police landlord. She shouted angrily and threw the rag in her hand towards Chen Ran's face. Even if the rag hit his face
, it wasn't very painful, but Chen Ran couldn't just let her smash the rag on his face, so he dodged.
But as soon as he hid, the quilt covering his body suddenly fell off.
Chen Ran was wearing nothing except a pair of socks. As soon as the quilt fell off, his whole body was exposed. In the morning, when men are excited, Chen Ran's lower body was also looking up at this moment.
The landlady, a policewoman opposite, saw this scene at a glance. She felt disgusted and ashamed. Tears burst out unbearably, spreading across her white cheeks. She then raised her head and stared at Chen with her bloodshot eyes.
Of course, below, it was this disgusting filthy thing that destroyed himself...
Thinking of this, the female police landlord suddenly let out a shrill scream, jumped up suddenly, and rushed towards Chen Ran.
Chen Ran was startled. You must know that the landlady, the policewoman, was holding a kitchen knife in his hand. He had no clothes on, and he was seriously injured if he accidentally touched it. Fortunately, the landlady, the policewoman, was about to pounce.
At that time, I suddenly threw the kitchen knife on the bedside.
There were no grappling or moves, just beating, kicking, scratching, and digging. Finally, he bit Chen Ran on her right shoulder and refused to let go. Blood immediately flowed down her teeth.
Chen Ran didn't make any resistance. Seeing her like this, the shame and apology in his heart became even stronger.
The landlady, the policewoman, bit Chen Ran fiercely. She really didn't know what to do except wanting to bite off a piece of his flesh to vent her hatred. Killing him was something she couldn't do.
When he came out, she had originally decided to castrate him, but with that in mind, when it came time to take action, she still couldn't do it.
Chen Ran relaxed his body and let her hit and scold her, but he held her tightly in his arms... When she was sore and tired from the beating, and gradually stopped, Chen Ran hugged her and faced her
He kissed her with red lips, and his hands moved inside her clothes.
"Let me go..."
The landlady, a policewoman, suddenly started struggling fiercely, but Chen Ran hugged her tightly and struggled for a moment. When Chen Ran's hands touched her chest and kneaded her, her struggle became less intense.
In the end, he became weaker and weaker, and his hands unconsciously wrapped around Chen Ran's neck, and took the initiative to kiss him...
After a lot of trouble, Chen Ran's desire had already been aroused, and he pressed her down with fierce force. He only unbuttoned her police uniform, but stopped again.
I saw the female police landlord lying on the bed, biting her lips tightly, her teeth pierced the soft skin between her lips, a blood streak flowed from the corner of her mouth, and tears flowed down her face like a broken pearl.
.
Seeing her like this, Chen Ran woke up immediately. He felt as if his chest was blocked by something. He sighed softly. He didn't say anything to comfort her, but just pressed gently on her body.
, lowered his head, stuck out his tongue, gently licked the blood that overflowed from the corner of her mouth, and licked the tears that welled up in her eyes...
The tears continued, and Chen Ran's expression became softer and softer, and purer and purer, without a trace of evil thoughts, as if just thinking about it was an insult, an insult to her, and an insult to himself.
The landlady, a policewoman, looked at Chen Ran in confusion. She didn't know how long she had been in shock. She suddenly woke up, pushed Chen Ran aside, and rushed out of the room without looking back. With a bang, the door of the room was also opened.
Closed.
The landlady, a female police officer, was very confused, and Chen Ran was also very confused. In the past few days, too many things had happened, and they came one after another, leaving him no time to think about it in detail, nor to sort it out.
When I think about it, my brain is always in a mess.
After the policewoman and the landlady left, Chen Ran found a set of clothes and put them on, then lay on the bed with his hands behind his neck, quietly sorting out his thoughts.
Chen Ran is not a self-destructive person. On the contrary, he has always been a very rational person. In Guo Hai's words, he is a cold-blooded person. Of course, this is just a joke. In fact, Chen Ran is naturally not a cold-blooded person.
Otherwise, when Uncle Liang passed away, the blow to him would not have been so great.
In the same way, the reason why he was like that yesterday was because he was temporarily hit. When he recovered from that state, he would no longer be immersed in pain. Even though he was still heartbroken, he
I will only hide this pain in my heart.
Chen Ran has always believed that love is only a part of life. In addition to love, there is also family and career. People cannot ignore family and career just because of love.
Chen Ran has a high school classmate who is also his neighbor. The relationship between the two is average and they are nodding when meeting each other. The other party is a single-parent family with only one mother. It can be said that he was raised entirely by his mother.
When he was in college in Tianzhong City, he dated a girlfriend, and the two of them even talked about getting married. However, the girl's family was from the city, and she asked his family to spend 80,000 yuan to help him with the relationship.
He entered the city's government agencies to work.
He had just graduated. He had no money, so he ran home and asked his mother for it. His mother had to pay for him to go to college. He didn't want to get the 80,000 yuan. He made trouble at home every day.
He even went on a hunger strike. His mother immediately became anxious and raised money for him. She even went to Chen Ran's house to borrow some money. Chen Ran's family was also in dire straits, so they only gave him a little.
Although his mother had borrowed a lot, it was still far from 80,000 yuan. She explained to him, but he couldn't listen. It cost 80,000 yuan to live and die, which almost drove his mother crazy. It was only a penny.
It's hard to kill people. In this day and age, the poorer the family is, the harder it is to borrow money. How can one borrow money? After he couldn't borrow it, he actually wanted to commit suicide. Fortunately, he was rescued, but he was rescued.
, and finally ran away from home.
Until now, he has not come back. Now his mother goes crazy every once in a while. When she sees young people of about the same age as him, she goes up to hug them and cry.
Chen Ran was still in school when this incident happened. When Li Yuzhi told him on the phone, he was immediately shocked and thought it was incredible, but in fact, there were quite a few such things.
Love is not everything in life, but Chen Ran, a neighbor, regards love as the most important part of life.
After talking about Chen Ran’s neighbors, let’s talk about Chen Ran again. Although the fruitless love between Chen Ran and Yan Ruyu ended in a hurry, Chen Ran would be heartbroken, but he would not give up on himself because in his heart,
He always remembers his family.
He was fed up with the poor life and was focused on making his family's life better and better.
This is his belief and his responsibility!
Chen Ran thought a lot, and he was thinking about it for several days.
While practicing the Eight Waves Dividing Sword Technique desperately, I thought desperately...
He practiced day and night, completely forgetting the time. Whenever he was exhausted from practicing, he would sit down and think hard. After he had enough rest, he would continue practicing desperately.
Such days are very boring, but for Chen Ran, who is used to boring, he does not feel boring at all. On the contrary, he feels like he is possessed, extremely devoted, and mentally full, thinking
As I read, my thoughts became clearer and clearer.
It has to be said that what happened during this period greatly stimulated him and had a great impact on his thinking.
Before that, even if he had superpowers, all he wanted to do was make money and make his family live a better life, but it gave people a feeling of muddle along, as if he had no goals, was drifting with the tide.
But things are different now. People are forced out. This is indeed true.
Ever since Wu Laosan threatened to never see Yan Ruyu again, although Chen Ran had indeed decided in his heart that he would never interact with Yan Ruyu again, but for some reason, this feeling of threat did not
Leaving him, it still lingers around him, giving him an urgent sense of crisis all the time.
Later, Chen Ran thought hard and figured out the reason. This sense of crisis was not because he was threatened by Wu Laosan this time, but because he was afraid that someone would threaten him like this next time.
Could it be that at that time, he still had no choice but to give up?
He seemed to have no choice but to give up.
It's just that he has already given up once. Will he be willing to give up again?
So after the first and second times, will there be a third, or even a fourth, or a fifth time?
Chen Ran didn't know, but he knew that if he continued like this, it would be very likely.
In a few days, he had a deeper understanding of the world. Just like Wu Laosan said, this world is a fucked up world. If you want to win respect, you can only trample everyone under your feet!
Chen Ran never thought about stepping on everyone, he just thought that no one would dare to step on him. It has to be said that Wu Laosan's threat not only did not make Chen Ran feel discouraged, but instead aroused the wolf nature in Chen Ran.
came out.
Everything seems to be clear!
Life is real. He can no longer live in such a muddle-headed state, but must work hard to climb up...
The higher you climb, the less everything that belongs to you, whether it is family, lover, friends, identity, status, money, etc., as long as it is owned by you, the less anyone can take it away from you!
Transformation begins with becoming a man.
After experiencing his first transformation into a man, Chen Ran experienced his second transformation this night.
The Chen Ran who tried to live aloof from the world disappeared and was replaced by another Chen Ran.
The waning moon is hazy and the night is deserted.
[Please give me a red ticket and collect it. Thank you to the two brothers Azure Bear and Pure Flow for the reward.]