Seeing Meng Zijun really made Ye Qinglan feel happy.
The relaxation and joy of chatting with Meng Zijun cannot be replaced by anyone. They come from the same world and have many common languages. They have the same repressed dissatisfaction, and there are also many things that need to be adapted slowly.
There is a saying that is true, when you are in pain, knowing that there is someone who is in the same pain as you, the painful feeling will be greatly reduced.
Ye Qingning casually made an excuse and dragged Gu Xiyu away. The maids also retreated outside the house. Meng Zijun and Ye Qinglan were the only two people left in the huge main hall.
Meng Zijun deliberately stood near the window, so that people coming in from the outside could see his figure at a glance, and avoid the suspicion of being under the melons and plums. A ray of sunlight slanted on his face, and the careless expression
The smile also became brighter: "How have you been recently?"
Ye Qinglan smiled bitterly, not hiding her low and bad mood: "It's not very good."
Meng Zijun frowned, with a hint of anger in his voice: "Did Gu Xinian treat you badly?" He seemed to be going to settle the score with Gu Xinian.
Ye Qinglan shook his head: "That's not true. He has been very good to me since we got married. I'm in a bad mood, not because of him. It's..." All the complicated thoughts came to mind in an instant, but
I don’t know where to start.
Meng Zijun had never seen her with such a low side, and he was worried and anxious: "What happened? Do you still need to be shy in front of me?"
Yes, in front of Meng Zijun, who knows all her secrets, she can speak out no matter how much trouble she has. She doesn't have to worry about attracting strange looks, and there is no problem of poor communication and different world views...
Ye Qinglan composed herself and said in a low voice: "The queen in the palace is Gu Xinian's biological aunt. You should know this! She suffers from anxiety disorder, insomnia, and has been in poor health. The whole house is thinking of her.
Her illness was getting worse, so I volunteered to go to the palace. In the name of accompanying her, I actually wanted to cure her illness..."
Meng Zijun was a little absent-minded at first, but his face darkened as he listened.
Ye Qinglan's narration was very organized. There was not a single sentence of unnecessary nonsense. But even so, it still took a cup of tea to finish: "...that innocent palace maid died, and Xiao Tao, who deserved it, died too.
This time the poisoning incident ended like this." As he spoke, he sighed sadly and frowned slightly.
Meng Zijun quickly understood the crux of her heart: "You are in a bad mood because this feudal society treats the so-called servants' lives very lightly!"
Ye Qinglan's smile was full of bitterness: "Yes. I really can't accept such a thing. Just for my own selfishness, I waste the lives of others, or to silence them mercilessly to achieve an ulterior purpose. This way
The world is so scary! It’s so different from our original world..."
"Qinglan, do you regret marrying Gu Xinian?" Meng Zijun suddenly said.
Ye Qinglan was startled and looked at Meng Zijun with burning eyes.
Meng Zijun's eyes shone with a strange light: "Qinglan, you are not used to this kind of life. You are used to an environment of freedom and justice, and a society where everyone is equal before the law. But the Dingguo Palace is the prince's surname.
The family is destined to be tied to the imperial power. Such conspiracy struggles are simply indispensable. Gu Xinian is also the backbone of the princelings, and he never stops working inside and outside the court. To be his wife, to be the leader of the country
The future mistress of the palace will only have more and more dark and complicated things like this. Since you don’t like it, why do you force yourself to stay?”
...Why is this voice so wrong?
Ye Qinglan opened her mouth in surprise, and was about to say something, but Meng Zijun quickly took over the topic: "I have been in the Ministry of Justice for so long. I know more about this world than you do. I don't know how you feel at this moment.
How many times have we experienced it? If you don’t want to stay here, leave the capital with me. Go back to Shandong with me, or go to a place further away. Go to a place where no one knows us and start over. Leave everything behind here.
, live a peaceful and leisurely life that both of us like..."
"Zijun!" Ye Qinglan had to interrupt his whims: "Gu Xinian and I are married. He treats me very well and I like him very much. I have no idea of leaving him!"
The light in Meng Zijun's eyes suddenly went out.
Ye Qinglan suddenly felt that he was cruel, but could only continue: "I have been feeling depressed these days, so he specially took me out to relax. I'm afraid you don't know, but it was he who specially told his brother-in-law to call you back home. I hope I have met you.
After that, you will feel better..."
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He developed a good impression. Even though Gu Xinian had excellent conditions in all aspects and was even a little better than himself, he still felt that he was the one who loved Ye Qinglan the most. He had imagined countless times that if he and Ye Qinglan were together
, he will definitely treat her well and make her the happiest woman in history.
But at this moment, this fantasy of a mirror, a flower in the water, and a moon in the water finally fell hard from the clouds in the fantasy to the ground.
Even under such circumstances, she never thought about leaving Gu Xinian. Perhaps, from the day she met Gu Xinian, the only person who could really give her happiness was Gu Xinian...
...
Gu Xinian did treat her very well. From a man's point of view, it was definitely not a pleasant experience for his wife to see her ex-boyfriend. Ask yourself, even if it were him, he would never be able to do this.
...
"I'm sorry!" Ye Qinglan sighed softly: "I made you sad again."
Meng Zijun swallowed back all the bitterness in his heart and suddenly grinned: "Silly girl, I was joking with you just now, and you didn't even notice. I have been a psychiatrist for so many years in vain."
Ye Qinglan was naturally not easy to fool. She smiled bitterly and sighed: "Zijun, I know you feel bad, so you don't have to force yourself to smile in front of me. Anyway, I can't help you..."
"Hey, you are looking down on me too much when you say that!" Meng Zijun seemed to have made up his mind to make a joke, and turned over the scene just now: "Am I the kind of narrow-minded man who cares about everything? To tell you the truth, I just said
That said, I want you to see your own thoughts clearly. Although there are many things in the current environment and life that you are not used to, you are still unwilling to leave. There is nothing to worry about. Since you have made up your mind to be with Gu Xinian
We have lived together for a lifetime, so we must start from now on to truly accept and adapt to this kind of life. Learn to be Gu Xinian's wife, learn to be a qualified mother-in-law. Things that you don't like, you can slowly do in the future.
Just adapt. Keep your bottom line and never sacrifice a human life for any purpose!" After a pause, he added: "Just forget everything in the past! From this moment on, be the real Ye Qinglan!"
These words were like a blow to the head, making Ye Qinglan really wake up.
Yes, she has always been smart and calm, and can always choose the path that suits her best. Why can't she get out of the corner this time? Life is never easy, and a good life must be managed through hard work.
Some things are destined to be unchangeable, so adjust your mentality and live a positive and optimistic life!
After Ye Qinglan figured it out, she suddenly felt enlightened. Thinking about how unhappy she had been in the past few days, she felt funny and ashamed.
"Thank you, Zijun." Ye Qinglan smiled relaxedly and happily: "Thank you for waking me up. I have figured it out now. I won't think about it anymore."
Meng Zijun raised his eyebrows and smiled proudly: "I didn't expect that the dignified Dr. Ye would also be in trouble. At the critical moment, I, Captain Meng, need to take action. You see, with my level just now, as a psychological
Are doctors barely qualified?"
Ye Qinglan was amused and joked with a smile: "With your half-assed skills, the most you can do is be a little assistant to me."
The two were teasing each other and seemed to have returned to the good times they had together in the past.
At that time, he secretly liked her, who was beautiful and intelligent, but could not muster the courage to confess his love, so he could only approach her as a friend.
At that time, she also had a crush on him, who was handsome and humorous. She also secretly thought about whether she would accept it if he confessed his love.
When he mustered up the courage to confess that she had just accepted him, a bullet brought an end to a potentially beautiful relationship. Even though he traveled to the same place, he finally lost his last chance because he hadn't seen each other for a long time.
Perhaps, the two of them lacked fate after all.
Meng Zijun smiled desolately in his heart and said to himself silently: This is the last time to embarrass her. From now on, he will learn to forget their past and this regretful and beautiful relationship.
Just as he advised Ye Qinglan, the past is forever the past. From this moment on, he must truly integrate into the current life and be the real Meng Zijun!
Suddenly there was a sound of footsteps outside the door.
Meng Zijun stood by the window, standing with his back to the door. Ye Qinglan's bright eyes quickly looked towards the door, and then her eyes suddenly lit up, and her red lips raised a sweet smile.
Meng Zijun felt a burst of sourness in his heart, and then quickly suppressed the undue feeling, forced a smile, turned around, and greeted the visitor with a smile: "Cousin Zheng, cousin Gu!
"
Zheng Junyan pretended not to notice the fact that Meng Zijun and Ye Qinglan were alone and walked in with a smile.
Gu Xinian's eyes quickly fell on Ye Qinglan's face. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly votes. Your support is my biggest motivation.)
