That night, when everyone fell asleep, Zhan Muchen still kept his eyes open, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.
Whenever he closed his eyes, Yu Xi's face full of tears would appear in front of his eyes. Each drop of those few crystal tears seemed to fall on the apex of his heart, scalding his heart, which had been silent for many years.
No woman's tears had ever made him miss her so much. He couldn't sleep, and the wounds on his chest and back were still throbbing faintly, but they still couldn't distract him at all. Compared with Yu Xi's tears, the pain seemed to have suddenly become less painful.
Worth mentioning.
I don’t know when she started to care a little about that ignorant girl. She didn’t know anything and thought that she would have a child if she hugged him and slept together. So all day today, she was busy taking care of him.
, less of a girl's childishness and more of a woman's tenderness.
It turns out that she also behaves like a woman sometimes...
An imperceptible smile appeared on the corner of her lips unknowingly. At least, she didn't have a child with another man, and she was still spotless.
For women, he never cared whether their bodies had been touched by other men, but for her... it was undeniable that this ignorant girl aroused his interest, but he didn't know how long this interest could last.
After thinking about it, he got up from the bed, casually put on his nightgown and walked out of the room. He walked slowly to Yu Xi's door, and wanted to knock on the door. He stretched out his hand in mid-air but suddenly stopped. What did he do?
When did you start to learn to care about a woman? In the past, women were just the objects to vent...
"Woo woo, woo woo..."
With his superb hearing, he suddenly heard the sobbing as thin as a mosquito in the room. It was Yu Xi's cry. Before he had time to think about it, the back of his uncontrollable hand knocked on her door.
After knocking for a long time, there was an almost inaudible sound of footsteps approaching from far away. Yu Xi, who had wiped away her tears, opened the door. When she saw him, she couldn't wait to close the door.
Zhan Muchen blocked the doorknob with one arm, preventing her from closing the door. "Let's talk."
"There's nothing to talk about." He didn't believe in her innocence, suspected that she was having an affair with another man, was unwilling to acknowledge their child, and even made fun of her. What would she want from such a man?
"There is a misunderstanding between us." He could still be cold-faced and cold-hearted when facing her, who was laughing and joking, but when she cried like a lantern in her eyes, her years of coldness suddenly turned into tenderness.
."Yuxi..."
"You doubted me!" Even if he had figured it out and believed her now, she wouldn't be surprised.
"This is not a matter of suspicion or not." The problem is that nothing happened between them. "Let me in first."
"I won't!" She blocked the door and refused to let him in.
Zhan Muchen told himself to be patient, even though no one had dared to disobey him like this in so many years. Taking advantage of her unpreparedness, he hooked his long arm and easily trapped her in his arms and picked her up. The door was closed behind them.
, the two of them walked towards the big bed.
"Let go!" Yu Xi pushed hard towards his chest, just right on the wound on his chest. Seeing his handsome eyebrows knotted slightly, she was stunned and felt sour. "Did I hurt you?
Does it hurt?"
He nodded and put her on the bed. He couldn't figure out her emotions. Anyway, he didn't want to see her hiding alone and crying secretly.
"Let me see." Knowing that she had hurt him, she forgot that she was still angry, and reached out to pull open his nightgown. After all, this man was also the father of her baby, so she had to care.
Zhan Muchen grabbed her wrist and said, "Stop looking, it's okay."
"I want to see."
He hesitated for half a second, and finally let her go, letting her open his nightgown and observing the criss-crossing wounds of varying depths. He was not used to women's touches, and he didn't like women prying into his private parts.
Physically, even when he was doing that kind of thing, he was basically fully clothed.
However, when this habit came to her, she didn't stick to it.
Yu Xi opened his nightgown. Although she was mentally prepared, she still couldn't help but take a breath when she saw the shocking wounds under the transparent lightweight tape. You can imagine how painful it was for him at that time.
, but he never made a sound from the beginning to the end. This man was so strong that it made people feel heartbroken.
"It's all my fault." It seems that there will always be someone hurt for her. She doesn't want to, but there is nothing she can do.
"Aren't you angry?" He looked down at her, with a touch of tenderness in his eyes that no one could detect. In fact, she was not as willful and unruly as he imagined. Most of the time, she was a sensible girl who came from a noble family, but she did not have the temper of a spoiled and savage young lady.
, considered rare.
That flash of tenderness... Yu Xi's eyes dimmed. Probably, she just saw it wrong. "Qi."
After thinking about it, he flattened his mouth and said with grievance in his eyes: "I have never slept with other men, really."
"I know." That tenderness and delicacy were so beautiful that he wanted to take her into his arms. However, there were two people sitting on the bed in front of him, a hot-blooded man and a shy daughter. It would be easy for the gun to go off if he was not careful.
Out of control. Although she gave him a very special feeling, she was still just an underage girl. No matter how hungry he was, he would never attack an underage girl.
Although he is not a good person, he does not want to be a beast.
"You know?" He knew, but he still said such heartless words to her? "Then you just don't want this child, so you deliberately doubt me?"
Seeing the seriousness in her eyes, Zhan Muchen felt a slight pressure. He rubbed his forehead and said, "Do you know how babies come from?"
She nodded: "When a man and a woman sleep together, the man's sperm enters the woman's egg and a fertilized egg is formed. You...you want to make fun of me again!"
The smile hanging on the corners of his lips stung her eyes, but captivated her heart. "...Uncle Mu Chen, you look good when you smile..."
A smile suddenly condensed on his lips.
Zhan Muchen looked at her and was stunned for half a second. Did he smile? His smile... was really pretty?
After so many years, when had he ever smiled? Even when his parents were alive, they had a frozen face all day long and never gave him a smile. It was as if he had inherited this habit from them since he was a child.
Don't like to laugh.
After living for twenty-eight years, he has forgotten when he smiled for the last time, maybe when he was five years old, maybe when he was ten years old... He forgot, forgot when he smiled, and also
Forgot how to laugh.
Outsiders respectfully call him "Master Zhan", but secretly they say he is a ruthless and cruel cold owl. Even he himself believes that his heart is inherently cold.
A smile is a luxury item that he doesn't need or want to have.
However, today he smiled, not only the laughter in the afternoon, but also the smile now!