"Listen to me." He held her shoulders inexplicably and slightly opened the distance between them. His eyes were calm and there was not much emotion in them: "I don't want to break up with you, I just want to give you time to think about it.
Do you really want to be with me?"
"I am!" Yu Xi nodded vigorously without thinking, "I want to be with you!"
Her eyes were firm, but he was stunned to see the figure of another person in her eyes. He took a deep breath and slowly exhaled: "Do you... often when you look at me, something else will appear in your heart?
A face?”
Her heart tightened and she wanted to shake her head, but she didn't want to lie to him.
She didn't know why this happened. She did often think of another blurry face when she looked at him, but this didn't affect her liking him.
She opened her big eyes and wiped away the tears that accidentally overflowed: "If you are unhappy, I will try my best to not think about those messy things in the future. Really, I swear, I can definitely do it."
Normally, he wouldn't feel anything wrong around her, but when she heard him say that he didn't want to be with her anymore, fear almost overwhelmed her.
Inexplicably, he didn't say anything, but just stared at her for a moment.
She stretched out her trembling hands, carefully grabbed the collar of his nightgown, and whispered: "Did I do something wrong and you started to hate me?"
Such humble eyes and actions made his heart suddenly ache.
He suddenly held her shoulders tightly and said in a low voice, "Do you really like me and want to be with me?"
Without any extra thought, she nodded vigorously: "Really."
"Then, prove it to me." His eyes swept over her body, and his eyes gradually turned dark. If you really want to be with him, then give yourself completely to him, instead of like last time
That way, she would still be thinking about other men when she was under him.
He knew that she would definitely not be able to forget Mr. Zhan, but he didn’t want to continue to be someone else’s shadow! He was also a human being, a flesh and blood person. He was looked at by her every day and loved by her as another person. A Jin only
It is said that he lived a very happy life, but who knew that he never had an easy day?
Afraid of accidentally saying or doing something wrong and bringing back sad memories for her. Afraid of disappointing her by not performing well and making her feel inferior to the man deep in her heart. Every step he takes is like stepping on thin ice.
It's hard to move up.
Does anyone know these?
"If you like me, prove it to me and give yourself completely to me!"
His voice hit her heart word by word, and her heart was in a mess. She unconsciously grabbed her clothes and looked at him uneasily: "Inexplicable, what happened to you tonight?"
In more than three years of knowing each other, he has never done anything like this. He has never looked at her with such a ruthless look. When facing her, he always smiles warmly and always has a touch of pampering on his lips...
Inexplicably, she didn't answer her. A pair of big palms fell on her collar and suddenly pulled hard.
"Ah!" Yu Xi exclaimed, and he roughly pulled aside her nightgown, and her body without underwear was clearly exposed to his sight.
"No!" She tried hard to pull her dress up, but he suppressed her hands with his big palms and clasped them directly behind her. His hot gaze swept over her white and tender body inch by inch.
She was anxious and panicked, and couldn't help but tremble all over: "Inexplicable, don't do this..."
Her pleas inexplicably fell on deaf ears, and the desire in his eyes became stronger and stronger. He lowered his head, took her thin lips in his mouth, and sucked gently. The warm breath fell on her face, bringing with it the glass of red wine just now.
The stamina of the drink made her dizzy.
He let go of her hand and ran his big palm over her Shengxue's skin inch by inch, kneading and squeezing every place. His brain, which was stained by the smell of alcohol, was only left with the entanglement of obsession, mixed with his strong breath.
, one after another fell on her heart.
With a twist, he pressed her heavily onto the soft mattress.
How long has it been since he last touched a woman? Half a year? Or a year?
Ever since she jokingly announced that she would marry him if she couldn't get married, he never had any ambiguity with any woman, and even never looked at another woman again.
Always, as long as she wants, he will definitely give it to her.
When she was with Mr. Zhan, he would only stand silently behind her. Whenever she was in need, he would be the first to stand in front of her, let her rely on him, and give everything to her.
Until Mr. Zhan was gone, she decided that he was the man she loved fiercely. She was with him every day and looked at him in a daze every day, but in her heart, all she saw was another man.
He could let her go, let her fly high, let her go find the man she likes, but she didn't want to, she didn't want to let him go!
She was unwilling to let him go, and he could only be her lover and a substitute for another man for the rest of his life.
He raised his head and breathed heavily. The girl beneath him opened a pair of frightened eyes and stared at him for a moment.
Desire and reason were madly tug-of-war beneath him, and his chaotic heartbeat beat against his chest, beating like thunder. But her frightened eyes and the wetness in her eyes still easily broke his heart.
"Girl..." He moved his lips and brushed her cold face with his big palm. The lust in his eyes was dissipating little by little.
This is the girl he swore to protect with his life, but... what on earth is he doing?
"If you want it, I can give it to you." In the end, she tried her best to raise her trembling thin lips and gave him a kind smile. She placed a hand on his character's face and stroked it gently: "As long as you don't leave me.
, I can give you anything."
She is selfish, she just wants to be with him. Only in his arms can she feel the pity and pampering. Every time she lies in his arms and falls asleep, she can dream of that man, a
The man she was crazy about with in her dream.
She didn't know if that man was inexplicable, but only his hug could make her dream about that figure.
Regardless of whether it was him or not, she believed it was him.
"If I don't do something well, how about I change it?" She held his neck and tried to make her trembling body meet him: "As long as you tell me, I will try my best to change it. If you don't like it, I will change it."
Drop it, okay? Inexplicably, okay?"
The touch of skin made his lust that had just subsided suddenly surge again. He clenched his fists hard, rolled off her body and lay aside, hooked his long arm and took her into his arms.
"I drank too much, I'm sorry." He breathed out, patted her back gently, and his voice finally returned to its usual gentleness: "Pull up your clothes and go to sleep, I'm tired."
Yu Xi was stunned for only two seconds, then quickly pulled up her open nightgown, packed herself up, and then slept next to him peacefully.
Just as he said, he must have drunk too much tonight to say those strange words. He is still her inexplicable, and will always protect her inexplicable.
Her slender arms carefully wrapped around his waist, and she buried her face in his arms, closed her eyes, and said no more words.