"I really didn't expect this kid to have such great perseverance. Crossing the Taklimakan is not just a matter of words." Xing Ganqi was most surprised. In addition to being amazed, he was filled with emotion.
"This kid Tiange is just one-sided. Don't think he's serious at ordinary times. But when he gets serious, he has a lot of potential." Ye Huang smiled, remembering that this kid Chu Tiange is probably still lingering with his girlfriend, he couldn't help but praise him.
told him.
"Yes, he has some foundation. It's a pity that this guy has never had a correct attitude. Otherwise, he would have been promoted to lieutenant colonel anyway." Xing Tian nodded, he usually didn't evaluate anyone much, but this time he was not stingy.
"People will always change, whether they become better or worse, naive or mature. Fortunately, he is developing in a good direction. This kid has many people to support him, and finally he did not take too many detours. When he was in Lop Nur
, I punished you a lot, but you can still get over it."
Thinking of those difficult years, Ye Huang couldn't help but sigh.
Regarding that kind of life, even though Ye Huang can easily complete various tasks now, he is not willing to recall too much.
People always have a kind of inertia. They would rather recall those comfortable and comfortable days than the scenes that bring pain and pain to themselves.
Having experienced that kind of pain once, it is unbearable, let alone if it happens again.
Ye Huang is naturally no exception. After all, those are wounds from the past, and the marks left behind are too deep.
"Sir, you can be considered a superman of will. If I were in your current position, I would never do these things again. It is really not something that a human being can bear."
Shaking his head, Xing Ganqi still admired Ye Huang for still choosing to temper himself despite his current position.
At least from his perspective, he would never do these things.
It is easy to go from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to go from luxury to frugality.
The same is true for the body. Once accustomed to a comfortable life, no one will yearn for the cruel battles that once occurred.
But Ye Huang is just the opposite. Today's life can't be said to be carefree, at least he no longer needs to work so hard, but he still chose the most difficult path.
"Do you know why I'm still working so hard?"
Regarding Xing Ganqi's words, Ye Huang did not comment, smiled softly, and exhaled a breath of cold air.
"Why?"
"Because I have a sense of crisis!"
Ye Huang smiled and agreed.
"Ever since I became sensible, except for the begging life spent in Yanjing and on the way to Chongqing in the past few years, I have spent most of my time abroad, in killer training camps, becoming a killer, killing people, escaping, and killing again.
, ran away early, and kept repeating this process until returning to China.”
"My experience in China was limited to before I was twelve years old. I didn't understand the real situation in my country, so I felt a sense of crisis."
"I was afraid that when I step into this land that I once loved, it would be difficult for me to adapt, and I was also afraid that there would be a generational gap with everyone I interact with. Fortunately, being together is not as bad as I imagined."
"Yucheng, I have adapted. But Yanjing is different!"
"The center of power in China, not to mention the entire Chinese elite, at least one-tenth gathers here. For me, this is a strange yet familiar land."
"I am familiar with the old Yanjing where I begged twenty years ago. I am not familiar with this ever-changing capital. I need to adapt to it and be able to deal with any challenges that are coming."
"I used to be alone, and I could deal with everything calmly, just like those ignorant children said: The killer is really good, if you don't like it, just kill him. What I want to say is, I could do that at that time."
"But now I can't! I am no longer an individual, I have relatives, friends, lovers, and family!"
"I have to be responsible for them. I don't know if they can protect themselves, but as for me, I require that I can protect them in everything."
"So I have to become stronger. Only by constantly improving yourself can you have the confidence to deal with everything."
"Although the Ye family has a great business, it is only a family after all. No matter how strong a family is, it is limited. It can cope with the alliance of one or two families, but it cannot cope with more alliances. It can cope with one or two organizations, but
Can’t handle everything.”
"What's more, on top of these, there are other threats."
"A sense of crisis. Only with this sense of crisis will I not slack off. You have never been a killer, so you don't understand what this means."
"Crisis awareness, this is the killer instinct of a killer. I am a killer, and this instinct has already been integrated into every drop of blood."
"I feel a crisis, which means death is approaching. It is because of this instinct that I have survived until now."
"Now that I have returned to the Ye family, this instinct of mine still exists. I can feel hostility coming from all directions, so I have to be prepared to deal with it."
"I have survived until now with a sense of crisis, and it is precisely because of this sense of crisis that I will continue to live."
"Of course, in addition to this, there is another reason that you all know."
"My wife, Nangong Fengling! If I can't find the person who killed her, I will be in trouble for the rest of my life!"
"Everything I face is not human, and human power is irresistible. Then I can only make myself a god!"
Clenching his fist, Ye Huang violently clenched it back and forth.
"I said this, you understand."
After speaking, Ye Huang turned sideways and looked at the three people next to him.
When Ye Huang asked this question, the three of them were stunned and didn't say anything for a long time.
For them, this was the first time they heard Ye Huang talk about his own heart.
In the past, in their eyes, Emperor Ye was an extremely free and easy person, with a cynical attitude towards everything.
It seems like there's nothing in this world that he can't handle.
However, after these words, the three of them understood that even a person like Ye Huang, a hero, is still a person of flesh and blood.
Just because I had to bear too much, I chose to face this real world full of thorns with a strong side.
The fragile side, the bleeding wound is wrapped in the body, slowly healing itself.
"Sir, you are not alone, there are us!"
Xing Tian, who had always been poor at talking, suddenly spoke and looked at Ye Huang with burning eyes.
"Not bad! There are us too."
"You can't leave me behind. I'm all alone now."
Xing Ganqi and Wucha said in turn.
"I know, I treat you as brothers and friends. Without you, I wouldn't have made it this far, and I wouldn't have walked from Yucheng to Yanjing!"
After patting the shoulders of the three of them, Ye Huang continued.
"No matter whether you want to develop on your own in the future, you are my brothers after all, and I will never forget this."
"Emperor, your father didn't tell you when to resolve the family issues?"
"I have no involvement in his affairs. My mother has the final say in this matter. If my mother wants to go back early, she can go back early. If she doesn't want to, she will never go back!"
