Seeing the monk nodding in agreement, Ye Huang showed a smile on his face and asked lightly.
"I really understand. I understand that I have been evading responsibility, fearing that what happened in the past will happen again. After you said this, I suddenly became enlightened."
"Everyone has an inner demon in their heart. If you overcome the inner demon, you will become stronger. If you cannot overcome it, you will slowly become weaker. I hope you can overcome the past at this hurdle. Remember, they
His death was not your fault alone, and there is no one who is a soldier without bloodshed and sacrifice."
After pursing his lips, Emperor Ye stepped forward and patted the monk on the shoulder, comforting him and saying.
He understood what kind of person the monk was. He was strong. There was no doubt about it. How could the former military king of the Southwest Military Region not be strong?
But he also values feelings. Many times, valuing feelings is not a good thing for a person. Just like the current monk, if he is a heartless person, he will naturally not have any heart in his heart.
Damn it, the comrade he led died, and it had nothing to do with him.
However, people are not ruthless, and the monk blamed himself too much for this matter. For such a long time, he was afraid of the consequences of failure in certain things and did not dare to use his fists in the Yanhuang Society.
As the big brother, he should have taken the lead, but he always chose to discuss with Zhong Fan and others, and missed many opportunities.
The reason why Ye Huang was a little angry in Huangquan's office tonight was because he was directed at the monk. Now that he has finally become enlightened, Ye Huang is naturally happy.
"Everyone understands these principles, but it's a different matter if you are really greedy for yourself." The monk smiled, "When I first joined the army as a soldier, I thought it would be easy to shoot a gun, but I almost broke my collarbone.
Later, I joined the special forces and killed someone for the first time on a mission. I thought it was just killing a person, no different from killing an animal. It wasn’t until I actually killed that I realized that everything was not as simple as I thought. For a whole day and night,
I didn’t eat or drink, and when I closed my eyes, my mind was filled with the resentful expressions of the people I killed. Even now, when I think about it sometimes, I feel uncomfortable.”
With a wry smile, the monk shook his head and said, "No matter what happens, the first time is the one that touches people the most. In the future, if you kill more people, it will become normal. When the bullet is shot out and the dagger is stabbed, a
Another person falls down, in front of you, in a pool of blood, with eyes full of hatred, resentment, and sorrow, but as time goes by, you really get used to it."
"It's not like that for me. As a killer, I have killed more people than you. You only started killing people after you became an adult. But I, as soon as I entered the killer training camp, I killed people, and the ones I killed were the people in the bunk beds next to you.
There is no hatred or any reason. The instructor in the training camp only said that if you want to survive, you must kill the people on your bunk bed. It is as simple as that. You must do it, even if you are usually friends."
"In three years, there were originally more than 200 people in the killer training camp, but in the end there were less than 20 left. The remaining 180 people were all killed by the 20 of us. And these 20 people left
Only ten people went out, how many people do you think we killed?"
Looking at the monk, Ye Huang continued, "For me, this is a past event that I least want to recall, but these things are the most impressive. At that time, there was no justice for killing people, only whether they wanted to live or not. Do you want to
If you survive, you can't be merciless and kill until you don't even have time to be afraid. Think about how much inner demons that must be."
As he spoke, there was a look of pain on Ye Huang's face, "Don't think too much about the past. Thinking about it is in vain. The past is the past. It's useless to think about it. Since people are alive, they will always be there.
If you have to look forward, you will have random thoughts if you stop. The past has been missed, and the future still needs to be grasped. Even if it is a bad memory, when we grow old, I am afraid we will not forget it. To judge whether a person is strong and whether he is really strong,
It's actually very simple. If you dare to talk about these things with your children and grandchildren, it means you are strong enough and have defeated your inner demons. Do you think I am right?"
Looking at the monk, Ye Huang said, the pain on his face just now has been replaced by a smile.
After experiencing so much, his own heart has already survived the most difficult years. Although his heart is not as cold as steel, it can consciously ignore certain things that affect his mind.
Although the monk knew that the past of the young master in front of him must be extraordinary and full of legend, he never expected that it would be so dangerous.
Compared to the young man in front of me who is five or six years younger than me, those past events of my own are not worth sharing.
"Then you've never been afraid?"
"Of course I'm afraid. Who doesn't have fear in this world? But fear can last for a while, but it can't last forever. It can't continue like this. The inner demon can control you for a period of time, but if you let it control you all the time, you will be finished.
"
He smiled and said, "I know you are still hesitating about some things, but since I have chosen a few of you, this Yanhuang Association will be left to you to toss. I believe that a former captain of the special team will not let me down.
Besides, there are Fanzi, Lao Liang and the others, right?"
"I think so. Don't worry, sir. I know what to do."
He smiled and nodded. The young master has said this. If he doesn't make a clear attitude, he can just pack up and leave.
"I don't think you will disappoint me. As for the things I said about the spin-off of Yanhuang Club, don't take it to heart for the time being. I will pay close attention to the trends above. If the reaction is not excessive, I will not do it deliberately.
.”
"Well! I'm not too worried about the spin-off. After all, our backbones are here. Even if it is split up, it will still be under our control. However, the matter of going south really needs to be considered. I'm afraid those who really want to sacrifice their lives
Not a lot.”
"Don't worry about this. When there is profit to be made, they will flock to it." He smiled, and Huang Huang didn't seem too worried.
However, Ye Huang's smile startled the monk, "Sir, are you planning to seize the Golden Triangle and grow marijuana there? This is a sinister thing."
"Am I that kind of person?" The monk rolled his eyes and said, "You can't touch marijuana. I can control it if it touches you, but the brothers below can't control it. Then there will be endless troubles."
"Then are you ready?"
"Sell arms!"
"arms?"
The monk's eyes widened, this was more exciting than marijuana.
