Although Nangong Qingyin had long heard from her grandfather that Ye Huang had lived a very miserable life in the past, she had never imagined that it would be so miserable.
Nangong Qingyin felt a twinge of pain in her heart when she thought of Ye Huang holding hands with another old man when he was a child, and the two of them walking in rags on the streets from north to south in order to survive.
"What happened next?"
Sobbing and wiping away her tears, Nangong Qingyin continued to ask with a crying voice.
"Later? After the beggar grandfather died, I was discovered by the old man on the roadside and approached the orphanage. A few years later, the old man asked me if I wanted to become a killer. I agreed, and then I was sent to a killer training camp for training.
for three years and then became a killer."
"Three years of training, three years of living in darkness, living in fear every day, because you don't know you will be able to see the sun tomorrow. In the training camp, everyone is your enemy, there are no friends, no partners.
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"Everyone is doing the same thing numbly."
"What?" Nangong Qingyin asked curiously.
"kill!"
Ye Huang said lightly with a wry smile on his face.
After hearing what Ye Huang said, Nangong Qingyin's expression immediately changed. A pair of big eyes looked at the deep-eyed Ye Huang without saying a word with a hint of fear.
She was not frightened that Emperor Ye would kill someone, but she was frightened by how her lover could survive such a life.
Seeing the pale look on Nangong Qingyin's face next to him, Ye Huang squeezed out a smile on his face and said with a hint of sadness in his eyes.
"It is very easy to say that it is easy to kill someone with just a nod, but in fact it is the most test of a person's character and perseverance."
"The first time I killed someone, I didn't dare to sleep for two days and two nights, because as soon as you closed your eyes, you would see the eyes of the person you killed staring back at you, which gave you a shuddering feeling."
"Because you are always afraid that one day you will be killed like them."
"You live in fear like this, killing the second person, the third person, and finally until you become numb. When you adapt to this kind of life, everything becomes normal, just like living an ordinary life."
"But those demon instructors will not let you have it so easy. When you have just adapted to this rhythm, you have to kill again, and this time the people you want to kill are the people around you, your bunk beds, your left and right
Pu, the person you consider to be your best friend, the person closest to you."
"The killer is cold and ruthless. Imagine that he can attack even the people closest to him without mercy. What else do you think the killer should be afraid of?"
After saying this, Ye Huang's eyes became darker. Although a long time had passed, everything that happened at that time was still vivid in his mind.
Perhaps the only thing that made Ye Huang happy was that he didn't have a single friend in the killer training camp, so he didn't feel the slightest guilt when he made the move. This was also the reason why he was eventually selected by the old man to become his disciple.
To become the king of killers, the first thing you have to learn is ruthlessness. At that time, Ye Huang, who had no worries at all and was already full of boredom and indifference to life, did it.
Looking back on the past, at this moment he didn't know whether he should be grateful that he was a helpless orphan.
"There is a devil in everyone's heart. When you release the devil in your heart, you will have nothing to fear. Killers are the perfect group to release the devil. So usually, killers are ruthless and can
Do not hesitate to attack the target, whether he is an adult or a child, an old man or an infant."
"Because he has perfectly released the devil, random killers are not afraid of moral condemnation, and they will not believe that ghosts and gods seek their lives."
"Do you find it unbelievable? But these are facts, facts that I have personally experienced, so many times I can remain indifferent to many things."
Looking at Nangong Qingyin who was already stunned, Ye Huang took a long breath and said.
"Grandpa told me that you had a very hard life before, but I didn't expect that you would go through so much suffering." Nangong Qingyin continued after sobbing.
"Is it because of my sister that you changed your indifferent attitude?"
Nangong Qingyin knew that if what Ye Huang said was true, he was definitely not what he was now. Perhaps it was the appearance of his sister that made Ye Huang regain his warmth and begin to change his personality.
"Absolutely. Your sister and I also met in the city of Chongqing. That's why I came back here after your sister died."
"Sister is also in Yucheng? Then why don't grandpa and the others know?"
Upon hearing what Ye Huang said, Nangong Qingyin's face changed slightly and he asked in shock.
"Then I don't know. There are some things right under your nose that you may not be able to discover. Maybe this is fate."
"After I met your sister, I often came to Yucheng to see her. Finally, she agreed to leave Yucheng with me. But I didn't expect that my decision would end up harming her."
"After I brought your sister to Paris, the two of us lived together. That period was perhaps the happiest time for her and I. After a while, your sister became pregnant. Because I was afraid that your sister would worry, I decided to retire and stop working.
The killer, but she didn’t wait in the end.”
"During a conflict, your sister was involved. When I came back, your sister was already dying."
When he said this, Ye Huang's eyes were filled with tears, and his fists were clenched tightly.
"I can't blame you, I just blame those evil people for being so abominable. If my sister is alive, he won't blame you."
Pulling on Ye Huang's sleeve, Nangong Qingyin was crying loudly at this moment, and comforted Ye Huang while crying.
"I know, but I still can't forgive myself. Because of your sister's incident, I almost went crazy and killed everyone in the original organization, and then left Europe with serious injuries."
"For more than a year, I was recovering from my injuries while searching for any information about the murderer of your sister. Unfortunately, the harvest was very small, and finally I had no choice but to return to Yucheng. In fact, you should probably know what happened next. I was a fool.
Teacher, I also got to know you."
"Later I learned about my life experience. At first I was more extreme than you and chose not to accept it, but then I slowly opened my eyes to it."
"I have lost twenty years. I have no relatives, no friends, and even my only lover. Today, twenty years later, I don't want to lose more because of my stubbornness."
"Actually, I know very well in my heart that in the first twenty-five years, I missed my parents and relatives all the time. It was just that I closed it all with a kind of coldness at that time. I don't need it now."
"While you use strong words to stimulate those who care and love you, you are actually hurting yourself."
"That's why I asked you to look away from your father's matter, because in this world, our parents only have the right to blame us, and we don't have the right to blame them, not at all."
