Chapter 9 The sad things of the past gave Huo Xixian the second crown
When she was hugged by my waist, she trembled, leaned her head on my chest, and whispered: "18 years old."
My chin almost hit my chest. It seems that engaging in this kind of business will indeed make women age very quickly.
She said that I was completely different from those impatient men, and actually listened to her tell her own story. I had been holding these things in my heart for a long time, and it finally made me feel better to tell them.
After hearing this, I patted her back.
She asked me if I had anything on my mind? Did I fall in love?
One sentence made me recall my past love hurts on this dim and ambiguous night, the rollicking eyes of strange girls who looked twice at me, the sarcastic comments I received in return for having the courage to confess to my crush, and my girlfriend’s betrayal.
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Especially the last thing, it can be said that it changed me a lot.
It was the rainy season when I was 17 years old when I was a sophomore in high school. A pure and lovely girl broke into my world and stayed for six full years - my high school, college, especially college. The green years, the beauty left by time
For four years, other classmates hugged each other and made love to each other. When I was xxoo, I had beautiful fantasies about long-distance relationships and true love. It was precisely because of this fantasy that during the six years of love, we never had sex—
—I have been looking forward to the day when her red face will be stained on the white wedding dress. However, that girl did not enter college and entered the society early. When I went home to look for her on May Day at the end of my senior year, I finally
I couldn't hold it back, and my passion burst out... Then, I realized that the thin layer of proof was no longer there.
Maybe, you would say that I have a mysophobia.
Maybe, you will say that I have a virginity plot.
However, when I first found out about this, she told me that she had encountered perverts on the road at night in the past...
I don't have any resentment in my heart, but I feel that since she has had such an experience, I should take better care of her.
Of course, I had no sleep that night.
However, at noon the next day, I saw the text messages on her mobile phone and realized that she belonged to a man about the same age as her father and had been living in his house for a long time.
The breakup lasted for a long time. She kept apologizing, swearing, swearing, and severed ties with the man.
Because I can't help but imagine her panting and moaning under that man. What really makes me heartbroken is that she who was once so pure and lovable, after entering the society for 2 or 3 years, she actually...
It would become like this. Maybe, at that time, I cared so much because I was new to the world, stupid and naive.
The above is my emotional pain.
In fact, perhaps, many men have been this stupid and naive before, but betrayal and hurt have made them gradually believe in ghosts such as "if you walk among thousands of flowers, not a single leaf will touch you" and "if you take it seriously, you will lose".
Nonsense, coupled with the instigation of youth hormones, he eventually turned into a prodigal who was keen on one-night stands. The only thing he was proud of was that he had just climbed out of a certain woman's bed, and then climbed into another.
However, there is something pitiable about these hateful people.
Everyone is afraid of betrayal. However, as long as there is a living person with thoughts and passion, no matter what vows he made at the beginning, no matter how much determination he made at the beginning, he will be defeated by the passage of time, the temptation of desire, and the helplessness of reality.
Become unrecognizable.
Only dead people never change.
Suddenly, I felt a shock in my heart: Could it be that this emotional injury caused me to lose confidence in the opposite sex?
Is it because I am so obsessed with Xiao Luqi's body now because only in this way can she belong to me and she will not ridicule me, betray me or leave me?
Could this be the source of my necrophilia?
Hao Ling saw that I was suddenly silent and asked me what was wrong. I said it was nothing, I just remembered a past incident. She suddenly asked me what was going on with her big eyes. I don’t know why, but I actually sealed this paragraph in the dust for more than six years.
I told her about the past. Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, we really look like a couple who are inseparable and whispering to each other. In fact, she and I are just a pair of hard-working people who are telling each other about our misfortunes. After we finish talking,
Each sighed.
Hao Ling said that she had never said what was in her heart like this. Her life was either moaning or counting money, and then sending the money she earned home. Of course, avoiding the police was also part of her life.
I sighed in my heart.
Time is so precious. With all this time, it is better to catch more corrupt officials. Why should such a poor woman push others to a dead end?
Speaking of which, isn’t it true that my current life is always spent under the shadow of being caught?
Unexpectedly, on a night like this, after a lot of talking, a 28-year-old master of law from a first-class university and an 18-year-old street girl with a junior high school education would have so many similarities.
About twenty minutes later, a figure walked into the alley. My heartbeat accelerated instantly - this was Wang Yongshun. The injuries from Xiao Luqi's beating yesterday were still clearly visible on his face.
Wang Yongshun walked past me. He just glanced at me and the street girl, and then hurried upstairs. I knew that his instinct would tell him: there was a fire in his crotch, and he didn't dare to go to his girlfriend's house to have sex.
, he can only stay here reluctantly. I am afraid that even if he were to kill him, he would never have imagined that this guy who passed him by was actually Lin You who had traveled across most of Shanghai to find him trouble.
The heart that had softened just now because of the memories was now hardened again.
Shunzi, you provoked me and you caused trouble.
Of course, although I was filled with hatred, I did not rush to find him. After all, my life was still in his hands - just one phone call and I would have to go to the station to drink coffee in minutes.
I have no idea how evil he is. I'm not sure whether the "Xiangxi Corpse Refining House" he casually mentioned exists.
Maybe you will say that since he is not a special person, then just rush up and kill him, and it will be over!
Indeed. However, he must have some special means that I don't know about. Otherwise, Xiao Luqi's life and death would be puzzling.
In short, I can't just throw myself into a situation I don't understand completely and surrender myself. This is his home court, and my style is not to fight an unprepared battle. Just like dealing with Mao Bin, use me
My rhythm is to lure him out, fall into my trap, remove all his trump cards, and then knock him to the ground completely, and he will never be able to stand up again.
Maybe, I can give this rhythm a name, "Lin You Rhythm".
Now that his home base has been determined, he can escape the monk but cannot escape the temple.
Now I have more important things to do.
I need to go to the morgue of the chest hospital again.
There are three reasons why I want to go.
First, was Xiao Luqi manipulated by Wang Yongshun after she was sent to the morgue, or was she manipulated by Wang Yongshun before? If it was the former, then there might be some clues left in the morgue that would allow me to deduce Xiao Luqi's identity.
What exactly happened to me? If it's the latter, I hope to find some evidence.
Secondly, when Wang Yongshun was at my house, he once said something: If he hadn’t accepted a task at that time, he would have given Xiao Luqi a job. Task? What task? He said this casually, which is somewhat credible.
.is also a doubtful point.
Third, and most importantly, today is the third day after Xiao Luqi's death. Logically speaking, if her body had not been stolen, it should have been transported to the crematorium by this time to say goodbye and then cremated. If Wang Yongshun intends to hack me, then the body
The theft incident should have come out at this time. I just want to take a look and see what his attitude is.
The morgue will definitely keep a management log or an entry and exit list to record the entry and exit of corpses. As long as you find this, it will be clear at a glance.
I was deep in thought when I was brought back to reality by Hao Ling's voice: "What are you thinking about? Are you thinking about those bad things again?"
I forced a smile, shook my head, and said, "It's nothing. It's all over. But thank you very much for today. I haven't told anyone about these things. After I said it, I felt much better. But I have to go."
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She suddenly said: "Yes, it's too late. Oh, the girl I live with may not have left the door open for me... Can I borrow your mobile phone to send a text message to Sarah?"
I hesitated for a moment, then took out my phone and gave it to her.
She smiled, took the phone, and deliberately tilted it at an angle so that I couldn't see what she was sending.