I opened my eyes and got up. The sunlight outside the window was so bright and dazzling. But its temperature told me that I was still alive.
At this moment, I am lying on a bed, soft and comfortable, with satin sheets and quilts, as smooth as a woman's skin.
I walked out of bed, and a pair of slippers was waiting for my feet on the floor. The brand-new slippers, with the labels just cut off, were still thrown in the trash can next to them.
Isn't this house the same house in Songjiang District, Shanghai that I gave Hao Ling, Li Feina and the others to live in, and where I still kept Xiao Luqi's body?
Isn't this room the same room where Hao Ling slept before?
Where are they?
Hu Haoling, Li Feina, Zhu Junxuan... where are you?
Xiao Luqi...where are you?
I shook my head and seemed to be still a little unconscious. But judging from the situation, I must have been resurrected from a state of suspended animation. The antidote used for resurrection was the bottle that Chen Ziqi inserted into the jade seal and was originally used to resurrect Qin Shihuang.
Suddenly I found a letter on the table. I quickly went over, picked it up and read it.
The handwriting is elegant. Needless to say, it was written by Xiao Luqi.
"Lin You:
When you read this letter, you are already awake.
Five years ago, when my brother, who was extremely tired and in ragged clothes, and you, who were all cold, came back from Xi'an, I couldn't believe what I saw.
He explained the whole story to me, and also used a white thing like a peach core to wake you up. I was very sad to see you with no light in your eyes.
But I know that when you first saw me, I looked just like you who was cold at that time.
My brother said that you are deeply poisoned by mercury and there is no cure. But in the state of suspended animation, you will gradually eliminate the mercury poison and get better little by little. This fact has been proved by me.
However, if your poisoning is too deep, it may take a long time to detoxify.
I told my brother that I want to take care of you. I want to repay your kindness to me.
Since then, I have tested you for mercury levels every week.
The test results this time are very good. The mercury poisoning in your body has been completely eliminated. However, it took five years.
Five years ago, I was still thinking about how I felt and what my mood was when you rescued me and took good care of me. In these five years, I gradually understood.
This is the first time I know how much you can sacrifice for one person. I am moved every day by what you did for me five years ago.
However, when I decided to use the antidote to revive you, I also made a decision.
After injecting the antidote, I will leave.
Once upon a time, I thought that maybe you did this because you had feelings for me.
When you left Wanshou Temple, that decisive look in your eyes told me that you did not love me.
Everything I do is to repay you, so you don't have to feel guilty.
Now, we no longer owe each other anything.
This time may be a coincidence. On this day five years ago, you rescued me. Today, five years later, I say goodbye to you.
Thank you for everything you have done for me.
Goodbye, Lin You.
Xiao Luqi
May 26, 2013”
I read this letter word for word, and I felt a fire burning in my chest, which hurt my heart. Tears rolled in my eyes, turned into two tear tracks, and fell on the letter paper.
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Time flies so fast, it has been five and a half years since I first put you in the freezer.
Half a year has passed since you took care of me, saved me, and left me.
Luci, I have something else I want to say to you, so I’ll write it here.
After turning around at Wanshou Temple, my face was filled with tears, but I didn't want you to see it.
I know that I have to accomplish something that may be fatal.
I went to Xi'an and ended my relationship with Chen Ziqi and Dong Yunzhi at the Mausoleum of the First Qin Emperor.
Dong Yunzhi wants to take over the property in my hands. To do this, he must let me die.
He saw me with no signs of life, but he was worried that I was faking my death, so he cremated me just to be on the safe side.
But the one he cremated was not me.
Luci, just like the "corpse" your father cremated five years ago, it was not you either.
It was just a mummy.
Wang Yongshun once used mummies and corpse wax to create a fake version of you.
I also made a fake version of myself and asked Dong Yunzhi to send it for cremation.
Among the many doubts, I have already deduced that Dong Yunzhi is sinister and has bad intentions. He may be colluding with Chen Ziqi, and he may be the real mastermind behind the scenes.
Especially since he took me to various social occasions and treated himself as my uncle every time, I knew that he was laying the groundwork for taking over my property legitimately.
I can't let him succeed, and I won't let him succeed.
I used death to escape. In fact, Chen Ziqi was right. Dong Yunzhi was a powerful official at that time, and no matter how rich I was, I was just a commoner. This tradition of inequality between officials and people seems to have persisted for thousands of years.
It hasn't changed much. So, I can only pretend to be quail again and deceive Dong Yunzhi. This is perhaps the most helpless way and the only way.
There are too many helpless realities that cannot be changed immediately if we want to.
Did you know? Luci, the first time I went to the morgue of the Chest Hospital, I saw a mummy, and the second time I entered the morgue, I found a strange cabinet with a lot of corpse wax.
When I found out that your father had signed the corpse release form, I guessed that Wang Yongshun must have forged a fake version of you.
In the underground secret room of Chen Ziqi's West Palace Villa, I saw a map of China with many thumbtacks on it, divided into different colors.
The green thumbtacks and white lines represent Kangcheng, Dayu's Tomb, the sand dune platform where Qin Shi Huang died, and Qin Shi Huang's Mausoleum.
The red thumbtack represents the place of origin of the "fake corpse" in Chen Ziqi's hand. The thumbtack stuck in Zhenjiang, Jiangsu, originally represented you, but I risked my life to pull it out.
As for the blue thumbtacks distributed in Fujian, Yunnan, Guizhou and other places, after some research, I found that these places have one thing in common, that is: these places have a strange thing called a hanging coffin. In the hanging coffin,
They are all weathered mummies.
The mummy pretended to be you was obtained by Chen Ziqi from a hanging coffin.
So I asked Dr. Wang Haidong from China Agricultural University to borrow the name of his school's research team to go to these places to inspect, and found an opportunity to steal a mummy, which I picked up on a private plane.
Jiang Jupeng of Shanghai University of Traditional Chinese Medicine is responsible for researching the method of pressurizing corpse wax, seeping into mummies, and making a dummy that looks like the real thing.
The experiment was successful. But Jiang Jupeng almost suffocated me to death when he was taking an impression of my face...
Your brother Xiao Keming, together with Yang Tao, Zhao Chen and Zhu Junxuan, took a private plane with me to Zhangjiajie and then went to Jishou to attend the auction.
When Liu Sili drove to pick me up, the car that had been "following" me was actually my friends. I deliberately wrote the scene to be scary, but as careful as you are, you will definitely think: Since Chen Ziqi
The flight from Jishou to Xi'an was an ordinary civil flight, which meant that he didn't have a private plane at all. How could he be following me by such a coincidence?
When I was threatened with death by Wang Sansan at the auction, I pretended to faint, and the security guard who helped me up at that time was Yang Tao who was wearing makeup.
After pretending to bid and sell the Zichen sand tires to Chen Ziqi at a very high price, I returned to Zhangjiajie with them and transferred to Xi'an by plane.
I have already guessed that Chen Ziqi probably recruited some people from Dadula's organization and brought fake dead thugs with him to Xi'an to help him. But he didn't know that the entire bottled water market in Xi'an had already been established at that time.
In my hand, no matter what kind of water he buys to drink, the people in the Dadula organization under his command will burst into tears.
And the car containing the fake dead thugs was knocked open by Zhao Chen when I went to investigate the changing of the guard at Qin Shihuang's Mausoleum. All the fake dead thugs inside were cleared away by her flying legs.
So when I returned to the entrance of the Women's Hotel, the car and the people in it were gone.
Zhao Chen is a girl, and I didn’t let her take risks with me in the Mausoleum of the First Qin Emperor. But she also has her own mission. Before we entered the Mausoleum of the First Qin Emperor, the person who told us through the intercom that there was something unusual in the joint defense team and asked us to speed up the pace was Zhao Chen.
Chen.
My friends are all very helpful, especially your brother, Xiao Keming. His code name is Xuanwu, which is cool, right? He is carrying that big backpack, which contains the mummy pretending to be me.
When I was injected with the fake death drug by Yang Tao, he and Zhu Junxuan took the mummy out of the cave first. Dong Yunzhi took the mummy and cremated it.
The last words I heard were actually the intercom function in the gas mask Yang Tao was wearing, which directly transmitted the sounds outside the cave to my ears, which was actually still in the tomb at that time.
After that, I don’t even know how your brother escaped from the cave with my real “corpse” and how he wandered back to Shanghai. At that time, I was completely asleep. I was asked to fake my death.
The medicine was exactly the last third of the test tube I stole from Chen Ziqi's underground secret room.
In any case, I am still alive now. The mummy not only prevented Dong Yunzhi from being cremated for me, but also served as a crossbar, allowing us to successfully descend to the second step of the waterproof dam using the slow rope.
Therefore, no matter who this mummy was during his lifetime, I would like to thank him.
If you ask me, why did I have to give the fake pupil to Chen Ziqi, why did I have to end it with him at Qin Shihuang’s Mausoleum, but almost got himself trapped there?
I can only answer you, it's because of Dong Yunzhi. I can't kill Chen Ziqi casually under his nose. That will only make things get out of hand, and I will soon be secretly killed by Dong Yunzhi. I can only
By handing all the treasures to Chen Ziqi, letting him and Dong Yunzhi think that I have completely surrendered, and then suddenly making a comeback, not only can I stop Chen Ziqi's conspiracy, but I can also regain a chance of survival in Dong Yunzhi's hands.
Luci, after saying so much, I have almost finished what I want to say.
It’s almost 900,000 words. I’ve written a lot. I don’t know if you can read it, or if you have the patience to read it. My writing is not good, and sometimes I feel that my writing is poor and verbose. I have also been criticized by many people.
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Some readers said that the writing of your book is okay, but the title is too weak. "There is a Goddess in My Freezer"? It sounds like a pornographic article from YY. If I hadn't happened to read it, I really wouldn't have known it.
What I write is reasoning.
Many people advised me to change the title of the book, which might attract more readers.
However, in my heart, this book is written for you. This name was also chosen to attract your attention.
I also want to tell you that when I paid the lawyers before, I deliberately kept lawyer Li Haibo, had an in-depth talk, and wrote a document to him.
That is actually my will.
I know that if I go to the Mausoleum of the First Qin Emperor, I will inevitably die, either at the hands of Chen Ziqi or Dong Yunzhi. But I don’t want my property to be taken away by Dong Yunzhi. So once I die, lawyer Li Haibo will take my property
My will will donate all the property in my name to a reliable charity fund.
Oh, by the way, I found out after I woke up that the most innocent girl, Li Feina, came into contact with the matter of "philanthropy" by chance, and immediately devoted herself wholeheartedly to it. Of course, although she was in the donation center I donated
In that fund, the people in the fund didn't know about my relationship with her. The people in the fund thought that Lin You was dead.
Uncle Zhu takes care of her by her side and supports her very much. Perhaps Uncle Zhu also hopes that his daughter can use charity and love to "atone" for some of the wrong things he has done.
Feina often goes to some poor places in Guizhou to care about the children there. At the end of September and beginning of October 2013, she called me and said that she went to Caen, Qinghai, where there was a living Buddha Tengque who adopted 135
She was an orphan. She didn’t have cotton-padded shoes or coats in the winter. The children were all barefoot and wearing single pants, so she used the foundation’s money to send things to the children. The road was very bumpy and mountainous, and she didn’t know she had super blood.
It didn't work, but the most important thing is that she has a simple and loving heart.
Let me send you a photo she took. She sent it to me using WeChat. Unexpected, right? This girl has learned to use WeChat now.
The volunteers brought by Feina are teaching the children the principles of motors
It is a pity that according to the strict regulations of Tibetan Buddhism, temples can only adopt boys, not girls. Li Feina looked at the homeless girls and wanted to build a school next to the temple to give these girls a place to live.
, we are collecting donations now. Luqi, although I have no money now, I also want to use some of my salary to donate to these poor children. If you friends who read my article, you also want to donate some love.
If so, you can join my Motie QQ group (64287768), and I will introduce you to Li Feina. But please don’t tell her that I have donated money to the fund, because I don’t want her innocence to be tainted by money.
Having said that, Luqi, the reason why I want to donate the money is not only because I am afraid that Dong Yunzhi will come to snatch the management rights after my "death", but the more important reason is that I heard the conversation between you and Master Xujian that day. Are you here?
I'm worried that once I taste the taste of wealth, I will never be able to get my heart back.
You see, now, I have become a prostitute again. It’s hard to find a job because I’m “dead” and my identity, Lin You, has nothing to do with me anymore. I’m not a master of law, and I don’t even have an identity.
I don’t have a certificate or a household registration. I finally found a job to make ends meet. I went to work during the day and came back to write a book at night. It was really hard.
However, thinking that maybe one day you will read this book, I feel that the hard work is worth it.
On May 26, 2013, I woke up and realized that I had been in the freezer where you had been for five years. Although I was asleep, I could feel the breath you left, your
smell.
But when I woke up, I only saw your letters, but not your person. I knew you hadn’t gone far at that time, because the big tub in the bathroom was still hot. You must have been here before I was resurrected.
, melted my frozen body with hot water.
I know that if I chase you, with my reasoning and observation skills, I will definitely be able to find the direction you left and catch up with you.
But I don't know what I should say after catching up with you.
After all, I was the one who hurt you that day at Wanshou Temple. When the car started, I saw you in the rearview mirror standing leaning against the gate, so lonely and helpless, and I was heartbroken.
Can you understand me? For a just mission, I may have to sacrifice myself. If I can't come back alive, I don't want you to wait.
Now, I'm back, but I don't dare to face you again.
Five years later, I woke up and found you missing, Hao Ling, Feina, Uncle Zhu and Mo Mo.
Feina and Uncle Zhu have already said it before. Momo is with them. I have donated all my property and have nothing. In order to survive, I still have to go to work, and my job requires frequent business trips. So.
, I can't take care of it.
However, I will go to see it often, as well as Feina and Uncle Zhu.
As for Hu Haoling, she is really infected with HIV. However, she is a good girl with a bright smile and a kind heart. While I was busy solving the incident, she bathed you, changed your clothes, and took good care of you. And
, just because I made a wrong judgment induced by Li Qianyu before, mistakenly believing that she had been injected with a fake death drug and mistakenly thought that she had "antibodies", she really decided to sacrifice her life to save you. I can't watch it.
As she is tortured to death by the virus, you definitely don't want her to die.
She is not dead.
Before I went to Xi'an, I went to a bar and found an old man who had just lost his job. He was the captain of the yacht when I went to Jinshan Island, Wang Anjin. After Dong Hao's "death", of course, he
Lost my job.
He once mentioned on Jinshan Island that he had seen a fake death drug in Haiti. I asked him to go to Haiti, help me find the local fake death drug, inject Hao Ling, and store her permanently until AIDS is cured.
that day.
As for the antidote for Hao Ling, you don't have to worry. Before I went to Xi'an, I asked Master Liu Qing to try his best to get the bottle of antidote that Dong Yunzhi had for resurrecting Xi Shi.
Although Master Liu Qing is crazy, he has superb hexagram skills, so he has made many high-level connections. His connections go straight to the central government.
He did it. Hao Ling was saved.
Even if no HIV treatment drug is developed in my lifetime, I will entrust this matter to my friends and their descendants.
Master Liu Qing is very powerful. He also used his connections at the top to get Yang Tao and Zhu Junxuan out of Dong Yunzhi's custody.
Yang Tao returned to his hometown to stay with his parents. His father has been in poor health, and his mother is still working to make money. He is a very filial person, and I hope he can take good care of the two elderly people. I also hope he can
Find a virtuous and filial wife.
Zhao Chen fell in love with a fellow countryman of mine in Shanghai. This fellow countryman of mine was in the silverware business in Shanghai. He was very smart and considerate. What’s more, he actually fell in love with Zhao Chen’s.
The master has the same name and surname. This is really a coincidence, isn't it? I hope they can be together. Well, I also hope that Comrade Zhao Chen will be merciful to my fellow countryman. After all, her strength is unlimited...
Brother Xin Xiaoxin is now working in a government agency. His ability to flatter leaders may make him a duck to water.
As for your brother, he has contacted me several times. He told me that in October 2007, after he handed me over to you, he moved to Dongguan under the guidance of Master Liu Qing. There he met a man named
Lu Zuo's buddy. Together with Lu Zuo and his new friends, he has done many great things. He also opened a Feng Shui consulting firm in Dongguan.
However, I asked him how he rescued me from Qin Shihuang's Mausoleum and how he brought me back to Shanghai, but he refused to tell me. That's all, he doesn't even know where you are now. However, if he knew where you were,
Maybe there is no such book.
Old Mrs. Yin, I admit, this is one of the people I feel very sorry for. After all, it was me who killed her with my own hands. But when I woke up, she was gone. I later went to the building in Jiushi's western suburbs garden
The villa had been viewed once and had already been sold to someone else. Maybe Dong Yunzhi took away her body, maybe her own family, or even Mr. Fangyan... But the villa where she finally slept has been taken away.
The new owner painted it so hard that there was no clue. I could only sigh.
Li Qianyu and Yu Xin, I don’t know where their ashes are buried. Essentially, they all came to Shanghai from other places to make a living. They spent their good years and were buried in this city of reinforced concrete and materialism. Maybe they went astray, but
I always feel a little sorry for the loss of such a life. Maybe, when I find their graves in the future, I will lay a bouquet of flowers and express my feelings. I hope their souls can rest in peace.
As for the whereabouts of Xi Shi, I don’t know, and I don’t want to make random guesses. But since Liu Qing got the bottle of medicine used to resurrect her from Dong Yunzhi, maybe she was not resurrected at all. Or, Dong Yunzhi could not wait to resurrect her.
, given her character, she would probably rather be in pieces than in ruins.
Li Haibo has now developed his legal business; Fu Lidong has been promoted, married Qiangfang, has a spacious house and a happy life. Everyone is moving in a better direction, step by step becoming a
For a better self.
As for Mingying, I couldn't find her again. After her business war in Jishou ended, she and Su Chujun disappeared completely. I am full of gratitude to her and hope that she can be with the one she loves and be happy forever.
There are also some people who have appeared in past experiences, so I won’t mention them here.
Be grateful. Whether it is those who have helped me or those who have hurt me, I should be grateful. They have made me experience ups and downs and grow into a better myself.
Maybe this is what happened.
However, I have never found you.
Where are you, Luci, where are you?
Luci, did you know? On May 29, 2013, I went to Jinshan again.
Do you still remember the painting I wrote about? "Regional Map of Kangcheng, Wu County". This painting has always been with Dong Hao. Later, your brother got it back. He gave this painting to Jinshan according to my wishes.
District government.
The Jinshan District Government built a scenic spot called "Jinshanzui Fishing Village" not far from where I went to sea. The painting was cast into a copper diagram and mounted in a conspicuous place. If you go to Jinshan,
You can definitely see it.
Well, I took some photos for you. If you don’t have the chance to see it in person, just take a look at these photos.
panoramic
Area map of Kangcheng, Wujun
Introduction to the history of Cannes
Qin Shihuang Mountaineering Site
Wanshou Temple
There is another good news for you. I saw in a bookstore in Jinshan that Mr. Yu’s book "Jinshan Wei Chunqiu" was finally published on July 10, 2008. Many of my experiences were used by him in
It’s in the book. If you are interested, find this book and take a look.
When going to Jinshan, it is natural to visit Wanshou Temple. But as a "dead" person, it is inconvenient for me to appear in front of Master Xujian again. I lingered outside the temple gate for a long time, recalling that day when you were leaning on the door and looking at me.
When I saw the figure, I suddenly lost all hope, my heart was cut like a knife, and I actually had the idea of becoming a monk. I mentioned this idea before when I wrote about the first time I came out of Wanshou Temple.
But in the end, I still didn't step in. I still have a bond that I can't let go of, and I still have you in my heart.
The day after returning home from Jinshan District, on May 30, 2013, I made a decision.
I decided to write about my past experiences.
I wrote part of it, and then on June 2, I posted the beginning of it in the Lotus Powder Ghost Stories section of the Tianya Forum.
I think it's ridiculous. This article actually has nothing to do with ghosts and gods. But I don't know where else I can post it except in the nonsense section.
No matter where I post it, no one will believe that this is a true story. But, it doesn’t matter. I just want to write it to you.
Later, I went to sharpen iron again.
I signed the contract, added v, and paid the fee. However, I really never thought about making money from this article.
I just want more people to see it, and I'm thinking that maybe one day you will see it.
Will you see it? Luci, what you see, maybe I added some exaggerated elements, maybe because of my little conceitedness, I made myself look awesome. However, I put the mistakes I made
Wrong, I also wrote down my true thoughts during the period when I lost my true heart. If you can see it, can you understand that I am analyzing myself to you? Can you feel my persistence?
love?
Yes, I do not deny that I have fallen. I was addicted to beauty, and even took drugs. I was tempted by money and became a murderer. I even asked myself, who is a goddess?
, what do you think...
Thinking of these, I feel extremely sad. However, I still wrote it. I just want you to know that after taking off my halo, I can truly face myself and my feelings for you. Maybe you will see
, maybe you will be angry, but can you feel that the fact that I dare to write it out proves that I am no longer the dark me...
Yes, after writing this book, I look back at the dark me... I feel that I am no longer worthy of you.
If life is just like the first time we met, it is only for that sudden glimpse. I still remember the first time I met you, on that warm afternoon in late spring and early summer, the sun shone lazily on your face, your profile was pure and flawless, you
Your fishbone braid looks so soft; your smile is so warm; your eyes are like bright stars. You have amazed me all my life.
For you, I can give up everything, even my life. Whenever I am on the verge of death and want to give up, it is your presence that gives me a reason to persist. You are everything in my life, you are me
The only one.
Prosperity, wealth, high position and salary are a thing of the past to me. Now I just want to be like you did when you were briefly resurrected, cook delicious meals for you, chat with you quietly, or say nothing at all.
Just sit quietly. The years are quiet and time flies. I just want to sit across from you and watch the passing years.
I couldn't help but imagine that under the dim street lights, with the dense sycamore trees on both sides of the road casting mottled shadows, I would hold your hand and walk carelessly, chatting, with small steps and a relaxed mood. Maybe you will
Hum a melodious tune and hold my hand from time to time, just like the pulsation of your heartbeat...
I don't want anything now. I just want this feeling, with you, Luci.
Luci, you have nothing to worry about. I am writing down everything that happened five years ago because I know that legally, there is no problem anymore.
Because I have "died" once. All the mistakes and crimes I have committed in the past have been legally wiped out with my last "death". At the beginning of this book, I wrote:
The crime I committed has exceeded the statute of limitations, but that is not the case. I only said that on purpose to prevent the truth from being written out in advance.
My sins were wiped out because of my "death". I have died, and that dark Lin You is also dead forever.
Also, that old fox Dong Yunzhi has retired. He has no power and has become an ordinary person.
There is nothing to be afraid of anymore, so now I dare to write the story exactly as it is.
No, the most terrifying thing is myself.
It is always the most difficult for people to face themselves, especially when they become dark. It is difficult to look directly at them. But I dare to say that I did it. I dare to say that I have truly become a strong person in life.
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I am like this, can you still accept it? At least, can you understand me?
I asked your brother to pass a note to you. It is a small poem. Did you see it?
If you are sharpening iron, if you see my text, please send me a response, even if it is a reply, a message, or even a hint. At least let me know that you have seen it.
Because, after writing this, I finally understood the meaning of that poem.
"A thousand pieces of jade and jade are as valuable as a piece of gold, but they are not as fragrant as a white plum."
You are the white plum in my heart. The red jade and jade are not as fragrant as yours.
It's winter now, Luci, you have to take good care of yourself and keep warm and don't catch a cold.
I hope you will be like a white plum blossom, blooming proudly in the ice and snow of winter, just like you were still blooming when you were lying in the freezer.
Let me say it again:
I'm looking forward to your response, Luci, I'm looking forward to it.