1005. I will accompany you when you live; I will accompany you when you die! 3
Huangfu Lin whispered, "It would be great if I could hide this from you forever..."
Xiaotong's tears fell again, "Huangfu Lin, can you stop being so selfish?"
"Xiaotong..."
Xiaotong looked at him and smiled sadly, "What did you promise me? In this life, no matter what happens, we must be honest with each other. You also promised me that from now on, you can no longer arrange my life at will. But
What are you doing now? Not only did you cruelly push me away from you, but you also arranged my future life domineeringly. If you did this, what else is it if it is not selfish? Have you ever considered my feelings?
?Is it worthy of what you said? Is it worthy of your promise?"
Every word she spoke was pressing, with accusations and questions, which left Huangfu Lin speechless for a moment. "I'm sorry, Xiaotong..." That's all he could say.
"I don't want your apology." Xiaotong interrupted him bitterly, "What's the use of apologizing? Just so that you can leave with peace of mind, so you can hurt me unscrupulously? Have you ever thought that you are like this?
What should I do if you abandon me? Can the truth be hidden for a lifetime? One day, I will know. Do you want to watch me regret it for the rest of my life, blame myself for the rest of my life, and never be able to go to Nanning forever? Is this what you want?
The result?"
Huangfu Lin looked at her painfully, "Xiaotong, you know it's not the case..."
Xiaotong looked at him with tears in her eyes, "I know what you are thinking. You think that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Instead of watching you leave me and suffer in the future, it is better to push me into someone else's arms now." Here, let me live well with my hatred for you. But Huangfu Lin, how can you be so selfish? How can you be so wishful thinking? Have you ever asked me, am I willing? Huangfu Lin, that’s what you think Do you want to see me marry another man?"
Huangfu Lin shook his head and closed his eyes in pain, "Xiaotong, why am I willing to do this? I just..."
Xiaotong interrupted him again, "You just want to feel better for yourself. You take it for granted that you do it for me, but have you ever thought about it, I don't appreciate it, on the contrary, I will still hate you!" She burst into tears.
Looking at him, "Huangfu Lin, we are in love, why do we torture each other like this? Why can't we share everything with each other? You promised me that you would never leave me, why do you have to break it now?"
Your promise?"
"But Xiaotong," Huangfu Lin smiled bitterly, "for you to follow a dying cripple like me will make me feel even more guilty. I can't give you a future, and I can't accompany you to your old age. Instead of letting you go when the time comes,
You might as well just watch me die, let me go now and let me die with peace of mind, okay?"
"That's enough," Xiaotong yelled, "Don't mention the word death to me. Who said you will die? You will definitely live well and live a long life. We will grow old together.
The child has not been found yet, Huangfu Lin, how could you be so selfish and leave us mother and daughter alone?"
Huangfu Lin burst into tears. How could he be willing to do this? Why didn't he want to see their daughter? Why didn't he want to take care of them until they were old? But...
Xiaotong knew what he was thinking, she looked at him fiercely and held back tears.