Huangfu Lin, please come back soon. I finally decided to open up my heart, forget about the past, accept you, and want to start over with you. You can't just leave us and leave like this, regardless of mother and son.
I vaguely heard a gentle and doting call coming from my ears, "Xiao Tong."
Looking up in the hazy state, he could see the gentleness between Huangfu Lin's brows and eyes, leaning against the door casually and lazily, looking straight at him.
Rubbing his eyes, he couldn't believe it. He stood up and walked towards the door, trying to catch the handsome man in front of him. When he lowered his head, he saw nothing in his hands.
Staring at her empty hands, Ning Xiaotong burst into tears.
He returned to the bed stiffly and stroked his belly, "Baby, mom just dreamed that your dad was back. Unfortunately, it was just a beautiful dream. Mom hopes that this dream can become a reality."
In the air, I could only hear Ning Xiaotong's low murmur.
I don't know when, I felt sleepy and gradually fell asleep.
There were still wet tears on his face, and he murmured, "Huangfu Lin, don't leave me."
Over and over again, over and over again, the cycle continues.
Finally, I once again experienced the feeling of "lost".
When her mother left, she was so helpless and desperate.
The gentle romance in the farmyard and every detail of London flashed before her one by one at this moment, like slow motion in a movie. There had never been a moment like this that made her forget everything else.
Everything in her heart and eyes was filled with his kindness to her.
At this moment, she finally calmed down and figured out her mental journey.
From the very beginning, his love came roaring with thunderous force, leaving her powerless to resist. She was concerned about his underworld background and identity, especially after experiencing the bloody scene in Paris, and she had no feelings for him.
It felt like she was more afraid than liked. So, she retracted herself into a turtle shell and did not dare to face it. But he pressed forward step by step, not giving her any chance to breathe.
Until the indecent video broke out and something happened to her mother, she suffered an unprecedented blow.
She vented her hatred on him, hating his dishonorable methods and hating him for causing her mother to die. During that time, she was confused and couldn't think clearly. She was full of hatred and resentment, and she blamed him.
She made everything a mess and was angry with him for turning her life into a puddle of mud.
But he still didn't fight back.
So, she retracted herself into the turtle shell again, not daring to face this cruel reality.
Even more afraid to face it, he is as good as ever.
His love was so overbearing and did not give her any way out. Even though she was so decisive, he still paid for her without any regrets. It was this kindness that left her with no way out and despair.
Yes, his love made her despair. Because she could neither go against her mother's last wish nor convince herself to completely stop thinking about him, so she could only be a deserter.
Everyone is accusing her of being ruthless, and everyone is trying to persuade her to forgive Huangfu Lin.
Even Luo Qian, who was as close to her as a sister, kept saying good things for Huangfu Lin.
But how have they ever truly understood her?
I left him not because I didn't love him, but because I couldn't face him.
She couldn't be sorry to her mother, couldn't break her oath, but she couldn't convince herself that she didn't love him, so she was hesitant, depressed, wavering, and hesitant in the contradiction and hesitation.
Until not long ago, Luo Qian told her that when she almost had a miscarriage, Huangfu Lin did not hesitate to let the doctors go all out to save her!