"Earlier, I didn't know about your forbearing feelings for me, but later I gradually understood it. However, I didn't want to lose you as a brother, so I didn't point it out and gave you opportunities again and again. I didn't want you to His love turned into hatred."
"Endless harm to everyone I care about."
"You clearly know my love for Xiaotong, but you still hurt her. Don't you know that hurting her will make me more sad?"
"I know, I've always known it, but looking at your loving appearance, I couldn't stand it, so I tried my best to break you up." Unlike the previous excitement, Rong Sheng's mood gradually became calmer.
"Only when I break you up will I feel at ease. Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter. As long as I go back to the past, I can always be by your side as I did before."
"Rong Sheng, after you did those things that hurt Ning Xiaotong and Nannan, we will never be able to go back to the past." Huangfu Lin's voice was a little low, and his eyes were faint, "Don't you always want to know? ,Why do I love Xiaotong instead of others?"
Rong Sheng nodded. This question has always been stuck in his mind. He spent countless sleepless nights thinking about why it was Ning Xiaotong and not himself.
"Rong Sheng, we are all the same. We have been living in a dark world, so what do you yearn for most?" Huangfu Lin asked.
Rong Sheng thought for a long time before slowly speaking, "Sunshine."
"Yes, for those of us who are accustomed to darkness, what we long for most is sunlight."
"But, Brother Lin, you are the sunshine in my heart."
Huangfu Lin shook his head, "Rong Sheng, after staying in the darkness for too long, we have become the same type of people, cold and decisive, so no one of us can be someone else's sunshine."
"Rong Sheng, aside from the fact that I love Ning Xiaotong, how did you feel when you first saw Ning Xiaotong?"
Rong Sheng thought about it carefully again, eliminated all distracting thoughts in his mind, and spoke slowly, "Clean, pure."
"Yes, the world she lives in is different from ours. Her living environment is very simple, without the intrigues and plots in our world."
"Her body is as clear blue as the sky, clean and pure, without a trace of strange color. She is the sunshine that I have been pursuing in my heart."
"I admit that at first, I was attracted by the purity and cleanliness of her body. But later, I realized that for Xiaotong, I was no longer just a longing for sunshine. I found that I was gradually addicted to it. I can’t extricate myself from it, but I don’t want to extricate myself from it either.”
"I want that sunshine to always be by my side."
"But, Rong Sheng, you also know that people like me who have lived in the dark bottom for too long are already accustomed to being ruthless and plundering. We will do whatever it takes to get what we want, and destroy what we don't want. Others can’t get it either.”
"It's this kind of method that makes me suffer the consequences. One time has already caused me enough pain. The last indecent video has already brought a big blow to Ning Xiaotong, and even, indirectly, because of me, her mother And left her."
"And now, you have taken her child away, Rong Sheng, her world is really simple, there is only love and no love, while our world only has two things, gain and destruction."