694. I'm Afraid You Really Don't Want Me Anymore 5
"Pupil ..." She never saw her tone to him in such a tone and tone.
"Pupil, you ..."
She put her face on him, hugged him, closed her eyes, her voice trembled slightly, "I'm scared."
Huang Fu stretched his breath, "What are you afraid of?"
She murmured, "I'm afraid, you don’t want me anymore."
Huang Fu felt suffocating instantly.
"Pupil," he swallowed his mouth, his voice was hoarse, "Why don't you want you?"
"Because of my willfulness." Xiaotong's voice was low, with apologies.
"Pupil." He was speechless, but he had a joy in his heart.
He thought she wouldn't want him, but he didn't expect that she was also afraid that he wouldn't want her!
At this moment, he intersects, and his heart is mixed.
"Huangfu, sorry." Her voice came from behind, "In this time, I made you sad and sad. Sorry, I apologize to you, I hope you can forgive me ..."
"Xiao Tong, don't say that, it is me who should apologize, because I did not take care of our children, or I killed your mother. I was incompetent. For so long, I couldn't find our children ...
"
"No, it's not your fault." Xiaotong whispered to him, "It's my own magic. In fact, my mother is very clear, my mother's death has nothing to do with you, the disappearance of 囡, you are also worried about anxiety, you are also worried about anxiety, you are also very worried about anxiety.
I can't blindly push all my responsibilities to you, I have a problem. I am too paranoid and it is too easy to complicate things. "
She took a deep breath and said, "Actually, it is my own problem. For a long time, I have always been used to being an ostrich. From the beginning, I would like to take it for granted that you and I are not a world.
Child, so I have been escaping your feelings. I am not brave enough to face reality. Therefore, I am always used to escaping. Especially after the scene happened in Frank, Paris, I was afraid of being involved in the status quo.
Your world, you are afraid of you who are bloody with your hands, you are afraid that you will never be able to look back after falling in love with you.
Huang Fu's voice trembling, "Pupil, don't say ..."
Talking about these past things is like re -peeling her wounds, facing the bloody facts again, and sadness again.
"No, I want to say, please listen to me to finish saying. These words are in my heart. For a long time, I must say it," Xiao Tong took a long breath, gathered courage, and finally decided to decide
Treat him frankly and understand the journey of my heart. "I am timid, I'm afraid of death, I am afraid of losing. I am afraid that I will be with you sincerely, but I have lost myself since then, and it has become another world.
The people in it are even more scared. One day, you will leave me that you can leave the courage to walk to you, and accident. After all, the kind of living you do, that kind of behavior is too worrying.
Therefore, my mother's death, the disappearance of my sister -in -law, made me find the reason and excuses to continue being an ostrich. I was under such a guise, fled you again and again, and became a deserter again and again.
... "
Huang Fu was silent, but his body trembled slightly.