"Rin, I didn't mean it. I just saw that you refused to see me, so I came up with this method." Because I miss you too much, I use any means.
However, at that time, I really felt that if I couldn't see him, I would rather die, and even Nannan had already thought about who would take care of him.
But he finally appeared in front of him.
Can we think that he still loves me in his heart?
"Ning Xiaotong, I have always thought that we can get together and relax, so I gave you a check. No matter how many numbers you fill in, I can satisfy you. But don't be so dissatisfied. You know that because of your
Damn, how much business will you lose by being drunk?" There was a coldness in his words.
"Rin, you know, I don't want the money, I just want a home." Ning Xiaotong stood up from the sofa and looked straight into those dark eyes.
"Home?" Huangfulin sneered, "Ning Xiaotong, you are not qualified to talk about home with me."
"At the beginning, you left as soon as you said you wanted to, abandoned me when you said you wanted to abandon me, and left without any hesitation. You even put all your faults on me. At that time, did you ever think about my feelings?"
"Ning Xiaotong, love is mutual, and you are too selfish."
"I didn't expect what happened to Ning Mu, and it was my fault. But if I had known it would happen, I would never have stood idly by. And when it came to Nannan, all I cared about was your safety. How could I have time?
Just worry about others. Although she is our child, I selfishly think that compared to you, your child is more important."
"You don't know that the moment I saw you lying on the operating table, the endless panic spread in my heart. You were so selfish at the time. You only wanted to protect the child, but you didn't know that you were the most important person in my heart.
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"Okay, seeing your persistence, I asked the doctor to try to save the child, but the child is missing. What can I do, Ning Xiaotong?"
Ning Xiaotong was stunned as she listened to these words popping out of his thin lips, her heart aching with pain.
At that time, my emotions were too extreme to make such a choice, but if I think about it from another perspective, if my daughter and he were lying on the operating table at the same time, I would have chosen him instead of my daughter.
But time can't be repeated, so no matter how much you regret, it's useless.
Holding his arm, Ning Xiaotong couldn't stop her tears from falling, "Rin, I know it was my fault in the past, and I will change it in the future."
After freeing his arm, Huangfu Lin looked at Ning Xiaotong condescendingly. The indifference in his eyes made Ning Xiaotong despair.
Lips opened and closed, "Ning Xiaotong, it's already late, because I'm tired."
Xiaotong stupidly repeated his words subconsciously, "Are you tired?"
"Yes, I'm tired." Huangfu Lin took a deep breath and turned away from looking at her. He was afraid that if he continued to look at her, he would be overwhelmed by the deep sadness in her eyes. "Xiao Tong, me too
I am tired sometimes, but when I am with you, I am too tired. I always want to take care of your emotions and do everything according to your preferences, for fear that nothing will be as good as yours. I
I have changed, I have lost myself, and I am no longer like the person I used to be. I am afraid of this strangeness, of not even knowing myself in the future. But you never see my hard work, and you enjoy it.
With all this, I feel at ease. Xiaotong, don’t you think you are very selfish?”