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Chapter 84 Whenever I Want to Forget You

The grandma in the photo had a warm and genial smile, just like the autumn sun, neither scorching nor cold. But looking at such a grandma, Leng Xi could not help but feel her eyes well up. She knelt down and choked while hugging ***'s tombstone.

Crying, "Grandma, Xi'er is unfilial. Xi'er didn't listen to you and didn't take care of himself. But Xi'er didn't want to, and Xi'er didn't want to love him either..." Suppressed tears rolled down like bamboo shoots after rain, Leng Xi hugged him

***Tombstone, his thin body was shaking a little from crying.

Ji Xinmo was startled when she saw Leng Xi suddenly kneel down. Just as he was about to step forward, he saw her holding the tombstone and crying. She also breathed a sigh of relief. It was okay, but she looked at Leng Xi's tearful look.

, her heart suddenly suffocated, and a feeling of discomfort beat sharply in her heart. She stood behind Leng Xi and did not go forward.

The wind in the cemetery blew over, a bit bleak, and it felt cold on Ji Xinmo's face, while Leng Xi's body shivered with cold. Ji Xinmo didn't understand how painful love can be, but when she saw Leng Xi

With her eyes filled with tears, she couldn't help but feel sharp pain for Leng Xi, and she didn't know how much Leng Xi hurt.

Back from the cemetery, Leng Xi took Ji Xinmo to the house where she grew up. It had one bedroom and one living room, a very simple and simple house, even a little shabby. The white paint on the walls was a little yellowed, like

Like an ancient calendar, it exuded a classical atmosphere. Because no one had lived there for a long time, the furniture was covered with dust, and there were even spiders in some places. Ji Xinmo looked at it.

"The house is a bit small. I don't think you'll be able to live there all the time, so just share a room with me first." Leng Xi said as he walked inside while twisting things.

"Oh, it doesn't matter. I'll just lay the floor. I like your hometown very much and decided to live there permanently." Ji Xinmo said, and followed Leng Xi into the room.

Leng Xi put down his things and stared at Ji Xinmo as he walked in with a pair of big eyes like ancient springs.

Ji Xinmo knew what she wanted to say, so she put down her things and walked to the window to open it. The sunlight came in and warmed the whole room. Ji Xinmo took a deep breath at the window and seemed to enjoy it, "The air is very good.

, I have a cold temper, this kind of environment suits me, you won’t want to drive me away.” She gave her a reason to stay before she spoke.

Leng Xi obviously didn't believe that she stayed here just because the air here was good. She pouted and said, "Aren't you helping Baili to supervise me again..." She pouted and was a little angry. She only said

She wants to be alone, she doesn't want anyone to know where she is, not even Bailili, and she doesn't want anyone to bother her.

Ji Xinmo was stunned for a moment, and gave a rare smile, as if she was amused by Leng Xi's appearance, "It's okay, I am no longer Bai Xiaoyou's bodyguard, so there is no need to listen to their orders."

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"I'm afraid it's not because of the errand..." Don't think she doesn't know why Ji Xinmo listens to Bailili's words so much. Leng Xi blew a breath, looked at Ji Xinmo lightly, picked up his parcel and went to pack his things.

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Ji Xinmo was stunned for a few seconds by what she said, and then she came to her senses. Leng Xi is really an interesting woman. No wonder men are attracted by her. When she saw Leng Xi's red face, she felt so cute and angry.

Her face was a little excited. She smiled awkwardly, followed Leng Xi's footsteps, and packed things together.

The two of them divided the work, Ji Xinmo fetched water and wiped dust, dried quilts, washed clothes in Lengxi and other small tasks. In short, Ji Xinmo did all the heavy work, and some small tasks were done by Lengxi. The two were busy for a long time, and finally

After tidying up the house, it finally feels a bit like home.

"Why don't you sleep on the bed with me instead of sleeping on the floor?" Leng Xi lay on the bed for a while, but still felt uneasy. He sat up and asked Ji Xinmo, who was sleeping on the floor.

"Don't disturb me. You woke me up even when I was asleep. Go to sleep!" Ji Xinmo turned over and ignored her.

Leng Xi pursed his lips, but had nothing to do with Ji Xinmo. He lay down and covered himself with a thin quilt and went to sleep. Everything calmed down and the surroundings were quiet, so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat. Leng Xi closed his eyes and couldn't do anything.

Can't sleep.

Gradually, a face appeared in front of my eyes, a face with clear outlines, long and narrow eyes, a high bridge of nose, sexy thin lips, an evil and wild smile, and sometimes that heart-stirring side face, drawn in my mind one stroke at a time.

Outlined here - Ling Han! Her heart skipped a beat and she almost screamed.

She opened her eyes suddenly and realized where she was now. She felt a huge loss in her heart. Her eyes were sore and tears welled up in her eyes. She bit her lip to prevent herself from crying, but her heart started to tremble. She pulled the quilt to cover it.

I wrapped myself all in it, wrapped myself tightly, hid in the quilt and sobbed.

The next days were very ordinary. Leng Xi found a cashier job in a nearby supermarket, and his nine-to-five life was pretty regular. Ji Xinmo was not idle either. She worked as a salesperson in the supermarket where Leng Xi worked, and sometimes moved

Things, she is very masterful, she is obviously a tomboy.

The quiet years passed quietly. October passed and November came. Lengxi was 4 months pregnant. Her belly was swollen a bit. The pregnant woman had a strong reaction and was at the peak of vomiting.

She vomited whatever she ate, and the vomiting made Lengxi tremble all over. She lay beside the pool, gasping, and suddenly covered her mouth and started crying. Her heart was so painful that she couldn't tell what it felt like. Every time she vomited, she vomited.

She vomited out her longing for him, thick and rolling, one after another. Ji Xinmo watched her cry from the side, anxious and unable to help.

In the blink of an eye, the bleak autumn passed quietly, and winter came quietly. Leng Xi was accustomed to wearing a pear-white pear coat. The white color made her jade-like face as white as an angel. Ji Xinmo was cold by nature, a bit cool.

She has a cool feeling. She is used to wearing a black pear coat, which makes her look a bit cold.

The two walked hand in hand on the street, just like a couple, and their beautiful and extraordinary appearance will always turn heads.

In December, it was a cold season. When the baby was five months old, Leng Xi became extremely afraid of the cold. She rarely went out except for important things.

"I bought two apples." Ji Xinmo said quietly as she walked in with a delicate small box in one hand.

Leng Xi sat by the bed and read a book. He looked back at the thing in Ji Xinmo's hand and said lightly, "Oh, this apple is packaged so exquisitely. Did you give me a bonus?" Suddenly her stomach moved, and the child was in her hand.

There was a slight slip inside, which was fetal movement. She just frowned, and a slight smile escaped from the corner of her mouth.

Ji Xinmo lowered her eyelids and sighed lightly, walked to Leng Xi, picked up her hand and put a pink box in her hand, "Today is Christmas Eve."

Christmas Eve! Leng Xi's heart was shocked, and she suddenly raised her black eyes like ancient springs, with a trace of mist in them. Her breathing suddenly became rapid, she dropped the book, stood up and ran out.

"Lengxi!" Ji Xinmo was surprised and chased after him.

Leng Xi ran to the street, hesitating and looking around in the crowd, looking very nervous, but every pedestrian's face was so unfamiliar, and none of the people spinning in front of him was that familiar face.

"Bang..." At this time, there was a crisp sound in the sky. Leng Xi looked up and saw the brilliant fireworks blooming all over the sky. Then, a white thing floated from the air and landed on her face, which was a little cold, and then large pieces of white debris fell on her face.

It finally fell down and spread in the air, very beautiful.

She reached out to take it, and the white powder cooled in her hand and then melted.

It's snowing! Her heart shrank, inexplicably excited and shocked, she looked up at the crowd, and saw a figure in a trance. She immediately became nervous, breathing rapidly and chased towards the crowd, looking around nervously in the crowd.

Linghan, Linghan, is that you? Where are you?

Why can't I find you? Is what I saw really just a dream? I still remember many things now, the first time you lifted my hair, walking with you by the lake and seeing the sunset together.

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I always remember the evil and gentle smile that appeared on the corner of your mouth when you held my hand. Every day and every night, I pray to God to let me see you again. That smile of yours has been lingering in my mind. It is Chuxue

Did you make my wish come true? I saw snow falling in the sky. Isn't that a dream? I saw you in a trance, Linghan, how are you now? Where are you now?

I warned myself not to have hope for you anymore. Why should I force myself when I know there is no hope, but...but I really miss you...

It's you who make me unable to do anything as I please. Whenever I miss you, I collapse again. I try hard to forget you, but I can't. If we can't be together, you didn't love me, and I really want to forget.

You, forget everything about you in my heart, but...but whenever I want to smile, I can't help but cry when I think of you.

Is it you? Why can't I find you in the crowd? Are my steps not fast enough? Or are you already gone?

White snowflakes flying all over the sky fell, falling on Leng Xi who was moving through the crowd like a movie. The white powder fell on her white coat and her satin-like black hair, as pure and beautiful as falling into the mortal world.

Elf, but her eyes were filled with tears.

"Leng Xi!" Ji Xinmo finally spotted Leng Xi in the crowd. She stepped forward worriedly and held Leng Xi in her arms. To prevent her from continuing to search aimlessly, she put her head on her head.

Holding him in his arms, "Stop looking, Xi'er, stop looking, he can't appear here..."

Leng Xi trembled in her arms, grabbed her clothes with his slender hands, and burst into tears.

Leng Xi's cries made Ji Xinmo's heart twitch. She, who never shed tears, felt dizzy. She held Leng Xi tightly in her arms and patted her back gently.

, snowflakes fell on the two people, freezing time.

This year's winter is particularly cold, with heavy snowfall. December has passed, and when the New Year comes, it is already February of the following year. The streets are very noisy on New Year's Eve, with some vendors selling stuffed dolls, hand-warming gloves and other electronic products.

Baby, there are also steaming snacks and so on, the sound of firecrackers continues, and brilliant fireworks bloom in the sky with bright colors from time to time.

Leng Xi was seven months pregnant and had a very firm belly. She was holding Ji Xinmo's arm while shopping on the street.

"Stop here for a moment and don't go too far. I'll queue up to buy you a bowl of oden." Ji Xinmo pressed the back of Leng Xi's hand, said something to her and walked over.

Leng Xi smiled. In fact, she really wanted to eat. Seeing Ji Xinmo queuing up at the store on the street, she stroked her big belly, looking for a seat to sit, and walked forward.

She took a step forward, looked around, and when she turned back, the person standing behind her suddenly made her eyes wide open - Xie Fei!

She gasped and ran away subconsciously, but it was still a step too late. Xie Fei stretched out his hand and pulled her back, covering her mouth with a handkerchief with a ** on it.

"Uh uh... let go..." Leng Xi struggled twice, his head felt dizzy, his eyes darkened and he fainted.


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