On October 17, 2019, it was autumn again, with yellow leaves in full bloom. This was already the fourth alternation of spring and autumn.
Berlin, Germany.
There are many elderly people walking in the spacious lawn yard of Imarisen Nursing Home. They are wearing casual warm clothes. Some are supporting each other and laughing and chatting while walking. Some are sitting on the roadside benches and laughing and chatting freely. Maybe
They were talking about their fascinating past.
Two people were sitting on a bench in front of a flower bed full of yellow chrysanthemums. The old grandmother was a German-Chinese. She immigrated to Germany with her son when she was young. Fifty years later, she was also there.
She has taken root here and is full of children and grandchildren. Now even though her face is wrinkled, her smile is full of peace and tranquility.
Sitting next to the old grandmother is a young woman. Her satin-like black hair is scattered on her shoulders, covering half of her white jade-like face, but it still cannot hide her beautiful aura as pretty as an elf. The woman is wearing a long-sleeved white cotton skirt with a close-fitting material.
The design depicts her graceful figure in a concave and convex shape.
"Xi, why did you come to see me alone?" Although the old lady asked, the smile on her face was full of joy.
Leng Xi smiled faintly, took out the snacks she had brought, and opened them, "This is sweet-scented osmanthus cake. I just learned it. I made some and wanted to give it to grandma to try." When she smiled, two intoxicating dimples were sunken on both sides of her cheeks, which were so beautiful that they were dazzling.
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Grandma Mu's slightly cloudy eyes looked a little dazed when she looked at her, as if she had seen a period of time in her. Maybe it is because she is old and it is particularly easy to recall. Her smile suddenly became a little sad. She took the snack in Leng Xi's hand and said,
Staring at it, she sighed deeply, "Hey, young people are always easily injured..." She has lived with Leng Xi for four years, how could she not see that Leng Xi's body was thick with indescribable pain?
She was as sad as she was when she was young. That memory was unforgettable and made her eyes wet every time she recalled it. Even now that she is old, her heart still ache when she thinks about it.
"Grandma, does this sweet-scented osmanthus cake remind you of the past?" Leng Xi asked cautiously when he saw Mrs. Mu's face becoming sad.
Grandma Mu looked at Leng Xi and smiled lightly, as if she was lost in memories, "When I was young, I also wanted to raise my son by myself. I thought I would never forget that man, but I really
I will always bury him in my heart. I have spent my whole life with my children alone. Now that I think about it, I actually regret it. I wasted my good years and let so many men fall in love with me and let myself be lonely all my life. Old
Only then did I realize that no one deserves to waste their youth. Even if you waste your own youth, he won't see it, and maybe he will be indifferent if he sees it. In the end, you deserve the final result."
Leng Xi's heart suffocated. Mu ***'s words seemed to be talking about herself, making her whole heart tremble, "Grandma, you..."
Grandma just smiled faintly, her eyes seemed to be looking at the lawn in the distance, but in fact she was not looking at anything. She added, "Whenever we go to a place and miss a place, it is because of the people there, not because of the people there."
The scenery there and a city will connect with you, and it’s also because there are people who are the same as you, and there are people you can’t let go of. Many times, you feel lonely because you miss someone, and you love everything about someone because you love them.
I am obsessed with having a dream, tortured by waiting for someone, I want to fulfill the promise I made, but I find that the past is blank, I can't catch anything I want to catch, my empty palms, only my empty heart...
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Leng Xi burst into tears unconsciously when she heard this. She lowered her head, not wanting to be discovered by her grandma, but she didn't know that her grandma had already discovered the hesitation in her heart.
Grandma looked back, patted her back, and said sincerely, "If a person can't learn to forget, it will be very painful. Xi, don't ask for trouble anymore. Just forget the painful things. It's best."
Revenge is not about destroying the other person, nor is it about destroying yourself, but it is about living a happier life than he did."
Leng Xi's heart ached fiercely. Four years seemed like a lifetime ago and she had come through. Maybe grandma was right, she really should forget it.
She always believed that escaping was not a good way but the only way to live without him, but she ignored that besides escaping, she could also forget the unbearable past.
"Grandma, what are you talking about?"
While Grandma Mu was gently patting Leng Xi's back to comfort her, a man's gentle and jade-like voice interrupted.
Leng Xi was afraid that she would be seen crying, so she quickly turned her head away, wiped away her tears, and sorted out her emotions.
"Tianxiang is here too. I said Xi's pastries were not delicious, but she couldn't bear the blow." Grandma Mu glanced at Mu Tianxiang and said.
When Mu Tianxiang heard this, he lowered his head slightly and looked at Leng Xi carefully. When he saw that her eyes were indeed a little red, showing traces of crying, he immediately became a little unhappy, "Grandma, you know you have a difficult taste, Xi
How can I arrange the taste of a great chef like you? Let me buy things for you to eat in the future." Although he was unhappy, his voice was still gentle and reasonable, and his words revealed his dissatisfaction and modesty towards ***.
He looked polite but also showed respect for *** in his words.
"Oh, hehe, you still dislike grandma for being difficult to take care of, and you think I'm always the same, okay, I'll leave now, so that you don't look at me, an old guy, as an eyesore." Grandma waved her hand, pretending to be angry, and stood up to leave.
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"Grandma, that's not what I meant." Mu Tianxiang was a little anxious and quickly explained.
Leng Xi was also afraid that grandma would be really angry, so she hurriedly stood up and said, "Grandma, I will accompany you..."
As soon as she heard this, Grandma Mu felt a little nervous and yelled, "I'm just teasing you. How can I be angry with my grandson? I think you young people don't understand the style and it's too boring. Go find the one next door."
Grandma Wang is playing cards. You can do whatever you want, I'm leaving." Grandma turned around and left, feeling secretly relieved. She just found an excuse to leave, giving Tianxiang and Lengxi their own space, and always leaving some of the results of her half-day enlightenment on Lengxi.
Chance, right?
I hope Xi’s heart can really be emptied bit by bit.
Grandma left, leaving only Leng Xi and Mu Tianxiang standing, which made Leng Xi a little uncomfortable. The autumn wind blew across his cheeks, which stung the face that had just cried, but made him look even more embarrassed.
Mu Tianxiang's smile is gentle and polite, always like bathing in the sunshine of spring. Compared with Leng Xi's embarrassment, he is very natural. He has always been polite and gentle towards Leng Xi. Seeing his grandma go, he turned around
, looked at Leng Xi with a smile and said, "Grandma is still so humorous. It seems that she is in good condition. We can feel at ease when we leave for a while."
"Where to go? Why us?" Leng Xi raised his head and looked at Mu Tianxiang in confusion.
As soon as she raised her head, her eyes as clear as ancient springs met into Mu Tianxiang's eyes. Those eyes were so pure that they seemed to be able to purify all the dirty souls in the world. Mu Tianxiang's heart was shocked, and there was an indescribable ripple.
The first time I saw her was so shocking that my blood boiling heart could not calm down for a long time.
He was stunned for a moment, then walked to Leng Xi, held her back and said with a smile, "Ling is such a genius. He won the championship in the Children's Mold Creativity Competition. He will be giving awards next week."
"Really? He won the first place?" Hearing the news, Leng Xi's eyes lit up and he was so happy that he didn't even realize there was anything wrong with Mu Tianxiang holding her shoulders. He only knew that he was very proud.
,very happy.
"Hmm, we watched Ling grow up. You and I don't know how smart he is?" Seeing her happiness, Mu Tianxiang felt warm in his heart and raised his eyebrows at her.
"He is only four years old, where should he go to present the award?" Leng Xi suddenly realized this problem. She had always refused to take Ling too far away from her. Even when Mu Tianxiang wanted to take him to play, she also told him not to take him too far.
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Mu Tianxiang also basically understood Leng Xi's habits and her worries, so he smiled lightly and said, "Don't worry, we will accompany him, he won't lose it." He tightened his grip on her shoulders.
"Then where will the awards be given?"
"USA……"
After saying that, he felt that the body of the person in his arms was obviously stiff, and even the smile on her face seemed to be freezing. "What's wrong?" Mu Tianxiang asked worriedly.
"No...it's okay..." Leng Xi came to her senses in panic, her face was a little cold, and then she realized that Mu Tianxiang was hugging her, and she felt uncomfortable. She gently broke away from his arms without leaving any trace, and she took a step forward, her eyes a little
I was confused and even more panicked.
So, what I am afraid of is not the place, nor the scenery there, but the people who exist there.
Maybe grandma is right, what an open heart requires is not escape, but calmness.
"Then let's go back. Ling is still waiting for us to go back and buy food for him. The little guy is probably hungry." Mu Tianxiang was a little disappointed and pretended to be fine.
Leng Xi nodded, and the two of them turned to go home.
"I am Superman, defeat the monster! Machine gun bang bang bang! Stop, don't run!"
"Bang"
Um... Leng Xi had just entered the door when a round bullet the size of a small pea flew through the air and hit her forehead. The bullet was not large, but it hurt a bit. "Leng, Ling!" She stood there
At the door, he pretended to be angry and glared at the little boy who was jumping around on the sofa with his bare feet, and called him as if he wanted to teach him a lesson.
"Ah! The super monster is coming! Run, hide!" Leng Ling saw something was wrong at a glance, and quickly threw away the toy gun in his hand, got into the sofa, and covered his head with a pillow, "Look
If you don't see me, you can't see me, mommy can't see me..."
"I saw you, come out!" Leng Xi sat over and tapped his protruding butt.
Leng Ling turned her butt aside to avoid her, "Don't come out!"
"Then you fight monsters, and your mommy and I go to eat KFC." Mu Tianxiang said with a smile.
"I want to go!" Leng Ling jumped up and hugged Leng Xi's waist, burying her face in her belly, "Mommy, it's best, I want to go to KFC..."