After returning home, Leng Xi tried her best to control her depressed mood. She also had to take care of her children and not let anything happen to them.
"Mommy, I'm so hungry..." Xue'er wiped her red and swollen eyes and said nonchalantly.
"Mommy, go and heat some food for you. Xue'er is the best behaved. Wait for Mummy for a while." Leng Xi came back from his depressed thoughts and comforted Xue'er. He went to the kitchen and heated up a bowl of preserved egg porridge.
The fire was lit, but he stood by the stove in a daze.
After a while, she woke up when she heard the sound of the porridge rolling, and quickly turned off the fire and served the porridge.
When he brought it out, he saw Xue'er sitting on the sofa in a daze. Leng Xi smiled in front of him and said, "Xue'er, look how fast mommy is. It will be ready in a while. Come and have dinner."
Even Xue'er could tell that her voice was pretending to be calm, because her mother's voice was usually very soft and would not emit such a forbearing trembling tone.
Now, although her mother was smiling, the sound quality of her voice made people want to cry. Xueer pursed her lips and blinked two tears, "Mommy, I want Daddy to feed me, Daddy."
Where have you gone and why haven't you come back yet?" She said, already crying pitifully.
Leng Xi's heart sank fiercely, the pain was so intense that the tears she had been holding back were brewing in her eyes.
Zifeng, who was sitting next to her, had already covered her face and was crying, and Leng Ling was also sobbing silently and pitifully with her lips pursed. Not mentioning this heavy topic even once would cut into people's hearts.
Leng Xi lowered his eyes, blinked away the moisture in his eyes, raised his eyes and said to Xue'er, "Your dad is playful, he will come back when he has had enough, can we wait for him together?" She couldn't believe it.
He really left, she couldn't believe it.
When Zifeng heard this, she felt even more sad and unbearable... She also hoped that Ling Han was just playful and would come back one day, but what was the use of such self-deception and self-comfort? She had also thought about Ling Yuntian before.
, but after so many years of waiting, Ling Yuntian still has not appeared. His undead soul has already drifted away with a handful of loess...
"Okay, Mommy, let's wait for Daddy to come back..." Xueer said with tears in her eyes.
Leng Xi nodded sadly. It happened that the doorbell rang at this time. Leng Xi was startled and felt an urgent hope in his heart. Was Ling Han back?
She quickly ran to open the door, but the people she saw in front of her were two officers in police uniforms, not him. Leng Xi's heart dropped with hope, "You..." There is nothing good about seeing the police at this time.
, Leng Xi was uneasy, anxious and scared, afraid that they would bring her bad news.
"Are you Linghan's family member?" a policeman said.
Leng Xi nodded.
Another policeman handed her a transparent bag with a mobile phone inside it, "This was salvaged from the beach where the plane crashed. Let's see if it belongs to Linghan..."
What! Leng Xi's head banged, his heart trembled with suffocation, and he stretched out his hand to take the bag.
"Is there any news about Han'er... Xi'er, please speak..." Zifeng came over tremblingly with Uncle Lou's support.
Leng Xi looked at Zifeng and swallowed with sobs, "He... they brought a mobile phone..." She didn't want to open it, was afraid to open it, and was afraid that the news would make her despair.
"Mobile phone! Open it and take a look!" Zifeng said nervously.
Leng Xi felt conflicted and anxious, but finally raised his hand and took out the mobile phone inside. After special restoration, the mobile phone can be turned on to view the records inside...
Opening it, Leng Xi's smiling face in the photo appeared on the screen of her phone. It was the only photo of her taken by Ling Han. He had always set it as the wallpaper. The moment the photo jumped into her eyes, Leng Xi's whole body was drained of energy.
, staggered a bit, but God was cruel enough to let her continue reading. The address book was full of familiar people around Ling Han, and there were also call records. The last record was the call between her and Ling Han that afternoon...
He said he would come back to marry her...
Leng Xi's eyes were already blurry, suffocating, fatal suffocation... Her trembling nose could not feel her breathing... The phone slipped to the ground, and her body fell to the ground. She sat upright on the ground, but she felt
There was less than a little pain, because no pain was as painful as her heart at this moment... This news was like a fire that burned away her poor hope, and the despair of extinction was overwhelming...
When Zifeng heard the movement in Lengxi, her heart sank to the bottom of her heart, and her body stumbled backwards. Uncle Lou helped her in time, and his own eyes were red.
"Why, why do you treat me like this, my husband as well, my son as well... Am I wrong? What evil have I done, and God wants to punish me like this..." Zifeng murmured to himself, reading the blind book
The dead eyes are even more dim and dull. What's the difference between being in pain and dying...
The policeman sighed pitifully, "Don't be too sad. People can't be resurrected after death. Just be sorry and accept the change..." After saying that, he turned around and left with a sigh.
The most painful thing when a life disappears is the family...
After five days of search and investigation, all evidence and information confirmed that Linghan was dead...
Leng Xi went from suffocating at first, to hope to despair, to complete despair, and the pain was fatal. She didn't want to accept the fact that Ling Han had left, but the fact forced her to accept it. That kind of pain made life worse than death...
Spring comes after the new year. At this time, the spring rain in Yusen City is continuous, and it is as low and sinking as a heavy heart. It gets lower and lower, so low that it makes people unable to breathe...
"Shaoxi, please go make some preparations and hold a funeral for Linghan tomorrow..." Zifeng said heavily in the room.
Leng Xi and Du Shaoxi suddenly raised their heads, the funeral! Is it really an established fact? Is there really no hope at all? Leng Xi's heart is trembling, and Du Shaoxi is not willing to fully accept it...
Zifeng didn't know how they were feeling, so she sighed deeply, "This child has worked hard all his life, let him rest early. I don't want my only son's soul to wander around without a place to go to when he dies..."
No one wants to bring up this sad topic, but we can't ignore it just to avoid it. We have to face what we have to face... Zifeng said with tears.
Leng Xi breathed tremblingly, and her pale face turned black with haggardness. She didn't know why she was still alive under such heartache that was so painful that it could kill her.
Du Shaoxi's eyes were scarlet. He understood why he didn't accept what Zifeng said. Avoiding would never solve the problem. He regretted Linghan's departure, but he had to accept it.
Now he is the only man who can handle the funeral affairs of the Ling family... Therefore, even if his heart is riddled with holes, he cannot be decadent or fall...
Big tears fell from Du Shaoxi's eyes. He gritted his teeth and held back his emotions and said, "Okay, I will be ready..." After that, he got up and went out to get ready.
Leng Xi stood up and went back to her room in despair, lying on the bed like a shell, staring at the ceiling with dull eyes. Only the little water in her eyes proved that she was still alive.
From time to time, Ling Han's handsome face appeared in my mind, and his words lingered in my ears. Good or bad were all his instructions. They sounded so nice and gentle.
His face is like a movie playing in front of him, his expression when he is angry, his expression when he laughs, his expression when he is gentle, and his deep eyes when he says Xi'er, I miss you...
Her heart suddenly suffocated, Leng Xi curled up, grabbed the sheets and bent over crying, but on the sheets, the room was filled with Linghan's breath, as if he was right next to her, and the unique sandalwood breath was on her
It was lingering all over her body. She wanted to catch it but couldn't. All she could catch was the heartbreaking and painful torture...
The next day, the funeral was held in the most beautiful cemetery in the city. A group of people dressed in black stood in front of the tomb in mourning. Everyone had a heavy expression. It was dark and heavy, and everyone could not breathe.
Zifeng, Leng Xi, Du Shaoxi, and the children stood in front of the tombstone, looking haggardly and heavily at Linghan's smiling face on the tombstone. The wind gently blew by, blowing Leng Xi's hair and blowing her hair away.
My eyes are hazy and painful...
At this moment, looking at Ling Han in the photo, her heart ached...
Linghan, if you really leave, then please go away and don't worry about me and the children. We will live a good life and I will take good care of the children. When they grow up and have a family, I will go find you...
Maybe we are all following the rules of the world, walking on our own roads, carrying each other's instructions, and sowing the loneliness of three lives.
What is fate? There are so many people asking for it. Is the arrangement of eternal love just for the moment when we meet each other? When I met you, from the moment you crashed into my heart, I fell in love with you, so much that I couldn’t extricate myself... Love and hate
What is it? There are so many lonely people. Why should I miss the promise of eternity this time? I love you once in my life, the only time, the only time in my life. I only have one heart. I give it all to you. What do you want me to do?
I can let it go...
Linghan, since we have no choice, let's follow our fate and live well... Although I don't know if there is another world, you must live well...
Linghan, if we really say goodbye, I will still love you in the next life... just because I love you so deeply, love you so truly, love you so painfully, and love you so happily...
"Go back, it's getting late." After the guests had almost left, Du Shaoxi came up and said to the Lengxi family.
Leng Xi raised her eyes slightly and saw Du Shaoxi's tired face. She knew that he had been tired these days, "Take your aunt and children back first. I want to wait..." Leng Xi's voice was hoarse.
Bai Xiaoyou came forward, feeling a little heavy, "Xi'er, go back, you have to have a good rest..." Staying here will only make you look sadder.
"Mommy..." the children also called out.
Leng Xi sighed, "You go first, I'll be there soon. I want to stay with him for a while..." She looked at the tombstone.
Seeing that she was stubborn, everyone felt very heavy, so they didn't try to persuade her, and left with the children and Zifeng.
After walking a certain distance, Bai Yicheng turned around and saw Leng Xi squatting down, seemingly wiping Ling Han's face. His heart sank...
Leng Xi looked at Ling Han's smiling face on the tombstone, smiled with tears, then sat down and leaned on the tombstone, hugging the tombstone as if hugging him, "Allow me to cry weakly in your arms for a while, just for a while."