When Chen Han heard Hua Shao's words, her heart felt like acupuncture.
After all, he was the child's father, and she couldn't really forget him.
"Dad, it's okay. With Xiaodong by your side, Dad won't be alone." Xiaodong hugged Hua Shao, her childish voice very mature.
"Yes, daddy still has you, daddy is not sad." Hua Shao didn't know whether he was drunk or heartbroken, he nuzzled Xiaodong while he was still in his arms, just like a wounded child.
He had never been contaminated by love. Once he was involved, it would have been so painful. Falling in love with Li Luoluo was the most painful thing in his life.
In the past, as long as Li Luoluo was by his side, he could even openly say that he would not have children for Li Luoluo, and that he would not want to be a child like Xiaodong.
But when things developed to this point, he suddenly understood that love is far less important than the academy. Anyone can betray you, but your son will not betray you. Nothing can change that kind of blood relationship.
The night is already deep, and the thick autumn wind envelopes the figures of Hua Shao and Xiaodong, but there is less desolation in autumn and more warmth. Going round and round cannot erase the fact that you should never say that you don't want your relatives, because
You can never lose family love. Only after experiencing painful separation can you know what love is the most precious.
Hua Shao hugged Xiaodong's warm body and suddenly realized.
When Li Luoluo returned home, she was still crying. She couldn't calm down. She never imagined that Hua Shao would become like this.
She never imagined that Hua Shao would be so miserable.
Ke Dong brought out a hot towel and wiped Li Luoluo's face, "Don't cry, it's the truth and it can't be changed. Besides, it's the life he chose. It has nothing to do with you." Ke Dongbian wiped her face gently,
Bian comforted.
Li Luoluo turned to look at him, "Tell me, did I cause him to become like this?" Li Luoluo felt such self-blame when he was at Hua Shao's place just now.
However, at that time, my anger and hatred were greater than my self-blame. I only focused on being angry with Hua Shao and did not reflect on myself.
But now I calm down and think about what Hua Shao said. He said that he drank to numb himself because his heartache was unbearable.
So is it because of her that he is so decadent now? Li Luoluo is angry, and guilt is inevitable.
Ke Dong was worried that she would feel uncomfortable, so he put down his towel and came to her side, "It's none of your business. This is all his own choice. He is a man and has been trained in the army. If he can't bear this blow, he
What kind of man is he? He is doing this because he is ruining himself, so don’t worry about him. The more you control him, the more motivated he will be."
Ke Dongyue said, and Li Luoluo burst into tears, "So it's me who caused him to become like this?" Ke Dong saw her crying and twitching, and he felt heartbroken, holding her face in his hands,
He looked at her with a soothing and gentle look, "Luoluo, don't you see? Chen Han is by his side, and Xiaodong is by his side. He lives a reunited life every day, but he is not satisfied yet, drinking and gambling.
It's all him playing tricks. He didn't see clearly the good things in front of him, but he was thinking about how to recover what he had lost. Do you think Hua Shao like this is mature?"
Li Luoluo looked into his eyes with tears and shook his head.
"Yes, Hua Shao has never matured, so you have to help him mature." Ke Dong told her.
"Help him mature?" Li Luoluo was puzzled.
Ke Dong nodded, "Yes, help him mature. If a person like him is used to being unruly and unruly, if he doesn't encounter a little setback and let him taste the pain, he won't realize what responsibility is. He won't know what happiness is.
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"Happiness?" Li Luoluo repeated his words and his own incomprehension.
Ke Dong looked into her eyes tenderly and nodded with a slight smile, "Yes, being a family together is the happiest thing. Hua Shao has such a lovely son by his side, and a woman who loves him so much by his side.
What else is he dissatisfied with? It's just that he was blinded by resentment and couldn't see the sweet life in front of him." Ke Dong explained like Li Luoluo.
"What resentment does he have?" Li Luoluo frowned, somewhat confused.
Ke Dong held her hand and gave her warmth, "He thought it was Chen Han and Xiaodong who caused you to separate from him. He thought it was Chen Han and Xiaodong who flew on the plane and ruined his love, so he resented them. He couldn't help it.
Asked them for money, didn't you see? Both Chen Han and Fei Shengqian had all the money squeezed out of their hands by Hua Shao, and he still felt it was not enough, so he asked Chen Han to set up a street stall to make money to feed his alcoholism."
Ke Dong analyzed his opinions to Li Luoluo.
Li Luoluo understood and nodded, "Yes, he is asking for it from Chen Han and the helicopter."
"Yes, he still doesn't understand what is best for him." Ke Dong gently and patiently analyzed Li Luoluo bit by bit.
Li Luoluo then wiped his tears and said, "I know what to do. You are right, I have to be cruel and cannot sympathize with him or be too kind to him."
Ke Dong smiled and gently wiped away the tears on her face with the pads of his thumbs, "I'll put some water in for you, take a bath and have a good sleep. We'll talk about other things tomorrow."
With Ke Dong taking care of her, Li Luoluo felt very warm. She nodded obediently, "Okay..."
Two days later, at noon that day, Hua Shao came to see Li Luoluo in person, and Ke Dong was also there.
Hua Shao was wearing a gray suit, which was not too decent and was quite clean. This time he was not as sloppy as the day before, and he had tidied himself up quite well.
Hua Shao was not surprised to see Ke Dong accompanying Li Luoluo at Li's house. He only took a sip of tea and said, "I came today to get the divorce certificate as promised." Hua Shao did not shy away from Li Luoluo's eyes, calmly
said.
Li Luoluo, on the other hand, was stunned for a moment, then smiled slightly with a hint of sadness, "You are really on time, wait, I will go with you after I finish cleaning up." Li Luoluo stood up and took the cup to the kitchen.
Ke Dong helped her to the kitchen, leaving Hua Shao alone in the living room.
He scratched his hair dejectedly and sighed deeply, but did not flinch. Before coming, he had made sufficient mental preparations and mustered up the courage to leave himself with no way out.
Li Luoluo went back to the room and changed her clothes, and then came out. Ke Dong was still by her side.
"Let's go, if it's a little later, it's time for the Civil Affairs Bureau to get off work." She took her bag and walked towards the door first, Ke Dong was still by her side supporting her, inseparable like her crutch.
Hua Shao looked at the backs of the two of them and smiled bitterly for the last time. She already had her happiness by her side and no longer needed him. She desperately wanted to get rid of him and be with another person. She was so desperate.
He was afraid of losing even a few minutes. In fact, Hua Shao had long realized that Li Luoluo was eager to divorce him, but he had always convinced himself that Li Luoluo was playing tricks on him to scare him.
But now he completely understands that Li Luoluo never scared him from beginning to end. She really wanted to leave him early and fall into the arms of another woman.
Hua Shao, she no longer misses anything from you. If that's the case, why don't you fulfill her wish.
Hua Shao gave himself the courage again and stood up to follow them out.
Arriving at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Hua Shao suddenly stopped.
Li Luoluo and Ke Dong also stopped. Li Luoluo looked at him calmly, "We have already reached the door. You won't back down now, will you?"
Look, she pressed forward step by step, and she was already so anxious. Hua Shao smiled bitterly in his heart, but his expression didn't look hurt at all. Instead, he smiled lightly and said, "Don't worry, since I promised you, I won't regret it."
." He looked at Ke Dong and said, "Let me help her in. Can you wait for us outside?"
Kong looked at Li Luoluo inquiringly.
Li Luoluo frowned and looked at Hua Shao, seeing that his arrogance had been worn away by the years, and now he was completely an ordinary man, and she felt a little uncomfortable.
"Okay, I'll go in with you two, Ke Dong. You wait for me outside for a while, and I'll come out soon." She agreed and explained to Ke Dong.
Ke Dong nodded and handed her hand to Hua Shao.
Hua Shao carefully and gently helped Li Luoluo go in, while Ke Dong watched them enter.
Before coming to the window, Li Luoluo heard a question in his ears, "Have you ever loved me?"
Li Luoluo just walked to the window. When she heard this sentence, she thought she was hallucinating, but her consciousness told her that she was not. She stopped and looked to the side, only to see Hua Shao's expectant and confused face.
Eye.
He still looked at himself as affectionately as before, and many women fell in love with his affectionate eyes.
If Li Luoluo was still the indifferent and simple Li Luoluo who believed in everything before, she would definitely be impressed by his eyes.
But she was no longer the same Li Luoluo as before. She still faced his affectionate eyes calmly, "Is there any point in asking these questions now?"
Hua Shao refused to give up, "I just want to give myself some comfort and an explanation. Don't worry, no matter what your answer is, I will divorce you as promised."
If she had ever loved him, at least let him know that his only love was complete, and that it was not his own fault from beginning to end. Let him know that the pain he had suffered these days was worth it.
Li Luoluo looked at Hua Shao's expectant eyes. She wanted to say what was in her heart from the depth of her throat. She loved him, had loved him, and even planned to give her whole life to him. But he was heartbroken.
In her heart, she no longer loves him.
But thinking about what Ke Dong told her yesterday, Hua Shao must mature, so she must be cruel to him.
Her lips moved, emphasizing the opposite words, "No, I have never loved you. Being with you before was just to stimulate Ke Dong's awakening and stimulate his love for me."
The anticipation in Hua Shao's eyes dimmed instantly, and when Li Luoluo said no, he was completely confused.
Hearing what she said next, his expectations for love were completely shattered.
Very good, this is love, a kind of unrequited love that makes people only suffer from pain! Hua Shao had never touched it before, but he accidentally fell into the abyss!
"Thank you..." Hua Shao said.
Li Luoluo, thank you for letting me give up on love. If this is love, then Hua Shao will never be tempted by any woman again even if he dies!