"Chang Shang, I will never let you be wronged again, never again, I swear, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't care about your feelings, I'm sorry Chang Shang, I came back to apologize..."
In her sleep, Chang Shang seemed to hear Chang Mian's voice, and even felt herself being held tightly in a warm embrace.
That body temperature, that breath...all were what she longed for most recently.
Is it a dream?
Has the nightmare turned into joy?
Chang Shang suddenly became emotional and tried hard to open her eyes, but for a while she couldn't open them at all: "Is it... is it you?... Chang..."
"It's me, Chang Shang. The bastard you hate so much is back. Open your eyes and look at me. Don't cry...please...don't cry..." He kept wiping the corners of her eyes, and wiped them gently with the back of his hand.
, cautiously afraid of hurting her: "No, you cry, you can cry however you want, vent however you want... You don't have to show off, and you don't have to pretend to be strong..."
"Chang Mian..."
"I'm here, I'm here, you touch me, the real me, Shang Shang, it's me, Chang Mian..."
"Is it really you? Chang Mian...is it you?"
"It's me." He felt that his heart was about to be crushed by her voice, which was more choked than the other, and he was so heartbroken that it was bleeding.
The fingertips traced her delicate skin, and it felt less smooth than before, but the touch did not change at all. It was the touch that he missed 24 hours a day.
Chang Chang hugged him instinctively, feeling his body temperature and heartbeat. The faint orchid fragrance on his body made her lips curl up slightly with joy.
"You finally came to my dream...not in the form of a nightmare...Chang Mian...don't leave me...don't leave me, okay?"
In this world, there is no one else who truly cares about her and cares for her wholeheartedly. She doesn't want to lose this last touch of tenderness in her world.
Chang Shang closed her eyes, feeling in her dream that this was Chang Mian's kiss, feeling his normal heartbeat, feeling him tirelessly saying the words she liked to hear in her ears... Happiness is in dreams, don't wake up...
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At this moment, Chang Shang only has this only wish.
Let me live in this dream forever.
That night, she abandoned all her strength and struggled with him for a long time. The fortress built deep in her heart collapsed. She could cry as much as she wanted, be weak as much as she wanted, and show her fragility as much as she wanted, because
Someone can tolerate everything about her, because there is someone who can bear everything about her, because there is a chest like Mount Tai that makes her feel extremely safe.
For a long time...
The morning sun shone softly in, and Chang Shang fell into a deep sleep again. Chang Mian relaxedly hugged her from behind. Both of them were sleeping like babies, sleeping quietly and soundly.
In so many days, this was the first peaceful sleep that Changshang had without any nightmares;
In so many days, this was the first peaceful sleep that Chang Mian had, without having to worry about it.
But he woke up early. In the afternoon, he gently sat next to Chang Shang, caressed her eyebrows, put his thumb against her lips, and said lightly: "Chang Shang, I'm going to deal with something.
When it's taken care of, I'll sleep with you in the dark. Be good and don't have any more nightmares."