When she saw the pool in front of her, she wanted to fall into it.
Why, let her see those scenes.
Why, let her think of those unbearable things.
When those buried memories, along with those images, wash away like a tide;
When she once again opened those memories that were buried deep in her heart and had never been recalled;
When those memories floated cruelly in her mind, always reminding herself of that painful experience;
At this time, how should she...how should she face Chang Mian?
How...should she face Chang Mian?
How should she... face the world?
How should she...how to live her life as if nothing had happened?
So difficult!
So hard!
So painful!
So desperate!
I really want to die!
Chang Chang couldn't help but shake her head, trying to throw those memories out of her mind again, but she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it.
Looking back from time to time, you can see Chang Mian.
But at this moment, the one she couldn't face the most was Chang Mian.
"Can you please calm me down? Can you leave me alone for a while? Can you stop chasing me..."
"Chang Mian, I beg you too, can you?"
"Don't chase me, I beg you, don't chase me, I beg you..."
"Okay, I won't chase you. Don't run away. Changshang. Calm down. Don't run away. Look, I'm not chasing you. I'm just worried about you. I want to know what happened. Can you tell me?
?I am your husband, is there anything you can’t tell me?”
"Believe me, when we encounter any problem, we have to face it together. No one else, you and I, I am your support, remember? I will protect you, and I will solve any problem for you
, don’t run, don’t run away from me again..."
Chang Shang was so excited that she grabbed the skirt of her clothes and her chest with both hands, holding them tightly, trying to use this action to relieve the pain from her heart.
"It can't be solved, it can't be solved, you leave, I beg you, you leave, I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you now, I don't want to see anyone, I want to be alone, I want to be alone..."
"
How to solve it?
Those things that have happened cannot be erased. Even if they can be forgotten for a while, they will never be forgotten forever.
All those humiliations and unbearable things had really happened. How could she pretend that nothing had happened? How could she open her mouth to tell the person she loved the most...those...things that even she had vomited out?
"Okay, okay, I'm leaving. I'm leaving right away, but before you leave, tell me first, what did you see? Is it the DVD that was sent today?" Chang Mian took two steps back, trying to stabilize her first.
With such emotion, he took the opportunity to rush forward and catch her.
But Chang Shang shouted even more excitedly, like a madman, crying and begging:
"Don't ask, don't ask anything, I beg you, Chang Mian, can you go, can you leave, I don't want to say anything, I want to be alone, I really want to be alone, you go, you go...
"
Chang Mian was furious and extremely upset: "How can I leave with peace of mind if you act like this? You said it yourself, if I act like this, will you leave with peace of mind?"
"What can't you tell me? What on earth can't even I say? I'm your husband. What can't you share with me?!"