In the end, he gritted his teeth, took a long drag on the last cigarette butt, threw it away, and stamped on it.
Avoiding is never the answer to a problem.
This is what the elder brother said to him today: some pain must be faced by two people together.
He raised his hand, took a deep breath, gently turned the handle, and the door slowly opened.
He silenced the sound of his footsteps.
Looking at the large bedroom, on the slightly raised bed, there were two figures, one large and one small, under the thin quilt.
He took off his leather shoes and slowly approached the window, staring quietly at her and Che'er, who was sleeping innocently next to her neck.
In the darkness, his gentle eyes were drowned.
Quietly taking off his clothes and pants, the mattress sank slightly, and he lay on her body, holding his wife and children close to his arms.
In the quiet night, I felt the skin under my arms tremble.
He knew that she was not asleep, so he subconsciously tightened his hands, lingering from her cheeks to her neck, along her back, not because of lust, but simply because he wanted to make sure that she was under his hands.
is real.
Then, he overcame his psychological barrier, and his cold lips fell slightly on her closed eyelids. The clear tremor spread along the lips to his nerve endings, and he could even feel the slight tremor she held back through gritted teeth.
The sound of grinding her teeth made him even more aware that she was unwilling to face his physical contact at this moment.
But, is escaping useful?
She escapes, and he escapes too.
so,
It hurts.
"Shang Shang, it will pass. Nothing can knock us down. Do you remember how we survived when we were young? Who told me that nothing can knock us down. Do you still remember this sentence?"
"Chang Shang, I will heal your injuries; I will warm your desperate heart; I will use the sunshine to drive all your painful memories out of your body... I will love you with all my heart.
, I won’t let you get hurt at all anymore.”
"I don't dislike you for being dirty. I never thought you were dirty. I'm just afraid that you dislike me, that I can't protect you, that I'm useless, and that you have to protect me every time... You are
The most beautiful girl, the strongest girl, the best girl I have ever seen in this world..."
“You are my salvation;”
"...I also want to be your salvation."
"Chang Shang, really, I will take care of you, care for you, pamper you, and love you. You are the treasure I care about most in my life..."
"So, please stand up with me and don't be knocked down by the past, okay?"
"I know you can do it, but you don't know how good you are."
"In those three years, I bullied you so much, asked you to accommodate me so inhumanely, and lost my temper with you at every turn, but you all knew how to overcome strength with softness and fight for your own living space;"
"Every time I disappeared, you held firm in your faith and never collapsed. You were so strong, never letting me get distracted or letting my heart break. You quietly waited for me in the rear and guarded my home for me;"
"Even if the most important day of your life, the wedding you longed for, was messed up, you never complained. You just left when I asked you to leave. You were so obedient. Even if I didn't come to see you, you were still a strong person.
You gave birth to a child for me in a foreign land, and you gave birth to such a healthy Che'er for me;"
"Chang Shang, you are really amazing. You are the bravest and strongest woman I have ever seen. Although you cry a lot, you can maintain an indestructible heart in the face of anything. Do you know?"